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[01 Apr 2006|12:37am] |
69 things you may have never known about me.
1. Initials:
MAFRB
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
Mat Little
3. Favorite fruit?
Mango
4. For or against same sex marriage?
against it
5. Are you allergic to anything?
not a thing
6. Are you bisexual?
nope
7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes?
Yep
8. How many U.S states have you been to?
at least 25
9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
3
10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?
no
11. Name something physical you like about yourself?
MY face, my body is just....ugh
12. Something non-physical you like about yourself?
I hate quiting, and I love that about myself
13. do you have any pets?
because I just moved from home, I have no pets now
14. What is your dream car?
The VW bug I drive now, I just wish it were in better shape.
15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
Italy and Japan
16. Are you bipolar?
yes
17. What dream car do you want your husband/wife to drive?
Nissan Titan
18. Where would you want to go on a first date?
I went on my last first date, and it was incredible, and we went to an amusement park
19. Would you date the person who posted this before you?
No, janine isn't quite the right gender
20. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
yes
21. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
yes, a few times
22. Do you like president Bush?
I adore him
23. Have you ever bungee jumped?
no, but I plan to sometime this year
24. Have you ever white water rafted?
yes, and I want to again
25. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
yes, it happens a lot.....older drunk guys love me for some reason, which isn't a compliment
26. Are you racist?
sometimes, but only when people fit their stereotypes, but it's not a specific race.
27. What song are you listening to right now?
the ballad of Davy crocket
28. What's your favorite song at the moment?
For the longest time/Billy Joel
29. What was the last movie you watched?
Fight Club
30. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Publix
31. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
I don't remember, but it's a possibility
32. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
a...yes
33. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Whether he has dark feature or not
34. What's ur fav. body part on the opposite sex?
shoulders and hands
35. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
carmel frappacino
36. Say something totally random about yourself.
I hate saying I love you to people other that Eric, and I hate hearing that people other than Eric love me.
37. Do you have an iPod?
nope
38. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Yes, Uma Thurman, Drew Barrymore, and Gillian Anderson. I hear it all the time.
39. Do you have freckles?
No
40. Are you comfortable with your height?
yeah, but I wouldn't mind being shorter, cause short people are cute.
41. Do you love someone right now?
I love Eric more than I can physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally handle.
42. How tall are you?
5'4"
43. Do you speak any other language other than english?
I'm learning Italian
44. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
yep
45. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
kinda
46. Do you watch MTV?
FLAVOR OF LOVE!!!
48. What's something that really annoys you?
People that are too serious to laugh when I do something quite funny. I feel more comfortable that way.
50. Do you like Michael Jackson?
I like his music
51. Have you ever surfed?
yes, once
52. Do you know how to pump gas?
Yes
53. Do you drive?
yes
54. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?
umum, I think until 7 am
55. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
yep, several times, but not recently
56. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
no
57. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
yep
58. What's your favorite state to live in?
Don't care....wherever Eric is.
59. What color is your hair?
Naturally Blonde
60. What color are your eyes?
blue gray
61. Do you have any special talents?
Singing, dancing, spinning things, writing, driving really insanely fast
62. Favorite non-alcoholic drink?
Shirely Temple
63. Favorite city?
Orlando
64. Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
No, but I'm going to soon
65. If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
A cook
66. Who do you live with?
my 2 roomates, Lisa and Brittany
67. Last thing you watched on TV?
Hogan Knows Best
68. Do you wear glasses or contacts?
nope
69. Have you ever taken a roadtrip?
several
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[03 Mar 2006|12:05pm] |
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I cleaned out Linwood street a few hours ago. So sad, seeing my old house empty and torn to pieces. Wall paper gone, walls gone, no furniture. But worse, to know this is most likely the last time I'll walk inside that house. I packed up all the stuff I wanted to keep. Put them in sections to be picked up by my father. I found so many of my childhood toys, and books and games. So sad. this is all my childhood. I'm looking at it all, memories coming back to me, and I'm thinking of everything that's happened since I played with this things. I thought about my life expectations as a child and thinking that this poor little girl that I once was had to go through everything she did to be who she is now. So sad. So so sad.
