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                                                                                                                                                                 August 4, 2003

Dear friend, (i like to ramble) 07:40PM
It’s summertime. It’s been quite muggy today. It doesn’t look like it should be hot outside but it is. It’s quite humid as well and there’s barely any breeze. According to the news, the temperatures are just going to rise this week, peaking on Wednesday at about 35°C. I think it’s fairly obvious that I’m not looking forward to this.

I like the rain in the winter. I like the big thrashing, lashing sheets of rain that blanket everything. I don’t like the rain in the summer when the skies are grey yet there’s still a bit of heat. I’d been wishing for some sun when it was raining earlier on in my summer holiday but now I’m rethinking that a bit.

I saw Legally Blonde 2 on Thursday. I did prefer Legally Blonde to the sequel but sequels are very rarely as good as the original. I saw my English teacher afterwards. I don’t think she saw me but, even if she did, I doubt she would have connected me as being in one of her classes for the last two years. She lives in her own world although I must admit that she is a very good teacher. I’ll have a different teacher in September. I’m hoping that I have a good teacher. Fingers crossed.

I can’t wait to watch Alias tonight! I just recently got Sky One Mix, which is wonderful, as now I don’t have to stay up next Saturday to watch the second part of the two-part season finale. I can’t wait to see what happens. I’m going to keep my eyes pealed for any hint of Irina having a secret love affair with Sark. I mean, why else would she keep him around? Even if it is plainly stated otherwise, I know in my heart that they periodically break from being the Elite King and Queen of Espionage to have sex in that warehouse-type thing they are lurking in. I am really excited about it! I’ve had a quick look at various fan fiction web sites and message boards at all of the wonderful amounts of fan fiction I’m going to be able to read tomorrow.

I really need to make friends with someone who likes Alias. My parents and friends must be sick of hearing me talk about it.

I intend on being spoiler free for the next season of Alias although I have succumbed to reading a few (tiny) spoilers for ER.

I really need to create a family for Virtual Lives. I've decided that I will have two girls aged 4 and 6. I might decide to have a third child, probably a daughter, and make him/her two-years-old. I have been considering names for my hypothetical children although I have yet to settle on anything definite. In my last family for VL, my children were named Phoebe, Charles and Eleanor. Matilda is currently ranking high on my list of possibilities although nothing is set in stone right now.

1 spoke  speak?

                                                                                                                                                                 June 8, 2003

Dear friend, (last monday) 12:49PM
I wrote about my day on June 2nd but never actually got around to posting it. I gave up after lunch and did not write about the two lessons that I had in the afternoon so I attempted to write about them myself just now. Unfortunately, my memory is not as good.

I had English today. We had one of our speaking and listening tasks today. I was just horrible. It was a role-play and I am unable to express myself in the ways I would like to verbally. I just get embarrassed and made constant eye contact with Michelle (my partner), as I was too embarrassed to look anywhere else (i.e. at my teacher).

Miss Stone (she's very cool and I think she speaks to my biology teacher) informed us that we would have a group discussion at some point and perhaps give a talk to a group on a hobby or something along those lines. She said she wouldn't make us do it in front of the class and refused to call it a speech because a speech sounds unnecessarily scary.

I believe she also commented on how "this doesn't matter in the great cosmic scheme of things" as she was writing on the board. I believe she was commenting on how the SATs or our speaking and listening weren't that big of a deal. She made sure it was clear to us that she cares more about the teacher assessment than the SATs marks because the examiner could be "freaky" and mark higher or lower. God knows what she was on about then. I pay attention in class and thus remember stupid things such as the example I just gave.

After that, I had design and technology where I demonstrated my inability to draw straight lines and saw in a straight line. Fortunately, I managed to tidy up my product a little by sanding all of the edges, which made it looks substantially straighter. I hacked a chunk out at one place on it so that looks awful. I painted it and it looks terrible. There’s a tree (á la a four-year-old child) with red splodges on ("apples"). I have a terrible cloud, a child-like sun with extravagant sunbeams and a funny shaped cloud. The only saving grace is the grass that is just a rectangular shaped block of colour. The sky is navy and completely unrealistic. In short, things aren't looking too good for my design and technology product. I am going to take this moment to be thankful that I am not taking the subject next year. Design and technology was a double lesson with break time in between and lunchtime afterwards.

