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bad morning!... [27 Jul 2003|09:07am] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | eminem- my dad's gone crazy ] ok well i woke up and my neck and back were hurting and they still are! ughh... ok well then i took a shower which was rather refreshing! i just luv showers.... lol, ok well then i went downstairs to eat sum breakfast and it was iight... but i had to seat with my dad in the same table... i hate that man, ok well after that, i got in a huge argument with him, like we always do, but then i went upstairs to cry.. bcuz that takes sum stress out of me... crying is good! and then like 10 mins latta... he cums and says srry, like he always does... and then he expects he can buy me. he tells me "hey wanna go to the mall with ur mother and i and ill buy u sumthing" i was like ummmm no... ima go out with my brother and his wife and 2 kids.... so yea now ima brush my teeth again and then get ready to go out! we are going to saw grass mills ... i like that mall, its huge!! ok well bye, mwazZz... []D []\ []/ [] []D (david) mii`

me..get use to it [25 Jul 2003|12:09pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | john mayer- ur body is a wonderland ] :x: name = david :x: height = 5'8" :x: shoe size = 9-10 :x: hair color = jet black :x: length = Short :x: siblings = 1 bro LAST... :x: movie you rented = just married :x: movie you bought = clueless :x: song you listened to = the used- the taste of ink :x: song that was stuck in your head = guns and roses- sweet child of mine :x: cd you bought = i havent bought a cd since i can remember... i rather dowload songs... :x: cd you listened to = the beatles :x: person you've called = strangly... my aunt :x: person that's called you = kristina :x: tv show you've watched = melting pot :x: person you were thinking of = javi and ummm javi... did i mention javi DO... :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yes! :x: you think about suicide = only 2 times in my life... well ok 3 :x: you believe in online dating = uhh no.. u can meet the person online and then date in actual life :x: others find you attractive = sum do... sum dont :x: you want more piercings = maybe redo my old one and get 2 more :x: you drink = yes :x: you do drugs = shhh! :x: you smoke = i use to :x: you like cleaning = no0o! :x: you like roller coasters = YES! luv them :x: you write in cursive or print = print :x: you carry a donor card = not yet FOR OR AGAINST... :x: long distance relationships = for :x: using someone = against :x: killing people = depends :x: teenage smoking = its their life.. :x: driving drunk = against :x: gay/lesbian relationships = im gay but im againts it... yea rite! hello! im so FOR it :x: soap operas = sum FAVORITE... :x: food = french :x: song = just my imagination :x: thing(s) to do = a dick... lol... umm be with friends :x: thing to talk about = funny old time memories :x: sports = umm fencing and tennis and golf.. thats it :x: drinks = water, silver bacardi, margarita's :x: clothes = burdines :x: movies = uhhh, the craft :x: band/singer = xtina :x: holiday = x-mas... its near my b-day :x: new nerdy saying = uhh :x: disney movie = the lion king :x: scent = blue water, borado :x: word = babe :x: nickname = davey :x: guy name = jean kevin :x: girl name = elizabeth :x:Birthday: = dec. 29 :x:Religion: = agnostic So... :x:Whatcha wearing?: = ummm my nitepants with my nike t-shirt :x:How long since you've showered? = 3 hours ago :x:What taste is in your mouth? = cheesecake :x:What are you listening to? = jackson5- candy girl :x:How d'you feel? = full :x:What book are ya reading? = not reading at all :x:Sock color? = white The last... :x:Person you kissed: andrew :x:Person you hugged: my mom :x:Person you dated: andrew...yuk :x:Person who said they loved you: andrew :x:Thing you ate: new york style cheesekake with dulce de leche :x:Thing you broke: my virginity... lol im jk.. umm nutting really :x:Thing you fixed: my comp :x:Person whose hair you cut? david(me) Have you ever... :x:Been in love?: yes... :x:Been out of love?: wat? me never :x:Been digusted by someone you thought you loved?: yes :x:Fucked, had sex, made love, done the wild monkey dance?: fardest ive gone was sucking a dick... im still a virgin mary :x:Flooded your house?: nope :x:Flooded somebody else's house?: nope :x:Gone vegan?: meat is good for u :x:Gone straight-edge?: nope :x:Taken a vow of celibacy?: no... :x:Cheated on somebody?: yes but i regret it :x:Been cheated on?: nope Favorite... :x:Place: ur asshole.. jk ummm malls, where ever im with my friends :x:Street: 69.. umm dont kno :x:Facial expreussion: sexy look..lol :x:Place to be kissed: ear... mouth... neck :x:Stand-up comic: ellen degeneres :x: eye color = eden or moonlite or blue :x: flower = i like the whole french countryside flowers :x: piercing = eyebrow :x: actress = fairuza balk, drew berrymore, Preferences... :x:Girls or guys?: guys! all the way :x:Long or short hair?: short :x:Short or tall?: tall :x:Scruffy or tidy?: either :x:Smoking or non?: with family=non... friends=doesnt matter :x:Peaches or pears?: peaches and cream... Miscellaneous... :x:What three CD's/records/tapes are you listening to incessantly these days: mixes ive made :x:Physical feature for which you are most often complimented: skin, eyelashes, hair :x:Term of endearment that really pisses you off : fag... :x:Thing you say most when pissed off: fuck! bitch! hoe! slut! :x:Play any instruments? = piano, bass, violin... :x:What's your guilty pleasure? = sex toys :x: eye color = mine? brown... but i like to wear blu contacts :x: flower = i said this already.. :x: piercing = also said this one :x: actress = damn fuckers! i said this one :x:Birthday: = dec. 29 :x:Religion: = agnostic mii`

i hate that man! [24 Jul 2003|11:36pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | nirvana- heart shaped box ] ok well yesterday my dad bought me sum cloths and ummmmm when i was standing i was crossing my legs and he told me to stop bcuz men dont do that only women.... ahhh! i hate him... ok well then ummm like minutes latta i was walking and i was waving my bags around and he again said to relax bcuz wat i was doing is very gay... and then he said sumthing that i willl never ever forgive.... he said "i hate gays".... i was so sad... it made me wanna cry... so i went to the bathroom and cried! alot... ok well i cant wait till i go to college and move out bcuz i cant stand another day with that man.... ahhh i wish.... never mind , i wouldnt wanna regret those words.. ok well i wish my mom can divorce him... i was begging her to.. but shes like uhhh no. ok well ummm atleast i have friends that support me... and i wanna thank all of u! u kno i luv u all! g2g, bye, mwazZz x0*david*0x p.s. wat channel is that new show on? the show is called "boy meets boy" and ummm i think its on "bravo" im not sure... plz if any1 knows tell me! mii`

take out a pencil class [24 Jul 2003|09:06pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | britney spears- i luv rock and roll ] mii`

