i'm really confused at the moment.. I've just had the best 3 weeks of my life and right now i dont know how the fuck i feel. Like maybe those three weeks were a waste of time or maybe i'm finally content with my life. have you ever been in a relationship and wondered if it was a one way thing. i mean you give it your heart and soul and not knowing if they love you or if they're using you.. Yeh, well i dont feel like that.. Haha, i dont know, i dont know, i dont know..
Shit is NEVER easy!!
Im in love with a younger girl that has a boyfriend... How fucked am I?? i can't help who i love though.. She knows how i feel and all but this whole situation is just fucked!! It tares me apart when i'm not with her and when she's with her boyfriend. She spends more time with me than she does with him.. i seriously need my head screwed on properly right now.. I could just die.