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[19 Nov 2007|11:15am] |
How awesome do the Spice Girls look? Especially Geri, post-baby! Work it, girl!
Went to the Dr. today. Holding steady at a 36 lb weight gain ~ 35 weeks pregnant with twins.
It's all in my belly. The rest of me looks the same, which is super weird. I'm all rms & legs & ginormous belly.
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| FLASHBACK - August 2005 |
[19 Nov 2007|07:20pm] |
Diversions & Diatribes (blarneystoned) wrote,
@ 2005-08-31 13:01:00
Current mood: freaked out
baby steps
I am not a jealous person. I decided a long time ago that jealousy is a wasted emotion. It is energy that goes nowhere & gets nothing accomplished.
But today I felt jealous.
I was just at the store. I saw this woman there with a beautiful baby & for one split second I wanted to be a mom. How in the hell does someone like me ever handle a pregnancy??? To see the numbers going up? Would I handle that? I have never been more than 127 lbs in my entire life. I'm scared that my poor nutrition would cause the baby problems. Could I ever get enough folic acid to fill the void in me? I cannot believe I'm even thinking about it. I just don't think I'm brave enough & that makes me sad.
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