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love me two times [05 Jan 2004|12:06pm]
[ music | counting crows- mr jones ]

these past few days have been very relaxing and fun. i've spent a lot of time with adam... one day with ryan just hanging out. i talked to mandi last night online. davey and i have been talking on the phone a lot lately. god, i love him. seriously he's amazing... :) last night i told him he's going to love me two times, lol. school started back up today. ashley fish and i had a nice talk at lunch. in a weird way i can relate to her. i didn't come right out at say it, but i can. i'm craving a cigg, but i'll have to wait until after school. today i didn't dress up i was going to wear pinstripes... a fury sweater and a black shirt with boots... but i decided on green pants, clogs, and a powers hoodie... school spirit, lmao. i'm very comfy. oh and i wore my scarf. sporting my scarf all the way :) alright now i'm rambling... so have a good one people

when you are in love with life, nothing is too hard

[01 Jan 2004|01:40am]
aaah happy new yearrr...!!! rawr! adam's comming to get me with mike on friday. i don't know what ashes and i plan to do tomorrow. sleep. maybe see a movie with my aunt mimi. tonight was peaceful. i drank a whole lot. clay and charles came to ashes place... they smoked weed and i drank. well huge didn't but yeah. good night.
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[29 Dec 2003|07:27pm]
the holidays have been fun. very busy and very fun. i've been with ashley for a few days now. right now we are at clays. i'm talking online to davey. clay and huge are setting up something with ashley... i don't know. i want a cigg... today i've only had one. oh well. i have a cold and that blows, but it will go away soon. peace.
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merry christmas [25 Dec 2003|11:33pm]
[ music | melanie- brand new key ]

merry christmas!

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hmm [15 Dec 2003|11:48pm]
[ music | noraj jones- come away with me ]

anybody have a livejournal on here?

i miss davey.

life is awesome.

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[26 Nov 2003|11:17am]
lots has happened. sorry for th lack of updates. i have a caleida now.
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new thing to live by [17 Nov 2003|12:13am]
[ music | bright eyes-saturday as usual ]

hippy love

im gonnat try to live by it... we all have a different definition for this... i know what mine means...

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h. society [15 Nov 2003|11:53pm]
[ music | misfits- die die, my darling ]

wooo tomorrow i'm going to the H. society with ashes... she's gonna buy a doggie tomorrow from this lady i guess. i'm excited her and i get to spend quality time together. woo!

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[15 Nov 2003|10:00pm]
[ music | mazzy star- fade into you ]

tonight was fun fun fun... went out with mel and whitney. we went to the mall. tried on buches of sweaters... mel is beautiful wow without words explained... golly gee... i got some lace shoelaces... some braclets... this big hugee carbear... except an animal of a carebear... and a weezer pin. saw trent tonight... trent bowls... at american eagle. anywhoo i loveee my hair its sooo pretty. i need a cigg... gonna make a few phone calls... confused... hmm

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i misssss youuuu [15 Nov 2003|02:17pm]
[ music | phish- my sweet one ]

nooo idea what my plans are for today... today's so weird... i'm use to always being on the go... always going somewhere... hmm... i wanna go see a show, but yeah... anywhoo i'm talking to davey. gonna go have a cigg and call him later?

this is the thing... like i'm sooo glad i'm not talking to randy much anymore, but i miss him like crazy. oh well though. i don't need him in my life really... he makes me sad half of the time. i try.

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kairos [15 Nov 2003|11:25am]
[ music | beck-deadweight ]

last night was AWESOME without words explained... the kairos thingy... WOW! it was cute when melissa got up there she was like "open open"... :) and it was nice to give and receive hugs from many of the girls. kairos is like an open book... anywhoo's last night made my weekend... melissa invited me to a little party/get together for her birthday... that's today i'm not sure what time. if i don't go to that... then i'm going to make some other kind of plans for tonight... or go to my gmas with tony and my dad... who knows.

when you are in love with life, nothing is too hard

MMM ramen noodles [14 Nov 2003|04:32pm]
[ music | incubus- i miss you ]

talked to ashley on the phone... she said to call her back at 4:30 so i'm going to. had a few ciggs... craving another i just ate ramen noodles... so gonna go have one and call her back. peace! i feel soooo bad... i never turned meghan's kairos letter in. so tonight when i see her she's getting my letter.

