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| 10:48pm 02/09/2003 |
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Brandi is officially the bestest person ever! I love my icon! Thank you much! Alex is kinda hot for all the evil-ness. Yes, yes he is!
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| Gir! |
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| 11:15pm 29/08/2003 |
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mood:  aggravated music: Manson
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I want a Clockwoprk orange icon with Alex on it damnit!! Some one find me an icon before I freak out! |
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| Crazy, over the rainbow, I am crazy... |
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| 10:21pm 27/08/2003 |
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mood: aggravated music: Marilyn Manson Antichrist superstar tour downloads
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Everything is just too much, too much! Math classes and such boggle my mind, even the simple task of highlighting note takin instructions main points confused the hell out of me. I guess the rest of the things on my mind and the lack of sleep and food have finally brought me down. It's only the second day of school and I can barely grasp what is going on. Physical Science sounded like the adults on Charlie Brown to me. I have begun arguing with my head again and confusing the people around me. Faye and Miroku never see me during the day and I am just so lost without them. I saw Kagome once and it was a nice little encounter. She loved my hair. She has become such a sweet girl since she stopped hanging out with Shippou (( more commonly known as the bish Elyse, I know Fuu-Chan never trust someone named Elyse.)) Spike ((Also known as Chuck)) Has decided we are good friends without even consulting me. He is everywhere. He sits next to me and tries to help me when I looked confused, not that he is all there, poor boy's mama died. I can't get to sleep, I tried to take a nap today and ended up staring at the ceiling trying to shut off my brain. It didn't work. Then I did all my homework, and rather well if I don't say so myself. It is odd, I can't do anything during class, hell I can't even function but I get home and everything is easy breezey. I decorated some stuff and drew some chibis after my homework. It was an all around pathetic day for me.
And so on and so on goes the ranting I need to do. I still need to post all the codenames for you people who get confused. Sorry, haven't been able to do much of any listing between my first two days of school, my psychotic mother and two new sls. Although laura is mighty helpful with the Alice in Wonderland. She is a sweet girl. I love my Laura!!
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| Save me Jeebus! |
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| 04:27pm 26/08/2003 |
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mood: annoyed music: Coldplay
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I had my first day of school. Everyone goggled at my pink and purple hair. All my newly emerged friends fled the scene. Matt knocked me down in the hall, twice. I cried once. Classes are nice, and all slightly on the easy side. Drama rocks. The teacher loves me. yup. yup. Nothing really much to say, I don't want to give you a step by step account of the awfulness that is the first day of school, just like it always will be.
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| Where is all good fancy bread, in the heart or in the head? |
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| 10:43pm 20/08/2003 |
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mood: cheerful music: The Clash
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I'm in a good mood, this is so fun. Kagome came over and spent the day with me. We mostly sat around and did the anime thing, drawing and watching it. Then my friend Taryn called (Hasn't spoken to eme in a year.) And so we went dow outside the school to find out what teams we are on. I get to be with Camille, I'm so happy! Taryn is with Faye, which makes me mad because me and Faye were really good friends and now Taryn is trying to steal her, what a bish. Anyway, I stopped caring earlier today when Faye was publically taunting her. One day I will post everyone's code names in a list, when I get around to it, I'm sure all the anime names confuse you. So yeah, then me and Kagome went home and were talking outside. I had the phone in my hand and was shaking it while I talked, and it rang. It was Katelyn. She hasn't spoken to me in three years. I was so surprised when she called, apparently she wants us to reconnect. I guess that's kewl, I don't really know her anymore. Bad Matt is on my team. Bad-ness, but oh well. There will be teachers and such so i'm calm. Miroku was ranting to the Jahova witnesses, it was funny, but that is off topic, yes, I will post more later, must go talk to people now, I honestly don't ever remember having this many friends at once! I'm going to Kayla's tomorrow, another newly emerged friend, oh well.
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| Too much Too much |
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| 10:29pm 19/08/2003 |
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My cat has gone psycho, it has attacked all of my friends, sabotaged the computer and made another one of the cat's bleed. It is so fookin annoying! What the hell is wrong with it?!
There's a sickness in my head, it hurts and feels heavy one second and the next it feels like it is spinning, round and 'round. It's definitely not normal, maybe it has something to do with my mother calling me a freak and then an hour later morbid. I was only watching the Nightmare before Christmas!! That doesn't make me morbid. Then I went to Park City with her (a reallf fookin' big mall, I hate malls >.<) to but clothes for me and such. It went well at first and then she started in on everything I have ever done! Starting with how I ruined her marriage to how I decided I was going to date Matt. Then she moved on to how I dress, that I never stop singing and my hair has been too many different colors. I'm wanting a razor blade right now, but I can't find one. I think Matt has one, the only one left in the house, but I will get it! Well, maybe that's a lie. I will just complain to everyone is night until I finally can cry it off. I ate a lot, a real lot, two bowls of cereal and a muffin. How disgusting. Can't throw it up, I still have a stupid goth boy tailing me everywhere I go! Fucking'a! I kinda want to watch Clockwork Orange, but that would start my mom off again. It's a good movie tho! I swear! Well, off I go to do the stupid things Amanda's do in their spare time. Maybe I will go get a safety pin from my room, maybe.
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| Sometimes, animals go wild! o.o |
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| 12:33am 18/08/2003 |
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mood: moody music: Evanescence, still, still
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So yeah, my cat has been rampaging. First I slipped on a cat toy in the hall and it bit me! Then it attacked Matt for no reason, then it attacked the table for no reason. Then it attacked my puppy dog and then it pulled my computer cord from the wall! I don't know why it is being so evil! It is trying to sabotage me, I was in a fairly good mood and it is trying to sabotage it. Well, anyway, it was unsuccesful. The phone keeps ringing, Miroku won't let me answer it tho! He keeps telling me it is the catholic church trying to get me "enlightment" That boy has some bad paranoia issues, and I think it makes mine worse. Most of the time I believe him, but I doubt the church is watching me through aohell, I honestly do. But, maybe, they are, I mean you never know. I won't get too worried about the church though, I mean what can they do, Make me sing gospel songs instead Evanescence? Sorry, ranting again, but wait, isn't that what a journal is for. o.o I think it is!!
