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cried last night

[15 Apr 2004|01:12pm]
x____pimpjuice
Wow, this community sucks.
Not to mention the layout is lame.

cried last night

[31 Mar 2004|07:37pm]
x____pimpjuice
Already made a mean comment.
Get over it.

And I'd like to join the community.
If it's not a problem.
But it seems pretty shwank.

-Found by typing in GRUNGE in the interests.



Holler. :)



Am I accepted?

4_ cried last night

[03 Mar 2004|04:53pm]
past_away_
hey im new to blurty and everything..and i was wondering if neone needed a friend..cuz i have none :(

please comment on my journal and be my friend...

1_ cried last night

Lost Prophets- Last Train Home [03 Mar 2004|04:28pm]
past_away_
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | lostprophets-last train home ]

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all part of the choices that you make
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again

cried last night

I'm new... [28 Feb 2004|11:41pm]

xxxpimpinxxx
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Going Under | Evanescence ]

Your words,
Tainted red in this skin,
Why'd I let myself get in this fight?
I knew I'd never win.

Your words,
Cut and scratched in my arm,
Why'd I believe you?
That you'd keep me from harm...

Your words,
Bleeding crimson from my wrist,
So many things I hate about you,
This is just the top of the list.

Your words,
Scarred in my body and soul,
I should of known,
This love would take it's tole.

Your words,
Took my life away,
While I sit and cut this out,
I begin to say...

Why'd I let this love get to me?
Why'd I believe in you and me?
Was I just too blind?
Why couldn't I see?

Was I made of glass?
You saw right through me,
You found my weakness,
And used it against me.

As I sit and here crying, bleeding away,
I carve hateful things about you,
Deeply in my skin, so the scar will always show,
Just how much I hate you.

I hate you is scarred in my arm,
I hate you is whut I'm bleeding,
You're just a little bitch,
Needing attention so you're screaming.

I want to scream at you,
Tell you how I fell,
Fell so deep in for you,
I want to yell.

How how much I still love you,
How much I still care,
How I've spent countless nights,
Ripping out my hair.

Stressed out from the pain you've caused,
I miss you can't you tell?
I want to tell you,
My life is living hell.

Your words,
Still bleeding from my wrist,
This wouldn't of happened,
If we didn't almost kiss.


I wrote that for .. this guy .. I still love him .. even if all he does is crii for attention by ignoring me .. and all his friends .. he's still the same Danny I fell in love with so many months ago .. I miss the old him ..

cried last night

New member [27 Feb 2004|01:35pm]

rosieangel
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | anthem of our dying dya ]

Hi my name is Roseann, i live in Jersey. I found this community by typing in "skate and surf" in to the search menu and decided to join because i liked a lot of the bands and intrest you have in the info file. So anyway here i am. Interested in all of what you have to say.

Thanks much~~
until next time

1_ cried last night

[22 Feb 2004|03:59am]

benotanypunk
My name is Jenna, and I'm 15 and I live in New York. I'm a odd person. When I have something to say, I'll say it. I'm very outgoing and I'm a suicidal person. I'm into Music, and writing poetry and song lyrics. I love Music, basically anything that has screaming in it and or it talks about how shitty life is. I'm biopolor, an insomniac, and I have a depression disorder. I take medicine for shit but it never seems to help. I have very few friends. I'm definetly NOT popular, and I can careless. If you wanna know anything else just ask.

cried last night

hello. [09 Feb 2004|10:00pm]

xpoeticangel
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | korn "A.d.i.d.a.s" ]

hello. my name is christy, im 14 and live in new jersey. im "weird". im proud of that. alot of people dont understand me but i think thats what makes me so fucking special. i like writing. i like being alone. i like thinking and listening to music that would probably scare alot of you. i need love more then anything but deep down i know i wont ever get it, and it hurts but u get use to rejection. i have lots of friends who are just like me. misunderstood and what not. i read the last post and i feel bad for amber dawn. it's very sad. causing urself more pain doesnt make it better. idk. i mean i have lots of pain but i dont do that. thought about it- but really- what would it solve? amber- if u need anything i know im just a fellow community member and we probably never will meet or anything but im here for you. and that goes for anyone else as well. well im going to go now. ciao
-Christy

