Ahhhhgh...just returned from a drive with a dearly beloved...We spoke about the goings-on in our individual lives...how I wished I stayed but leaving was inevitable...he knows why and I fathom the pain it must have caused him...Poor KJ...Yet, things are looking up. At least I have his blessings. That matters loads. I used to think it was all my fault & with the recent encounter gone awry; something tells me it was never meant to be. Whether he was out to con me from the beginning, be it he was in league with my arch enemy Ange, this I'd never know. Bygones! For I know I don't have to go attempt to 'right' anything when to him moving on is something done in a jiffy (says such a great deal about how much it all meant to him)...So there's no need to shed no tears, no man, I won't die...those whom I hold dear, never left me. I'm at peace again. Rest and slumber is inviting, gotta stock up on rest, come 29th, I go into "battle" , I'd triumph on this sole journey, just maybe I have the cad to thank for one thing : Making me realize the true strength I possess coz of self-love.
Outta here =)