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[04 Jul 2004|01:20am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Sugarcult - Lost in You ]


oh.


my.


god.



tonight was fucking... amazing. like, god. eee. lol. cant even describe it. first of all, i had to come clean to my dad about wednesday. we didnt really talk about it. he lemme go to the show though. thank god. cuz fucking... i met bayside.



sure. it was easy. anyone could've done it. but these four guys are like... brilliant. i love their fucking music and i was in complete awe.


me and meg went tonight. got there around 6:30. that was a mistake lol. 5 bands played tonight. we sat in the parking lot for four of them. weren't really interested in the locals. we've seen benton before and we told the one kid that we'd watch.. but we didnt. we went to mcdonald's, instead. and sat around. and talked. lots of talking. but it was cool. uhm.. ok. so. we're sitting in the place, bored, sorta, and i see that the two guitarist/vocalists are sitting at the merch table. gathered all my courage, went over to them. had them sign a piece of paper for me. they were so nice. it was pretty cool. me and meg went outside. joey came down. we talked for a while. played with his car lol. then i see the bassist, the drummer, and some other guy - who i later learned to be their guitar tech - come around the corner, back from wherever they went. i didnt waste any time this time lol. i just ran out into the middle of the street/parking lot with my paper and was like "can you sign this for me?" and believe me, i felt like a complete idiot/groupie, but cmon. how many chances am i gonna get? its like... once in a lifetime opportunity. but they signed [jim - the drummer - had the guitar tech sign, too lol. he was like "he always feels so left out. his signature's gonna be worth way more than ours one day"] and were joking around and then we got in this whole... who would win in a fight thing. the guitar tech fucking.. went on and on. and andrew turned to me and rolled his eyes and was all "he'll go on forever" and he goes "yeah i will" and went back to telling his story and andrew and me were talking and then jim broke in and it was just... gah. i was in heaven. these guys are so... funny. and just, completely down to earth. and sweet. you should see my freakin signatures... its just not a name scribbled on a paper [*cough*good charlotte*cough* fucking whores. i want my money back]. its like.. pure, nice comments. i might scan it. might not. i duno. im so protective of it lol.


im a dork. but i dont care. i met my favorite band. and im happy. i stood right smack in front when they did their set, too. like.. half a foot from the stage. seriously. jim kept making faces when he was drumming and the vocalist kept watching me sing along and i catch the bassist's eye so many times. and the guitar tech's, cuz he was off the side. i felt so fucking good and.. special lol.


in heaven. seriously.



im such a girl.




2 know that every night i
 think of ways to get back at you

stole from mel on LJ [03 Jul 2004|03:54am]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | Breaking Benjamin - Rain ]


A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.

Guy: No this is fun.

Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!

Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.

::Girl hugs him::

Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If there is anyone in life you love this much, please repost this.




wow. at first i thought he was an ass cuz i thought it said "take your helmet off and put it on me. its bugging me" and i thought it was a joke cuz.. if you dont have a helmet on, bugs can smash into your face. but. ha. i read wrong! and then i re-read it and it like.. broke my heart. thats so sad. but.. so.. powerful, maybe? i duno.


repost it.




1 know that every night i
 think of ways to get back at you

[02 Jul 2004|02:43am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | Taking Back Sunday - Bonus Mosh Part II ]



after three hours of debating and conversation and just flat out trying to figure out what's wrong with the world, we've managed to come up with two theories. and jesus. if you read this, man.. it'll make you think. i seriously questioned myself so many times. its sickening.


Independent Thinkers vs Society. Who's in the wrong? )


If you made it through that, I'm proud of you. if not, comment and pretend that you did lol



check out greatestjournal for my lovely accounts of the week. i got in troubbbbble lol. shame. but yeah. it was working last night so i didnt even bother copying and pasting.