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[14 Nov 2003|11:43am]
[ music | none ]

after a few days ago with rian my energy's been up... i've been all giddy... i don't know what's going on between him and i though... anywhoo yesterday after school i went home with erin... we just hung out and smoked and talked... went to the martial arts place... where her dad works... i learned some kicks. i want my hips to become more flexible... i can kick... just not as well as she can. when i got home it was like 9 ish... and i hadn't been home since like 8 in the morning... so i made some ramen noodles and then went to bed. that was yesterday. nothing to thrilling, but it was fun. my mom and i need to discuss me taking tae kwon doe classes... i'm not sure how you spell that...?

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great day... [13 Nov 2003|12:11pm]
[ music | none ]

today i'm back in school... like my body doesn't feel good, but i wanna feel better. so i'm making today a good day by being hyper and silly. i've been saying hi to everybody and i talked to ms. murphy... she always cheers me up and makes me think about who i really am. someone drew me a pretty flower in my sketchbook/journal ... i think it was annie... she's a doll. today instead of spiking my hair it's flipped... i like it a lot.

last night i was feeling better... a little anyways. so ryan came over good times good times lol... :) makeout session and mandi came over also and we ate chinese food... did some errands and such yesterday.

it's good to be back in school seeing some of the people i love the most.

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fast as you can [12 Nov 2003|11:11am]
[ music | fiona apple-fast as you can ]

my minds wandering... i'm feeling a little better... not much... i ate... gonna go call my mom. i need a new guy in my life... i'll find one... hmm... i know i will... gonna call mandi right now...

i wish fiona apple were here... she's sooo hott!

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sleepy [12 Nov 2003|10:39am]
[ music | smashing pumpkins--- beautiful ]

i stayed home from school today... on the inside i feel great like i wanna run around... but my body's telling me i need sleep... to rest... relax... take meds... and yayda yayda yaah...

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the weekend [10 Nov 2003|12:20pm]
friday=
went to school. it was fun... short day... smoked a lot. did laundry with erin... met her dad... he's so damn funny. he's a martial arts teacher... he's got the highest ranking in america. spent the night at erin's boyfriend courtney's house... why would anyone name there kid courtney anyways? poor thing... nahh he's nice and i never thought about it before why someone would name there kid that... hmm... so lots of crazy stuff went on at his house... anywhoo... he's getting a new job so we went with him to talk to his friend... smoked a bunch more... and more... we ate some food... watched stuff... te he he and we drank. i was not drunk, but tipsy. i had 3 mikes hard lemonades, some pure absolute shot (1), and the a shot mixed in with OJ... i was spinney and feeling pretty good. erin said i was hyper and i member saying silly stuff... slept pretty good... watched showgirls.

saturday=
woke up and came home. showered. cleaned. got in a argueement or something with mandi... i said some things i shouldn't have said... i felt bad and i hope we stop argueeing... stayed the night at my aunt vanessa and uncle ralphs house. my mom made me a wholemade blankie... it's blue and navy and purple... and sooo prettttyy... lol she told me she hated me before i left, but yeah whatever. i know she doesn't... i'm gonna stop bitching about stuff to mandi from now on though... or try not to as much... talked to ashley ward on the phone today.

sunday=
mandi and i made up... so glad :) i'm gonna work harder on r friendship. talked to ashley ward on the phone today... wooo stayed up late.... called randy back... fun relaxing day.

peace the bell rang.... i didn't go into detail to much,but yeah
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peace [07 Nov 2003|11:20am]
today i'm "spending the night at erins"... i found out we are really going to stay at her boyfriends friend jimmys house. he is so damn cute. like whoa. today's a half day again waaaa exciting!!!nah not really. choir was fun everybody talking and getting along... a big group of girls... talking about kairos and such things. so after school erin and i are doing laundry at her house... i cannot wait to go smoke a cigg... i'm craving one really badly right now. it's tough i tell ya tough... this weekend there's a big get together on saturday... with meg, aidan, manda, kit kat, and everybody else... i don't know if my mom's gonna let me go. i hope so though... :) i'll probably only be able to do one thing. that's all for now. peace love and no war.
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this is more fun than shaving a moneky bald [05 Nov 2003|11:35pm]
[ music | ani difranco- untouchable face ]

This is more fun than shaving a monkey bald


What is your random Beck saying?
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when you are in love with life, nothing is too hard

weeeezerrrrr is what i crave [05 Nov 2003|11:26pm]
[ music | my mom's clay aiken cd ]

bluealbum
You're the Blue Album!
You are original and can't be beat. A lot of people
like you because you are fun but have your
serious moments. You are deep and personal.
You're also full of surprises and have a
colorful personality.


What Weezer album are you?
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SAY IT AIN'T So is for you

"Say it ain't so, your drug is a heart
breaker.
Say it ain't so, my love is a life taker."


What Weezer Blue Album song is for you?
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