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Oh this shit sucks [19 Sep 2003|12:36pm]
This may be my last entry for awhile. I might not have any internet. THIS SUCKS SOME MAJOR STUFF. So hopefully this isn't farewell!!!! I love you all!!!!
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[17 Sep 2003|02:54pm]
I just finished creating my new style. Tell me what you think. I also finished my icons. It will stay this way for awhile. So comment me and tell me what you think.
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[14 Sep 2003|10:50pm]
Here's my once-in-a-while-quiz. LOL!!!! But anyways, I'm glad i got it cause it fits me most! Quizzed )
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Yep, here it is once again! [10 Sep 2003|09:16pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | Cold ]

Oh You know you just
love


Friends Only Journals
.
You know you do. The past entries will stay open, but to read the future entries, then you gotta be my friend!

Some Rules Cause I'mcoollike that!
*Comment to be added. Add me and wait, if I don't add you, I'm not interested, I most likely will be.
*Comment at least two time a week. I know most are in school still, so yeah.
*Update at least once a week.
*Don't be rude to me or my friends.
*Don't steal my ideas, layouts, icons, or any of those from my friends. I will report you to hall_of_shame. You will then be known as an Asshat! I will also remove you from my list.
*Don't spam me with layout help. I have a community for that, lay0uts_4_u. Also see my user info for more details.
*Most of all DoNt TyP lIk DiSs It'S aNnOyIiNg As HeLl. I wIlL nOt AdD yOu.

Welp, that's it. Now enjoy!
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Yay for the yuppies [03 Sep 2003|10:30pm]
Today was okay. I got to talk to Daniel!!!!!!! I haven't got to talk to him in sooooooooooo long!!!!!!!!!! I miss him. A lot. I hope we start talking more. He quit band for the same reasons I did. He has a job here in Corbin now! I'm excited for him. He is happy with himself now. I'm so glad. He said I sounded more confident and sure of myself. I am..some. Not too much, but yeah. I like when I talk to him cause he makes me feel good about myself. He is such a sweetie. *smiles* I really miss him. Out of everyone (cept Amye) at South, I miss him the most. I miss hugging him. *sigh*
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It's not going away [02 Sep 2003|07:22pm]
>Today was pretty un-eventful. Mom and I took Dalton with us. He loves to ride. We went up Donna's. Guess who was there? ...Come on...guess....please? Smitty was!!!! Yay!!!! I'm glad, cause all those feelings are there and still thriving. Well wait, rewind. Before we had Dalton in the car, we went up there and him, Bradley and this really hot guy were in the building. Smitty had his hat on backwards and....whew! He looks damn fine with it backwards! He looked so good today! I have been waiting to see him for days on end! I thought I was getting over him, and volia! I'm not! Am I sad I'm not? Nope. But I'm sad that I can't have him. Oh well, I can always look right?<
>I also saw Kyle today! That made me extremely happy. I think he skipped school today. He was home when we went by at 11. He looks damn fine too. Very do-able and ....hehe.... Anyways, I saw him go by in his truck. That truck fits him better than his car, but they are both hot. I almost didn't realize it was him cause of the tinted windows. *smiles* I love him so much. I really hope we get back together, but until that day, I'm playing the field! Ha! <
>Well that's it for now!
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I thought I was done with this. [01 Sep 2003|01:16am]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Cold ]

I thought I finally had all the tears out. But no, more are there to taunt me and torment me. I finally thought Amye was out of my life. But no, there will be no closure until she talks to me. I hate the fact she is ignoring me and won't just talk to me.
Brandon asked me what I wanted. I know what I want, but I don't know if I'm ready to tell me. I told him very little. I will post the IM convo tomorrow. I'm too tired right now. LOL That's not quite true, I'm talking to Brandon. And then mom gets brought up. Once again, something I'm just not ready to deal with.
I'm not ready to deal with that just yet.

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Dip-de-doo-da-day! [31 Aug 2003|08:15pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]
[ music | watching Riding in cars with boys. ]

*~Today was okay. It wasn't that eventful. I did, however, accomplish making a couple of icons. I will be using them in the future.~*
*~I have been feeling so lost and worthless lately. I hate feeling this way. But most days I feel great about myself, others...I feel like I'm just a piece of trash who needs to be burned. How sad is that? But today, when I was looking in the mirror, I actually felt positive about me and my body. I'm actually happy with who I am. My complexion is finally clearing up!! I just need to stop wearing make~up period. That's what was causing all those blemishes. *Rolls eyes* I hate those. But, I do believe I am losing around my waist. I really really hope so. -lost the thought in my head- I hate when that happens. I'm not so happy with my thighs though. But I will work on those.~*
*~But For now I'm gone!!~*
~*Happy Labor Day*~

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Wooooo!! [29 Aug 2003|07:44pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Keep on singing my song-Xtina ]

>I worked on a new style today!! I Like it alot!! DO you all like it?? I hope so!! Well I'm gone cause I'm super busY!