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[25 Feb 2006|11:35am] |
My sound off to the Eagle Tribune Article about Disney on Ice.
I was so insulted by Friday’s article about Disney on Ice’s “The Incredibles in a Magic Kingdom Adventure”. The writer is obviously cheap, and does not understand that each child is a blessing. I don’t expect a money hungry, childless woman to enjoy a Disney show made to specifically entertain children. She said that it was self promoting because it was set in “The Magic Kingdom”. I believe it was written that way to incorporate more characters from other Disney shows that the children would recognize and enjoy. I myself attended the Disney on Ice shows every year all throughout childhood, and remember them being one of the highlights of each of my years. I’m glad this woman has not “procreated” as she thanked God she hadn’t. I hope she never does, because she’ll just make younger money hungry, morbid and uneasy to please critics for the next generation.
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[23 Feb 2006|07:40pm] |
So, looking foward to Florida. It's all I'm thinking about. My mother extended the trip a week, which is good, cause I had a long "to do" list, and only a few days to do it all, and now I'm sick. So I need the extra time.
I began packing today. I feel like I'm taking so little of my life with me. I'm super scared, and scared to forget something. I'm scared to need something when living there, and have no money to buy it.
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[13 Feb 2006|02:44pm] |
I'll tell you what's new.
I'm moving to Florida. Not with my parents or Eric or anything. Completely alone. I need this to grow up. Learn how to be on my own. Learn to handle what I really can't. So, I've applied at Disney World. Not for any specific job. I have an interview in Disney Casting on February 28. I'm packing up my car and leaving with my mother on February 26. I'll go to the interview. If I get the job...I'll find an appartment with the help of my mother, and I'll move in. If I don't get the job, I'll still find and appartment and move in. Wither way I'm staying down there. It's a big enough tourist area that I am abound to get a job. And the cost of living down there is so incredibly cheap. I couldn't believe the prices of units with air conditioning, and washer and dryers, and all sorts of commodities. My grandparents live an our from Orlando. It's my safety for any emergencies, and also some companionship, and a feeling of home.
Eric is quite upset that I'm leaving. I'm putting in a year at least, just to know I can do it. Just to give myself a goal. I need to learn to live without Eric for a while, before I put aside everything and marry him. Many people that know Eric and our situation, don't think we'll last because of the distance, and they think that I'm crazy for doing this. They need to realize that Eric and I are very unique. He's not the type to go looking elsewhere for love. He's very devoted, almost to a fault. With me, I'm the person that sticks things through, but if I know something is not worth it, I ignore it, and give up. I pick my battles. Eric is worth it. I can fight the distance. I'm gonna write to him all the time, and call him every night. We'll be just fine. Plus he's going to visit me at some point. I know that we care for each other enough that the distance wont matter. It may just make us appriciate each other more.
All the women in my family are excited for me, and wish they could trade places. All the men are neutral.
When I'm down there I'm keeping a log for my memere, so for christmas I can send it to her. She said that she wishes that she had the choice to do this at my age. So I'm letting her experience it in the best way I can give it to her.
I'm hurt that some people say that I'm only gonna last a month, or that Eric and I will be over within 6 months of me leaving. What they say just angers me, and thus challenges me to go for it, and make sure it happens the way I say it will.
In other news, Eric and I made it to 8 months yesterday. We're going out to dinner at Magarita's tonight to celebrate. Tomorrow, is Valentine's Day. We're gonna have dinner at his mothers, exchange gifts, and watch When Harry Met Sally. I can't wait. I love him, and I will miss him, and he is the only thing making me want to stay home. I am going to give everything to keeping our relationship strong while I'm gone, and am willing to come home early as a last resort to save us from seperating, but as a very last resort.