In a far away land..... [24 Jul 2003|08:40pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | celia cruz- la negre tiene tumbao ] FAIRY TALE nce upon a time there has a young MALE STRIPPER named JAVI. He was BOOTY FUCKING in the BOOTYFUL forest when he met MURKY RYAN, a run-away SLUT from the FAT AND UGLY Queen PAULA. JAVI could see that MURKY RYAN was hungry so he reached into his CONDOM WRAPPER and give him his RICH FLAVORED CONDOM. MURKY RYAN was thankful for JAVI's FLAVORED CONDOM, so he told JAVI a very AWFUL story about Queen PAULA's daughter DAVEY. How her mother, the FAT AND UGLY Queen PAULA, kept her locked away in a MALL protected by a gigantic HORNY TIGER, because DAVEY was so GAY. JAVI WAS HORNY. He vowed to MURKY RYAN the SLUT that he would save the GAY DAVEY. He would FUCK the HORNY TIGER, and take DAVEY far away from her eveil mother, the FAT AND UGLY Queen PAULA, and FUCK her. Then, all of the sudden, there was a LOUD THUNDER and MURKY RYAN the SLUT began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic HORNY TIGER from his story. FAT AND UGLY Queen PAULA LURKED out from behind a BIG JUICY DILDO and struck JAVI dead. In the far off MALL you could hear a MOAN. THE END. Make your own Fairy Tale at fuali.com mii`

y?him, y?now [24 Jul 2003|02:57pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | xtina- cant hold us down ] ok well ive had like 3 dreams about HIM and honestly it ruining my life... i cant stop thinking about HIM... i thought i got over the guy but i guess not, ive tried other ppl but my life just doesnt seem complete without HIM... i need help... oh and all u guys out there dont get tooo excited bcuz the guy im talking about doesnt even kno about my journal... so, peace! i <3<3<3 U (HIM)! luv *ll/\/\_DaviD_/\/\ll* p.s. ryan all u have on ur journal is pics pics pics... get a life and go sumwhere! have fun! and then instead of just being on the comp looking for pics get sum head or sumthing... oh and make ur journal so ppl can comment... NOW! i still luv u tho... but not in that way.... mii`

hello. hola, bonjour, ok w.e [22 Jul 2003|08:33pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | cindy lauper- girls just wanna have fun! ] hey long time no see... huh? ok well im terribly srry that i havent written but i barely have time... ok well u kno i luv u all! oh and ummm basically nuting exciting has happened so yea... oh i took a test and i took it 3times so i got 3 diff.. answers... but im like all of them but combined... oh and i think im mostly like the first answer, so yea.. bye mwazZz* Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange darkness and sadness lurk about you. What element would you rein over? (For Girls) brought to you by Quizilla Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty, right? What element would you rein over? (For Girls) brought to you by Quizilla Goddess of the Sun and there's no doubt that you have a bright and cheery exterior! What element would you rein over? (For Girls) brought to you by Quizilla mii`

r.i.p :::tears::: [16 Jul 2003|09:35pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | celia cruz-la vida es un carnaval ] Celia Cruz! i hereby stand loud and pround saying that the salsa queen will last and live forever in our hearts<333, i will always remember her joyful smile and those lips saying the ever happy saying of hers...may she rest in peice and i wanna just say that shes an insparation to all latin ppl and also all races, she was a tru queen and her passing away just sadden me in such a way! she was such an awsome person! i wish i could do sumthing about her brain tumor... she has truly made history, and she started it all in america, she was born in cuba and then bacame a very succesful singer in america, altho she was never excepted baq in cuba she lived happyly in miami, and was living it up, so ill end this in a happy way and i hope she can hear me from where she is...AZUCAR!!! i wont say bye bcuz ur not leaving my heart... !!!AZUCAR!!! long live the salsa queen Rest In Peace we all <3 u! <3, david p.s. this is a lil part of her song "la negra tiene tumbao" Cuando la gente se muere Se dice que era tan buena Tan buena cuando vivía Como la noche y el día Que a mí me vengan a decir la verdad No aguanto ya mas mentiras Disfruto bien de la vida Aunque tomando medidas 1 cRii fOr mii`

relieved... [16 Jul 2003|06:49pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | cranberries- just my imagination ] ok well umm ive talked to sum1 about my problems.. and let me just say that person made me feel so much better... tho i still kno i have the problems and i cant escape themm... so i just wanna say thanx to that person(u kno who u r) and well i just wanna tell every1 not to worry and im feeling better but not in the talking/happy mood, so if i still seem kinda depressed plz excuse me and im terribly srry. u kno i luv u all and ill try to resolve my problems by the advice ive gotten.. plz forgive me every1! luv to all, *david mii`

sleep baby sleep [15 Jul 2003|10:10pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | the sound of my vanes drying up ] i shall sleep a unwakening slumber... my tears turn to blood as i rotten inside, my heart is filled with pain and hatred, maybe its a phase or maybe its LIFE! i am not strong enough to go threw this alone, i shall not survive! bye my luvs, viva forever in ur hearts 1 cRii fOr mii`

blahhh... [15 Jul 2003|10:02pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | tatu- how soon is now ] i feel like shyt and i dont wanna let it out to the wrong person... i feel so depressed and so much shyt has clumped down on me! i think i should drink sum bacardi... it always makes me relaxed... and i also think i should let sum of the anger/sadness from my drips of blood... ok so bye journal ima go to bed and see how i wake up 2marrow 1 cRii fOr mii`

