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Saturday, April 24th, 2004
1:44p - Long time no see
Ok, its been awhile, but oh well. I got Orgin! :) I'm so happy, I got it a long time ago but I'm still happy about it! :) and I dont' think I even got to type that in. So I say it now, I have it and I love it.

Last night was cool. It was my first time at the Exurben. I liked the place. Pretty close to how I imagined it. Cept it didn't have any tables, just pure coolness. The band that was playing was Cry on Que. I liked them. I liked the sound of the lead singer. The instramentles sounded very similar from one song to the next. But hey, it was still fun. Lots of fun. Well, I went home and after sam left I fell asleep on the couch and woke up and then went to bed. I woke up and I had to go get a haircut. *party* cept not. I don't like getting haircuts they don't look good until they grow to the point where it was when you first got one. I dont' like it, especially when someone says, you cut to short its not this its not that I want this from your hair you should look like this. BLAH! *hiss*. I don't like it either when people say, i don't like this you should do that. make it go away. Fill in the blanks. sorry I just had to go off there. Oh yeah one more thing, I don't like when people won't let things go when they know I'm sorry. I'm on the phone with a Apoorvaa. She is talking about sims. Its quite amusing. but Now I'm gonna go because I'm on the phone with Apoorvaa. Bye! I'm gonna do another journal entry with the survey A. Took now. Bye!


current mood: nervous
current music: Apoorvaa singing her song on the phone :)

