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    Wednesday, April 23rd, 2014
    [ thespian15 ]
    Diet Update.....
    Boy do I know how to blow a diet or what?????
    I told myself I was going to EAT for Easter weekend.
    Da Numbers )
    Wednesday, April 16th, 2014
    [ thespian15 ]
    Diet Update.....
    Another happy week. YAY...
    And thankfully, because I think I am planning to go crazy this coming weekend, for Easter.
    So is it wrong to predict a gain for next week already? lol........
    Da Numbers )
    Thursday, April 10th, 2014
    i'm going BATSHIT MENTAL.

    knowing i can't have so much that i normally would has made me freak out and binge on the things i can have, but that can't be good, either.. i see that i'm eating a lot of the same things day in and day out, which is an awful idea - that's the kind of thing that leads to food intolerances, and i already have so many. i feel completely fucked. and of course, am poofed out bloated and fat. miserable, really.
    i'm really doubting all the info on candida.. some of it makes sense, and some of it doesn't. a lot of it conflicts badly. no one ever seems to have success stories unless they're selling something. i'm taking a cleanse system but it feels like bullshit. eating way too much of the allowable fat - way out of proportion, that can't be good... i'm going totally, totally bananas. fuck fuck fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
    my guts still hurt. my lady yeast infection is still there, sometimes barely sometimes a lot (lately, a lot). i feel terrible. i just want it to be over with - so badly. all this food-and-gut-centred trouble has really brought me back to eating disordered compulsions, and i only wish that meant that i stayed away from food like the plague, rather than binged on it like some wild toddler. ugh. so disgusted and sad.
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