::quiz:: [15 Jul 2003|07:39pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | spice girls- viva forever ] You're Gay (Yaoi) Hentai! You're just flat out gay! When you were born you told the world "I'm gay and I'm here to stay, get over it!" Do your manly thing! What's your HENTAI? (with pics) brought to you by Quizilla mii`

good nite [15 Jul 2003|12:35am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | cranberries- salvation ] ok ppl ima go to bed! mwa evey1 i luv u all... ciao good nite call the cell at 305 494 1286 mii`

hair issues.. [14 Jul 2003|10:07pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | maddonna-like a virgin ] hey well ive dyed my hair many colors now... and well rite now i have just jet blaq and im kinda satisfied... but ive always wanted to bleach part of my hair... and ive done it b4 in the 5th grade... so i really wanna do it again... but too much ppl have done it already so im not sure if i should do it... i mean its way to cliche... but i dont care if it familiar i mean if i want it i should get it rite? well plz comment and tell me wat i should doo! i need as much advice as possible b4 i do it bcuz its gonna cost like 80 bucks to do it... so plz any1 out there comment...! 2 cRii fOr mii`

just push it u kno u wanna! [14 Jul 2003|12:10pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | lil kim/50cent- magick stik ] 2 cRii fOr mii`

worried [13 Jul 2003|10:17pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | the dripping of my tears ] hey journal i was planning to write about my all most wonderful day untill now... i just had an argument with a friend of mine... i dare not say names... ok, so this is wat happened, she/he was asking me for an opinion and i gave it to her/him and then she/he gets all pissed and crap, but i dont care if she does bcuzall i kno is that ill do anything to help her out bcuz i dont want her to continue doing wat she does... i dont care if she even hates my guts but im not going to give up on her/his ass! , well rite now she/he kinda offended me, so i really dont feel like chatting with her at the momment, i dont kno wat to do, im not sure if i should conti with her or just give up, (i tell her/him i luv her/him and she/he says theres no luv)(i kno luv is a powerful word but when i say it i think i do really mean it bcuz i dont just luv anyone, i wish sum1 could help me out) rite now im really pissed, i dont think she/he should of reacted the way she/he did, bcuz all im doing is giving her/him wat she/he asked for! she/he wanted my opinion and i gave it! so be it.... plz sum1 comment... 5 cRii fOr mii`

::yawns:: [12 Jul 2003|03:09am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | the beatles- help! ] hey ppl i would write more but im kinda sleepy, since it is 3 o'clock and ive been busy all day so im kinda tired! but ill tell u wat ive done this past days 2marrow! so be prepared! but for now i just wanna say good nite to all! cuz ima go to bed... i would stay up latta if i wasnt so god damn bored... ok well bye ppl peace! luv to all, david*** mii`

OMG! so long... [08 Jul 2003|11:14pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | jackson five- ill be there ] hey ppl...well i havent been on my journal for a long ass time... rite? ok well ummm ill write about my vacation sum other time cuz rite now im a lil tired...bcuz i was in the pool the whole fucking day and i just got out! oh and i was also in the jacuzzi... ok so w/e... oh and ummm i have a new online boifriend, his name is dominic.. and yea he's a doll face.. iight!? ok so i just wanna say hi to all my friends, bcuz i missed them all so much! i luv all u guys and galls! iight so im out, peace ciao, *david mii`

good bye! [03 Jul 2003|09:19pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | ateens- dancing queen ] hey everyone i prolly wont write in a long ass time, bcuz im going on vacations and my first journey is to orlando then to new york and after that ima go on a cruise to the bahamas! ok so i just wanted to say bye to every1! and that ill always keep all of u in my heart while i travel! u kno i luv u all! well ummmm i hope i have fun and i hope all of u also do so urselfs! so i guess this is good bye for now, ill try to write on monday cuz i gotta return to miami to be at my braces appointment! so ttyl!, lub 4ever, david p.s. comment on this one! plz... oh and i think amit from a*teens is so hott! 1 cRii fOr mii`

vacation! [02 Jul 2003|07:17pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | papa roach- last resort ] ok well journal i prolly wont write for a while... cuz im going to vacations! finnally! ok well im not sure if we r gonna go to nc(northcarolina), i dont even wanna go anymo! soo i dont really mind... ok well all i kno for sho im going to nyc(new york city) and orlando... and i think on a cruise to the bahamas... yay!... ok well ima have sum fun! plz i didnt wanna spend the whole summer at my house which i havent cuz ive been out!ok well umm ill proly write monday since ima go to orlando for the weekend and then cum baq cuz monday i have a orthodontics oppointment! :( yukk! they hurt!lol.. ok well ill write sum mo latta! ciao, much luv, *david 3 cRii fOr mii`

qUiz tImE [02 Jul 2003|07:08pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | nirvana- smells like teen spirit ] Benji...urs will be the best, u guys r so rough its kinda grose. You sick fuck! Kids are so dirty. SO...go fuck the sexy dirty Benji already!! *Who from Good Charlotte will you fuck and will it be good sex?!* brought to you by Quizilla mii`

