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[23 Aug 2003|08:53am] |
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i was viewing around my friends journals... and omg i looked at the poem that this kid made for me... its really beautiful but kinda erotic... but i really like it... so here it is..
AS I LAY IN BED TONIGHT
TONIGHT AS I LAY HERE IN THIS DARKENED ROOM
MY BODY HELPLESS AS DESIRE SEEMS TO CONSUME
MY BED SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU LAYING HERE NEXT TO ME
AS STEAMING HOT PASSION BURNS UNCONTROLLABLY FREE
MY LIPS ARE MOSITENED WITH MY FEVERISH TPUNGE
AS INSIDE MY HEART FLAMING DESIRES ARE DEFINITLY SPRUNG
MY COCK BARE AS THE NIGHT CHILL GIVES THEM A RUSH
I BEGIN TO MOAN BUT TRY HARD TO KEEP IT HUSH
TENDERLY MY HANDS GO DOWN THA SHEETS TO MY BARE COCK
TO DELICATE PLACES MY HANDS COME TO A REST
I STROKE IT AS A CHILL FLOWS THROUGH
INSIDE OF ME A PASSION BURNS SO DEEP WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU
AS SWEAT BEGINS TO BUILD UPON MY BODY SO WELL
I LINGER ON TO PLACES THAT EVEN MORE FEELINGS CAN DWELL
A HOT BURNING DESIRE I FEEL THA FLAMES FLOWING SO FREE
SO WET AND FLAMING THE POWER OF MY DESIRE
MY MIND TRAPPED IN THOUGHTS OF YOU BESIDE ME SO
AS I WANT WITH EXCITEMENT
THE FASTER MY HAND SEEM TO GO
A DEEP SIGH
A EROTIC MOAN
A DEEP CUM BREAKING FREE
SOUNDS OF RAPTURE WANTING TO ERUPT
AND OPEN UP TO TOTAL ECSTASY
A BURNING DESIRE INSIDE MY BODY SO DEEP
SO MUCH HOT PASSION THAT I MOAN
UNABLE FOR SILENCE TO KEEP
THOUGHTS OF YOU CONSUME MY SOUL AND MY HEART
AS THIS BURNING DESIRE WITHIN ME COMES FORTH TO DEPART
I LET GO OF MY COCK AND SEEM TO FLOAT HIGH ABOVE
AS EMOTIONS INSIDE ME REMIND ME OF UR SWEET LOVE
MY BED EMPTY BUT WHERE IN MY MIND U LAY
UPON MY BODY A BURNING DESIRE I CANT KEEP AWAY
OH TONIGHT I MAY DREAM AND FEEL THIS RAPTURE SO TRUE
BUT 2MARRO MY LOVE I WILL GIVE ALL THIS DESIRE TO U AND ONLY U
A BURNING DESIRE INSIDE WE BOTH SHALL FEEL
AS 2NITE MAY BE JUST A FANTASY
BUT 2MARRO IT WILL BE SO REAL
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| time for the truth! |
[23 Aug 2003|10:56am] |
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ok well rite now im drinking sum coffe to calm me down... bcuz im about to open op to my best friend... which is april... she is a very important person in my life... well without her i wouldnt be me... ill prolly be sum1 lame and crap... so i just wanna say that i luv her with all my heart! shes soo fucking important to me and i cant continue hiding this from her! shes like a sis to me... as well to her sis,.. bianca is also very important... so ima tell them the truth rite now... now i hope they know how much i luv them and that i wish they could still be my friends after i tell them im gay... i kno this is very hard for me but i need to do it bcuz i feel as if april and bianca need to kno... i mean ive told so many other ppl and y not them? i think its becuz im a coward and i luv them to much to loose themm... but its cum down to this... so ima tell them... wish me luck!
*drama kiss kiss*
[nayme]; david
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| the truth has been told! |
[23 Aug 2003|11:34am] |
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ok well ive told my best friends about me... and they took it soo fudging well... but they didnt believe me at first... i luv them so much as they do to me.... well i feel soo relieved... it like took off a thousand pounds off of me!... ok well now i feel alot better.. bye every1!
*drama kiss kiss*
[nayme]; david
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