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[09 Feb 2006|08:28pm] |
You know you're from HHS when:
1. Running to lunch is mandatory if you'd like a decent amount of time to eat.
2. You don't even notice that there aren't any ceilings anymore.
3. Fights are almost a normal, everyday thing.
4. Your excuse for being late to class is that you were in gym.
5. You know it's impossible to make it to first peroid by the bell.
6. You use the hand dryer button/ and or/ the push plate on the door as a mirror.
7. You penny your locker.
8. You hate swimming only because you smell like chlorine for the rest of the day and Mr Dunn has his "victims".
9. You still get lost in the A wing.
10. You don't even aknowledge the "CAUTION ASBESTOS" signs.
11. You never listen to the annoucements in the morning, and if you do, it's only because you want to hear them sound like idiots.
12. Fire drills become a regular part of your daily routine.
13. No one takes bomb threats seriously.
14. No matter what you wear, unless you have layers, you are going to be either hot or cold in at least one of your classes.
15. You really think the Principal is nonexistent
16. You've skipped class at least once and spent it in one of your favorite teacher's rooms (even though they have a class).
17. You tell everyone that the Special Ed kids drool in the cookies, even while you're shoving them in your mouth.
18. Think the mentor program is ridiculous.
19. Gas leaks, electrical problems and fire drills always make the day so much better.
20. You know who Yoda is and have heard the stories.
21. Go to the Football games, mostly to see everyone else not to watch the game.
22. Go to the hockey games for the same reasons.
23. Know not to go to dances.
24. Think computer tech class is a major waste of time.
25. Wear flip flops in january.
26. You own a SuperFan shirt.
27. You've thought about going in the Special Ed Kidd's class just to play on the round swing.
28. You know that 3rd lunch is 3 minutes shorter than the others.
29. ...And that Mr. Gordon came up with the bell schedual.
30. You've heard the stories about ChiChi walking in the halls.
31. You've skipped long period to go to all 3 lunches, were seen by the assistant "principals", and didnt get in trouble.
32. Your excuse for being late is "i went to the wrong class", and your teacher believed it.
33. When someone says "the emo boys" you know exactly who they are talking about. (names: Sammie and Evan)
34. You realize the only way to get to class on time is to push through all the stupid kids that stand in the middle of the halls.
35. If you have a bf/gf in the school, you've been yelled at for having your arms around him/her. And were told that "holding hands is good enough."
36. You've wanted to get a pass to the bathroom only to see if you can make your way past the new security guards james bond style, and if they ask you for a pass, run away from them just for the thrill of it.
37. Seeing punched holes in the walls in 200s classrooms is normal.
38. You feel like you need to take a shower after walking into any bathroom in the building.
39. You notice that 50% of our school are students that are just plain fuckups.
40. Getting yelled at in spanish is a normal thing; and you don't even pay attention to it anymore.
41. Your used to seeing "sex" written randomly anywhere.. heh..
42. When it's un-cool to have a big backpack, or a backpack that hangs low.
43.You want to give everyone a lesson on how to move their asses.
44.You'll never get caught smoking in the bathrrom.
45.The lunch menu is the most important piece of paper in the whole school.
46. Even though there's a new "late rule" no one gives a shit and is late anyway.
47. No one goes to first period because they are all at the Early Bird Cafe.
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[29 Dec 2005|08:57pm] |
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars. physical or emotional
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have orange freckles.
Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x]I've ran away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ]I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[ ] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[x] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.
Embarrasment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x]I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've fractured a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[Somewhat] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[xxxx] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[x] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[x] I've popped e.
[ ] I've inhaled nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time with no problem.
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I'm addicted to self-harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[x] I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[x] I own over 5 rap cd's.
[ ] I own an ipod or mp3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from hot topic.
[x] I own something from pacsun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from the gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
Political/Social Attitudes
[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm outgoing.
[ ]I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm democratic.
[x] I'm republican.
[ ] I'm liberal.
[x] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
Random
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love spam.
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest.
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The song Auld Lang Syne is traditionally sung by most of us on the stroke of midnight each New Years Eve however in Scotland, where Auld Lang Syne originates it is also sung on Burns Night, January 25th, to celebrate the life of the author and famous poet Robert Burns. The lyrics of Auld Lang Syne actually consist of five verses and this full version of the Poem Auld Lang Syne. The words 'Auld Lang Syne' literally translates from old Scottish dialect meaning 'Old Long Ago' and is about love and friendship in times past. The lyrics in the song Auld Lang Syne referring to 'We'll take a Cup of Kindness yet' relate to a drink shared by men and women to symbolise friendship. Happy New Year!!!
