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One last time (backdated to last night) [6.24.06 - 7.03am] [ mood | nostalgic ] I haven't cried till right this moment. Damn you people, with your heartfelt entries. It hasn't truly hit me yet. Wow, but 4 years with people and how much they've changed you as a person. Everyone's going their separate ways and I won't see too many of you ever again. Because sadly, no one took the initiative (including me) to get a giant address book together so we can have a 10 year reunion. I wonder what we'll all be like. I'll probably plump with a kid and have a whole purse full of pictures of a little toddler who's currently at home with my mom. haha, that could so happen. Let's run through my friends list and who they will be at that non-existent 10-year reunion: (just because I can, and to let you all know life together doesn't have to be over if we don't want it to.) Allie would come in with her newly found love of her life who refuses to take off his belt and empty sword sheath (no weapons allowed) He would have curly hair and for some reason I picture him in a tee-shirt with a spoon haha. (Not that guy but it seems like what your boyfriend would wear) Hilary will have a video camera pack around her shoulders and possibly a purse filled with all the gum she owes me :D, she could very well be a lush but she quit just so she could film that day. She would be a self proclaimed artist who flew in right from her pheasant and grappling hook farm up in NY just to show me the photos of her favorite pheasant to shoot with her state of the art purple grappling hook gun. Julie will enter in with her beautiful green prom dress (she will still fit in it!) because I still can’t over how gorgeous she looked in everything on prom night. She would have opened her own animal shelter with puppies and kitties, maybe even a few gerbils and hamsters. On top of all that she would hire secret agents to shoot down J. Lopez and her annoying fur wearing self. It's early if you want me to finish then I will maybe later tonight, I had fun with the first three haha Read 1 Leave One

Offically closed? [5.27.06 - 2.17pm] Sure why not. Anyways, I'm moving to LJ... well finally this time, if you forgot my user name it's; 333bracket Please comment on the entry there with your username so I can add you, no one will be exculded Woot! Do you understand how flexible LJ's layout system is?! -dies happily- Read 1 Leave One

Mario bonus block [5.26.06 - 12.25pm] [ mood | happy ] I get to go shopping. Khol's is having a clearance and I'm in heaven. My mom bought me this really cute lime green skirt out there for 1.50 O_O I want more.... Actually I need socks, ones that match but I won't pass up the other things. Today is a good day minus the crappy weather it's quite nice. Leave One

I'm so pleased with my bad decision [5.26.06 - 9.43am] [ mood | giddy ] I would have been in a crappy frustrated mood if I had come in today. I'm glad I didn't I woke up at 9 and took Joey for a walk and now I'm in the middle of gathering laundry. This is much more productive then the time I would spend today at stupid school. Plus can anyone else see that instead of a 3 day weekend, I was a sneaky little bastard and made it four? muhahaha. Leave One

[5.25.06 - 9.28am] I'm really frustrated I feel like I need to scream. I don't want to be here at all, I feel pent up, I was in an excellent mood up until I got a letter from Klimisara saying I can't graduate or come to the graduation ceremony (I'm not sure which one if not both) until I make up 7 swimming classes. Yes it's my fault but how the hell am I going to pull this off? If it weren't for letting my parents down I wouldn't be so worried. This whole school thing is such a nothing to me anymore I hate it and I don't care. I really am sick of it 100% sick of it. I wish my life didn't depend on this it's so frustrating that I know it does. And I'm about to cry. I can't do it -_- tomorrow is a mental health day for me; I'm going to get all my Zinga work done and ponder about my falling life expectations Read 1 Leave One

Surreal [5.24.06 - 8.07pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | A year from now - Across Five Aprils ] Since I got up from my nap I've felt a little out of place, I'm bored as hell and just feel weird. I have a gross taste in my mouth and it's way too nice out to be real. It's 8:08 and the sun is still up over the trees, that's something new. I feel really laggy but still in a way refreshed. So here's the solution to each of them: Find my way back to my real house with the real climate and real lack of sun, go up into my real bathroom to find my real pink toothbrush and brush my mouth, not just my teeth my mouth. Rummage through my real purse and find some gum AND breath mints only to notice on my way out I am still broke in this house. Go outside to find that it's chilly and raining and those bushes in the front yard are still there like they were when I first came home from school. Damn bush thieves. Shutdown wait 10 seconds and reboot and that'll clear up the lag problem. See you when I get back to my real computer. Leave One

