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Sunday, March 6th, 2005
9:21 pm - NOT REALLY BUT SURE....
amoure
You like the sweet, shy type.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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9:09 pm - LMAO...

According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...

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Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
5:31 pm - SORTA KINDA BORED.....
---------GENERAL INFO---------
* Starting time: 5:32
* Name: Lesley Ann Seegmiller
* Nickname: Les
* Birthday: April 15th, 1987
* School: Resurrection
* Color of eyes: Green/Brown
* Hair: Dark Red <--- thats natural bitches
* Height: 5'3
* Shoe Size: 8.5
* Brothers/Sisters: Brother: Jeff, Sister: Emily

---------HAVE YOU EVER---------
* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: theres no need to remind me of that night!!!!!!!
* Been hurt emotionally: deffenatly
* Kept a secret from everyone: yes
* Had an imaganary friend: nope
* Cried during a movie: yes i cry at everything....
* Had a crush on a teacher: YES Mr. Wright is sooooo fine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Ever thought an animated character was hot: ummm no... thats weird
*Have you ever been on stage: yes, and i love it.
* Cut your hair yourself: yup all the time
* Been Sarcastic: um ya totaly... jess ur ugly
*Fears: Death and The Dark

---------FAVORITES-------------
* Shampoo: Fruitisc
* Color: green
* Day/Night: Day
* Summer/Winter: Summer... cept for the bees... fucking bees
* Cartoon Character: Lor from the Weekenders
* Food: Perogies or Crab
* Movie: Mystic River, 10 Things I Hate About You, All the American Pies, Silance of the Lambs and Red Dragon.

---------RIGHT NOW------------
* Wearing: Pjs.
* Eating: Nothing.
* Drinking: Water
* Watchin: nothing
*Listening to: Silance.

-------LAST 24 HRS--------
*Cried: Yup... Dead Man Walking.... So Fing Sad
* Worn a skirt: Nope.
* Met someone new: no
* Drove a car: Yup to get to and from school.

--------HAVE YOU EVER--------
* Laid on your lawn and watched the stars: No its full of Dog Shit.
*Actually stopped to see a flower: no flowers are gay.
*Opened up to a stranger because it felt right: no, i dont talk to strangers.
* Laid awake in your bed thinking about where you stand in life: ya its kinda sad.
* Wished that you were rich: ya
* Had a friend that you know is true: sure have
*Gotten stitches: nope
* Believed in someone: still do.
* Believed you were in love: no

---------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------
* Yourself: no not really
* Friends: yes
* Santa Clause: i believe in the presents Santa Clause brings me.
* Tooth Fairy: no
* Destiny: no
* Angels: no
* Ghosts: yes
* UFO's: yes

------FRIENDS AND LIFE--------
* Like anyone: ya *blushes*
* Who's the loudest: other than me... jess
* Who's the weirdest: umm there all pretty F ed up
* Who do you go to for advice: jess
* What's the best feeling in the world: being loved
* Worst Feeling: not being loved
*Who will respond to this e-mail faster: don't know nor do i care.
*Who do you know who won't send this back: doesn't really matter
* Do you believe in GOD: not untill somone proves hes real
* Time when finished: 5:54

:D

~Lesley

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5:24 pm - HA TAKE THAT CONOR....
I am 14% Emo.
Anti-Emo  ...hrmph.
Okay... so I'm not emo at all.. I am probably not even goth, because goths are just messed up emo kids... I am probably a metal head... or into boy bands...