2_ cried last night

My Life [30 Jan 2004|02:06pm]

xshyxevilxgirlx
[ mood | crappy ]

well i havent really wrote much in here since i joined awhile back but im back at my old habits i cut i *heart* joel into my ankle and then i really just tore up my legs wit hearts and X's things that i thought would clear all the pain away, everything i cut into my flesh i thought would help me deal but evertime i look at it and see what i cant have i see a name of someone i cant have and i want more then ever to cut and make it deeper and deeper each time...until soon im near to my bone and i bleed forever without stopping till i end my life end it so i dont have to think or ever bear the pain of my heartache and depression anymore

Love,

Amber Dawn

1_ cried last night

The New Girl...... [04 Jan 2004|09:56pm]

breathebird
[ mood | creative ]

So I'm new to this community and I just joined well yeah.... Heres a poem I wrote.
*Lost*
Never have I had these thoughs before
Turn off the light, shut the door
I will prove to the world that I'm not a whore
I will cry because my heart just tore
Kill me now
Someway but please don't ask how
I'm far to dense to make any sense
Every candle I light
For all the scars you gave me at night
We don't have to fight
Just kill me now or I might
Your to outspoken
For your heart to be broken
He doesn't love you
Just the way you walk
Not how you tie your shoes
I love to see you kiss
Reminds me of the things I'll miss
This is the last time I'll ever let you get me pissed
My heart will break & tears will fall
But you, you don't care at all
And if you do why not show it?
So I can finally know it
Your to lost to be found
I was your map
But you threw me on the ground
When I was dead
Yeah thats right give him fucking head
Suck it good
Just like you fucking should
You could have been with me & happy
But you picked him, not me
So this is the end of your fantasy.

~Olivia~

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appreciate the good times, but don't take the worst for granted, because you only get so many second chances [04 Jan 2004|01:48pm]

xcrystalballerx
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | [american hi-fi|built for speed] ]

Oh my God. Life fucking sucks. So does death. Yesterday this kid named Dexter died in a car accident and I didn't find out till like 5 minutes ago. Wes Peterson was in the car too but he's doin alright. Wes was driving and he lost control of the car and it hit a fence, a telephone pole and some trees, then flipped over and landed on the right side. And Dexter got killed. I didn't even know him all that well, so I don't know why I'm so upset by it. And I know Brandon won't take it very well...he's already depressed as it is and he hasn't been eating lately. Jesus Tapdancing Christ, this is just too much. Sorry for all my bitchin, guys. Till next time-- live, laugh, love, sleep later.

cried last night

Never something, only nothing. [04 Jan 2004|03:28pm]

satanz_whore
[ mood | very depressed ]
[ music | tv in the background.. ]

Life's kicking my ass... still.

Somebody just fuckin' end it, please.

2_ cried last night

mon-O-logue! woo hoo! [02 Jan 2004|01:09am]

xcrystalballerx
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | [shinedown|45] ]

My drama teacher is a total fruit. She's writing the school play this year and she asked students to submit monologues, poetry, etc. about issues that we, as teenagers, have to deal with, for use in the play. She said "write about what you know" so I did. Before I turn it in, I was hoping people would read it and tell me what you think, how I could improve it, if its too graphic, etc. Thanks a bunch.
Read more... )

cried last night

I'm new [22 Dec 2003|03:41pm]

bonniedarko
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Deftones - When Girls Telephone Boys ]

Yeah, I just joined, I'm not usually into the community thing unless they look really interesting or something that I can really relate to.
I guess I'll just post something I wrote.