Two favorite foods [5.24.06 - 10.27am] Smashed pretzels and grape meat. Leave One

Is it possible [5.23.06 - 7.44am] That I gained a few pounds since last week, last Thursday these pants have to be suction cupped to my ass.... -_- Leave One

Harry Potterness [5.22.06 - 10.56am] [ mood | amused ] HARRY POTTER QUESTIONAIRE: 1.Who is your favorite Harry Potter character? Severus Snape! (as if you didn't know . . .) 2.What is your favorite Harry Potter book? Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. I was disappointed in the movie though…-weeps- 3.What Harry Potter character do you dislike most? Ummm, I'm trying to think . . . is there anyone I really Dislike? I mean, even Umbridge I kinda have a fondness for. I guess I'll say, Barty Crouch. He wasn't nice to Winky :( 4.What Hogwarts House would you like to be placed in? Slytherin - I'd get to see Snape all the time ;D 5. What Hogwarts House WOULD the Sorting Hat place you in, really? Huffelpuff, or Ravenclaw one of the not-so-cool ones, maybe they’d make a whole house just for people like me… Maybe I’ll transform to be an evil asshole who has a deatheater father and mother just for the sake of Severus and I. 6.What is your favorite magical creature? Hippogryffs! A bird and a horse combined - you can't go wrong there! 7.What magical creature would you like to have for a pet? Pygmy puff, the first time that I came across them in the book I was seriously willing to do anything for one… then I remembered that there are no such things nor will there ever be, EVER –sobs- 8.What would your favorite Hogwarts class be? Hm . . . I'd probably like it all, it’d be way more bearable then Global Issues, even divinations. 9.Who would be your favorite Hogwarts teacher? You would think that I would pick Professor Snape but I’ve grown to really like McGonnogal, she’s just cool. 10.What would your favorite magical potion be? The Draught of Peace 11.What kind of magic wand would you have? No idea - the wand chooses the wizard doesn't it? So it had better know it's looking for ME! 12.What is your favorite store in Diagon Alley? Oh, I don't know - Magical Menagerie, not much was said about it, it was in the movies. It has the coolest name that’s all. + it has crazy animals in it… like Pygmy puffs :D 13. What is your favorite store in Hogsmeade? How about Madame Puddifoot's? I like tea, I actually could go for some. Some yummy wizardy kind, ya know? 14.What is your favorite Honeydukes candy? I enjoy Acid Pops, nothing ever better then that tongue dissolving sting. 15. What is your favorite Bertie Botts Every Flavor Bean flavor? I don’t have a favorite, but the one that I will forever remember would be the grass one, that crap is weird. Not that I’ve ever eaten grass but it has the taste of fresh cut grass smell. I was weirded out. 16.What kind of magical career would you have after leaving Hogwarts? I’d be a mom, producing great wizards of course. 17.What is your favorite Quidditch team? The Harpies! Gotta love an all-female team, plus harpies are pretty and have wings. 18.If you could be on a Quidditch Team, what team would it be and what broom would you fly? I’m sorry to say I’d probably be the worst flyer ever, I am afraid of heights and even if I over came that fear I’d have a nosebleed about 60 feet off the ground. Which could lead to a big death eater/Voldemort conspiracy if it were raining blood. That would be the last thing I needed was to land in jail to have my soul sucked out by the dementors kiss. 19.What is your favorite magical spell? Evanesco, that would always make sure those things that I didn’t want wouldn’t be there. So I wouldn’t have to buy a tide pen every week only to lose it an hour or two later. 20. What do you think you would score on your OWL Exam? All E's and O's, I'm sure. I'm a smart cookie –eats me- Leave One