hangs w/a & b [29 Jun 2003|06:48pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | jt- rock ur body ] ok, well if u all dont kno wat "a & b" stands for, its for "April and Bianca" and they r sisters! and april is my best friend of all time!!! ever!, lol... but she doesnt kno im gay, but ill tell her soon enough.. but for now, shHhH. ok well ummm i almost never go online anymo bcuz ive been with a and b, ok well on friday i went ova there crib to sleepover and to go to sunset, and in sunset we like arrivide and ummm we were planning to watch "charlie's angels" but the tickets were sold out, but we bought tickets to see "the hulk" and ummm instead of seeing the hulk we sneeked in to see charlie's angel! yay! it was sooo awsome, i luved it!, and if any1 wants to override my decision then bring it on! grrrrr! lol, ok well ummm then after the movie we like walked around while chatting to each other, talking and shyt like that... ok well ummm then we got kinda hungry so we walked around those restaurants to see wat we were gonna eat! so ummm we didnt wanna go to wendy's cus that place is always full and shyt, so then we just went to go buy sum smoothies meanwhile we looked for sum food, so ummm we decided to eat at "bistro brazil" which was kinda bad... eww, ok well ummm we ate outside and ummm we saw this lil girl trip and i felt bad for her but i also laughed bcuz her lil brother was saying very loudly to the older brother "u did it michael, its ur fault, mommy hit him! he did it" it was funny! he he he lol... ok well ummm then we like saw that guy from mtv that gives the news out... ummm ithink his name is gedian yaygo, but ummm he's the one with all the tattoes on his arms and his like a rocker! so ummm while we were eating bianca screams " look its that famous guy from mtv" and then me and april look and we run toward him! and then ummm we never knew his real name but we think its gidean yaygo! so ummm i never got to talk to him cuz ummm once i saw him he was like almost already in the tour bus.... ok well ummm then we saw carolina and craig and that lil group of theirs, and then we saw a very good friend of ours which her name is gina and we havent talked in such a long time and now shes engaged! wow... time passes so fast!, ok well then umm we were about to take the metrorail home and like b4 we were gonna make change for the entrance this poor homeless guy wanted to sell us 3 tickets for 2 dollars so ummm we bought them... and then we got in and aprils ticket wouldnt work and ummm the security guard just let her in... ok so then we waited and waited and then finally the metrorail came and ummm it was flashing red lites so we waited to like make sure if it was safe and it also was ringing this alarm shyt! and then ummm i was about to walk in and every1 was like telling me "dont get in" "its not safe" , so then ummm we didnt get in so we missed the train, and then the security said weshould of gotten in cuz the ppl there were just saying bullshyt and the reason y it was red lites and the alarms is bcuz the metro rail was gonna change lanes! so yea, ok well ummm then we decided not to wait for the other one and ummm their home is kinda far away but not too much, so then we just walked home! and we ended up soooo tired! and ummm while we were walking i heared like a lil gurl in baq of us, and then we started running! and ummm i remember that the witchdocter once told me that sumtimes i like can hear spirits, i kno freaky rite? ok well ummm then i found out that a lil gurl got raped and killed where were walking threw! yikes... ok well ummm when we got home we went str8 to bed and watch sum t.v. like untill 2 or 3... ok well then the next day we woke up like at 11 and then we just chilled in the house and talked and crap! and then ummm april and i cooked sum hamburgers! mmmm they were yummy in my tummy! ok well then we went to target to buy a and b bikes!ok well ummm we actually only bought april a bike cuz the one bianca wanted was like screwed up, ok so ummm then we all went to a bbq and it was fun! we played video games and watched sum movies, and we ummm went to dip our feets in the lake and then we went to the suana! which was soooooo steaming HoT! but i liked it,,, and then we diped our feet in the jaquezi... ok well then ummm we went baq to the house and we ate sum meat and then ummm we just chilled in danny's room and then we left like at 1... and then ummmm we went to aprils house instead of her granny's so we just watched iron chef and date plate and then we went to sleep! yup and then it became sunday! ok well for ummm lunch we went to mcdonalds and then we went to granny's house to chill for a while and then we went to target again and we bought the sopposely screwed up bike for bianca, which wasnt really srewed up... ok well then ummmm my dad came to pik me up and then we went home to pik up my mom and then he took us out to eat at this chinese restuarant... ok well then i came home and now im just updating my journal and chatting and reading my mail! ok well peace ciao every1, ill write more next time i cum on! much luv, david p.s. comment cuz i wanna read wat u think! 4 cRii fOr mii`

l0nG tImE n0 sEe.. [26 Jun 2003|06:39pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | 504 boyz- u aint gotta say to much ] hey ppl! well ive havent been online that much well bcuz i have other things to do... i mean its summer i gotta live it up! o yea there i go again with my wild self! lol... ok well ive been out with sum friends this days... ok well the other day i went to kathy's crib and we chilled there for a bit... and well whenn it started to rain we went out side and started to sing and dance and model! lol... its was funN... ok well b4 that i ummm kathy took me to her room and then she lent me a sock with rainbows.... yay! and then she lent me this crown... a princess wun! it was so purty on me! lol... ok well then ummm genny and kathy put sum make-up on me so they could see how i look and then ummm kathy's grandma walked in so i ummm pretended to laugh and i hid my face on the bed covers... so then when she left i went str8 to the bathroom to wash off all the make-up... ok well then ummm we had a lil secret mission which i can not disscuss in public, muahahahaha! ok well. ummm then the next day i went ova kristina's crib and well i fell off like the almost second floor and i survived but barely, i mean i got sum bruses! but im ok... ok well ummm then sum of her friends came and then we all just had sum fun in tha pool and i think andrew was in his room the whole time... ok well then ummm the next day i dont remember wat i did ... he he he... but last nite i had a weird ass dream, and the dream goes like this----> ok well i was at my house and then, i get up and i like walk to sum elses house (kaitlyn's) o and ive never even seen her house b4... ok well then once i approach the house i get all sneeky and shyt... then i sneek in and then ummm i try to avoid from any1 seeing me... untill kaitlyn's dad sees me and i ummm made up i lie saying that she invited me and she told me to wait downstairs... and he fell for it but umm then i see kaitlyn cumming downstairs so i run so i wont get caught, but ummm i think she saw me cuz latta i saw her and she got pissed at me and she said that "y didnt i play with her when i was downstairs with her father... ok well ummm then i woke up! yup that was a freeky dream... ok well today i just layed baq and relax all day! it was fun since i was tired and i think im getting a lil sick... ok well over all its been ghetto and i think the comp is the one giving me the dizzy spells bcuz everytime i cum to it, it like gets me dizzy! so ill try to stay off it... ciao yall! mwa, much luv_______________ *david 4 cRii fOr mii`

family day... [22 Jun 2003|09:27pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | the calling- where ever u will go ] ok well ummm today we went out to don pan to eat sum breakfast... it was alrite i guess, but ive had better... ok well then umm we went to dadeland mall for a while and my mom bought a purse... and then ummm we went to malls of america to watch a movie and well me and my mom wanted to watch "the hulk" while my dad watched "2fats 2furious" but, "thehulk" was sold out so i had to watch "2fast 2furious" for the 3rd time already which i think its a gangsta ass movie but still im a lil bored of it... ok well next week ima see charlie's angels yay! : ) , ok well ummm then my dad took my mom to this art shop thingy and i was dragged along... and then he bought her this painting of paris, he said it reminded him of the time they went and how they fell deeply in luv.... yea w.e., bullshyt. ok well then he took us to go wat at this chinese place which is called "canton" and yea ive eaten there b4 but its an o.k place... ok well then ummm we came home and then i watched sum t.v. (mtv) and then i came online and now im writing bout my day.... yup thats all! peace mwa, ciao }[*]david[*]{ 1 cRii fOr mii`