I ate my lunch in the quad today. It wasn't as nice as I had imagined but I put that down to the fact I was not sitting on the bench I had intended to and the weather wasn't fabulously sunny. Also, the trees I had imagined being there were absent. As you can tell, I spent quite some time visualizing this. It looked better in my mind.

Fifteen minutes into lunch, I decided that I had finished eating and decided to walk around a bit. I walked through the English corridor, looking in all the windows. A bunch of year eights were in room 11 and for some odd reason (I’ve noticed this more than once), my English teacher was rocking back and forth whilst eating and reading a newspaper. She strikes me as odd sometimes. Anyway, I walked through the English corridor and to the newly defaced ramp, which was empty. I circled the south block before walking up the steps, taking a right and noticing that the bench I had intended to sit on was occupied. I walked closer to the building, tied my shoelaces a bit better and walked in through the other door to the English corridor (where my form room is). Mrs Lynette (who is married to Mr Lynette, head of French) gave me a tight smile. It was lovely because the sixth formers and year elevens are not in school or are in exams so no one attempted to remove me from said corridor.

After exiting the corridor, I went to the ramp again, discovering that Megan, Jenny and Abi were there. Matthew Lewis later arrived before leaving again. Jenny was sunburnt and informed me of the fact Hannah had kissed Rachel Stockton at camp, just days after breaking up with Scott and kissing Josh.

After lunch, I had information computer technology, a lesson that no teacher turned up to. I spend the duration of it doing absolutely nothing due to the teacher’s inability to turn up. We were told we could use Paint on the computer or make a poster using Microsoft Word but I felt that they were not nearly as stimulating as sitting around doing nothing.

I had mathematics last and, unfortunately, I cannot recall what happened then.

speak?

Dear friend, (it's not march) 12:38PM
It's June. If you asked me what month every month has felt like recently, it would be March. Whenever I change the date on my computer in order to continue using a trial copy of Paint Shop Pro that expired in December, I almost always click on "March" before the actual month when changing the date back. It's somewhat amusing but perhaps a little strange.

The weather has yet to turn especially warm although it has its moments. There's a wonderful cool breeze blowing at the moment. The leaves on the big tree that I can see out of my bedroom window are rustling, just like the small trees around it. It sounds odd to refer to the trees as "small" as they are far from small but in comparison to the large tree, they are. Rather oddly, it has just started to rain. I'm resisting the urge to stick my hand out of the window I opened. I don't imagine it will rain for long. The air smells so fresh.

Last night, it was hot and I couldn't sleep. The air felt hot and I just couldn't get comfortable. To sit here almost twelve hours later and watch the rain fall and breath the clean air is so refreshing. I think the rain is light now. You can barely see it and the noise it was making as it fell is no longer audible.

I have decided that I procrastinate too much during the week to have anything remotely interesting to say so I shall just have to collate all of my thoughts of the week and post them all at once.

Rachelle bought a notebook for me when she went to Arizona. I like it as it has "Putto's Kiss" (William Bouguereau) on the front and back. I had printed out a picture of it and glued it into my planner several weeks before she went to the USA. I thought it was lovely how she remembered.

Until last night, the notebook remained empty. However, after scouring numerous web sites for quotes, it now has text inside of it. Below, are the quotes:

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."
ELEANOR ROOSEVELT

"And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt."
SYLVIA PLATH

"Writing is the socially acceptable form of schizophrenia."
E.L. DOCTOROW

"Be obscure clearly."
E.B. WHITE

"Every writer I know has trouble writing."
JOSEPH HELLER

"A synonym is a word you use when you can't spell the other one."
BALTASAR GRACIÁN

"Imagination is more important than knowledge."
ALBERT EINSTEIN

I anticipate writing other quotes inside of it when I am able to find others that I like. I am contemplating copying out some poems that I am fond of as well. The notebook has morphed from an empty vessel into a ship full of words. And I, for one, couldn't be more thrilled.

