Ashley's

12:22pm: Ill be here and ill wait for you because you are worth it...
LALALALALALA~ LAnd
Im so bored * Iknow im always bored*
HEHEHE
anyway I hope you all have a great day and ill talk to u later ....
Ashley

Evelyn * Joyce*Hope* Betty*
My angels

2:40pm: LALALALA ~ LAnd
Im so bored there isnt anything to do today so im sitting here writing this stupid ass entry that nobosy will read anyway so what the hell.....OH *HAppy Birthday JV*
well i guess ill scat ttyl
Ashley lauren

10:08am: Shining Star
Well its very lonely around here now that Evelyn with her heavenly farther ...
Theres noone to run to about my problems and crap..
Damn i miss her to much already and she only been gone 5 days .. but now she is in the ground beside ED
and i think she happy atlest i hope she is .....She loved ED dearly ... She was weak it was her time i have to remember that... But i will dearly miss her ...
Ashley lauren

10:21pm: evelyn s barton
Evelyn Smith Barton
You will be missed I love you very much and i will miss you dearly

May-17-1922 til Jan-10-2004

9:17am: 100 days will make me older !!!!
Well im sitting here bored as a idk what..
Today at 3:30 i have to go to my cousin funeral and other stuff.
MAn i dread Intermission .. its gonna be freezing ......
well i guess ill ttyl I thought i would check in with ya and tell you im still here

* LOVE YA Mindy.Heather.Mike , Becca, J.R,

12:17pm: wow like totally freak me out im right on Ashleys Still# 1
Well im over here @ beccas and she calling me a chicken because i didnt bring my cds oh well they are everywhere in the basement im very unorganized *lol* but anywho
Im very very bored to death ..so i came over to beccas house ..she cleaning and im on her computer lol..
anyway im gonna scat so talk to you when i talk to ya ..
tata Ashley lauren


* In loving Memory of Joyce powell~ Hope loflin Jefferiess~ Betty Wiggins Mackay *

2:32pm: How Am i doing!! will sometime its hard to tell....
People ask mehow i am doing ,I say fine when i just wanna spill my freaking guts out.....
I mean right now my lifes a living hell ...Man i want everything back to normal.......
But that is up to god right now so when he wants my life back hell give it back maybe he is trying to teach me a lesson.....IDk i wish i did know .. I have made a new friend over at the neursing home her name is ollie ...she is 93 i believe she is the swetest lady youll ever meet she is so sweet and funny... I love the waY she talks and then there is her roomate mrs.Lambert she is so nice to me she thanks me for coming in and stitting with them i enojoy keeping the patients company its a joy to see there faces light up when i walk into the room...... Ohh then there is Louis she a doll i love her to death and then my grandmas new roomate her last name is twitty isnt taht cool she is a sweet lady ,, I love all of them there * Grace I miss you * well i better get on with some stuff so ill write later
ashley lauren

9:28am: !!! BORED AS HELL!!!!
So im reall bored i dont know what to do but sit here and type this fuckin message lol I know i havent written in awhile but i havent had much time too.....
Well talk to you later
Ashley

7:22pm: *** THINK***
If I gave you Only 5 minutes To tell me every single Person that you love As a friend Would I be mentioned? Am I important to you?? What if you died tomorrow And never got to be with The person you love What if I died tomorrow Would you remember me? What if we got into a fight Would we ever be friends again? Think about all the questions You would ask your friends If you died tomorrow.... Would They Care?? I would, you're my friend Send this to everyone u consider a friend and see if u get it back then ur a friend?????


Anyway- Sorry i havent written in awhile -Busy- lol anyway....Im bored and decide i would write in here even though i should be doing my school work lol But oh well ..