class"quizZ time" [22 Jun 2003|01:50pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | aerosmith- i dont wanna miss a thang ] Brown Eyes What Color Eyes Should You Have? brought to you by Quizilla Hey Princess! Get off your cell phone and listen up! There is more to life than the mall, boys, and your hair. You are the typical look- obsessed, popular "cool" girl. What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you? brought to you by Quizilla congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything. You must be so proud which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla mii`

sUndAy... [22 Jun 2003|01:11pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | air- playground luv ] ok well today umm i woke up and i didnt feel like going to church so i made a big comotions bout it so my parentals told me i didnt have to go but only for today... ok well guess wat ppl umm today i was talking with my dad and he said we mite not be able to go to north carolina for like 3 weeks that we mite only going for like a week or 2.... ok that suX! bcuz i wanna be there as much as possible... ok well i still like hate my dad bcuz he makes everything so difficult... omg guess wat just happened well i just steped out of the comp bcuz i heared my dad screaming that he forgot his keys... ha ha ha! im not gonna open... ill pretend i didnt hear him.... he he he, lmao.... ok well i hope he looses his voice from all the fucking screaming... ok well today ima go to the movies with my parents bcuz well sundays i spent the day with them and saturday i can do watever i want.... so yea today is like ummm family day... ok well thats like about it... ill write more latta, bye, mwa *david mii`

i took 1mo quizz.. [22 Jun 2003|12:26am] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | ace of base- sign ] You are Pyrokinetic! What's Your Magic Power? brought to you by Quizilla mii`

hey ppl! [21 Jun 2003|10:09pm] [ mood | moody ] [ music | guns and roses- sweet child omine ] hey well i havent really been writing much ive just been posting like pics and quizzes i took... but hey summer is a lil in the boring side but i cant wait till july cuz then its gonna be all gangsta and shyt! ok well ummm i kinda hate my dad... his always talking so bad bout gay ppl and she doesnt even kno how i feel when he does it... i just wish he wouldnt be so homophobic, he doesnt even kno his own child is gay! ok well he went to go play soccer and well me and my mom dont like when he does that bcuz the ppl there get really drunk and when my dad gets drunk its kinda bad for me and my mom... his always so mean and stupid when he is drunk so me and my mom just like run away and go to a hotel or sumthing and leave him for like two days and he gets all depressed and he starts to call me and tell us that he luvs us... well if he did then he wouldnt get drunk, well i dont like it when he gets drunk bcuz a long ass time ago he got really abusive with my mommy and b4 i was born he would always get drunk and hit my mom... so umm i kinda never did like my dad, tho i prolly tell him i luv him but its only bcuz i want him to give me money and but me stuff etc... ok well ummm yesterday i told him wat happened on the bus (ummm i was sitting down and then this guy walks in and then he offers sum apple pie to the bus driver and well she excepts it... and then the guy sits in front of me and it was like late nite time so i felt kinda not rite sitting next to sum1 who is so nice... ok well then like 3 mins latta he asked me if i wanted sum pie or pizza and i said "no thanx, ur very generous" and he said "its always nice to share" and then all of the sudden he tells me wat happened b4 he got on the bus, he says "oh i was sitting there waiting for the bus and meanwhile i saw a homeless guy and i gave him sum money but i rather give him food bcuz i dont kno wat he mite do with the money and i uaully give those ppl food bcuz then i kno they cant buy liquor or anything bad with that money, but with this guy its like god told me to give him money instead of food" so i was like "ohh umm interesting" and then he says that he took the bus to get baq to his hotel... and then he said that he was preaching the bible... so w.e he gets off and thats it) ok well once i told my dad he said, "he was a quer, he was trying to bang u, his gay, all gay ppl wanna rape lil bois, he wanted to give u stuff so u could go to his hotel room" ok well umm that mite of been a possibility but i still think he was just one of those weird really into god kind of ppl... so now my dad thinks all gay ppl are rapest... so u kno wat "FUCK HIM!" im out... i need to take care of my mommy shes kinda sick... peace <333 david mii`

sum quizZes! [21 Jun 2003|09:19pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | ludacris- move bitch ] You are a homo, twink boy, cha cha queen, pillow biting bottom- FLAMINGLY GAY!!! But that's okay! It shouldn't matter who or how you love just that you love at all. And besides, YOU'RE FABULOUS!!! LONG LIVE THE QUEEN!!! Hey guys! How Gay are you? brought to you by Quizilla You are a goddess! Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by Quizilla You're Soroity Slut Barbie! You're easy and you're really cheesy! Have fun with the entire football team. If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be? brought to you by Quizilla Tramp Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla mii`

pop quiz every1! [21 Jun 2003|08:39pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | spice girls- viva forever ] your asshole. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never knows what you're going to come up with next; this creates great excitement and arousal never knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end in a kiss as great as your mystery. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla mii`

::yawns:: [21 Jun 2003|12:45pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | the used- taste of ink ] hey well i woke up at 11 today and im still a lil sleepy and i gotta call gen at 1 today bcuz we r gonna form a group called the manson family... ok well yester when i was online i started to have major dizzy spells and i thought i was gonna faint bcuz i lost so much energy... well i think its bcuz i was one too much on the comp, i went to slepp at 3 yester so yea i think it was the comp that made me dizzy... ok well ill rite more latta, ciao mwa, <3 david 2 cRii fOr mii`

bad morning! [20 Jun 2003|11:02am] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | spice girls- naked ] ok well today i woke up a lil late like at 12pm and shyt! so i went to the bathroom to wah my face like i always do and guess wat i spot? 3 pimples! AHHHHH! omg i almost never get pimples and when i do they are very small and only one at a time... ok well i hope no1 takes pics of me today or untill my pimples r gone... ok well im cleaning my face like every hour so the bastards can go away!.... ok well ima try to have a good friday.. bye, peace <3 *david p.s. im listening to wat i use to listen to when i was in 2nd 3rd and 4th grade... THE SPICE GIRLS... lol... mii`

pop quiz! [19 Jun 2003|08:02pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | spice girls- wannabe ] hey ppl i took sum quizzes!... Eminem. You like to be called 'bitch' and 'ho' and you don't care. Damn, you really have no respect for yourself. Who are you most likely to fuck brought to you by Quizilla Tomboy What's your sexual appeal? brought to you by Quizilla Hopeless Flirt What Kind of FLIRT are you? brought to you by Quizilla mii`