I have just had an epiphany. I write about everything that is neither interesting nor special. It would probably be of more use if I wrote about my day but I don't think that I will.

mood   odd
music   the television

1 spoke  speak?

                                                                                                                                                                 May 31, 2003

Dear friend, (wikipedia, the free encyclopædia) 05:07PM
Geek

The definition of geek has changed considerably over the years. Below are some definitions of the word "geek", in order from oldest (and most archaic) to newest. All but the first are still in use.

A person that swallows live animals, bugs, etc., as a form of entertainment at fairs etc. This often included biting the heads off of chickens. The Geek would usually 'perform' in a 'geek pit'

A derogatory term for one with low social skills, often with high intellegence. It is theorised that many of these people have Asperger's syndrome.

A person that is into technology, especially computing and new media. Comparable with the classic definition of hacker.

A person with a devotion to something in a way that places him or her outside the mainstream. This could be due to the intensity, depth, or subject of their interest.

There are many varieties of geek. The computer geek is best known, but every field of academia and many areas of culture have their geeks. There are politics geeks, geography geeks, geeks of the natural sciences, music geeks, history geeks, linguistics geeks, ham radio geeks, public transit geeks (metrophiles), anime and manga geeks (otaku), Star Trek geeks, geeks of many colours, genders, and styles.

see also: nerd, otaku, anorak, geek code, hacker

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Dear friend, (we're the coolest kids) 02:50PM
Unfortunately (or fortunately, depending on how much you want me to suffer), I have school once more on Monday. School is just code for "mental asylum". Why else would anyone want to place a bunch of hyperactive, horny teenagers together in one building?

I have, somehow, managed to jump onto another 'ship. As the Abby and Carter ("ER") 'ship seemed to be drowning, I have adopted lovely (code for drop-dead gorgeous) Michael Vaughn and Sydney Bristow as my new little sailors. Unfortunately, no one (e.g. my mother) wishes to be subjected to the details of "Alias". I love its intricate nature sometimes. Complexity completely works for me.

Yesterday, I went to the city centre (referred to natives of this place as "town") with my mother and sister. We met up with my cousin and her two-year-old son, Louis, who came over to our house afterward. Don't get me wrong, Louis is adorable but children are definitely not for me. I guess I find them frustrating because of their inability to express things. Little boys are tiring.

In town, I managed to stop in Waterstones, the place civilisation forgot. I really like it in there. I'm not sure if it is the gorgeous building it's in or the way it was cool inside despite the warm, humid air outside. I'm pining after going to Borders as that place, despite being in a brand spanking new building, is lovely. It's full of books, smells like coffee (thanks to Starbucks), is absolutely huge and has American magazines. Bookstores are my idea of heaven.

I'm sort of hankering after "Weetzie Bat" by Francesca Lia Block at the moment because her books are absolutely fabulous. It cost about £5 which I begrudge paying, especially since my discovery on Amazon US that the Dangerous Angels series - "Weetzie Bat", "Witch Baby", "Cherokee Bat and the Goat Guys", "Missing Angel Juan" and "Baby Be-Bop" are available together for just $9.60. Add on a little for shipping and it's still cheaper than buying them individually here. Once I get the Harry Potter book I've pre-ordered, I'm pretty sure that "Dangerous Angels: The Weetzie Bat Books" will be the next on my list. 496 pages of pure, unadulterated Block goodness. Yum.

Here's a hint of the wonder than is Francesca Lia Block:
"He kissed her. A kiss about apple pie à la mode with the vanilla creaminess melting in the pie heat. A kiss about chocolate, when you haven't eaten chocolate in a year. A kiss about palm trees speeding by, trailing pink clouds when you drive down the Strip sizzling with champagne. A kiss about spotlights fanning the sky and the swollen sea spilling like tears all over your legs."

That woman makes me want to move to Los Angeles every time I read anything by her.