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[17 Dec 2005|01:35am] |
A list of things I wouldn't mind doing for work:
-Postal Service Worker.
-School bus driver.
-Office secretary.
-UPS delivery truck driver.
-Trucker.
-Cowgirl.
-Seamstress.
-Jeweler.
-Librarian.
-Mechanic
List of things I want to do before I die:
-Get married.
-Have children
-Own dogs.
-Ride a donkey
-Own a yellow house, with a basement good for video games, with ugly 70's furniture.
-See many of my loved ones become christians.
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[16 Dec 2005|12:06am] |
I'm all over the place with my emotions lately. Current mood....fair, but the problem is people keep on challenging the things I'm sure about.
I'm sure that I love Eric, and that he always has me unselfishly in his best interest. And sometimes, when he's looking out for me, he makes me do things that I would not on my own, because whether I like it or not, it's better for me.
I'm sure that I'm a christian, and that no one else can change that. It's a wonderful thing knowing that my faith can't dump me like a boyfriend can. I'm sure God is looking out for my best interest, and wouldn't give me anything I couldn't handle.
I'm sure of many of my own abilities, and that I can very well take care of things on my own, as I have been learning for months now. I can handle my own money and affairs. All I need from other people is the occasional reminder, but once I have a functional date book, I'm sure I'll be fine.
But people want to test me out and see if I'm sure about these things, making sure that none of these are the cause of my emotions. I hate this, because it makes me ponder the things I'm sure of, and when I do that, I'm not sure of myself anymore.
I need someone to listen.....not to question me.
But I'm okay. A little sleepy, no longer understanding what I'm talking about, and really wishing I were still playing Zelda, a link to the past with Eric.
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[06 Dec 2005|01:44pm] |
1. Spell your name backward? Ass-I-Ram
2. Story behind your name : I was named after the little girl on the back of the play school puzzles. My brother is the boy modeling with her.
3. whens your birthday : May 30
4. Where do you live :Deerfield NH.....Ugh!
DESCRIBE YOUR:
5. Wallet : louis vuitton
6. Eyes : blue....ugh
7. Toothbrush : I have an orange one for home, a clear one at my memere's, and a pink on the travels with me.
8. Jewelry worn daily : my jesus ring, promise ring, flower ring, chinese belly ring, and my St. Louis necklace.
9. Cell Phone : just a lg verizon
10. Pillow cover right now : Palm trees
11. Car : Volkswagon Bug 1998 black
12. Bedroom : A mess because of christmas presents, and full laundry bags, but I did clean my desk today
13. Sunglasses : A pair Aeryn gave me.
15. Cologne/Perfume : Pink, or Simply
16. CD in stereo right now :Queen's greatest hits
17. Piercings : 5
18. What you are wearing now : my aslan shirt, my mushroom cords, and sneakers
19. Wishing : I didn't have work today, and that I could get some housework and christmas stuff taken care of instead.
20. Wanting: my hair to be blonde again
21. After this : Work
22. If you could get away with it and murder anyone who would it be : Micheal Moore
23. Person you wish you could see right now : maybe my Gram, haven't seen her since may.
24. Some of your favorite movies : Cat Ballou, Gone with the Wind, Indiana Jones Trilogy, many others.
25. Something you're looking forward to in the coming week : Chronicles of Narnia
26.Something you just ate : DD's munchin
27. Something you are deathly afraid of : monkeys.
28. Do you like candles : not scented ones.
29. Do you like incense : not anymore, but I used to burn it constantly
30. Do you like the taste of blood : no
31. Do you believe in love : yeah, but not the way most people do.
33. Do you believe in love at first sight : No, love is a decision.
34. Do you believe in Heaven :Of course, and hell too.
35. Do you believe in God : yes....talk to him every day
39. Can you eat with chopsticks : I'm the master at it.
40. What's your favorite coin : Quarters, which I never really call them that.....I call them bubble gum coins.
41. What are some of your favorite candies : Tootsie Rolls, Spree, and bit-o-honey
43. What's something you wish you could understand better: the lord of the rings. I have no idea what's going on.
44. How many people have you kissed : Wow...hold on while I count....8
47. Are you shy around your crush : never...I tell him anything. I think I am so comfortable, I almost farted in front of him the other night.