i will survive! i dont need ???? [19 Jun 2003|04:20pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | gloria GAYnor- i will survive ] At first I was afraid, I was petrified Kept thinkin’ I could never live without you by my side But then I spent so many nights thinkin’ how you did me wrong And I grew strong and I learned how to get along And so you’re back from outer space I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face I should have changed that stupid lock, I should have made you leave your key If I’d have known for just one second you’d back to bother me * Go on now, go walk out the door Just turn around now ‘cause you’re not welcome anymore Weren’t you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye Did you think I’d crumble, did you think I’d lay down and die ** Oh, no, not I-I will survive Oh, as long as I know how to love I know I’ll stay alive I’ve got all my life to live and I’ve got all my love to give And I’ll survive, I will survive, hey, hey It took all the strength I had not to fall apart Kept tryin’ hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart And I spent, oh, so many nights just feeling sorry for myself I used to cry, but now I hold my head up high And you see me, somebody new I’m not that chained up little person still in love with you And so you feel like droppin’ in and just expect me to be free But now I’m savin’ all my lovin’ for someone who’s lovin’ me [Repeat * , **] [Repeat * , **] [Repeat * , **] U heared that ????... ohhhh! yea i dont need u any mo... well ive thought about my life and i truly believe that we could just be friends but i actually dont want a relationship with u! well maybe i do but w.e.... we can like be long-distanve mates! i still luv u tho!.... ok well i hope u have a good life... in nc! if u ever change ur sn or anything at all! call my cell! its 305 494 1286... iight?... yes today ive thought about it all day and i think im just ruining my life by crying all the time for u! tho i wouldnt mind u giving more web-cam shows... i mean i think i kinda enjoy being sexually attracted to u but not having u... it like makes the erge stronger! mmmm! ok peace to all! mwa, x0xo *david 2 cRii fOr mii`

hang out... [18 Jun 2003|11:07pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | lumidee- never leave u ] ok well today i got a call from april and she told me to cum ova so i quickly came ova cuz i was like super bored at my crib! ok well then when i got there me and her went into this place where they r selling this apartments that r really perty! so we mite but one when we r in college... ok well then umm we went out and went to target and once again we did the same routine... we read mags then we rode on bikes and got in trouble and then i bought a hott cocoa and thats about it! o and then we tried on sum sun glasses and then bianca called and said she was gonna cum!... ok well then she arrived and we all sat down and i bought us sum sodas and french fries ::yummy:: ok well then she told us about her awful day! and i will not discuzz her problems for the public! ok well then umm latta we went home and now im just herre bored ass fuck... duing the usaul... chatting with buddies and crap!ok g2g bye mwa, <3 <3 david x0x0 mii`

my head hurts... [18 Jun 2003|11:45am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | vitamin c- friends foreva ] ive been crying all morning! i need to stop... but it wont stop.. my head is now hurting! god plz help me! i just wanna die at this momment... i hate all of this, i need to just take sum sleeping pills and rest for a while or maybe for ever... bye, ill always luv u all, if i cum baq or not p.s. im listening to the graduation song which is making me sadder and weaker! but i still luv that song... makes me cry even more ::crys on bed:: mii`

dedicated to ???? [18 Jun 2003|10:08am] [ mood | naughty ] [ music | stacie orrico ] I cant get out of bed today Or get you off my mind I just cant seem to find a way to leave the love behind I ain't trippin I'm just missin you You know what I'm saying You know what I mean You kept me hanging on a string Why you make me cry I tried to give u everything But you just give lies I ain't trippin I'm just missin you You know what I'm saying You know what I mean Every now and then When I'm all alone I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone Say you want me back But you never do I feel like such a fool There's nothing I can do I'm such a fool for you I can't take it What am I waiting for My heart's still breakin I miss you even more And I can't fake it The way I could before I hate you but I love you I cant stop thinkin of you It's true, I'm stuck on you Now love's a broken record That's been skippin' in my head I keep singing Yesterday Why we got to play these games we play? I aint trippin I'm just missin you You know what I'm saying You know what I mean Every now and then When I'm all alone I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone Say you want me back But you never do I feel like such a fool There's nothing I can do I'm such a fool for you I can't take it What am I waiting for My heart's still breakin I miss you even more And I can't fake it The way I could before I hate you but I love you I can't stop thinkin of you It's true, I'm stuck on you Every now and then When I'm all alone I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone Say you want me back But you never do I feel like such a fool There's nothing I can do I'm such a fool for you I can't take it What am I waiting for My heart's still breakin I miss you even more And I can't fake it The way I could before I hate you but I love you I cant stop thinkin of you I hate you but I love you I cant stop thinkin of you I don't know what to do I'm stuck on you ok...well im really stuck on this one kid which i kno i cant have bcuz of distance situations... i wish i had him! im madly in luv w/him and i didnt want this to happen to me bcuz after a while i get all depressed and illed... ok well i tried to get w/andrew so i could forget bout ???? but its kinda impossible to not luv ????... ok i dont kno wat to do... atleast i have my friends supporting me... peace, mwa ~davidx0x0 mii`