The heat was unlike any I have experienced thus far this year. That's a sure sign summer is on its way. It's properly just as hot today but as there's a very slight breeze, it doesn't feel so bad. I sat outside in the sun with my cousin for a little bit but I soon discovered that it wasn't really a good idea. Considering the fact I burn quite easily, I decided to retreat inside and onto my computer. The freckles on my arm have come up a little more and I swear my arms are darker. There goes my intention of having Spike's (from "Buffy") amazingly pale skin.

I am proud of myself for doing my maths homework today. Ordinarily, I leave it until Sundays (tomorrow) but I was bored. I didn't feel like doing homework really but I know I won't feel any different tomorrow. I'm glad it is out of the way and done with. That leaves me with just my physics and biology homework. I've already done my physics homework - a draft - in class, which leaves me with the gloriously fun job of either writing it out or typing it. The joys of science homework!

I have been watching Big Brother, which is a lovely show full of boring people who are incredibly fascinating (especially once they've had a drink). I am disappointed Anouska was evicted for despite her annoying side, she provided more entertainment than Jon. My mother had the temerity to liken me to him. Quite obviously, this was when I was explaining Irina Derevko's life history.

"Holby City" made me cry on Tuesday. Chrissy's little baby girl died not long after she was born. It was heartbreakingly painful.

I'm here avoiding the urge to read "Alias" spoilers. I've resisted thus far but I am not sure how much longer my resolve will last. At least when school starts up again, a good portion of the time to spoil myself silly is gone.

No more late nights and late mornings now.

speak?

                                                                                                                                                                 April 26, 2003

Dear friend, (things you cannot deny) 09:36PM
01. Krull from "How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days" is one of the cutest dogs to have ever appeared in film.
02. The Cheeky Girls are geniuses. Just listen to "Take Your Shoes Off".
03. Lara from "Casualty" is the best. Just have your lovely fiance die, spend time in jail for killing the man who tried to rape you in self-defence, almost get shot work and you'll be just like her.
04. The "Casualty" writers have taken a leaf out of The White Stripes incestuous book. Lovely Anna and gorgeous Merlin are siblings who have had sex. The worst part is, I wish they would have more sex because they are so cute together. We can eliminate the sibling stuff.
05. The theme tune to "Spongebob Squarepants" is the best theme tune ever.
06. Krissy is lovely.
07. VL is the coolest place. Ever.
08. Lalaine is terrifying. Thanks fox_racing (Becca) for reminding me of this.
09. Pamela Anderson's breasts frighten small children and 14-year-old girls.
10. "Charmed" is a pretty cool show.

mood   geeky
music   john lennon - imagine

3 spoke  speak?

                                                                                                                                                                 April 21, 2003

Dear friend, (the longest survey i've ever done) 09:33PM
[ .001. ] first name: Charlotte
[ .002. ] middle name: Jane
[ .003. ] last name: F.
[ .004. ] nickname(s): Char
[ .005. ] gender: Female
[ .006. ] age: 14
[ .007. ] birthday: 1st March
[ .008. ] height: Approximately 5'0"
[ .009. ] hair color: Auburn
[ .010. ] eye color: Brown
[ .011. ] race: Caucasian
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: No
[ .013. ] do you have braces: No
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: Medium
[ .015. ] where were you born: Swansea, UK
[ .016. ] current location: Swansea, UK
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: Pisces
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: 1 - English. I am learning French and German
[ .019. ] nationality: British
[ .020. ] bad habits: Biting my nails
[ .021. ] piercings you have: Just my ears
[ .022. ] piercings you want: None
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: None
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: None
[ .025. ] today's date: 21st April
[ .026. ] the time: 9:06 pm
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: Yes

: family :
[ .028. ] mother's name: Shirley
[ .029. ] father's name: Denis
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: --
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): --
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): Alexandra
[ .033. ] favourite aunt: Haven't got a favourite
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: Haven't got a favourite
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: Doris
[ .036. ] worst relative: Not sure
[ .037. ] best relative: Not sure
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: Yes
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you: I think so