49. Do you know what it feels like to be in love : yeah, and real love too.....I'm so proud that I know it's real love, and it's not gonna end.
50. Would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friends : yeah
FASHION STUFF:
52. Have any tattoos : um, no....
53. What is your favorite thing to wear : my cowgirl boots, and my painting pants.
54. How much is the most you've ever spent on a single item of clothing : $250
55. Who is the least fashionable person you know : Some lady at work named Susan.
56. Do you match your belt with your hair color : hahaha, no.
57. What is the worst thing you've ever thought would look good: I have no idea what that means.
58. How many pairs of shoes do you own : about 60
59. What is the worst trend you see today? flipped up collar.
RANDOM:
60. Do you do drugs : no.
61. What kind of shampoo do you use : thermasilk
62. What are you listening to right now : my clock telling me it's 2
63. What are essentials in your life:
Eric, Mascara, Church, and money.I have no idea how I came up with those four.
64. Whats a break up song you are most likely to listen to while breaking up: Nothing better/postal service
65. What are you doing for your birthday: Going to the lake as usual.
66. What do you want for Christmas: health insurance.
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[13 Nov 2005|10:07pm] |
How lucky can one guy be?
I kissed her and she kissed me.
Like the fella once said:
"Ain't that a kick in the head?"
The room was completely black,
I hugged her and she hugged back.
Like a sailor said quote:
"Ain't that a hole in a boat?"
My head keeps spinnin',
I go to sleep and keep grinnin'
If this is just the beginnin'
My life is gonna be beautiful.
I've sunshine enough to spread,
It's just like the fella said.
Tell me quick,
ain't that a kick in the head?
Like the fella once said:
"Ain't that a kick in the head?"
Like the sailor said quote:
"Ain't that a hole in a boat?"
My head keeps spinnin',
I go to sleep and keep grinnin'
If this is just the beginnin'
My life is gonna be beautiful.
She's telling me we'll be wed,
She's picked out a king size bed,
I couldn't feel any better or I'd be sick.
Tell me quick,
Oh, ain't that a kick...?
Tell me quick,
ain't that a kick in the head?
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[07 Nov 2005|01:16pm] |
I died my hair. It's a brownish purpley red. I never thought I would die my hair again, but I was totally sucked in. I'm not sure what I feel about the hair color yet. And my mom still hasn't seen me. She's gonna flip out. Eric thinks I look like my mom when he looks at me from the side. I think it makes my eyes look bluer. I hope it fades a little soon.
I'm at my memere's house right now, and watching Unsolved Mysteries. It's November, so everything feels a slight bit nostalgic.
