audra's Blurty Entries [entries|friends|calendar]

[ userinfo | blurty userinfo ]
[ calendar | blurty calendar ]

He never asked for anything. [08 Feb 2005|05:05pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | iron&wine - jesus the mexican boy ]

It's so weird coming back to blurty. Seriously. This place is absolutely dead.

It's like Blurty is a Mom&Pop resturant and Xanga is McDonalds.

only 2 let me know

To let him down [04 Jan 2005|05:20pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | pedro the lion ]

It's been a while. Hey blurty. Sorry, blurty. No one puts you to use anymore.

only 1 let me know

What's your favorite color? [22 Nov 2004|03:51pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | mewithoutyou - GOODGOD ]

So got about five hours of sleep last night. Caught myself dozing off in math today without meaning to. But the play is over (thanks, by the way, to everyone who came) and the MEWITHOUTYOU show is TONIGHT. And I'm going. And its going to be real sweet. And I get to finally meet Tristyn on Friday. Adam and Evan gave me flowers this weekend. That was pretty cool. I'm so tired. Onto the homework.

Ps. Its really depressing to not visit this site for a week or two, and then to check back with only one new update. What ever happened to people actually using blurty? Oh, last year, I miss thee.

only 2 let me know

I happen to love my quest class. [03 Nov 2004|12:56pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | minus the bear - hey, is that a ninja up there? ]

"Oh shut up. Mullets are just rattails on steroids."

Thank you, Arv MacElroy.

only 1 let me know

One day everything is gonna be different [01 Nov 2004|08:53pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | elliot smith - masterpiece ]

Cheers for best friend trios.
Cheers for pillow fights.
Cheers for good people.
Cheers for my quest class.
Cheers for singing with Chorale.
Cheers for Adam's birthday.
Cheers for zombie movies.
Cheers for shitty days gone lovely.

let me know

Set ships with an eager sail [29 Oct 2004|11:11pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | mewithoutyou - tie me up, untie me ]

Sometimes, like tonight, I really love my family. Being an only child this year is awkward, to say the least, but when my brothers are around, I completely enjoy it. I love talking with Adam's girlfriend while waiting for food. I love driving the streets of Lawrence. I love talking with Evan about high school and college. And I love actually being able to invision where I'm going to be in three years. [Wow. Three years.] I love hauling around dogs made of solid cement. I love watching the feet of the dog break off and land harshly on Evan's foot. I love sitting around in Adam's house talking about gay meteorologists. I love the way Adam's roomates tell stories. I love Lawrence. I love I love I love.
But when we were all leaving, I was watching everyone, and it was just -insert long pause- strange. My brothers were hugging my parents and me goodbye, and I started to think. I wonder what my parents were thinking twenty-two years ago when they had Adam. Did they forsee to a couple decades in the future, being in an alley in Lawrence, hugging their two sons goodbye, later to be driven home by their teenage daughter? Did my mom ever really think that she'd be able to have me?
I just couldnt stand how everyone is growing up. And my brother is graduating college next year. And how all of my cousins are getting married, while the newest one was just born. And it hit me that I'll probably have a niece of a nephew before I graduate high school.

And I love sudden realizations. I really do. I've had quite a few tonight. And they've helped me grow out of -second long pause- something else. Whatever I was.

only 3 let me know

Dont know if I did [17 Oct 2004|09:13pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Ace Troubleshooter - Helen Burns ]

New Layout. Why? Who knows.

only 2 let me know

I'm still screaming out [07 Oct 2004|06:03pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | salt the earth - process of breaking part II ]

Everyone pray for my dad. It looked like he was doing better for a day or two.

My mom had to go to a hospital in Shawnee Mission to get him medicine.

Right now he's lying on his bed, crying from the pain.

I have only seen him cry when his parents died.