Tata

Love ya Heather and Mindy

Ashley Lauren

9:06pm: Happy New Years *2004*
WOW its 2004 !!!!
Bring out the champange and glasses lets celebrate !!!

lol....
Love ya lots Ashley

3:43pm: Young & the Hopeless
Well I dont know how im doing so dont ask..
But I will tell you im in major pain.. I was doing a tuck and roll dont ask and some how hurt my shoulder and its been in pain for two days i cant see the dr. Til Friday *dammit* But oh well..
Ill live ..My friends Arent there for me when i need them except for mindy and a couple others .*Mindy I love you * You know that and if that dude hurts you or breaks you heart we will break him..I can already tell you one thing i dont much care for him already ..i know im acting like you mother,,But i worry .What can i say...
And Love you lots.....
Well ill catch up with ya later.
Ashley Lauren

10:02pm: Why Can't I ???
Why Can't I breathe When i Think about you ...
Is it Love or Lust that I dont know ..
Only time will tell that ..So we will have to wait ..
I love you dont get me wrong .But i dont like to rush into things
We just met and all ..Lets give it time , Im sure you would agree...
I tresure Our Friendship more than anything ..You are important to me ..
I love you too..
* You know who you are *

Ashley Lauren

12:34am: *~* MINDY*~*
what would i do without her i would not know ... she is my pathway through a darken Hallway .. she is my light and my soul she knows whats wrong and who to kick there ass .. I love you Mindy ..
You are my Best friend Ashley Lauren


Heather I love you .....

12:09pm: MINDY
Mindy You are a Great Friend to me ..
I'm glad we met ..you are a tons of laughs ...
And i know you want hurt me and i want hurt you either .
Im glad we met i dont know what i would do with out a good friend like you I love you Girl
Ashley Lauren


Heather -You are my best friend and dont you forget it I love you ....

1:46pm: OHH Dont Speak !!!!
You and Me
We used to be together
Everyday together always.

I really feel
im losing my Best friend
I cant believe This could Be the end.

It looks as though you're letting go
and if its for real . well I dont want to Know.

Don't speak
i know what your saying
so please stop expaining
Don't tell me because it hurts
Don't speak
I know what your thinking
I dont need your reason
Dont tell me because it hurts

Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are very frighting

As we die both you and i
with my head in my hands i sit and cry..

Dont speak
i know what you are saying
so please stop expaining
dont tell me because it hurts
Dont speak
I what your thinkning
and dont need your reason
Dont tell me because it hurts

Its all ending , I gotta stop pretending who we are

you and me
I can see us dying.. Are we?

Dont speak
I know just what you are saying
so please stop expaing
dont tell me because it hurts
dont speak
i know what you are thinking
and i dont need your reason
dont tell me because it hurts

*-* No Doubt *-*

1:00pm: The Longest day Of my Life !!!
Today i woke up with This Gut feeling in my stomach knowing somthing wasnt right .
I got dressed and mom forgot her car keys so she went back into the house and got them then me and her headed for the nursing home and i walked in to the nursing home into Bettys room to find a empty Bed where she once laid. I fell in shock onto her bed i cried so much there i looked over onto her night stand where her picture stands and picked it up and look at it for the longest time just crying i cant believe she is gone i loved her so dearly i know she was suffering but it hard to relize you arent going to see some one the rest of your life that you loved and cared for you know ..... But i know gods taking good care of her so im not gonna worry i just miss her very much ... Betty Mackay

Ashley Lauren

10:45pm: MY Love
My love for you Hope is never ending you are my shineing star and my path way to heaven
love you lots Ashley

2:43am: ~_~ My POEMS ~_~
Hope
I feel you presencea around me . Every where i go i know you follow.
you are my angel from above . You keep me out of harms way . at night i feel your gentel lips kiss my warm cheek goodnight I know you are there the worst part is that i cant se you or feel you.
because your life here on earth was fulfilled so God took you away from me , People think im crazy because i talk to you but i know you are there listening to me , its been $ monthes sences your death . And from the time you past you stayed with me maybe not in body but in sprit never leaving me longging for your love because you left that with me .And thanks for never parting wiht me you are my heavenly Angel

Hope
8-26-1911 til8-1-2003

Your Adopted Granddaughter
Ashley Lauren

12:30am: HOPE LOFLIN JEFFERISS
I want to say thanks for bringing all the joy in my life you were a great friend , nana, wife , and definatley the bestest person i ever knew through thick or thin your smil shone it was wrong for death to take you away but in our hearts you will live i know you will in mine atleast....

