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:: Like A Flash Of Pain :: [10 Nov 2003|12:42am] My beautiful blurty has been abandoned. Sorry loves. I just haven't had much to say and I've been so busy. If you don't see new entries here, they are either here: http://www.blurty.com/users/evenstaricons/ or here: http://www.livejournal.com/users/blackeraser/ -smooch- ::I've tasted 2 tears in a crowded room. Cry For Me::

:: Brilliance :: [21 Oct 2003|03:37pm] This is the price you pay for loss of control. ::Cry For Me::

:: Quizzes. :: [21 Oct 2003|09:53am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Good Enough - Sarah McLachlan ] Forgive me for these but I really wanted to fill all these out. Your Heart is Grey What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla You're goin' down! FOR HACKING INTO COMPUTERS! Please rate if you liked! If you're a goth please visit groups.msn.com/gothicteensoftheworld and join up cause it rules! What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes) brought to you by Quizilla Well done! You are a normal, healthy teenager. Wreck your body now with drugs, alcohol and fags, and worry about the effects later. Afterall, you're only a teenager once. Good work - keep it up! What Kinda Teenager Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Water Spirit: Content and peaceful, you own the ocean and never tire of its beauty. You are beautiful and wise, and have a soft spot for helping people. What will you be reincarnated as? brought to you by Quizilla ::Cry For Me::

:: Quizzes :: [20 Oct 2003|12:17pm] Ghostly / Paranormal films are the type of movie that you mostly enjoy. Some movies that might interest you include Poltergeist, The Haunting, House on Haunted Hill, Mirror Mirror, The Ring, Beyond the Door, 13 Ghosts, The Exorcist, Ghostbusters, Darkness Falls, The Ninth Gate, The Mothman Prophecies and What Lies Beneath. You may also enjoy these series; Angel, Chiller, Randall and Hopkirk (Deceased), Tales of the Unexpected, Twisted Tales, Steven Spielberg's Amazing Stories, The Outer Limits and the Twilight Zone. Horror Movie Fans brought to you by Quizilla SELENE: You are selene! Beautiful, vivacious, fierce and seductive, Selene vowed she would destroy Lycans after her family was murdered by the werewolves. So ruthless is she that selene is a member of the Death Dealers. This elite Vampire warrior class's mission is to make the Lycans extinct. This 127-year-old "aggressive hunter of the underworld" combines a mastery of ancient weaponry with modern pleasures, such as driving Jaguars and using computers. However, Selene's ambitions are suppressed by Kraven. She longs for Viktor's reawakening so that he becomes the Vampire's regent once again. Ever wish you could be a vampire? href="http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=Archangel">Then Click Here to become a Vampire! Which UNDERWORLD character are you? brought to you by Quizilla ::Cry For Me::

:: Breathe :: [18 Oct 2003|05:57pm] "Does it bother you that what you found here is not what you expected? ::Cry For Me::

:: Marriage And Thin Blankets :: [18 Oct 2003|02:27am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | blah ] Ooh. Barracuda. Song stuck in my head. Lonely bed now that N. left. And I'm sitting here wishing we would just get married so we can cuddle with eachother every single night for the rest of our lives. Mm. Sappy ass here is going to crawl into her cold covers now. P.S. For some reason, lately I cannot wait until Christmas. Must be the whole trip to Rome thing. Heh. ::Cry For Me::

:: When Ophelia Reappears :: [16 Oct 2003|10:59pm] [ mood | crying ] [ music | Outside - Staind ] Darling Ophelia. Dance your mad dance, my love. Darling Ophelia. Lament. Lament. My love. ::I've tasted 2 tears in a crowded room. Cry For Me::

:: Dancing Through The Bleeding Sheets :: [14 Oct 2003|03:25pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | sounds of a lifetime movie ] N. stayed over last night. I can't begin to tell you how comforting it is to wake up and feel his warm arms wrapped around me so tight. I long for that feeling right now. Well, today is day one of training. I am starting to dance again. And I am going to work my ass off. I am preparing to audition for the Wade Robson Project Season 2 and to be quite honest... I have the feeling that this could be something ... huge. I'll keep you updated on my progress. ::Cry For Me::

:: Again, Again, Again :: [13 Oct 2003|09:47pm] [ mood | thinking ] [ music | Epiphany - Staind ] So now the waves have all subsided and I am left here bleeding. I cannot rid of this fear so please forgive me. ::Cry For Me::

:: Walk Upon The Thin Wire :: [13 Oct 2003|02:07pm] [ mood | melancholic ] [ music | Do What You Have To Do - Sarah McLachlan ] ... But I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go. ::Cry For Me::

:: Which Lestat Are You? :: [11 Oct 2003|04:39pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | thoughtful ] Which Lestat are you? brought to you by Quizilla Hm. Comforting. :: rolls her eyes :: ::Cry For Me::

:: Hey You! Alphabet Quiz Time! :: [10 Oct 2003|02:36pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | nothing ] A - Age 17 years old. B - Boyfriend/Girlfriend N. C - Chore you hate Sweeping. D - Dad's name S. E - Essential make up item Chapstick. F - Favorite actor Anthony Hopkins G - Gold or silver Silver H - Hometown Here where I am. I - Instruments you play Piano, Guitar, Voice J - Job title Sales Representative, Independent Writer K - Kids None. L - Living arrangements Mother. M - Mom's name C. N - Night or day Night. O - Oranges or apples Apples. P - Phobia Heights and Spiders. Q - Quote you like "He who laughs last, is usually the one who has the least sense of humor. " - my mother R - Religion Atheist. S - Siblings Two. C. and C. T - Time you wake up Around 9. U - Unique habit Morphing pictures. V - Vegetable you refuse to eat Cooked carrots. Peas. W - Worst habit Biting my nails. X - X-rays you've had I get regular X-rays of my female organs because they have to make sure I don't have ovarian cancer. Y - Your best friend Hmmm. Z - Zodiac Sign Aries. ::Cry For Me::