gagsta paradise [17 Jun 2003|10:37pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | vitamin c- graduation song ] omg i went ova my friends house today.. opps wait let me correct myself i mean her mansion.. damn that homie is super rich and shes sooo sweet and kool.. her name is kristina and shes in hi-skool and she lives in miami beach! which her home is super perty! ok well i went there really early and like when i got there every1 was sleeping so kristina took me to her room to sleep sum mo... so i slept a lil longer and then when we got up i heared soo much noise, it was terrible! well they r remodeling her home.. yay! its gonna be prettier... ok well then we went to the kitchen to get sum breakfast and then like when i was in the middle of eating her bro was like walking around and he looked high! well then i was just eating all calm and then he lays on me... it felt weird but good since i think his hott! ok well then he gets a candle and a spoon and then he lits the candle on in front of us and gets sum cocaine out of his pocket! and he starts to put sum on the spoon and then he heats the spoon and after a while he sniffs it and says he hates his life... i was like "WAT!" omg u have sooo much money and crap... how could u say that! ok well then me and krista go to the pool and we talk a lil and we play "colors" which was fun! and then we decide to go into the jaccuzi... and then there we start to talk alot and then i tell her bout me and she was like "omg my bro is too" and then she tells me that shes bi... i felt rite in... i felt like i luved her soo much... i mean any1 would expect her to be not so nice to a lil boi like me , but hey shes gr8... ok well then like mins latta we see he bro and he cums into the jaccuzi and then she tells her bro that im gay... and then he just looks at me and doesnt say anythang and just gets in the jaccuzi... then like 5 mins latta he grabs my hand and puts it on his dick... at first it was like flexible and then it got really big and hard... and he just smiled! now that i tell ppl bout me makes me feel so much more happier! i luv it! but i still wont tell every1 but in time i will! ok well then i got the urge to suck his dick but i cant welll bcuz of my expander and if i were to ever stick a dick up my mouth i would prolly cut it w/my expander! i cant wait till they take it off in 5 months from now! ok well then we got out and just sat on the sits in her backyard... she has two dogs a small one and a golden retriver... ok well then like after 3 hours of just chilling putside we went inside bcuz al of the noise from those workers was aggrevating us!... ok then ummm their dad came to check out on the workers to see if they r doing a good job and then umm i think he suspected that andrew was high... ok well then he left and we just like played sum truth or dare and crap like that.. and then we went outside again to jump on the trampoline... and then we went baq inside and we 3 played monopoly... kristana had the most money and shyt! so i guess she won... ok well then we ate dinner which was pretty good... and then i had to go home! and when i got home i took a 40min relaxing bath! with bubbles and enstants and candles and stuff like that... ok and now im just chatting w/ppl and o this kid thinks we r going out and we arent and i dont even remember his name and he said he wants to meet me at WR thomas... ok well bye peace <3<3<3, david xoxo mii`

t.a.t.u [17 Jun 2003|09:02pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | t-a-t-u -not gonna get us ] mii`

good i guess... [16 Jun 2003|11:55pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | no dount- running ] ok well today ummm i went out with friends like i said b4 and it kept my head out of luv... thank the lord! bcuz i really dont wanna fall in luv again... last time i was in luv i felt so much hurt and i dont wanna feel like that again so ima try not to fall in love again... my life sux bcuz i really want sum1 and i think he knows who he is..but i dont wanna get hurt like last time... i mean i was about to kill myself last time bcuz i felt so much hate and sadness inside me... ok well i hope i have alot of things to do this summer so then i dont have to think about this sum1 and i dont have to talk to him that much... bcuz i dont wanna get hooked to him! plz lord help me... i really need it... im confused at this momment... i dont kno wat to do! i think i mite cry now ::crys sadly:: :( ok well no1 cares so w.e bye... <3 *david... 4 cRii fOr mii`

yay! hangout w/friends! [16 Jun 2003|10:34pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | busta rhymes and mariah carey- i know wat u want ] ok well today was soooo awsome! i had a blast... ok well i was all bored and shyt and then i got an IM from my best friend, she told me to cum ova her house! so i was sooo happy cuz i was dieing just being there online just chatting online... and ok well i got ready and then i got there.. ok well when i was almost there this stupid dumb black bird attack me... i was a lil scared lol... but it was funny i guess i mean if it happened to sum1 else i would have been cracking up! ok well then i got there and we just sat and chilled for a lil while and the we said "lets go out!" so then we walked to target and there we just read sum magzZz... and then finally sum fun started... me and april (my best friend...bff) started to ride sum bikes around all of target untill we got in trouble by one of those hoes that work there... so that bitch told us to walk the bikes to where we got them from... so then we walked them untill he couldnt see them and then we just kept on riding them... lol... and then after like a while we almost got in trouble by like the same god damn guy! "fuck him!" ... ok well then we stoped and we went w/bianca (my bff's sis... which is also a very good friend!.. we are actually all bffs) ok well then april, bianca, and me all went to the balls section and we all got on a ball and started to bounce on them... sum childhood fun! yay :) ...ok well then we went to like the makeup section and started to look for nads bcuz bianca wanted to buy sum and then she was like all undecided when we found it... so she was like there for 20mins to make her decision if she was gonna but it or not!... meanwhile she was doing that i was looking at the hair dye things and i think i mite get sum blonde hi-lites!... ok well then she finally made her desion and said " nope i dont wanna spend my money for that crap" ok so then she decided to buy us sum drinks and beef jerky::yummy:: ok well then we went to the eating area to eat the crap she bought us... ok well i asked for a cup to get sum free ice! and the whore gave me the cup for free wow! ok well then like after all of that when the lady wasnt looking i put sum hott cocoa in the cup and the dumb bitch didnt catch me... muahahaha... ok well then we went to the bra section to look for a bra for bianca... and then bianca wanted sum chips... so me and april went baq to the eating area and bought her sum chips meanwhile i got sum more cocoa! lol.. those dumb bitches... i cant believe they didnt catch me the second time! lol... ok well then when we went baq to bianca april decided to buy sum cookies... and then we had to go baq to the eating area and then the fucking lady that gave me the cup saww me slurping the hott cocoa and she said "hey ummm u have to pay for that" and i was like ummm speechless and then april said " ummm o srry we forgot how much is it?" thank the lord i have a good friend like her! i luv her sooo much... even tho she doesnt kno im gay and i dont wanna tell her bcuz i really luv her and i think im more terrified then any to tell her bcuz if i were to ever not be her friend anymo then i dont kno wat i would do... so im really scared to tell her bcuz i truly luv the lil shawty!... ok well then after that bianca bought her bra and then we went to bed bath and beyond to look around and then bianca bought us sum gum! yay! i luv gumm... ok well then we went to best buy... and we just looked around there and fooled around a lil and then april bought a nancy drew game... which i have to say i luv those games... ok well them we got kinda bored and we went baq to her house! ok well then i had to go home and then my dad took my mom and me to pollo tropical... yummy! and then i just came home and now im herre writing in my journal while listening to music! <3 *david 2 cRii fOr mii`