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[25 Aug 2003|06:52pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | I'm watching friends ]

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`- - -» I'm so freaking hot. I just got back from Donna's. I played horse shoes with Mom and Bradley and Ed. Ed and I won both games. And like 2o minutes before Mom, Me, Donna and Ed played. Mom and Ed beat me and Donna twice. It was aiight.
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`- - -» Jonathan was at Donna's. I wasn't as blah as usual. I was sort of heart~broken. He looked good as usual. Well good to me. He was wearing that muscle shirt that accents his arms. *sigh* Too bad all he's out for is a piece of ass. *Evil eye* He has these amazing deep brown eyes. They are just delicious! LOL He has these adorable lips. His facial structure is absolutely wonderful!. I don't like his ears too much though. LOL But other than that, he is so freaking hot. He is definite do-able material. Hehe.
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`- - -» Well I guess I'm going to go cause i have nothing else to write

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Scary Enough [22 Aug 2003|12:04pm]
This is me, how scary!!


Read more... )

Muahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Erm... yeah hi! How are you?
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Lyrics [21 Aug 2003|12:48pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Can't hold us Down ]

Can't hold us down

So what am I not supposed to have an opinion
Should I be quiet just because I'm a woman
Call me a bitch cos I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled

When a female fires back
Suddenly the target don't know how to act
So he does what any little boy will do
Making up a few false rumors or two

That for sure is not a man to me
Slanderin' names for popularity
It's sad you only get your fame through controversy
But now it's time for me to come and give you more to say

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave them proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down

Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Never can, never will

So what am I not supposed to say what I'm saying
Are you offended by the message I'm bringing
Call me whatever cos your words don't mean a thing
Guess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I sing

If you look back in history
It's a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore

I don't understand why it's okay
The guy can get away with it & the girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make a change
Start a new beginning for us everybody sing

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
What do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down

[Lil' Kim:]
Check it - Here's something I just can't understand
If the guy have three girls then he's the man
He can either give us some head, sex her off
If the girl do the same, then she's a whore
But the table's about to turn
I'll bet my fame on it
Cats take my ideas and put their name on it
It's aiight though, you can't hold me down
I got to keep on movin'
To all my girls with a man who be tryin to mack
Do it right back to him and let that be that
You need to let him know that his game is whack
And Lil' Kim and Christina Aguilera got your back

But you're just a little boy
Think you're so cute, so coy
You must talk so big
To make up for small lil' things
So you're just a little boy
All you'll do is annoy
You must talk so big
To make up for small lil' things

This is for my girls...
This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down
Spread the word, can't hold us down

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Not much to Say [19 Aug 2003|11:32pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Impossible/Soar/Keep on singing my song~*~Christina Aguilera ]

>I've not been feeling all happy-go-lucky lately. I've been down. I don't know why. I've been so...depressed. I was hoping that part of my life was moving on, but maybe I need to go see a doctor and see if I can get this straightened out. I go into some violent moodswings. Sometimes I feel so worthless and shitty. Other's I'm happy. Then I'm sad. Then I want to cry. I hate crying. These moodswings need to stop. I'm tired of them. I know its not that time of the month (i.e. period). Like today, I felt like crying so bad. I didn't know. I don't know why. Not having a boyfriend and seeing everyone else with one, just makes me feel so down about myself. With Jessica, it's 10 times worse. I love her to pieces, but she goes through "love" so much, it makes me sick. I don't know why all these guys want her anyways. She has two kids. Besides a piece of ass, I don't know what she's good for. I know I shouldn't be talking about her, but hell, she shouldn't screw every guy that comes along. But I think those days are over. Daniel gave her a ring, so hopefully she will straighten her ass up. I dunno. *sigh* But what I don't get is, why every time I have a crush on this guy, she has to go after him. I asked her about it, but she said (nothing). But it royally pisses me off. (note to self: breathe and don't get mad) I'm just so SICK of it. I'm sick of everyone walking all over me. I just don't think I can take it anymore.
>Well I'm going.
>april.

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LOL even though.. [19 Aug 2003|11:29pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Can't hold us down ]

Even though this has nothing what-so-ever to do with what song I'm listening to, I figured I would post this:

Have you ever been in love~ Celion Dion

You could touch the moonlight
When your heart is shooting stars
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever walked on air
Ever felt like you were dreamin'
When you never thought it could
But it really feels that good
Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your heart is shooting stars
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been in love
Have you

The time I spent waiting for something
That was heaven sent
When you find it don't let go
I know...

Have you ever said a prayer
And found that it was answered
All my hope has been restored
And I ain't looking anymore
Have you ever been so in love
Have you

Some place that you ain't leavin'
Somewhere you gonna stay
When you finally found the meanin'
Have you ever felt this way

The time I spent waiting for something
That was heaven sent
When you find it don't let go
I know...