: pets :
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yes
[ .041. ] what are their names: Lizzie
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Scottish Terrier

: school :
[ .043. ] are you still in school: Yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: No
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: I live in the United Kingdom... :-\
[ .046. ] favourite grade: I am enjoying this year (9)
[ .047. ] least favourite grade: Year 7
[ .048. ] favourite teacher: Miss Stone
[ .049. ] least favourite teacher: Mr Williams, all the P.E. teachers
[ .050. ] favourite subject: English
[ .051. ] least favourite subject: Physical education
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Bring
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: No
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: No
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: No
[ .056. ] favourite dance: I don't dance...
[ .057. ] favourite memory: Too many to list
[ .058. ] least favourite dance: I don't dance...
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: Not sure

: favourites :
[ .061. ] number: 27,000,003
[ .062. ] clothing brand: Not bothered
[ .063. ] shoes: I like Clarks
[ .064. ] saying: Not sure
[ .065. ] tv show: Buffy, Charmed, ER, Casualty, etc
[ .066. ] sport: None
[ .067. ] vegetable: Brocolli
[ .068. ] fruit: Apples
[ .069. ] movie: Too many to list
[ .070. ] magazine: Glamour
[ .071. ] actor: Oh, I'm not sure
[ .072. ] actress: Angelina Jolie
[ .073. ] candy: Not fussed
[ .074. ] gum: Wrigley's Extra
[ .075. ] scent: Vanilla
[ .076. ] candy bar: Wispa
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: Mint chocolate chip
[ .078. ] colour: Black
[ .079. ] season: Autumn
[ .080. ] holiday: Christmas
[ .081. ] band: Coldplay
[ .082. ] singer: Too many to say just one
[ .083. ] group: Coldplay
[ .084. ] rapper: Eminem
[ .085. ] type of music: Pop?
[ .086. ] thing in your room: Bed
[ .087. ] place to be: My house
[ .088. ] radio station: Radio 1
[ .089. ] tv channel: Not sure
[ .090. ] junk food: Crisps
[ .091. ] overall food: Quite like Chinese food
[ .092. ] store: Bookstores
[ .093. ] shoe brand: Clarks
[ .094. ] fast food: McDonald's
[ .095. ] restaurant: Haven't got a favourite
[ .096. ] shape: Square
[ .097. ] time of day: When school finishes
[ .098. ] country: UK
[ .099. ] state: --
[ .100. ] boys' name: Charles (Charlie)
[ .101. ] girls' name: Phoebe or Eleanor
[ .102. ] mall: Whatever
[ .103. ] video game: Haven't got one
[ .104. ] shampoo: Haven't got one
[ .105. ] board game: Monopoly?
[ .106. ] computer game: The Sims
[ .107. ] car: Volkswagen New Beetle
[ .108. ] music video: Today it's "Fighter" by Christina Aguilera
[ .109. ] swear word: Fuck
[ .110. ] word: Eh... I like too many
[ .111. ] month: No favourite
[ .112. ] cartoon character: Patrick Star
[ .113. ] scary movie: They scare me too much
[ .114. ] team: No favourite
[ .115. ] possession: Not sure

: what's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear :
[ .116. ] eminem: Rapper
[ .117. ] dog: Lizzie
[ .118. ] hot: Guys
[ .119. ] britney spears: Hahaha
[ .120. ] nsync: Justin Timberlake
[ .121. ] real world: MTV
[ .122. ] orange: Yellow
[ .123. ] choice: Mine
[ .124. ] fuck: You
[ .125. ] bisexual: All my friends...
[ .126. ] black: Colour
[ .127. ] icq: AIM
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: Confused
[ .129. ] linkin park: Scary
[ .130. ] jack: Ass
[ .131. ] rainbow: Pride
[ .132. ] cherry: Pop
[ .133. ] cucumber: Banana
[ .134. ] shark: Attack
[ .135. ] lifehouse: Dr. Carter and Nurse Lockhart
[ .136. ] bat: Man
[ .137. ] leather: Kinky
[ .138. ] whip: BDSM
[ .139. ] america: George W. Bush
[ .140. ] water: Cooler
[ .141. ] volcano: Etna