I miss you so much
i try not to think of it
but no matter what i do
i always see you
i look to the rightand
can see you standing there
your so cute
your doing that thing with you mouth
that you always do
then i look to the left i see you there too
your smiling that warm smile of yours
i look to the front and see you protecting me from harm
i look to the back and your making sure
no one sneaks up on me
i look all around and i see you every where
your there to help me find my way
i miss you so much
i love you dearly
i love taht you here to help me
but why did you have to go in the frist place .
why did god take you from me
you still had alot more life left in you
you birthday was only a couple weeks away
why couldnt god give us more time together
i know that i shouldnt try and worry about it
its all over with now
i dont tell people how i feel
cause i dont want them to feel sorry for me
there is just one thing that i need to say
no matter what happend to me
i know that you will be there to help me through
and i love you for that ... HOPE LOFLIN JEFFERIess

I love you to my hearts content
your little angel
Ashley

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9:35pm: Jolene - Dolly Parton
Jolene,Jolene,Jolene,Jolene
Im Beggin of you not to take my man
Jolene,Jolene,Jolene,Jolene
Please dont take him
just because you can....

^ Chrous^
Your Beauty is beyond compare
with flaming locks of auburn Hair
With ivory skin and eyes of emerald green
your smileis like a breath of spring
your voice is soft like summer rain..
and i cannot compare with you Jolene..


He talks about you in his sleep
theres nothing that i can do to keep
from cryin when he calls your name Jolene
and i can easily understand
how you could easliy take my man
but you dont know what he means to me , Jolene

_ Repeat Chorus_


You could have your choice of men
but i could not love again
he's the only one for me Jolene
i had to have this take with you
my happiness depends on you
and whatever you decide to do Jolene...

( Repeat Chrous)

1:36pm: ~*~ Quotes ~*~
Never Regret anyting , Because you learn from your mistakes .

A ture friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.. - HOPE-

Your best friend lets some problems side
But a real friend never lets a problems like frienship go by - Heather-

The wrost thing in life is yo lose a friend that ment everything to you . ~*~ HOPE~*~

When life throws you a curve ball walk up to it and kick it in the ass - MUHAHAHA-

Show Pride - we where all made the same so treat everyone the same .....

You said when i missed you to look in to the sky at the satrs and they will show me that you arent so far away I look into the sky in remembrance of you my angel -HOpe-



* HEY MINDY * She is my New friend and i love her to death she is so cool ......


LOve you lots Heather ..... Oh i sent you something in the mail yestrday lol....

little Devil
Ashley Lauren

4:59pm: My Bitch Award

1:21pm: My Death Date --- Oh the Horror
"I'm afraid we have some bad news. Please, you might want to stay seated."



Mark your calendar or Palm V. You can expect to die on:


January 12, 2059
at the age of 69 years old.


On that date you will most likely die from:

Cancer (39%)
Heart Attack (10%)
Drowning (9%)
Homicide (7%)
Alien Abduction (7%)
Horrible Accident (5%)
Loneliness (5%)


Interesting stats from the DeathTest:


15897189 people have taken the DeathTest.
Of those, 55% were female and 45% were male.
The average life expectancy of test takers is 67 years.
10% of test takers have hairy nipples.
4% have had team sex.
8% work in the porn business.
And 325355 people claim to have leprosy.


Disclaimer: We, despite being proficient with the human anatomy, are not doctors. Keep that in mind before calling your lawyer as you're clutching your left arm moaning "Damn you, Spark, Damn YOU!" on January 12, 2059, as you slip silently into the night.


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12:26pm: This is My Rose --IM Borken -- BOO_WOO

Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged.

"'ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."