| Friday, May 30th, 2008 |
| 11:39 am |
WOW wow so much has happened since I last updated but I suppose thats minute now. let's see War class is awesome deabe also even more awesome. Summer is coming and I know have a job as an aquatics dicrector for the YMCA. Who the hell can argue with $25,000 a year I know I can't WOOOT. I'm estacic right now. Current Mood: ecstatic |
| Saturday, March 15th, 2008 |
| 10:44 pm |
Debate So we're at tournament right now but at the moment the team is chilling out at our hotel. Everything went pretty well today Erika and I won at least one round. Kind of tired and Maggie and Justin are definately part of future alcoholics of america. Food has been better than usual I don't feet like such shit sonce not eating my organic food diet. TOmorrow we leave and go back home but at least it isn't a none hour drive as last weekend. |
| Thursday, February 28th, 2008 |
| 3:47 pm |
Wow it's been awhile hasn't. Quite right. So let's see still in runningstart yet i just finished my senior project. Vaughn and his girlfriend I realized aren't idiots but are below me. I'm in debate now which has been great. Moving to a different place. And I'm going to an anime convention the Sakura con.
Current Music: the sound of Sir and Justin argueing |
| Sunday, November 25th, 2007 |
| 10:22 pm |
Vaughn So I never described Vaughn. Well Vaughn is a hippie not just a hippie but a hippie that has dated Olivia. He's attractive, funny and highly intelligent. We have some great times in chemisrty. His girlfriend lives in Pennsylvania and is coming down here in a week or two. His dad's a chmist and I can't believe how crazy I am for him and yet he may never know, |
| 10:13 pm |
So what's been going on lately. Actually I've been very pleased with myself of late. I managed to straighten out my life my eighteenth birthday is coming up and I'm going to live to see it. I was recently accepted to Evergreen so this time next year I'll be in Olympia. Classes are going fantastic french is fine and boring and chemistry is outstanding. I've never had so much fun in a class. Vaughn and I really goof off the entire class period and pass with flying colors. We've balanced bottles on betteries and are in progress with writing a comic book of Commander Bunbun. He's an absolutely amazing person funny, and intelligent. So it look's like we'll be going to Evergreen together. It's incredible that I'll be graduating highschool with my Associates degree. I'm overwhelmed with how well eerything is for my recent future. Now what else is happening. Well March I'll be going to the Sakuracon dressing as Lust from Full metal alchemist and Lulu from Final Fantasy X. Warren's coming down from Salem for my birthday and for the anti white supremasists rally.I'm going to miss everyone here in Longview when I leave, but I make friends pretty easily so I won't off badly jusgt differrently. New experiences are soon to come
Later beautifuls |
| Friday, November 2nd, 2007 |
| 6:59 pm |
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| Monday, October 15th, 2007 |
| 5:50 pm |
Evergreen all the way So it's been decided that I shall be attending Evergreen College in Olympia next fall. it looks like Vaughn and I are going to be sharing a house. It'll rock. Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: Mindless Self Indulgence |
| Sunday, August 5th, 2007 |
| 10:26 pm |
Camping Toutle, Brandon, Mollie, Nichh and I went camping awhile ago. Toutle brought his friends Brean, is girlfriend Katie, Robbie and Josea. It was fun Nick and Mollie left thhe first day and then teh next night Katie was platered so Robbie and I began to throw marshmallows and she called them huge white flying bugs. it was funny and yet Brandon was as anti social as ever and he kept walking off |
| Tuesday, July 24th, 2007 |
| 1:33 am |
Love I have been thinking lately and I discvovered that I truly love Brandon. I may not be in love that I am not sure of but he is very dear to me. To help mend out realationship I've been setting much of my energy aside to give to him he is so very important to me now in my life. And has helped me through so much. |
| Tuesday, June 26th, 2007 |
| 11:27 am |