: this or that :
[ .142. ] rock or rap: Rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: Pop
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: Rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: Rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: Pop
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: R&B
[ .148. ] rap or metal: Rap
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: Pop
[ .150. ] pop or metal: Pop
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: R&B
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: Linkin Park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: Korn
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: Jennifer Lopez... Who is Selena?
[ .155. ] hot or cold: Warm
[ .156. ] winter or summer: Winter
[ .157. ] spring or fall: Fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: Britney
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: Eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: Marilyn Manson
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: Garbage
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: MTV
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Buffy
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Dawson's Creek
[ .165. ] football or basketball: Football (Soccer)
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: Neither
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: Skateboarding
[ .169. ] black or white: Black
[ .170. ] orange or red: Red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: Green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: Pink
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne:Neither
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: Hot Topic
[ .175. ] inside or outside: Inside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: Neither
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: Cell phone
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: Pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: Neither
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: Ew
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Star Trek
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: Tattoos
[ .184. ] prep or punk: Either
[ .185. ] slut or whore: What's the difference? Whore

: private life :
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: No
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: Eh... I guess
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: No
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: No
[ .190. ] how many people of you kissed: 0
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: --
[ .192. ] how many hearts have you broken: None?
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: None
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: Be patient
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Lovely
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: No
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: Yes
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: Mainly personality
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: No
[ .202. ] are you still friends: --
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: No
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: No
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: Hell no!
[ .206. ] how about a little x: Hell no!
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: Hell no!
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: Bad
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: No
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: Never tried it
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: Neither
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: Don't smoke
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: Yes
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: --

: would you ever :
[ .215. ] bungee jump: No
[ .216. ] sky dive: No
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: Yes
[ .218. ] scuba dive: Maybe
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: No
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: No
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: Depends but probably not
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: No
[ .223. ] cross-dress: No
[ .224. ] lie to the police: No
[ .225. ] run from the police: No
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: Depends
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: If I had the confidence... Why not?
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: No
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: No
[ .230. ] streak: No

: your friends :
[ .231. ] best friend: Don't have one
[ .232. ] known longest: Louise
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Charlotte W.
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: Sadia
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: Enough
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: Louise
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Not sure
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': Never taken it to the 'next level'
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Rachelle
[ .248. ] hot tempered: Hannah
[ .249. ] most impatient: Louise
[ .250. ] shortest: Me?
[ .251. ] tallest: Megan
[ .254. ] skinniest: Louise, Jenny
[ .255. ] nicest: Me? Hah... All of them
[ .256. ] best personality: Not sure
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: My friends don't do drugs

: have you ever :
[ .258. ] flashed someone: No
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: No
[ .260. ] been to michigan: No
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: No
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: No
[ .263. ] skateboarded: No
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: No
[ .265. ] stolen anything: No
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: Hell yeah!
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: No
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: No
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: No
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: No
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: No
[ .272. ] flipped someone off: everyday? No
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: No
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: No
[ .275. ] been to a concert: Yes, Vanessa Carlton
[ .276. ] been to another country: No
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: Yes
[ .278. ] got pulled over: I don't drive
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: No
[ .280. ] broke a law: No
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: Don't think so
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: No
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: No
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: No
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: No
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: No

. : opinions : .
[ .287. ] what do you think about pop music: Some of it is good, the rest is horrible
[ .288. ] about boy bands: If they have talent, yay for them
[ .289. ] about burning flags: Um...
[ .291. ] about suicide: Not a good idea
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: Stupid
[ .293. ] about abortion: Pro-choice
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: I like some of it
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: No idea

: what did you do :
[ .297. ] last birthday: (yesterday): Had pizza
[ .298. ] yesterday: Lounged about
[ .299. ] last weekend: Went out
[ .300. ] christmas: Open presents!
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: Don't celebrate
[ .302. ] new year's eve: With family
[ .303. ] halloween: Nothing
[ .304. ] easter: Ate chocolate
[ .305. ] valentine's day: In Wolverhampton