If it doesnt get better in the next twenty minutes, my mom is taking him to the emergency room.

only 2 let me know

Yeah, thats okay. [26 Sep 2004|09:20pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | deathcabforcutie - the photo album ]


I seriously need to go to a show sometime in the near future before I faint and die.

only 1 let me know

So thats what it feels like [13 Sep 2004|08:44pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | minus the bear - they make beer commercials like this ]

This boy in my quest class asked me today, "Hey Audra, do you have a xanga?"

And I replied, "Um, yes. Why?"

To which he said, "You just seem like the kind of person who would have a xanga or some kind of online journal that you update like every single day, and you'd be incredibly meticulous about it."

And at that point I felt very, very ashamed.

Man, I'm an open book.

only 1 let me know

[04 Sep 2004|09:38pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | bush - golden state ]

I officially LOVE Mitchell's parents. I mean, I always have. But. Man. The things they do for me. Its nice to know they really care.

AHHH I love them.

I love you too, Mitch. AKA Mr. Earrings.

I love my new gage earrings. (Dont freak out, they're only sixteens)

And Rich might be helping me along with getting a job at Big Bubbas.

The Gevertz family is just plain fantastic.

only 2 let me know

Here I'm on the ground [02 Sep 2004|06:51pm]
[ mood | recumbent ]
[ music | foo fighters - new way home ]

I got my first new-friend-hug of the year today.

only 3 let me know

[27 Aug 2004|05:01pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | radiohead - pablo honey ]

Second week of school: not too bad.

I made a few new friends. And I think I needed that.

No, it was exactly what I needed.

These guys are awesome and I adore them.


let me know

Give a little [22 Aug 2004|12:34am]
[ mood | awake ]

New layout, whores. Tell me what you think.

only 3 let me know

[20 Aug 2004|03:00pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

So.... a really cute senior definately bought me lunch today.

And I was definately a douche and didnt even say thank you.

Rachel nick-named him 'Choir Boy'.

only 1 let me know

[15 Aug 2004|10:40am]
[ mood | lethargic ]
[ music | ani difranco - waiting song ]

Today I sang with my mom in church. Bonnie cried because shes sweet Bonnie, and I gave her a hug. I think we did well but really I dont think about it at all. But my poor mother has a torn achilles, and she limped up to and away from the lector stand where we sang.

Tonight I'm staying in Hollis with some people from church where we'll discuss confirmation for next year. I'm playing guitar for our youth services this year. =x I'll be staying until Monday and I really dont know when I get back. And I dont want to think about after that because its school and I'm not sure if I'm ready.

Well. It is all very pointless to write in here at this point isnt it? Xanga seems to be the most popular site now. And I am guilty too.

only 2 let me know

Imagine an announcer. [07 Aug 2004|08:30pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | ben folds five - alice childress ]

And now, coming to you live, for the first time ever....

Audra Boxberger as an only child.

only 1 let me know

[31 Jul 2004|07:49pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | reverend horton heat - rumble strip ]

Mara's surprise birthday party was last night.

It was really strange for me. Just being with a room of all girls. Doing the girl-talk thing.

I havent done that in a couple years.

And I almost wish I hadnt. Its so stupid.

only 4 let me know

[24 Jul 2004|02:18pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

From what I read, and from what I have experienced in the last week, it seems as though everyone is so much happier when they leave Olathe.

only 1 let me know

[13 Jul 2004|11:23am]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | pedro the lion - start without me ]

I stayed with my brother, Adam, the past two days in Lawrence. It was very calming. But I did miss my bed. I just like being alone. Not having to worry about friends. Or my family. Or anyone. Just sitting in that house for a few hours, or lying outside and getting a tan. (Yes, I got a tan. More like a sunburn.)

I also went out to eat with Mr. Forbes. In addition to his new full beard, a lot of things have changed. We both have such different personalities outside of the school setting. So it was almost as if we were reintroducing ourselves. I dont know. We had a good time though.

Why must everyone abandon blurty like this?

only 2 let me know

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]