| teany tiny tummy inc. |
[03 Nov 2005|06:41am] |
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This is going to sound bizarre, but I think my body CRAVES pilates. I got up this morning & needed to do it. The feeling I get from stretching is addictive. There must be something phisiological involved. I've heard that certain yoga positions make people cry b/c of the energy they release. I actually smile during some pilates stretches, smile for no reason. Maybe it is the endorphins. Anyway it was cool that even though I was sooooo tired my body dragged me to the mat, it was like it wanted the "feel good" that the exercise brings. Strange. I never thought I'd live to see the day that my body demanded exercise. I've always forced it. "Conditioning without punishment." Exercise rocks.
The Love keeps calling me "Bones". Which makes me sound like I should be in a crime drama w/ David Boreanaz. I did not eat much yesterday. I have to be careful I don't want to get gaunt. EW. I'll try to eat better today. My waist is naturally tiny & all this exercise is only making it smaller, which is fun but now my pants are big (and you all know how much I spend on clothes.) I hesitate to get them altered though. I feel like I'll need them someday, so I'll just buy smaller pants. I know I am down a couple from my maintainance weight. I really need to maintain. Healthy Healthy Healthy. I better go eat breakfast.
xo
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| I NEED A V8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STAT! |
[03 Nov 2005|05:28pm] |
I got two skinny comments at work.One was Hayden, I don't know if that counts b/c he flirts w/ me all the time. He just changed his usual "Hey Gorgeous" greeting to "Hey Skinny". I think it is the fact that I must be the first girl to ever ignore him that keeps him flirting. (after all he was a model--- *gagging*) The other was a plea for me to "Please, gain a little weight."
Whatever. I do need to eat my protein & take my omega 3. I want to look good & feel good. Gaunt & bony is not the idea. Toned & glowy is what I am going to go for.
My intake was terrible today:
tea & toast
protein bar
cereal
Wow. That's bad. I will eat more tomorrow. FOR SURE. I'm going out for dinner & it will be a health-fest. Fruits & veggies galore. I'm going to have a V8 right now b/c it is healthy juice.
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