| 10:03 pm |
ill weep.
im listening to seether. im tired of living. no one really cares. no one reads this that i know, so i dont have to worry about what people are thinking. ..and ill rant if i feel the need to.
i feel lonley and abused, i feel like a big joke.
a big misunderstood joke that no one cares about.. and no one needs.. i need to find my someone. derek is my someone.. sometimes it feels like he isnt. i want to have fun, because im tired of feeling this way.
Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: fuck it. seether |