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| Wormtail is SO gay! |
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| 10:27pm 17/08/2003 |
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I had an argument with a friend today about Peter Pettigrew from Harry Potter! She tried to tell me he is not gay, even though he SO is!! I mean no straight man celebrates everytime James catches the snitch he is throwing up and down. I meand c'mon! I love my little gay Peter man and stick to that strongly, he is SO gay. well, this is an all around short post. Randomness woo hoo! |
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| If I am small, what does that make midgets? |
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| 10:01pm 17/08/2003 |
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mood: pissed off music: Evanescence ((that's a real shoacker >.< ))
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Faye (my best friend more commonly known as Tara) is almost taller then me now, she was always a lot shorter then me but now she is barely an inch smaller! Does everyone have to be taller then me?! Miroku is five inches taller, he is also older but still! I want to have a short people riot! Fuu-chan can join me, even though she is taller then me too! Kagome (more commonly known as Camille) Is the same size as me so she gets to come too! Damn, now I really want to have this riot. I have lost my mind.
I am listening to Evanescence and sining and some weird little boy outside told me to stop listening to hippie music! It's SO not hippie music! What an evil little bastard. I miss Kagome! I talked to her on the phone today. She sent me some of her drawings, she is better then me now, it's not fair! I originally taught her to draw and now she is better, I am so pissed! I still want to be better. I guess that makes me shallow, but that is how I feel. I ate a whole peanut butter sandwhich today, it was scary, and then later I had a cookie, also peanut butter. That is my favorite food tho, so what do you expect! Now I forgot my purpose of posting, oh well, if I think of it later I will post it!! |
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| Let's do the Time warp again! |
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| 02:45am 17/08/2003 |
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mood: annoyed music: Rocky Horror soundtrack, multi-disk cd on random
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I don't know why I am posting so close together, but I have thought of something else I wanted to do. Post the lyrics to my and my boyfriend's song, well I think it is anyway, he would disagree. I don't even know why I like this song tho, so don't make of the Mandi. i don't normally listen to this music, I swear! My boyfriend is paranoid and does not wish to have his name posted at all so he will be referred to as "Miroku" because yes, i have an Inuyasha obsession.
Alright here we go with the lameness ::blush::
Build me up buttercup by the Foundations (also sung by Clay Aiken on American Idol!)
Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
"I'll be over at ten", you told me time and again
But you're late, I wait around and then (bah-dah-dah)
I went to the door, I can't take any more
It's not you, you let me down again
(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time and I'll make you mine
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo
Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
You were my toy but I could be the boy you adore
If you'd just let me know (bah-dah-dah)
Although you're untrue, I'm attracted to you all the more
Why do I need you so
(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time and I'll make you mine
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo
Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
I-I-I need you-oo-oo more than anyone, baby
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
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| So sad, this thing you call my life... |
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| 02:22am 17/08/2003 |
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My rps have been narrowed down to one. Boredom is slowly taking over. I love Sushi and the rp is fun but I am so easily made to be bored. Fuu-chan got kicked and isn't back on yet. Her real name isn't fuu-chan, that is a nickname, and I like to type it so nyah. Well actually she is back online now. I really love talking to her. And though she is in California and older then me we seem to have this strange connection. It creeps me out sometimes but I think it is a good thing for me to have her to talk to. Right? right. I really do love her, though we have never emt face to face, but I feel like we have become really good friends. i think anyway. Well, now I'm ranting on about Fuu. Le sigh. I am rather bored, i have two rps again tho! woo hoo! I kinda want to talk to Brandi right now. ;_: but she is either not online or on a sn I dun have. I wish she would get online. I don't know why I suddenly want to talk to her. i guess it has been a while since I have and I want to see how she is. I mean I have her journal but I feel better actually talking to her in im. I think i have more friends online then I do off! That is kinda pathetic, oh well.
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| First entry, Let's all do the Time Warp now! |
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| 01:13am 17/08/2003 |
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mood: energetic music: Guns N' Roses
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Yeah, Crazylife started to get on my nerves so i got a new journal. I have used Blurty before and my friend Brandi uses it as well, so i figured, Why the hell not?! I am trying to do this fast, there are a lot of things going on at my house plus I am trying to do two rps, not that I mind the rps. Matt is here trying to make graphics on the laptop that keeps shutting it's self down. i told him he couldn't fo it, but does he listen? Fookin of course not! Tara and me talked today on the phone for a while shortly after Elyse called to yell at me for something ridiculous like always. i truly hate her. And like Fuu-Chan said, never trust and Elyse! Remember that people, NEVER! My cat keeps meowing and rubbing all over Matt after she tried to kill him when the power went out, maybe she has a crush on him! Bad Kitty he is mine! Alright now for a quick introduction of me, and myself and maybe me. >.<, Just maybe....
Name: Mandi
Call me: Cheshire Kitty, Hitler, Kitten, Manda, panda... or anything nice you can think of
Age: teenish area
height: 5' something or another
weight: 95 (And yes I am fat, i dun care what you people say!)
crazyness: Borderline, Paranoia, Schizo
e.d.: Bulimia or anorexia (it changes from time to time)
loves: Lexi, Sushi, Laura, Tara, matt, Camille, my sister and aohell (in no specific order)
Now I have just one question for you?!
Do you love me?!
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