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Friday, May 14th, 2004
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10:51p - Smells hurt sometimes
Its too late to call skye, so I'm gonna update my jounal instead. Today was brutal, all day, I don't know why but, The smell of skyes old house was in the air. I'm not sure what else to say but, I miss you skye.
Today was boring, first hour we didn't go swimming :( so we watched this dumb video about how to get out of tough situations. God it was dumb. Then I went to second hour. Where i got my much anticipated failed quiz back, a 56 or something. Alot better than suspected. I thought I got like a 37 or something. and its a D- so i passed at the bright side of it. ANd I had an A- so I'm gonna do ok. and I'll be able to bring it back up. then I went to science thats when skyes smell started. Carter was really crabby today, it annoyed me. Atleast he came off that way to me. It made me shut him out like the whole hour and just copied what was on the board. Then i went to math we had a substitute so *gasp* I slept the whole hour. it was really refreshing. it was also freezing in that class. His room is always cold. Hate it. gr. Then I went to lunch I was still ramotely tired so I was calm. The lunchline lady didn't complain today because i finally brought in a check. God she's dumb. Yells at us for being in the hole when she doesn't even tells us when we begin to fall in. I wanted to throw it in her face and be like, "hey look, I can get extra food now can't I?" it sounds better in my mind. Then on to computers. I hate prepairing for thosed god damned exams. I hopefully will pass this one. cause I really don't wanna take that class again. Now that I think of it, I might have to take the first semester over. I failed that exam, uh-oh. I'll have to check up on that one. Well we took notes the whole time. then on to english and we had the same sub as we did in math. this time he was being almost a complete push over the outgoing students were like, we don't have to do work and kept interupting him. Eventualy we had to do work. Then I went to art. We are doing the DUMBEST exam ever. god. we have to draw a tool in realism, surrealism, abstract, and cubist way. its so freaking dumb. I don't get why it has to be a damn tool. Why not an awesome picture of our choice but nope, so I did my surrealism first and made the tool a mirmaid. My tool is one of those paint rollers. So I turned into something I think is decent. and I like it. I was gonna do my realism next but I started off too small and have to start over on that, not too difficult. Considering I barely started on it. I suspected it to be too small so I asked him and he said it was. Oh well atleast me panda is going to be in the yearbook. :):):):):):). Then bus ride home. It was fun. I guess. Actually it was absolutly nothing out of the ordinary. So no it wasn't fun, i just needed something to say. I got home and watched alittle tv and listened to music. does anybody know who the song "Ashes to Ashes" is done by. It sounded cool. and I want to hear more of the band. i just need to find it out. Oh well it won't be too hard. Its on the Punisher cd so I canjust look there. Just like the song broken. I love that song, seether is a cool band by themself but with amy lee in there too. Just makes it a hell of alot better. I love Evanescence. I love them SO much. Favorite band. :). I love origin and fallen. pure masterpieces. Love them. www.falling-forever.com died on me :(. so now I went surfing for new fan sites and found othersites just not quite as cool. I found more pictures do draw. Oh theres this one where amys eyes are just as blue as blue gets. And its great. Some say I'm crazy, for my love, hmmHMMhmm my love. :) I love the song, the last day. It has just a great vibe to it. I've never heard something like it besides Garbage and The Cranberries. They have cool songs. I havn't heard alot of them i just really like their sound. its cool. I need to draw. I need to get done with this drawing notebook so I can move on to the hardcover one. I want the hardcover notebook so bad. Its so cool and it won't die on me. Like this one is. I still have like 22 pages left. And its taking me forever to fill them. I've been working on it since skye left and that means its been a really freaking long time to finish. here in the shadows I'm safe, I'm free. I love the sound of piano. I'm so happy i have those beethoven cds and that classical piano cds there great. I also am glad I have that Frank Sinatra cd.I love jazz. I want a Miles Davis cd but I havn't been to Sam Goody if forever so I can't get those cds. Besides next time I go I'm probobly gonna get either the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Used (maybe memories), Jet (get Born), or Cranberries. I'm not sure thouhg. I don't have much money. I want a job. I need a job. I want one at a cool place like the motherload, sam goody, or something. Or hey hey I wanna work at shopko or walmart! I want to stock things! i like to organize things just not things I own. Don't ask. Just something I do. Chealse (Kivas cousin) has the same problem. Yeah. Anyway. I need money. Yeah. I'm not sure what else to say. so uh... bubye!
current mood:  thoughtful
current music: Evanescence- The Last Day (4 comments |comment on this)
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