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[17 Aug 2003|11:28am] |
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i drove to to cate's house today and we made chocolate chip cookies and stopped at charlies house to drop them off... it was fun. charlie has a weakness for chocolate and its funny to see him eaty them all in like a second. i found out when we were dating that he loved chocolate. i was his last girlfriend...lol see charlie turned out to be gay so it was actually kinda nice because it opened up more understading for us all. hes so awsome i haven't seen him in a really long time tho b/c he was visiting his relatives in france. he moved here in 6th grade because his dad got a new job in america. im also really pissed off b/c i model for delias but im not too sure if i should keep it up cause its so much work and its annoying.
i also cant wait for this year ill be a junior and i get to do crew and field hockey again! u know were gonna have fuyn!
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| me n' jack |
[17 Aug 2003|01:43pm] |
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jack came over to discuss our breakup and i wanted it to go ok. i wish everything could go back to what it was before. fuck i messed up so much..jack means so much to me, hes my best guy friend and also my now ex boyfriend.....it was so bad we went up to my room to have some quiet to talk and i ended up keeping back all my tears and it ended up like a game of tug of war. its like i was begging to have him come back. i feel so helpless stupid and like weak. i'm sitting here with my cell phone in one hand waiting for someone to call me, and in the other i have a tissue because i'm like a living waterfall....ikfjkln.asfckl
<3 chels
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