"GameSpy awards it with Most Innovative Game and place #2 in their Top 10 PC Games ranking." [5.22.06 - 8.56am] [ mood | sleepy ] For later reference 2. Spore "Ever since Spore's debut during GDC of last year, and even after checking out how it's being developed, we still had a lot of questions about Will Wright's latest experiment in open-ended gaming. We knew that in Spore, you'll start out as a single-celled blob of goop, evolve into a quirky creature of your own design, and ultimately develop your own civilization that can compete with others as you explore the cosmos. This huge and ambitious design is built around the principle that the players themselves will create all the content, everything from the creatures to the buildings to the planets themselves. It's a game that encompasses about a half-dozen game genres, one where the editor and the gameplay are merged into one. Sound inspiring? It's definitely outside the box, but we've always wondered how it would actually work. Will Spore be fun to play? At this year's E3, we got to glimpse more of the game in action, and got a much better feel for some of the mechanics. For instance, while you're in the "build a creature" phase of the game, each generation of your man-made monsters will have to find food, evade predators, find a mate, and protect your eggs in order to give you a chance to edit and evolve the next generation. Every decision you make about how your creature looks impacts how it moves, speaks, eats, and interacts on the map. And since you'll have direct control over your creation, you're right there in the action. The idea seemed strong, but we weren't absolutely sold until we actually got to take a swipe at the creature editor ourselves. Is it as easy as Will Wright makes it look during his demos? Yes! Within a couple of minutes we were able to create a cool looking little frog-like fellow with four legs, wings on the side of his head, a pair of curly tails and antennae for ears. The editor alone was entertaining, pure fun as soon as you picked up the mouse. If the rest of the game is this much of a blast, it'll be hard for any gamer to resist." - Top 10 of E3 - Gamespy Spore footage @ E3 from IGN Spore footage - GoogleVideo Leave One

If I needed one more reason to love him [5.22.06 - 8.34am] [ mood | sleepy ] Then his family could complete the long list. I adore his family. They do.... family things! We went to the movies, Mike and I went to go see Over the Hedge because I have an obsession with animation and those little hedgehogs. They were too cute! -dies-. So everyone went to go see that but Jamie, Sydney and Neal they went to see the DaVinci Code. We left before them because they still had another hour of the movie left, which I heard wasn't that good. After some gas complications and Mike and his father had to push the big 15 passenger van into the gas station, but it was just around the corner so it's no big deal but it was still really weird. When we got back to the house Mike and I had to leave right away to pick up the other three, we did so and a little later the girls wanted to fly a kite but they live in a wooded area so Mike said that if they wanted to fly a kite he was going to take them somewhere where they can actually do it. He drove, his dad, Sydney, and the two girls up to NA Elementary and we flew kites, it worked out pretty well too. Despite the headaches and the sudden urges of “I’m going to hurl” I did have a really great time. I’m so happy I went, it’s so odd how they can afford going out with all of these kids, but then they both basically work from home so they have time, not to mention it was a Sunday and there wasn’t any work. I guess you have to have that energy too if you have two little ones, when they get older though they won’t have to get up and move so much but it’s just bizarre to feel comfortable with a family that is not my own, I think I’m lured in by just the things they do, like they go on spur of the moment outtings? Psh who does that anymore? In the end it sort of makes me sad because I never realized how deprived I was, all because my parents were too busy, too broke, too tired. It’s nice to get a dose of the other half, and to think people can take that for granted lol Leave One

DaVinci Code [5.19.06 - 9.10am] "Retarded, ridiculous, crushingly dull." Wow, rotten totmatos and it's little writers say it sucked hard core lol I still want to see it Leave One

So is she going to do it this time...? [5.19.06 - 8.42am] [ mood | okay ] Lately the idea of my mom and dad getting a divorce has been really troubling me and I don't know why. I think that's really what was upsetting me this morning. I love him and really... I'm not sure if it's all that justified. I mean diabetes made him crazy, depressed, sick, and he's a compulsive gambler. My mom has been in a bad mood for almost 3 weeks straight that's how I know she's going to actually do something. It's taking a toll on me even wanting to see her anywhere. I'm pretty close to her but she comes home from work every day and says "That asshole chased me up the store asking for money. blah blah blah he's been off the job for three years and I have to still buy him cigarettes." I'm getting to the point in my life where I'm starting to loose apathy and I'm starting to care again about what happens. Where will he go? Or actually, will my mom actually have an attorney hired before the year is up. It's embarrassing as hell to discuss too much about my family even with my family. It's scary that's all, because I'm just worried about what the results will be and if there will actually be anything to cause them. Read 1 Leave One