-----------------------------------
i am walking along the creek
of the unliving
trip & fall
watch my step someone
for i am uncaring
of my fate or saftey
i watch as months flutter around me
my gaurdians in secrecy
as i have stepped out for a while
of my garden of heartbreak
through our overgrown gates
in to the rusty ones of the unliving,
i clutch my sewn together rag
that holds everything i need:
razorblade, tape, & long torn up sleeves
from the angel who pushed me
as i fell i grabbed on to those pure bell sleeves
& they came for the ride
in to hell & followed me in to my garden,
i rested dead flowers on
the boy who died's grave
eleven years old when he left me
when i was still whole
alive & fully caring
about myself,
i grew up to be
the stupid girl
who bides her time
crying, dying, & rotting slowly,
i watch the young boy's name
shrivel away
fade with time
from the gray marble grave,
i left my garden sleeping
to try to find an escape
from this kingdom of depression
i'm looking for
the prozac nation
of healed children with
tiny white pills
bandaids & stitches
holding & healing back together
their broken hearts,
i long to visit this
drug induced eden
just for one day
so i can remember what it's like
not being the Queen of Mistakes.
-----------------------------------------

critiscms always welcome, whether it be good or bad, makes for better writing I say. :)

cried last night

[09 Dec 2003|10:33am]

beerofadrunkman
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | bright eyes - a perfect sonnet ]

as this seems the place to get them feelings out, i thought i'd write mine down, i wrote these last night when i couldn't sleep, so they're not good but they're honest. i'm fed up because i just want to find true love... aww..

i don't have it, so i won't fear it til it comes
i believe for hope, so we take this moment
and we take a chance, a chance to take the wrong way
there's no knife when it's us
we can step back and take another route
just to know we'll find one another
and you'll know it when we melt
and the angels fall
----------------------------------------
i'm writing to you in the dark
the darkness you left on my heart
a flinch of an eye and i'm yours again
time has taken a hold of those memories
and it's won't let me forget
and so tonight i hold the meaning of a broken record
an angel takes pity and flys to aid a broken limb
the broken limb you boast about
your the leaf that follows me home
your always there, your behind me
i can't see you
you behind me

cried last night

The Early November "Come Back" [08 Dec 2003|10:08pm]

punkdude_85
[ mood | Tragic falling ]
[ music | WMO ]

I went to The Early November and being friends with Ace i met up with him and serg and we planned out that i was going to go up on stage while Ace sang the song and i asked my GF to marry me and she said yes!! thanks Ace see U at the Warped Tour and good luck with ur SOlo Project

Looking in your eyes
Praising every moment because you're my only light
Reading the stares at your passion that bears me now
Shedding no little tears
The silence scares us more than leaving could

Come back
Please don't leave me now
I'll be all that you need in life
Because I can't live without you and
I know all that you need
I can give you everything
When you're so far you'll forget about me

Waiting by your side
Knowing every moment is closer to your flight
Upset with the past, but it's all that holds us now
Believing no lies, telling each other we'll be fine forever

But I'll wait
I could never leave those beautiful eyes
I know you're sorry
I know what you must be going through
And I feel sorry for you

But please don't leave me now

1_ cried last night

hey... [20 Sep 2003|07:28pm]

stuckinamerica
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | i wanna get a mohawk but my mom wont let me get one-AFI ]

i created a community...the user name is suicideisbad and its if you feel mad or angry or suicidal..or just wanna get out ur feeling....i hope ppl join it...ill be seeing you guys there..

Erin<3

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DOot DoOt La Da [11 Sep 2003|06:53pm]

sewmylipsshut
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Bright Eyes- Lets not shit ourselves ]

Here is a song I wrote the other day, I dont know if i like it, Ive been writing alot again lately, so Ill be posting but nobody else is and its tearin me apart *tears* guys start posting lyrics please!


I’d Put Myself Last

And you, slept in the corner, Tonight, I’ve never felt so scared, I knew I couldn’t sleep with you, But I wasn’t prepared, To feel you drift away from me, When I, Wanted you to stay so bad, Now I have to pay the consequence of jealousy, And know now, Why I am sad.

Its heart wrecking really, How I hold you so dearly, And at any minute you could let go, When my hands are holding you tightly, And your hands are grasped, Just know that at anytime I would put you ahead of me, And I’d put myself last.

I tried, To hold you tightly, In my mind, Thoughts often drift, But I constantly spaced out, When car crashes occurred, who was I going to pick up? When I was tryng to recover, You weren’t there.

Its heart wrecking really, How I hold you so dearly, And at any minute you could let go, When my hands are holding you tightly, And your hands are grasped, Just know that at anytime I would put you ahead of me, And I’d put myself last.