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[04 Nov 2005|12:28pm] |
FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Desiree Bourassa
First Screen Name: lilpink
First Pet: Sarah, a goldfish
First Piercing: bellybutton
First Crush: Travis (but he's gay now)
First CD: Disney classics Volume 1
First Car: 1986 Volvo
First Stuffed animal: I had way too many to know
First Memory: Getting pillowcased to have stitches on my chin
First Job: Camp Advenchur (not counting babysitting)
LASTS
Last Beverage: Lemonade
Last Car ride: Home from work
Last Movie Seen: 50 first Dates
Last Phone Call: From Eric
Last CD Played: The best of Dean Martin
Last Bubble Bath: So many years ago I've drawn a balnk
Last time you cried: Sunday
Last thing you ate: Starburst
Last bad thing you did: Made beds
HAVE YOU EVER'S
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: No
Have you ever been arrested?: yes
Have you ever skinny dipped?: yes
Have you ever been on stage?: Yes
SEVEN THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Class shirt
2. nerd socks
3. blue undies
4. sneakers...ugh, I hate sneakers, but they're for work
5. my Friday's child necklace
6. promis ring
7. dad's belt
SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. Made beds
2. washed car
3. watched I love the 80's
4. got asked out online
5. talked to old friends online, when I'm not in the mood
6. missed Eric desperately
FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER
1. Eric
2. Carosels
3. painting
4. driving fast
5. styx and queen
2 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ALMOST ANYTHING TO
1. Eric
2. Megan
THREE CHOICES
1. Black or White: white
2. Hot or Cold: Hot
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: Ride a donkey
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[03 Nov 2005|02:30pm] |
Mm ba ba de
Um bum ba de
Um bu bu bum da de
Pressure pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure that brings a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets
Um ba ba be
Um ba ba be
De day da
Ee day da - that's okay
It's the terror of knowing
What the world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming 'Let me out'
Pray tomorrow gets me higher
Pressure on people people on streets
Day day de mm hm
Da da da ba ba
Okay
Chippin' around - kick my brains around the floor
These are the days it never rains but it pours
Ee do ba be
Ee da ba ba ba
Um bo bo
Be lap
People on streets - ee da de da de
People on streets - ee da de da de da de da
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming 'Let me out'
Pray tomorrow - gets me higher higher high
Pressure on people people on streets
Turned away from it all like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn
Why - why - why?
Love love love love love
Insanity laughs under pressure we're breaking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance
Why can't we give love that one more chance
Why can't we give love give love give love give love
give love give love give love give love give love
'Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care for
The people on the (People on streets) edge of the night
And loves (People on streets) dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves
Under pressure
Under pressure
Pressure
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| Aww thanks Anthony |
[24 Oct 2005|09:55pm] |
Simmo0788: yeah, but theres a clear difference between you and her! you are sexy, and you are a great person. you can be a super model, but if your attitude sux then your ugly. so the difference between you and her is that you have beauty inner and outer, and sue...shes just from hell
rissathekissa: HAHAHAHAHA
rissathekissa: thanks
rissathekissa: that was sweet
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[24 Oct 2005|09:55pm] |
Simmo0788: yeah, but theres a clear difference between you and her! you are sexy, and you are a great person. you can be a super model, but if your attitude sux then your ugly. so the difference between you and her is that you have beauty inner and outer, and sue...shes just from hell
rissathekissa: HAHAHAHAHA
rissathekissa: thanks
rissathekissa: that was sweet
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[24 Oct 2005|04:19pm] |
2 questions.
Two Names You Go By
1. Marissa
2. Pinky
Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. french
2. italian
Two Things That Scare You
1. monkeys
2. Reavers
Two Everyday Essentials
1. bathroom breaks
2. mascara
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. painting jeans
2. cowgirl boots
Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists (as of now)
1. hanson
2. queen
Two Things You Want in a Relationship
1. I have all I want with Eric
2. and we have love
Two Truths
1. Jesus Christ died for me
2. I vote Bush
Two things You hate:
1. being called "babe"
2. being chubby
Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1. straight teeth
2. very skinny
Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. oil painting
2. driving
Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. a house of my own, preferably yellow with green trim, and split level
2. to be thin
Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. Italy
2. Route 66
Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. ride a donkey
2. have a daughter named lucille (lucy)
Two Ways that you are stereotypically a Chick/Guy
1. I'm super clingy
2. I love skirts
Two Things You Normally Wouldn't Admit
1. I'm not althletic at all, I say I am and push myself to the limit in front of people.
2. sometimes I forget to change underwear
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I really despise it when people talk me into going to college and then I waste a couple of hours looking for schools, and I am incredibly depressed the whole time, cause I hate the idea of college. I didn't want to go for a reason. I know I might need to work a bit harder to make it in the real world, but college doesn't garentee employment. And I can't find a single college that suits me. Not one. I really don't want to go. I don't want this because the media and high school has pushed it into our heads so much that we need to go to college, or we'll stop breathing our something. I get so depressed thinking about college. I don't want it. I've been saying this all along, and I wont stop saying it. I don't want anything to do with it.
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[06 Oct 2005|11:38am] |
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I often pretend I don't think I'm pretty when I really do think I'm pretty. Do I hide my conceit well?
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