So here's what I did. [5.18.06 - 9.09am] [ mood | bored ] Nothing, at all. I plan on handing this stuff in on Monday, I can get away with it and still catch a B :), and it’s cool. I've come to find that typing while having nails, well little ones that I'm not use to feels really cool but they sometimes slip and hit the wrong key, which results me wanting to tear them all off with rage. I've been breaking out and that = bad. Three in one week. That's not bad compared to a lot of teenagers but it's rare that I get even 1 a month and that I'm thankful for. I was blessed with the most goddess like skin, it's always so soft, never too dry or to oily and razor burn fades quickly, I just always have an odd flushed look on my cheeks too blothcy but that's what foundation was made for right? Now... to get rid of these little spawns of satans as.soon.as.freakin'.possible. Even though I don't have work today, I'll have to go in tomorrow on a half day, that stinks but work is easy money and even though it kind of puts a break on my day I'll go and be relatively happy since all I do is stand there and push pills and buttons, it's cool. :D Yesterday I was on eBay during C++ class and I saw DDR with 2 dance pads for 25 dollars, brand freakin' new and the auction was ending in 4 minutes. I shouldn't have but I did. I ended up winning the bid with 28seconds left and got the whole package for 45 dollars including insurance and S&H. Ah... eBay is bad for the soul, bad for my bank account too. I need to keep away, too many good steals there. But my mom shouldn't be too upset because I did transfer money into her account so I would be paying for it because PayPal is singed up under her credit. + it being for my sister and I she can't object too much. Leave One

Shoes [5.17.06 - 10.31am] Perfect 1(5.5) Perfect 2 Perfect 3 Will be updating :D Read 1 Leave One

Being 18 = a little more work [5.17.06 - 6.23am] I went and voted last night, easy as cake... only I knew may 4/25some people who were running ha. Good thing my votes won't totally screw up the system because they would. I want Don Walko out, his children are pricks and he's a gross old man who remarried to a snobby young woman -puke- plus he was a sneaky bastard and got himself a pay raise, not to mention the old fart had that office up on Perrysville for too many years. Leave One

Ewe [5.16.06 - 10.01am] Someone's "sneezing" and it sounds like a cat about to throw up, and Rion has really bad B.O. x_x I'm updating a lot but, com'on it's Zinga, then Oliver what else is there to do? Honestly. People are dumb though, so dumb, that's my motto in life "Don't expect much from people at this age" it's too rare to even get my hopes up that something intelligent will come from them. Leave One

HP5 [5.16.06 - 9.48am] Most of the cast is casted, but Young Severus.... I hope that it's a cute little boy with black hair, pale skin, and dark eyes. Oooooh if he's ugly I'm going to be one upset fan girl. Leave One

32 [5.16.06 - 9.06am] [ mood | hungry ] Thirty-two.... days left (excluding weekends and our days off) Holy crap O_o but I'm not going to complain. Just countdown that's all :D I'm excited, it's been a while since we have had more then 30 days off for a break. Leave One

Prom-ness [5.16.06 - 8.37am] [ mood | calm ] I tried my dress on finally the other day. 95 dollars for the prettiest dress I've ever seen :D it fits perfectly all except it's a little too long but I still do need to get shoes, and jewelry. Not to mention I need to find out how my hair will work out. I have no idea... Maybe down...er? Up? I don't have much to work with any more. Last years prom my hair was so beautiful, long shiny and soft curls that went down to almost my mid-back. I kind of miss that ton of hair now. I want it back just for one night, kay? nts: - Monster RMU - Teddy Grieger - WoW account - Shoes for dress Leave One

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