Just know that you’re a priority, Just know that I love you, These words would mean much more, If I could be inside of you.

This bed of roses, Is our throne, So Lay down my love, Tonight is forever, Tonight is your and my last night, And tomorrow is our first day.

Its heart wrecking really, How I hold you so dearly, And at any minute you could let go, When my hands are holding you tightly, And your hands are grasped, Just know that at anytime I would put you ahead of me, And I’d put myself last.

Inhale, Exhale, Synchronized right down to the last second, You push me up, I push you down, This is forever.

cried last night

[06 Sep 2003|02:53pm]

veryxfickle
hey guys!

new layout. if you dont like it, than tell me and i'll change it.

Cindie

3_ cried last night

You are to me what microsoft is to apple, you stole my heart and they stole their fucking ideas. [27 Aug 2003|01:13am]

sewmylipsshut
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Acceptance- Seeing is believing ]

Hey everyone, Im glad to see you guys are rockin it out with the lyrics the other communities im in are a bunch of freeloaders lol. Well keep writing everyone because I think its awesome. Here is a song I wrote I hope you guys like it give me your thoughts please, they really keep me going, and if you have anything negative to say please let me know so I can know whether or not to quit.


Prophecy of an Obliterated Girl

Your out of control, And yes we all know, Your proud of what you’ve done, You’re a heartbreaker, And you
say I’m number one, You’ve got a list and I’m on the top, Think again, Oh think again, Before you even try
it, I admit I won’t deny it, You’ve got beautiful eyes, But I refuse to look anymore, Now will you keep your
distance, I know I’m your goal, But I can’t stand persistence, I refuse to fall, I refuse to fall for you, Now this
what I’ll do, To keep every single evil thing you have to offer, Away from me,

I'll sew your lips, To keep your hurtful words away from me, I'll listen close as your blood drips, I'll Watch
close as your dying. Mistake blood for tears, Apathy helps me through this, Your almost gone, I'll close it
with a kiss.

You just don’t believe, That I can’t resist you, I can avoid you and not miss you, Well your breath is warm
and kind, Shades pulled down in your house so you can hide, Now Just don’t be ashamed, Just be an
honest girl, You sleep with a grin, And your plotting still, How you can get me, To fall for your tricks, Now
don’t get caught in the mix, I’ll bleed to get away from you, I’ll bleed to get away from you, Or maybe you
could too, Well this is what I’d do.

I'll sew your lips, To keep your hurtful words away from me, I'll listen close as your blood drips, I'll Watch
close as your dying. Mistake blood for tears, Apathy helps me through this, Your almost gone, I'll close it
with a kiss.

Creep up behind me, Sneaking blindly, Love is growing on me, When I know it is wrong, I want to stay the
same person, I don’t wanna let you ruin me, So take your black nail polished fingers, Far, Far away from
me, I want to continue to see the stars, They burn into my eyes so clearly, When we are apart, Now
something so wonderful can be ruined by you, But the stars are mine, And I belong to them too, I admit I
am lonely, I’m peaceful, Tear-filled eyes I have, I need another to help me, I won’t let you take my
ignorance, I won’t let you take your fiery eyes, And melt me, Now this is what I’d do.

I'll sew your lips, To keep your hurtful words away from me, I'll listen close as your blood drips, I'll Watch
close as your dying. Mistake blood for tears, Apathy helps me through this, Your almost gone, I'll close it
with a kiss.

You know what you’re doing, Your showing off my loneliness, And attempting to give me your lethal kiss, I
refuse you and turn my head, Your eyes are burning red, Almost as if I’m bleeding you to death, You need
to leave me in peace, You need to leave your last breath, When a rain drop falls into a sunny day, Millions
of people filled with disappointment Scatter away, Now the next day will save them, But you need to save
me, I admit you’ve got me in love with you, But there is no way you can break me, Well here I am and you
can’t take a shot, Blinded by the dark, Your eyes steaming hot, Now just go away I’ll help you leave, I’ll sew
your lips, And then I’ll end it with a kiss.

Once again I am not too confident about it but oh well you guys will give me your thoughts ive lost faith lol. But I hope you guys give me comments good or bad thanks everyone.

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