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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
7:34 pm - SHOULD BE DOING LAUNDRY BUT I'M NOT.....
What Makes You.. by SheBangs12
Your name?
Your gender?
What makes you sexy?Your hair
What makes you pretty?Your hair
What makes you loveable?How sweet you are
What makes you fun?Your quick wit
What makes you irresistable?You're the complete opposite.
What makes you cute?How affectionate you are
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
9:49 pm - MY LOVE IS LIKE SHIT.....
ok so today is the gayest day on the face of the earth!!!!!! but enough about that

ya so i'm starting to get sick and thats not good.... i hate fucking being sick its so fucking gay!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, February 13th, 2005
9:07 pm - WHOS ON FIRST?????
ok so i just got bak from work... today is the second time i've been kept a half an houre after my shift... but whatever i get paied more... ya next week i only have 4 hours... i only have one shift on the satuday... its kinda gay... but i'll prolly be working on sunday....

ya so mr. wright is soooo hot ... hes my fifth peroid teacher and i go to school just for him... hes sooo fine!!!!!! and i really can;t skip class cause he talkes to my mom like every day cause they have the same job just at different schools but ya

school i think is going good... mr. wright actually thinks i;m smart... lmao.. thats a first!!!! and like my other classesa ren't too bad... nicoleson loves me... which is good cause hes the coach of the rugby team which i can't wait to start cause i'm kinda getting sick of swimming and then theres mrs craig shes a nut job but shesll give me a good mark cause i always voulenteer in class... she loves that!!!!!!!!

omg t he movie hide and seek was sooooo good... i loved it sooo much me and krydta pretty much shat our pants but omg it was such a good movie... the twist in it i would have never gotten... it was sooo brillent.. i can't beleive i just said brillent... but ya omg best movie i;ve seen in a long time... like it wasn;t scarry cause it made u jump it was scarry cause it got in ur head...

so D8 is on wednesday and i;m swimming the 50 free and then 100 brest... i'm kinda happy i like thoes races and i think thoes are my best ones... and i;m happy that i;m only swimming 2 cause then i wont let the team down too much... lol i;m only worried cause i have diving on the tuesday before and i;m always really really sore after diving so i hope i'm no too sore after diving... i'll just have to take a really hot shower to relax the muscles...

i'm gonna start going to the weight room at lunch with brodie... thats gonna be cool... i hope i don't get too buff.. between that and rugby and diving... i dunno man i think i might turn into a tank!!!!!! but apparently i already am... -_- ... i'll show u all!!!!!!... and if i do turn into a tank... then i can kick all of ur asses!!!!! so take that b-toches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya so valentines day is tomorrow... kinda sux cause i have no one to spend it with but theres nothing i can really do about that... i hope i get some flowers... we sell them at our school for valentines day... its actually kinda of a cool idea... so i hope i get some... that would be killer

really don't know how i'm gonna wear the hair tomorrow... maybe i will straighten it... i have to get up early tomrrow so i can do that.. i dunno i'm thinking maybe just a pony tail cause i'm going to the weight room tomrroow with brodie so i don;t wat to ruine it... eww i don;t want to be grose!!!! that would be gorse...

so i totaly fofilled my nbew years resolution... so totaly proude of myself.... and i think for lent i'm going to give up fast food... i know i'm startin kinda late in the lent game but whatever its still something.... not to mention it would save me a heck of a load of money but i wont be sooo out of shape for rugby seeing as we run like 5 miles a game!!!!!! i'm up for it... is n e one with me??????

well thats all for now

peace

~Paris

current mood: good
current music: I'm Seeing Red - Unwritten Law <--- good song BTW

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Sunday, February 6th, 2005
8:39 pm - GO PATRIOTS!!!!!!!!!
omg ok so the QB for the New England Patriots is sooooo fine... his name is Tom Brady... and hes soooo fine .... even Paris and Nicole think so!!!!!!!!!! oh and the half time show with Paul Micartney was sooooooooo good... he played my favorite song!!!!! HEY JUDE... omg love that song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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1:40 pm - I JUST WANNA LIVE ..... GOSH
ok fucking i know know what britt ment when she said zehrs takes over ur life... OMG today is like my fist day off since monday... i had 25 hours this week... it was hell... next week wont be soo bad i only have 15... it'll be a cake walk compaired to this week... i dunno i would rather work like monday to thursday and then not work on the weekends cause it sux... like keara and birtt both calld me and i really wanted to go hang out with them but i had to work... it sucked sooooo much ass!!!!!!