:: Hold On :: [09 Oct 2003|10:33pm] [ mood | peaceful ] [ music | Hold On - Sarah McLachlan ] Hold on. Hold on to yourself. For this is gonna hurt like hell. Hold on. Hold on to yourself. You know that only time can tell. What is it in me that refuses to believe? This isn't easier than the real thing. My love, you know that you're my best friend. You know that I'd do anything for you. And my love, let nothing come between us. My love for you is strong and true. Am I in heaven here or am I ... at the crossroads I am standing. So now you're sleeping peaceful. I lie awake and pray that you'll be strong tomorrow. And will see another day and we will praise it and love the light that brings a smile across your face. Oh God if you're out there won't you hear me? I know we've never talked before and oh God the man I love is leaving. Won't you take him when he comes to your door? Am I in heaven here or am I in hell? At the crossroads I am standing. So now you're sleeping peaceful. I lie awake and pray that you'll be strong tomorrow and we will see another day. And we will praise it and love the light that brings a smile across your face. Hold on. Hold on to yourself for this is gonna hurt like hell. Sarah McLachlan ::Cry For Me::

:: So Afraid To Love You :: [09 Oct 2003|10:16pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | I Will Remember You - Sarah McLachlan ] Every line I write is about who I don't want to write about anymore. ::Cry For Me::

:: Halloween Greetings :: [09 Oct 2003|10:55am] [ mood | creative ] [ music | sounds of ally mcbeal on tv ] Today I am sending electronic greeting cards to those whom I love and adore for Halloween. Mwahaha. I'm having so much fun it feels sinful. :: giggles wildly :: ::Cry For Me::

[07 Oct 2003|09:12pm] (*GASP*) ACTUAL JOURNAL: Congratulations! Your LJ is written by you, FOR you. You think it's all fine and dandy to share your thoughts with your friends, but you don't put on any kind of show or glory parade just because your friends read it. You're one awesome banana. What's the purpose behind your LiveJournal? (with pictures!) brought to you by Quizilla Should have went into my livejournal but I'm being stubborn. ::Cry For Me::

:: Crazy :: [06 Oct 2003|12:48pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Crazy - Seal ] In a church,by the face, He talks about the people going under. Only child know... A man decides after seventy years That what he goes there for, is to unlock the door While those around him criticize and sleep... And through a fractal on a breaking wall I see you my friend, and touch your face again Miracles will happen as we trip. But we're never gonna survive, unless... We get a little crazy No we're never gonna survive, unless... We are a little... Cray...cray...cray... ...Crazy yellow people walking through my head. One of them's got a gun, to shoot the other one. And yet together they were friends at school Ohh, get it, get it, get it, get it no no! If all were there when we first took the pill, Then maybe, then maybe, then maybe, then maybe... Miracles will happen as we speak. But we're never gonna survive unless... We get a little crazy. No we're never gonna survive unless... We are a little... Crazy... No no, never survive, unless we get a little... bit... Oh, a little bit... Oh, a little bit... Oh... Oh... Amanda decides to go along after seventeen years... Oh darlin... In a sky full of people, only some want to fly Isn't that crazy? In a world full of people, only some want to fly Isn't that crazy? Crazy... In a heaven of people there's only some want to fly Ain't that crazy? Oh babe... Oh darlin... In a world full of people there's only some want to fly Isn't that crazy? Isn't that crazy... Isn't that crazy... Isn't that crazy... Ohh... But we're never gonna survive unless, we get a little crazy.. crazy.. No we're never gonna to survive unless we are a little... crazy.. But we're never gonna survive unless, we get a little crazy.. crazy.. No we're never gonna to survive unless, we are a little.. crazy.. No no, never survive unless, we get a little bit... And then you see things The size Of which you've never known before They'll break it Someday... Only child know.... Them things The size Of which you've never known before Someday, Someway... Someday, Someway... Someday, Someway... Someday, Someway... Seal ::Cry For Me::

:: Mmm. Barracuda :: [05 Oct 2003|04:44pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | So Far Away - Staind ] Bondage Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla congratulations. you are the "you smell like butt" bunny. your brutally honest and always say whats on your mind. which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla ::Cry For Me::

:: Tasty Aren't We? :: [04 Oct 2003|11:47am] [ mood | crying ] [ music | my fan ] I can hear myself singing that song. Over and over and over until it belongs to me. ::Cry For Me::

:: Everyday You Wish It Away :: [03 Oct 2003|01:31pm] [ mood | melancholic ] [ music | Silence ] Dreamt of demons and horrible things all night last night. Things have been strange now that I am completely alone. Things are just starting over again and for some reason, I feel like L. is just one step behind me. Waiting for the moment in the chase when I trip or lose ground so that he can catch me and use it against me later. you're such a broken down man. always here. always there. always whining behind glass doors thinking no one can see through to you. ::Cry For Me::

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