2 know that every night i
 think of ways to get back at you

[30 Jun 2004|01:41am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Eleven Minutes Away - Your Lies Whisper Tragic Words ]

well... since LJ's being a pain in the ass [the journal, not the girl], i guess i'll do what i have to do over here.


new GJ layout =] sugarcult. ashlee did it. her style. all that great stuff. links are in my info.


photobucket's not working. hence the reason no pictures are showing up anywhere. at all. pain in my ass. so photobucket and livejournal both fuck up in the same night. cruel. those two better wise up.


uhm.. lets see. FUCKKK. i just realized i missed summerland. unless it wasnt on at 11. there was a baseball game on the wb and it pushed gilmore girls back to 10, but i duno if summerland ever came on. i wonder if they still do repeats... ill have to look for that. someone remind me. ive already missed the week before last week's. and possibly even the one before that too. yeah. i missed the 2nd and 3rd. saw the fourth. and now i missed the 5th. shame on me. oh well.


havent seen anyone but mike since i've been back. not a bad thing, but not a good thing either. i wanna see peopleeee. im gonna have the whole group over next week, i think. id do it over the weekend but im booked already. friday is don [my aunt's old, rich fionce, whom i would really like to..... *mumbles rest* i cant stand that guy. good thing he knows it, too]'s surprise 60th bday party. i wanted to get him a card that said "happy birthday grandpa" but my mom wouldnt let me. blah. i thought it was funny. but hey.. whatever. uhm.. and saturday = bayside!. so. thats always good. imma call up joey and see if he's gonna go with me and meg. im trying to get katie c to go. she needs money so shes gonna wash dishes lol. and i think britt's going. which is always good. i love that girl.


uhm... went to the doc's today. so much fun. she asked my sister all this shit about smoking and drinking and sex and wearing a seatbelt and when it was my turn, she didnt ask me a thing. either she thinks im bad or she thinks im too good. either or, oh well. nottt really caring. anyway, went over to get bloodwork done. the lady i had was a ditz. she kept talking about my bracelets and how they were in style when she was younger etc etc. kept touching them. i was like "..." but anyway. she stuck the needle in my right arm after feeling it up for like, 4 minutes. couldnt find my vein. wiggled it around. still couldnt find it. so she took it out and on the way for taking it out, blood shot out. she was like "ah, if i had went slower, i wouldve caught that". and then there was the "how bout the left arm?" so im sitting there with a bleeding right arm and she sticks into my left. again, my veins arent very visible or big, so.. not easily found. so im sitting there like "i have no veins, lady" and she goes "oh no, no. theyre there. this happens to me all the time" first of all, youve got a freakin needle going into one of my major veins -- that isnt very comforting! second of all, if you cant do your job, change your profession. geeze. but yeah. finally found it. got the blood. pulled it out. hurt like a bitch. asshole. but since im too nice, and she talked about it so much, i gave her a bracelet before i left. she was all "im cool now!" and i was all "... run awaaaay" lol. but yeah. not fun. i hate that place.


uhmm... came home. watched donnie darko. amazing movie. i cant stress it enough. britt told me it'd be something i'd like. and emily is obsessed with jake whatever his last name is. and i dont blame her. the kid's gorgeous. it was a great movie though. i hated the ending. but.. oh well. i know what the writer was thinking when he did that.


argued with my dad. landed up at the mall with kerri. i drove up =]. i even knew the way this time lol. normally my mom's like "that lane. right. left. stay in this one til.. etc" but this time i knew it all. felt smart. but yeah. almost two months til i get my license. joe's sposed to get his tmrw and then we're partying or something but.. anyway. that doesnt matter right now. up the mall. got ashlee her bday presents. yes. presents. as in, more than one, ashlee lol. but yeah. got her her presents. got myself two eyeliners, a lip gloss, the new breaking benjamin cd... lol. i had money. and i spent it. thats the way things go. drove to walmart. then let my mom drive back home cuz she drives faster than i do and we needed to be home at 9 for summerland - which wasnt even on! stupid people.


but yeah. now im... sitting here. gonna hope that LJ works so i can fix up my new comm. if it doesnt, then fuck it.


thats it. leaving. comment.




2 know that every night i
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