: the last :
[ .306. ] thing you ate: Chips, sausage and onion baguette
[ .307. ] thing you drank: Lemonade
[ .308. ] thing you wore: Jeans and a t-shirt
[ .309. ] place you went: Home
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: Not pierced or tattooed
[ .311. ] person you saw: My sister
[ .312. ] person you kissed: Mother?
[ .313. ] person you fucked: No one
[ .314. ] person you talked to: My sister
[ .315. ] song you heard: I can't remember

.: now :
[ .316. ] what are you eating: Nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: Nothing
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: My Little Miss PJs
[ .319. ] any shoes on: No
[ .320. ] hair: In a pony tail
[ .321. ] listening to: The television
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: No
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: No, I'm bored

: yes or no :
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: No
[ .325. ] do you like cows: Yes?
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: Sometimes
[ .327. ] are you artistic: No
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: No
[ .329. ] are you a good student: Yes
[ .330. ] can you ski: No
[ .331. ] are you british: Yes
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: No
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: No
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: Yes... She wore a sock
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: No?
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': No?
[ .337. ] are you straight: Yes
[ .338. ] are you ?stupid, ?insane, and another ?physically handicapped: Stupid
[ .339. ] are you loud: Not really
[ .340. ] are you quiet: Often
[ .341. ] are you short: Yes
[ .342. ] are you tall: No
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: No
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: No
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: No
[ .346. ] are you evil: Yes! MUAHAHAHA
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: No
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: I hope not
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: No
[ .350. ] am i annoying you: A bit
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: Not really
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: Uh... of course
[ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: No

.: random questions :
[ .355. ] any last words: Ow!
[ .356. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: Go and see the parentals

speak?

Dear friend, (this survey is for interesting people) 08:53PM
// series one - you
-- Name: Charlotte
-- Birth date: March 01, 1989
-- Birthplace: Swansea, UK
-- Current Location: Swansea, UK
-- Eye Colour: Brown
-- Hair Colour: Auburn
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Pisces

// series two - describe
-- Your heritage: English and Welsh
-- The shoes you wore today: Small
-- Your hair: In a pony tail
-- Your eyes: The gateway to my soul
-- Your weakness?: Muahahahaha
-- Your fears: Death
-- Your perfect pizza: With mushrooms
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: Love

// series three - what is
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: I want to go back to sleep
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite (or same) sex: Eyes
-- Your best physical feature: Not sure
-- Your bedtime: Between ten and eleven o'clock
-- Your greatest accomplishment: Each day beating my record for how long I've been alive
-- Your most missed memory: Childhood

// series four - you prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: Coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
-- Single or group dates: Single
-- Adidas or Nike: Neither
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Boxers or briefs: Boxers

// series five - do you
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: Yes
-- Sing well: No
-- Take a shower everyday: Yes
-- Have a crush(es): Not really
-- Do you think you've been in love: No
-- Want to go to college: No
-- Like school: Yes
-- Want to get married: Maybe
-- Believe in yourself: Yes
-- Get motion sickness: Not really
-- Think you're attractive: Sometimes
-- Think you're a health freak: Uh... no
-- Get along with your parents: Yes
-- Like thunderstorms: They're okay
-- Play an instrument: No

// series six - in the past month, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: No
-- Smoke(d): No
-- Done a drug: No
-- Have Sex: No
-- Made Out: No
-- Gone on a date: No
-- Gone to the mall?: Yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Eaten sushi: No
-- Been on stage: No
-- Been dumped: No
-- Gone skating: No
-- Made homemade cookies: No
-- Been in love: No
-- Gone skinny dipping: No
-- Dyed your hair: No
-- Stolen anything: No

// series seven - have you ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: No
-- If so, was it mixed company: No
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: No
-- Been caught "doing something": No
-- Been called a tease: No
-- Gotten beaten up: No
-- Shoplifted: No
-- If so, did you get caught: --
-- Changed who you were to fit in: I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I'm not