ya so works been cool... NOT... they put me on express... who the fuck does that ????? it was like my first time on till... and there like lesley u can go on 15... i think i may have crapped myself... still not too sure... but that would explain the smell.... but omg AJ is like my hero.. i love that kid... hes so funny!!!!!!! ya sherry yelled at me the other day for talked to jered... but it was justified... who the fuck doesn;t know that the super bowl is today???? hes like why is it soo buisy and why is everyone buying pistacious and chips... i like cried i was laughing soooo hard and he cut his hair into a mullet!!!!! that kid is also very funny... most zhers kids are... oh and tyler.. hes got a limp... but hes dam fine!!!!!!!

hung out with jess and brodie and then dave last night we had a good time... we went to see buggyman... omg i'm pretty sure i got wiplash from being so scared!!!! it was a pretty good movie but the ending was kinda fucking dumb but thats about it!!!! it wasn't superb or n e thing oh and then dave came and at that time jess had to go so brodie took her home and so me and dave decided to go for a drive... that was fucking fun... then brodie calls and is like where are u guys and i was like ummm were takinga drive and hes like well i have to go home now n e ways so i;ll see u guys late have fun... i was like oh we will.. so we just drove around for like an hour and shit had a good chat... it was fun and then we drove into the fog and i was like tripping cause all of a sudden we saw like a budest tremple or somethign and so i was like were in afganistan now... the fog took us!!!!!!! and i learned the top 3 rules to smoking pot... cept i don;t really rememeber them .... oh and apprenatly partys have houses now.... what a kid that dave is!!!!!!!

i really don't want to go bak to school tomorrow... its kinda fucking gay... but i have mr. wright... hes sooooo fine!!!!!!!! and ya the rest of my classes are mediocer!!!!!!

but ya thats whats been up.... TTYL

~Paris

current mood: curious
current music: LA LA - Ashley Simpson

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Monday, January 31st, 2005
3:57 pm - SO VERY BORED!!!!!!!
>1. you have a bf or gf= no :(

>2. you have a crush on someone = yup

>3. you wish you could live somewhere else= No I like it here

>4. you think about suicide = never

>5. you believe in online dating = no

>6. others find you attractive = i dunno

>7. you want more piercings = I always want more piercing.

>8. you drink = ummm ya

>BASICS…



>1. name = Lesley

>2. Piercings = yup, 8

>3. tattoos = Soon

> 4. Height = 5'3ish

>5. shoe size = 8.5

>6. hair color = Red i actually kinda like it now

>7. length = kinda at my boobs

>8. siblings = twin bro and a sis

>9. last movie you rented = Harold and Kumar

>10. last movie you bought = Billy Maddison and Happy Gilmore

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>11. last song you listened to = Emily - Bowling For Soup

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>12. last song that was stuck in your head = that i want u to want me song

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>13. last person you've called = Jess

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>14. last cd you listened to = Drunk enough to dance - bowling for soup

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>15. last person that's called you =jess

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>16. last tv show you've watched = The OC

>17. last person you were thinking of = Krysta cause we both got the bowling for soup Cd

>18. you do drugs = occasionally

>19. you smoke = ew no

>20. you like cleaning = whats cleaning?

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>21. you like roller coasters = umm ya totaly... especialy ones with short lines... and ones that dont; break down ... OW my balls

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>22. you write in cursive or print = a little bit of both... like some of my letter are print others like ls and es are cursive

>23. you carry a donor card = ya

>FOR OR AGAINST…

>1. using someone = against

>2. suicide = very against it. There is always another way

>3. killing people= against

>4. teenage smoking = Against

>5. sex before u get married = if thats what floats ur boat

>6. driving drunk = very very very against

>FAVORITE…

>1. food = grapefruit or fruit to go

>2. song = Emily - Bowling for Sopu

>3. thing to do = have sex!

>4. thing to talk about With Girls? boys

With Guys? depending on the guy... guys

>>5. sports = diving and swimming

>6. drinks = n e thing with alochol

>:x: movies =faris beulers day off and dirty dancing

>7. holiday = ALL HOLIDAYS!