::yawns:: [16 Jun 2003|11:49am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | vertical horizon- everything you want ] ok well im kinda happy bcuz i didnt have to wake up at 5pm this moring!yay! well i woke up at like 11:oo am and its been boring this morning... nutting to do! ok well now ima get ready to go to april's crib! ima have sum fun fun fun! yay!.... ok well ima take a shower now! bye... mwa mwa mwa mii`

the man who fucked my mom to have me DAY! [16 Jun 2003|01:35am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | white stripes- jimmy the exploder ] ok well its 1:37am and yester was father's day... i was about to say that today was father's day bcuz i havent gone to sleep so i thought it was the same day! lol... ok well YESTERDAY my dad took us to the racing horses club which is like one of his fave places.... it called "calder race course" and its where u wager(wager=bet money for a horse to win!) well my dad likes to wager alot and well i dont understand y we go there bcuz we pay like fucking $50.oo each to get in so i think thats stupid and plus u gotta be 18 or older to wager so i had basically nutting to do there!.... ok well then he took us to ruby tuesday...isnt it funny hows its father's day and his paying for everything! lol... ok well after ruby tuesday which was really good! ::yummy:: :) ok well then we just walked around coconut grove and my mom as always bough sumthing for her! she already has to much clothes... y does she want mo?... ok well then after all of that we just went home and when i got home i came str8 online and then ryan imed me to tell me he was ok... that really did help bcuz i was so worried that he got hurt or sumthing.... ok well then we just chatted a lil and then he had to leave bcuz he has to go today and wake up early to go to his lil bro's 5th grade graduation... isnt that soooo cute of ryan supporting his lil bro... awww... ok well that reminds me that i gotta wake up at 5am today so i only got like 3 mo hours to sleep... lol... so bye ppl mwa... but im not even sleepy! mwa, xoxo, *davidxoxo mii`

inner chylde [16 Jun 2003|12:06am] [ mood | curious ] [ music | fabulous- its my party ] mii`

i need to kno! [15 Jun 2003|10:30am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | edwin starr- war! ] omg i need to kno if this kid is ok! plz cum online soon and comment telling me ur ok... u kno who u r! i like this song.... war! wat is it good for? absolutely nuttin! lol... he he he <3 ..::david::.. 1 cRii fOr mii`

porn star! [15 Jun 2003|08:54am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | 2pac- thug mansion ] Exhibitionist movie! You'd get off on letting ANYONE and EVERYONE watch you have sex...even small children, you sick sonofabitch! Kinky is your middle name. What kind of porno would you star in? brought to you by Quizilla mii`

the bitch test! [15 Jun 2003|08:36am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | 2pac- still ballin ] The results are in. You are certifiably: 76% bitch! which is higher than the worldwide average 38% How others compare: 0%(same as you) 2% (bitchier than you) 98% (less bitchy than you) mii`

happy father's day! [15 Jun 2003|08:09am] [ mood | worried ] [ music | goodcharlotte- los anthem ] ok well this morning is father's day and when my mom woke me up i felt like shyt bcuz well remember when i said that i ate the floor well now my whole body is aiking! ouch! :( ok well the only good thing bout this moring is that i saw a smile in my dad's face! and welll rite now im still worried and scared for ryan... i hope nutting happened to him.... i mean he left in such a hurry! all he said is g2g after his webcam show! and well i think like sumthing happened and thats y he had to leave... i hope his dad didnt catch him... bcuz well i cant stop thinking bout ryan and im madly in luv w/him even tho i still judge other guys i think he has a gr8 personality and his 10 times beta then matt! well ive neva met matt so w.e. but i dont think any1 can be like ryan... his so perfect in my eyes... ok well im still worried ::bites nails:: ok im so0o0o stupid now im bleeding bcuz i bit my nail too much.... well i hope this kid cums online soon bcuz i cant stand to bare wat could happen to him.... ok ima stop talking bout him bcuz i sound like a retard thats obsessed... ok well happy father's day to all u fathers out there peace, im out! mwa mwa mwa, *david... mii`

zZzZz... [15 Jun 2003|01:55am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | eminem- without me ] ok i think ill sleep now! im kinda tired and sleepy! zZzZz... ok well i just told this gurl who thought i was internet bf and now i told her that i am gay she said she was crying... bla bla bla! ok w.e. i really dont care that much i mean i felt bad but then like she said she rather live a lie! so that got me a lil pissed she said she didnt want me to be gay! ok w.e. i dont need this shyt cuz i have a good day ahead of me... i hope i get to chat w/ryan... his super kool... i luv u ryan if ur reading this i think i mite dream about u!... will u be my internet boifriend? omg i would fuck u all nite long! i want u baby! 2 cRii fOr mii`

gr8 ass nite! but sad [14 Jun 2003|11:42pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | weezer- island in the sun ] ok well im kinda sleepy since it is 11:47 pm... ok well tonite has been an awsome and gr8 nite... finally sumthing that got me out of my missery and well i liked alot soo i wanna thank u!u kno who u r! ok well ive told sum ppl bout ryan this new kid i met ova online! ok well i just wanna give out his pic so all u ppl kno who he is now! ok well i have mo piks of him so if ur interested ask me and i mite send them to ya! i also have sum nude ones! wow! ok well tonite was good for a special reason bcuz i got to see ryan jerkoff like 3 times on his webcam! yummy! it was all good! trust me.. all good! ok well then on the last one he really had to leave and he left in kinda a hurry so ima kinda scared that he got caught bcuz i really care for this kid even tho i only kno him for 2 days its like his sumthing to mylife... he's actually making my life much betta... its like all of the sudden i have a reasone to live! ok well im really worried for this poor child im really scared that he got caught and i couldnt live w/myself if anythang were to happen to him! i think i luv him! im not sure... i mean im feeling all the things that i feel when i fall in lv but its only been 2 days and im not sure if that luv but.... w.e. now that isnt the issue the issue is that i hope evrything is alrite with him so if ur reading this ryan i wanna just tell u that i luv u and i hope ur ok bcuz u really did make an impact in my life and ur nice and sweet! i never met any1 like u! ur super kool so if ur reading this plz comment and tell me ur ok! thanx... luv u all espicially ryan! mwa <3 ::david:: ^the pik of ryan! if u want mo ask me! p.s. every1 is asking me if me and ryan r like going out! if we r cyberdaters... no comment... ask ryan! which current mood should i put? cuz im scared for ryan but im in luv w/him and well ima just put luved for my current mood but i want ever1 to kno that im also really scared 2 cRii fOr mii`

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