// series eight - the future
-- Age you hope to be married: 27
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 3 (b g g) Charles, Phoebe and Eleanor
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: In the autumn
-- How do you want to die: Painlessly
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Possibly a teacher
-- What country would you most like to visit: Cambodia

// series nine - opposite (same) sex
-- Best eye color?: Green
-- Best hair color?: Brown
-- Short or long hair?: Short
-- Best height: Taller than me
-- Best weight: Skinny to medium
-- Best articles of clothing: Tops
-- Best first date location: Somewhere where we can talk
-- Best first kiss location: Anywhere special

// series ten - number of
-- Number of girls I have kissed in my life: 0
-- Number of girls you have made out with: 0
-- Number of girlfriends you've had: 0
-- Number of boys I have kissed: 0
-- Number of boyfriends you've had: 0
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: Um... Not sure
-- Number of CDs that I own: Haven't counted
-- Number of piercings: 1 in each ear. I haven't worn earrings for years
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: Once?
-- Number of scars on my body: 0
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: 0. No regrets

speak?

Dear friend, (it's time to experiment) 08:43PM
The time for quizzes! )

mood   hopeful

speak?

Dear friend, (where do we go?) 07:06PM
I stole this from Lisa (hellorockview) who stole it from Molly (anotherday) who stole it from Katy (flyinghigh) who stole it from Becca (livingadream_). Phew!

5 Things You're Wearing
1. navy jeans
2. black socks
3. a tye dyed t-shirt
4. hair elastic (x3)
5. a multi-coloured jumper

5 Things You Can See
1. Michelle's chat window
2. my left foot
3. my mobile telephone
4. "Be Not Nobody" by Vanessa Carlton
5. "Speak" by Laurie Halse Anderson

5 Things You Are Doing Right Now
1. listening to Coldplay's "A Rush of Blood to the Head"
2. talking to Michelle
3. filling this out
4. singing (badly) to "Politik"
5. resting my left foot on my pillow

5 Things You've Eaten In The Last 24 Hours
1. half a smartie's Easter egg
2. marmite flavoured crisps
3. a sausage and onion baguette
4. chips
5. um... can't think of a fifth

Things You've Done So Far Today
1. gave Louise her birthday present
2. confirmed arrangements with Michelle
3. spoken to my parents
4. watched a video on Egypt, Greece, Guatemala and Cambodia with my grandmother
5. put my hair up in a ponytail

Things You Can Hear Right Now
1. my sister typing next door
2. chris martin singing
3. my (horrible) singing
4. the television in the next room
5. my typing

5 Colors You Can See
1. pink
2. black
3. blue
4. lilac
5. white

4 Beverages You Drink Frequently
1. juice
2. lemonade
3. orange squash
4. cherry coke

4 TV Shows You Liked When You Were A Little Kid
1. Playdays
2. Rugrats
3. The Magic School Bus
4. Blue Peter

4 Places To Go In Your Area
1. cinema
2. parks
3. shops
4. schools

4 Things To Do When You're Bored
1. computer
2. vl
3. read
4. watch movies

4 Things/Persons That Never Fail To Cheer You Up
1. music
2. my family
3. my friends
4. sleeping... i couldn't think of a good fourth.

mood   uncool
music   coldplay - the scientist

2 spoke  speak?

Dear friend, (i'm uncool) 06:50PM
It was so much more fun than I ever could have imagined:


2 spoke  speak?

                                                                                                                                                                 April 20, 2003

Dear friend, (today i tried to be cool) 10:18PM
I fear I am looking forward to being classified as "uncool" by the whatiscool cool kids a little too much.

mood   creeky
music   the television

3 spoke  speak?

                                                                                                                                                                 April 19, 2003

Dear friend, (i think you should know) 10:35PM
Salut! ;)
My name is Charlotte although I am sometimes referred to as Char by people too lazy to type out the full nine letters.
I am a fourteen-year-old British girl hoping to survive the remaining years of school without going insane.
I am having hellorockview's babies as she set this whole caboodle.

mood   tired
music   coldplay - green eyes

9 spoke  speak?

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