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>8. nerdy saying = i dunno ... j ess i;m looking at u for help on this one

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>HAVE YOU...

>1. ever cried over a guy= Of course.. thoes bastards

>2. ever lied to someone = yes

>3. ever been in a fist fight = yup

>4. ever been arrested = no coment

>NUMBER...

>1. of times you have been in love? = 0

>2. of times you have had your heart broken?=too many to count ... krysta our heart to heart

>3. of hearts you've broken? = none

>4. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type

>friends? = theres only one person that i would trust with my life... but i really wouldn;t want to put my life in her hands... shes kinda clumsy

>5. of people I consider my enemies? i can think of a few

>6. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? i dunno

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>7. of scars on my body? =too many to count


>8. of things in my past that I regret = i dunno there's some stuff I wish ii hadn't done but I learned from them all so....

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>FAVORITE...

>1. word = humdiddy

>2. nickname = Les

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>3. guy names = Dylin

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>4. girl names = Abby

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>5. eye color = green

>6. flower = I dunno something troypical

>7. piercing = lips and ears

>8. actress = Renee Zelwiger

>9. actor = Sean Penn

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>DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

>1. pretty = no not really

>2. funny = i make myself laugh all the time

>3. friendly = not if u piss me off

>4. amusing = i think... i'm not sure if people are laughing at me or with me

>5. ugly = i dunno

>6. lovable = not by the looks of it

>7. pessimistic= don't kno what that means... so skipp

>8. optimistic = again... slkipp

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>9. caring = hardly

>10. sweet = u could say that

>11. dorky = prolly

>12. Spell your first name back wards x: yelseL

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>13. The story behind your user name x: song

>14. Where do you live? x: Waterloo

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>15. Four words that sum you up x: screw u mother fucker

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>WHO or WHAT…

>1. In my mouth = teeth

>2. In my head = boys

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>3. Wishing = i can sleep soon

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>4. Talking to = dave and conor

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>5. Eating = nothing

>6. Person you wish you could see right now = prince harry

>7. Is next to you = my brother

>8. Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month? lots of parties!!!

>9. Something that you are deathly afraid of= the dark


>10. Do you like candles = LOVE EM

>11. Do you like hot wax = sure..

>12. Do you like incest = uhhh not really

>13. Do you believe in love = no!

>14. Do you believe in soul mates = no

>15.Do you believe in love at first sight= nope

>16. do you believe in forgiveness = yes

>17. What do you want done with your body when you die= burried

>18. Who is your worst enemy? = i dunno lots o people

>19. If you could have any animal for a pet: a dolphin

>20. Latest you've ever stayed up?: all night

>21. Ever been to Belgium? = no... maybe one day

>22. Can you eat with chopsticks = i sure can... pho de bo

>23. What are some of your fave. pig out foods? uhhhh cheesecake?

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>24. Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?= everyone in germany

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>25. Something you want to make happen for tomorrow?= I want my exam to go well

>26. Sickest thing you've ever eaten: a roly poly bug... -_- thanx dave

>27. Favourite Quote: lifes to short to drink cheep wine

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Friday, January 28th, 2005
3:53 pm - I KISSED A DRUNK....
so were doing exams right now and there cool... NOT...

ok so my first period exam was good we didn't do n e thing we watched anpoilan dynamite :D:D:D:D soooooooo gooodd!!!! who knew theres a clip at the end... n e ways we just had to do an interview thing.... its gay!!!!!! but ya i don;t really care cause its a grade 11 class and so it wont even count!!!!

my second peroid exam was good... i found it quite simple... although it was a lot of wrighting... i'm hopeing i did good... i dunno i feel confident in it but i dunno i always think i did good and then my teachers like u suck!!!!! but ya i found the thing easy so hopefully thats a good thing... i dunno sometimes its not.. cause like ur sitting there going ummm this is easy... am i doing it wrong????