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4:39p - Survey for fun!
What is your name?: Prince Nigle de Smiglesworth... Tommy
Are you named after anyone?: My deciest grandpa
What's your screename?: uh... I'm not sure, its been awhile since I've been on the computer
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Probobly not, if a friend did it I would feel honerd but I wouldn't do it.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Alexdra Beserly Stevens
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Sam(cept for me it would be Samuel instead of Samantha)
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: None except when I write too fast and then they call me Tammy...*party*
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: No, I like my last... Its french.
Basics
Your gender:: I'm not sure anymore I've been made fun of all my life and *sobs* I can't think which gentailia I have....kristi" No tommy, just no!"
Straight/Gay/Bi:: I think I'll just say "Wouldn't you like to know"
Single?: I dunno, Complicated situation, whatever she would like to call it I guess.
If not, do you want to be?: Not like I want to have one night stands. bitch! mmhmm
Birthdate:: January 3
Your age:: 15
Age you act:: I guess it depends who i am around adn what kind of mood I'm in. I'll be mature when it needs to be there and I'll be imature when i really am having fun.
Age you wish you were:: 15, its current and i jsut wanna go with the flow. Even though I wanna get out of High School
Your height:: I don't know my hight, I'm just gonna say medium. chelsea says "5'6""
Eye color:: my eye color switches from green to brown
Happy with it?: yeah
Hair color:: Brown
Happy with it?: sure.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty, woo right!
Your living arrangement:: funness
Your family:: 2 parents 1 brother
Have any pets?: 1 cats, 1 dog her time is coming...:'(
Whats your job?: being artsy and being all I can be to make my friends be happy.
Piercings?: none sniffles
Tattoos?: I wish
Obsessions?: Art, music.
Addictions?: music, art
Do you speak another language?:Nothing currently but I'm taking french next year :)
Have a favorite quote?: "live life like your gonna die tomorrow" everybody says that but i love it soooo soooo very much
Do you have a webpage?: yes, www.geocities.com/fantasy_images2003
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: I like to think I do. If i don't do tell.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes
Do you have any secrets?: Only the ones i like to hide
Do you hate yourself?: No
Do you like your handwriting?: I think its fine but nope its unexceptable to my friends standerds.
Do you have any bad habits?: Yeah, I probobly do, like my new current one that I started doing for fun but then I started doing it unintentionally. Snorting, like THE MASTER OF EVIL CHUCKLES THE SILLY PIGGY!
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Wow thats a really cool drawing. or something like that It makes me feel all touched. :) give me a hug!
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: I dunno, I'll probobly think of something later
What's your biggest fear?: I dunno.
Can you sing?: Only in the way no one hear me.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:never! EVER! I think thats the worst thing someone can do.
Are you a loner?: No, I like to talk but I like to space out too. So thats for you to decide really.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Becoming famouse for my art before i die.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Only if I have the same personality
Are you a daredevil?: Little
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: No
Are you passive or agressive?: I'm not totally sure what that means anymore
Do you have a journal?: what are you reading off of?
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: I dunno.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I dunno
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:In some ways yes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: to young to even consider that conclusion my dear
Do you think life has been good so far?: Yeah I do.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: you live you learn you get Loves or is it pampers
What do you like the most about your body?:my eyes
And least?: my giant, suculant, HUMONGOUSE big toe (hehe)
Do you think you are good looking?: Yeah in someways, but then the majority of the time little girls end up crushing on me. like 6 year olds... besides skye :)
Are you confident?: kinda
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Anything fun I guess
Are you perceived wrongly?: lots of people think I'm gay because I live life to the fullest. At least I think I do.
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: no
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Only sometimes.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
Take walks in the rain?: yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes
Drive?: no
Like to drive fast?: I probobly will end up being a lead foot because of all the racing games I've played
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: no really but I try to ignore my wonderfully fake sounding voice
Hurt yourself?: Hm... NEXT QUESTION EL CAPITANO!
Been out of the country?: no, DAMN IT!
Eaten something that made other people sick?: I ate an egg that was not white. But I learned later that it just meant it was healthier
Been in love?: puppy
Done drugs?: nope
Gone skinny dipping?: yes *grins*
Had a medical emergency?: Nothing seveare
Had surgery?: see up
Ran away from home?: I've snuck out but I came back
Played strip poker?: no :(
Gotten beaten up?: only playfully
Beaten someone up?: emotionally, yes. Unfortunatley
Been picked on?: of course
Been on stage?:not yet
Slept outdoors?: yep
Thought about suicide?: Not extremely
Pulled an all nighter?: yep.
If yes, what is your record?: 6 or 7.
Gone one day without food?: Never, I don't think thats a very good thing to do. At all no matter the reason.
Talked on the phone all night?: close
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: No, damn my erect penis.JK. I don't sleep with anyone
Slept all day?: no
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: Only in the fun loving way
Kissed the same sex?: nope
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: of course not
Had a dream that came true?: No
Broken the law?: no
Met a famous person?: no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: never
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: probably... It really depends on what it is, "If you won't tell anyone who I like I'll tell you" Those i probobly will tell cause they're dumb.
Stolen anything?: from the art room yes
Been on radio/tv?: yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: no :(
Had a nervous breakdown?: no
Bungee jumped?: no :(
Had a dream that kept coming back?: no
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: "yeah, there are so many, it's so egotistical of us to think we're alone in the universe". ~kristi
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: yes
Magic?: deffinately
God?: not the christian god
Satan?: not the christian idea of satan, but evil, yes
Santa?: no, he died when I found presents from santa 3 weeks before the big day
Ghosts?: yeah
Luck?: kinda
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: deffinately
Witches?: haha, yeah
Easter bunny?: sh don't tell anyone but i'm the easter bunny every year I pull a fluffly tale out of my ass and snap my finger and I become this big ol gangsta bunny. A hip a hop hippity hoppety
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No rainbows are illisions arn't they?
Do you wish on stars?: only in desprate times
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: yes because otherwise the world would live in anarchy
Where do you think we go when we die?: Another person or things body.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: "not that I know of, but I wouldn't have a problem with it"~Kristi
Who is your best friend?: I have lots
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Sam or Skye.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: live in the moment.
Your favourite inside joke?: ir ee ir, PENIS!
Thing you're picked on most about?: Being myself i guess
Who's your longest known friend?: Dani, eversince kindergarden baby!
Newest?: Danielle
Shyest?: My friends aren't shy
Funniest?: all
Sweetest?: all
Closest?: all
Weirdest?: all, I wouldn't have it any other way.
Smartest?: Apooh.
Ditziest?: SARAH!!
Friends you miss being close to the most?: none
Last person you talked to online?: no one
Who do you talk to most online?: i don't actually talk to ppl on line that much
Who are you on the phone with most?: I'm not sure anymore
Who do you trust most?: I trust them all, .
Who listens to your problems?: they all do
Who do you fight most with?: Dani probobly, we are just to much of the same person
Who's the nicest?: I dunno
Who's the most outgoing?: I dunno
Who's the best singer?: Too many musical people in our group
Who's on your shit-list?: People who don't like me for who I am
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: all the time give me some of that sweet sexual loving baby!
Who's your second family?: I don't know
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: sarah, kiva, and thats it.
Do you trust others easily?: yeah, I'm nieve!
Who's house were you last at?: Kristis I think
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: My own, oh wait my hands are busy...TYPING!
Do your friends know you?: I would hope so.
Friend that lives farthest away:: skye
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: No
What do you find romantic?: Anything that somebody worked hard for to give to another.
Turn-on?: Lots of stuff.
Turn-off?: Cocky moronic Unstable fruitless preps
First kiss?: What kinda got your french got your peck. May I take your order?
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: flattered. I guess really it depends on who it is.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: No, its more fun to explore
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: I think thats fine.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: I think everyone is beautiful! HUG ME!
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: yes, at least i think so.
What is best about the opposite sex?: EYES.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: when they won't let something go.
What's the last present someone gave you?: I dunno
Are you in love?: kinda
Do you consider your significant other hot?: I do
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: no one
You wanted to kill?: see up
That you laughed at?: Not sure
That laughed at you?: Kristi probbobly
That turned you on?: not even thinking about that one
You went shopping with?: Kristi and A. I guess
That broke your heart?: no one
To disappoint you?: no one
To ask you out?: no one
To make you cry?: no one
To brighten up your day?: my friends
That you thought about?: My friends
You saw a movie with?: Kristi and Apoorvaa
You talked to on the phone?: Apoorvaa
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Kristi
You saw?: Sam
You lost?: No one
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: yeah
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: A. and Nor
What are you wearing right now?: Blue jeans, Black longsleve shirt with my "People to weak to fallow there own dreams..." teeshirt over, my wrist band, yin yang necklace, socks, boxers, bracelet thingy.
Body part you're touching right now:: er ee er PENIS jk, i'm typing you idot
What are you worried about right now?: making someone mad
What book are you reading?: Da Vinci code. Wow Its taking me all to long to read that book. No comments please
What's on your mousepad?: a lighthouse it used to be Taz but we have a stupid lighthouse now :'(
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: I-don't-know-slash-care
Are you bored?: no
Are you tired?: no
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: only the stuff in my head like normal.

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