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Hey Lovey...
My little baby. I love you so much sweetheart! I'm excited that you got a journal. I'm sorry I didn't make it very good. I just don't know how, but I liked the Helena background. You are sitting right next to me, my sweetheart! And I suppose that you are a little drunk. It seems that way at least. lol. You don't realize how much I love you babe. I want to cry all the time because I worry and I love you so much. But I am confident that we will be together forever. I put a ring on your finger, didn't I? I can't eait until the next possible special occasion so I can get you an even more beautiful ring! I swear I will never hurt you. We are so close. Frankie baby, I know that I was put on this earth by god because he wanted to give me to you. You truly are an angel from heaven. And you look extremely heavenly in those gorgeous girl-pants!!! Oh baby, we have so much fun. And being silly. And jokes. And stupid arguements! You tattle-tale, you! But I wouldn't even trade our fights for anything. Every moment I have with you is so special. And I plan on making moments for the rest of my life. I am excited for school, but I just worry because I'm jealous and there are alot of girls there! And I can't help it, but I worry about things that went on in the past. I do NOT hold them against you. The past is the past, all we have now is all our tomorrows. But I can't help but worry. At least I care, and I'm cautious. Better safe worrying, than sorry not-worrying. lol. But I am confident that everything will be fine. We will be together everyday after school. In school. On weekends. Thanksgiving break, x-mas break, spring break! We will ahve so much fun! I want to go to prom with you, and get a limo, and take tons of pictures. And homecoming, and sweethearts, and sadie's!!! All the dances. I hope you do so well in school. I will totally support you in any activity you choose to take part in. I'll be your biggest fan and cheerleader. You are the one thing that matters. I'll be able to drive soon...I'm almost 16!!! I've grown so much since we've been together. I think I'm a better person because of you. You have molded me in who I am today baby! When I drive we will go everywhere and have so much fun! I'll take you to and from school and work, and we'll drive around everyday. I'll be so excited. It will be so good for us. And I'll have a nice car, and my license plate is going to say BIELIK, and you can drive my car and look hott! You are so sexy driving. 24/7! I want you right now as we speak! But don't think thats what matters to me, because it's not. What matters to me is you, and your heart. You should know Frank, I'm obsessed with you. There could be no other feeling closer to heaven, than being in your arms.You are my heaven. My purpose of life. You are all that compels me to try and be successful. If I didn't have you to work hard for, I'd be so lost. I am going to marry you baby. We are engaged! If you could only know one thing...it should be that I'm not leaving- not now, not ever! You have my soul angel. You are my perfect fiance. My soulmate. I love you so much. I will be so faithful, loyal, and loving to you. It's been about 10 days since our one-year anniversary, I want more than anything to make this year so much better than the last. I know we can do it baby. And then the year after that we are getting married...and having babies...and starting our life together. I can't wait angel. Well...I want to spend time with you before we go to sleep! So baby, I'm going to go; I'm yours for eternity(just like your bracelet says)...
love/always-your fiance,
Lucy Georgina Bielik
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