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[17 Sep 2005|11:25am] |
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SKY "LOVE SONG" |
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Ok, so I just went for a 3 mile walk. I've also eaten a protein bar. It is so grey & rainy out today. But it is Saturday & I have to revel in that. I'm going to be in a good mood if it effing kills me.
everything is fine. I'm not fat. everyone hates their job sometimes. I won't work there forever. I've got a cute boy. I fit in the sizes two & four. There is no way that is fat. except in Ethiopia. I have a pink ipod. Nothing maudlin bout that. God still loves me. Even when I don't love myself. happiness isn't anything other than a decison. Today I'm looking at what I have - not what I want. Seeing how far I've come - not how far I have to go. The glass is half full and I am slamming its contents in one gulp. I decided that this is my life. No one else gets a vote.
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[17 Sep 2005|11:40am] |
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