'Cause have you ever been in love
So in love

You could touch the moonlight
You can even reach the stars

Doesn't matter near or far
Have you ever been so in love
I said

'Cause have you ever been in love
Have you ever been in love
So in love


I love that song. Its great. So..sweet. *smiles*

~*~.:.>April
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Yay [16 Aug 2003|01:32pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I finished my style today!!! I just finished some icons. I'm glad I'm done with my style now. I will leave this one for awhile then when i get bored, i will make another and then change it. But this is staying for awhile. I want to learn i-frames or whatever, but too complicated and too much frustration for me!!! I can't get my friends page to work tho. I don't know why its not working. Oh well. I'm going to go and do something else now!!!

Double A

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*sigh* [15 Aug 2003|11:25pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | VH1 music channel ]

I just got done with my new entries page. I will work on my friends page and my calendar page tomorrow. I'm too dang tired. It seems it took me forever to do it, but i gots it done. I'm glad. BUT THIS FREAKING FLY IS BUGGING THE HELL OUT OF ME!!! I think I might have finally killed the son of a bitch!! It just wouldn't die. I drowned the fucker!! LOL. I'm trying to stop cursing so much, but geez. This fly faked being dead!!!! How scary is that?? I mean hell. LOL. DAMN IT MAN! LOL. Anyways, I have to go change my bio page so i will def write tomorrow.

Double A

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I'm so mad [15 Aug 2003|10:22pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Ladies////Sarai ]

I can't believe I was so stupid and f*cked up my style!!!! I messed it up bad!!! So I am using the overrides again!!! I hate it cause I loved that style. So I guess I will be making a new style. So my journal will be in the fritts. I will eventually figure out the old style, and get it saved. So yeah. That's all I posting right now cause I have to start on my style. I have the icon and layout made, but it will take forever to get it all edited again. And since my computer deleted all my codes, i have to figure out what the transparent code is again!! GRRRRRRR!!!! I HATE THIS SO BAD!

Double A

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[15 Aug 2003|12:49pm]
Man O man. How sad is it that I never get to update? Pretty dang sad. Yesterday was so much fun. Jess and I played cards for like 4 hours straight! It was hilarious! At about 4 we left and went to Donna's. Steph was being crazy funny. She had us rolling with her "honey" and "bagina juice". LOL She cracks me up. I love her to pieces. I'm glad she's my cousin. Almost everyone thinks we look alike, but we don't. I square we don't!!! (LOL, too bad Amye isn't reading this...I square I miss her). *sigh* Tonight is a party, but I won't be going. Dad is home. So no drinking for me tonight!! LOL. I do hope Jessica stops by so I can give Josh the jello shot recipe. Him and Smitty are going to be wasted. Jess isn't going to stop them from drinking. LOL. I wanted to go cause it'd be hella funny to watch Rosco, Smitty, Josh, Bradley, Steph, Pig, and Mama J get "stupid" lol. That'd be great!!!

Well I'm out cause I gotta go places lol

Double A
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OH mY goD [12 Aug 2003|01:31pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

I'm such a whore!!!!!
lol
I have like 8 journals on other sites i don't use!!!
How sad is that? I mean geeezzzz!!!!

(oh yeah sorry I haven't updated in awhile, been working on my computer)


Well I have to go to clean the house!!


Much love

april

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Boredom Sucks [06 Aug 2003|12:27pm]
[ music | Can't hold us down - Christina ]

I'm just sitting here being bored. I could be donig a number of things, but I just don't want to do them right now. Later. Yeah later is always good!! I feel like sleeping, but I'm not sleepy. Two entries in one day is rare, very rare, for me.

I've noticed that recently, everything I have read, or music I've listened to, is promoting women to speak out and conquer! Now it seems, it's all about women power! So more to us!!!! I was listening to Christina Aguilera's Can't hold us down, and I like it, ALOT . So all you ladies, and guys, listen to it!! I'm glad that women are speaking up. It seems that men are always using and abusing! So it's time for that to stop! I haven't been used or abused, but I see it all the time. I can be very biased, but I know when I'm overstepping my boundries. Its morbid to see how women just let their guys abuse them, and call them bitch, and whore, and slut and all those horid names. Just cause we have the "goods" doesn't mean we are "easy" and a "piece of ass". I've also noticed some girls actually know they are being used and abused, but yet, they let it go on still. Why? I can't stand to see a man hit a woman, or call her bitch, or woman, and all those other names. What if we started saying, "Come here dog! Now! Now, sit, and play dead?" How would they feel? Like shit, and then they'd rebel. So that's what we are doing! Women definitely need to rebel, and speak up for herself. As Christina says "can't hold us down" cause there wil be NO holding us down!

Not sorry for the ranting, but Needed to get it off my chest!

And yes I listen to Christina and like it, if you have problems, take it up with the management!

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