well I'm here at LCC waiting for Christian to show up and he asn't I told him I'd be here around 11 and its now 11:30. I hope he has an excuse for this. Last night we talked on the phhone even though he said he would never talk on the phone with me. So I wouldn't get in trouble I told them that my cat ws outside and luckely I didn't close Crystals window so it worked so well. Brandon needs to have more of a backbone he can't even not tell my mother somethhing when she asks. He is suck an asshole usually. I don't like it when my mother hhas a good relationship with my boyfriends due to it leading to crap like this. He's such an ass that I really don't want to be with right now. This really irritates me so i'm not going to see Christian until Thursday when he brings his little sister with him to play with the kids. Though I'm glad that I'm way from everbody at home I like having alone time which I never get at home. Brandon as to be right there all the go damn time and its irritating as hell. Why can't peoplle leave me alone. This is ridiculus he still hasn't shown up Current Mood: irritatedCurrent Music: FLCL sountrack |
| Sunday, May 6th, 2007 |
| 11:16 pm |
Well tonight i hung out with Janie, Maggie, and Janies boyfriend thing Logan. Brandon is very antisocial and I'm not. Iasked him if we were to get our own place what would he do when I had peoplle over. Well we'll probably not be together then anyway. He's great but not what I'm looking for. I need someone more adventurous and social. One who likes to travel and do more everything. But it is nice for now and I do love him but I'm not in love with him. I feel really bad for that. I really don't want to hurt him and sometimes I can see ourselves together but not realistically Current Mood: thoughtful |
| Monday, April 30th, 2007 |
| 3:56 pm |
Robbie Todays my sister Robbies birthday shes now 28 years old. For years I have thought my sister as a bitch that wanted to send me to Mexico. But recently I found out that she used her scholarship to help with my adoption. I forget how much she ment to me when I was much younger. Current Mood: thankfulCurrent Music: maria humming |
| Sunday, April 15th, 2007 |
| 10:38 pm |
Hmm Brandon drove me to my doctor's appointment today and asked me out. It was kindof cute I was about to get out and he asked me to stay in the car to ask me something. I closed the door ans started to look at him and then he became really uncomfortable and asked me to stop looking at him and then he turned really red. I knew he was going to ask me out and I was tempted to just say yes, give him a kiss and then get out but I let him continue. We sat in the car for 5 minutes until he was ablle to ask me. It came out "Well sometime do you........do you want to .........you know. I've never been good at this and well do you want to go out. Just to see what he would do I said maybe and got out of the car. I had to really try not to laugh, it reminded me of a little boy Current Mood: amused |
| 10:30 pm |
I just finished typing my essay for class tomorrow on intelligence, I chose to show how ridiculus IQ testing really is. It hink it turned out well Current Mood: sleepy |
| Friday, March 30th, 2007 |
| 9:40 pm |
Unbelievable I just read through all my jouranl entries and I can't believe the crap I allowed myself to be in. That and how much my life has improved since Chris is gone. Everybody including me has seen a huge change. I'm acctually happy and I haven't been happy in a long time. Current Mood: happy |
| 9:15 pm |
Been awhile First day of spring break wow it's been a long year. Well, I guess I really don't have a spring break though, I have to go to LCC for 3-4 hours a day but I'll be graduating on time which was so far away just a year ago. I actually have an idea of where I'll be going after graduation. I'll probably get my BA at LCC and then go to Seattle to finish. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: Grandfather clock ticking |
| Saturday, January 6th, 2007 |
| 7:13 pm |
Well it's been some time now |
| Wednesday, November 1st, 2006 |
| 7:31 pm |
Why do I even try to find someone for me? Well aparantly Brandon doesn't know why we're together. Isn't that bull shit. Now that we've been together for over 2 months now Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: White Zombie |
| Wednesday, September 6th, 2006 |
| 4:29 pm |
Mollie's b-day Today's Mollie's birthday and i'm still aving to come up with something to do for her...something will come up Current Mood: anxious |
| 4:26 pm |
School Today was the first day of school, all it did was make me realize even more of how much ignorant people agravate me beyond anything else. |