my english exam i'm not really looking forward to at all!!!!!!!!!!!!! and my histroy one i dunno... it shouldn;t be too bad... hopefully i do good... like i can;t fail the course cause if i don;t even write the exam i'll leave with a 56 so its all good but the best mark i can get is a 71 so thats not that good... but it will do... i;m hopeing to get like a 68 or something like that *crosses fingers*

n e who g2g going tobozzinging tongiht :D:D:D:D

~Lesley

current mood: blank

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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
11:06 am - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
got the fucking job at zehrs!!!!! ahhh so fucking happy!!!!! this is so great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

current mood: excited

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Friday, January 14th, 2005
3:33 pm - HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....
so i was watching the news lastnight and i saw a pic prince harry... so i was like ooooh i have to wait for the comercial to come bak... turns out he went to a dress up party and wore a nazi soildure costume... hahahah what a nerd... it was kinda dumb of him!!!!! well actually he was really dumb... seeing as his brother went as a lion -_- ... so ya i found it quite humerious!!!!!

~Lesley

current mood: awake

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Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
3:40 pm - FILL THIS OUT ABOUT ME GUYS!!!!!!!!
Am I..?
- am i cute?
- am i pretty?
- am i crazy?
- am i lovable?
- am i funny?
- am i annoying?
- am i psycho?
- am i daring?
- am i a good person?

Would you..?
- would you hug me?
- would you miss me if i was gone?
- would you kiss me?
- would you make out with me?
- would you listen to my problems?
- would you be a good friend?
- would you be my best friend?

Would you ever..?
- would you ever go out with me?
- would you ever do it again if you already have?
- would you ever marry me if you could?
- would you ever make out with me in the rain?
- would you ever cuddle with me?

If you could..?
- if you could give me a new name, it would be?
- if you could do one thing with me, it would be?
- if you could give me a piece of advice, it would be?
- if you could kidnap me for a day, where would we go?

Just a few questions...
- what do you love about me?
- what do you hate about me?
- what is my best quality?
- if you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
- what is your honest opinion about me?
- what would you do if i sang out of tune?
- have you ever had a dream about me?
- do you think i'm a virgin?
- if you just met me, how old would you guess i am?
- am i huggable?
- if you could give me anything, what would it be?
- if you could promise me anything, what would it be?

Personal...
- am i ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, gorgeous etc.?
- if you could describe me in one word, what would that word be?
- when we first talked, what were your thoughts?
- do you wish we were closer?
- why aren't we closer?

current mood: bored

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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
8:47 pm - THANX FOR THIS ONE SHANNON....
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? made out with random people at parties while being trashed lol <- WOW SHANNON WE DID THE SAMETHING!!!!!!

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make one this year? i didn't make on last year but i did this year and so far i'm doing good!

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? no

4. Did anyone close to you die? no

5. What countries did you visit? canada

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? fun

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory? don't really have one

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? didn't really have one

9. What was your biggest failure? school

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? ya too long to explain... the hospital is not ur freind... just a side bar

11. What was the best thing you bought? ummm prolly some kind of clothing

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? i dunno

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? a certain someone who ditched her friends

14. Where did most of your money go? i have no clue lmao! where did it all go thats a good question

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? going to mexico but my parents are fucking tool jobs

16. What song will always remind you of 2004? prolly something buy billy talent

17. Compared to this time last year, are you
i. happier or sadder? prolly sader
ii. thinner or fatter? don't really know don't really care
iii. richer or poorer? i'm comforible.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? i wished i got drunk more often

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? sitting on my ass not getting drunk

20. How did you spend Christmas? At home

22. Did you fall in love in 2004? no

23. How many one-night stands? non... i'm not a whore

24. What was your favorite TV program? the oc prolly

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? ya.. shes a bitch

26. What was the best book you read? harry potter and the goblet of fire... its the only book i read

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? cKy but that was in 2003 but whatever

28. What did you want and get? a new cell phone

29. What did you want and not get? trip to mexico

30. What was your favorite film of this year? Napolian Dynamite or Ancor Man

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? had people over, had fun and i turned 17

32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? drugs and or alcohol

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? jeans and a t

34. What kept you sane? my friends

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Rupert Grint or Prince Harry

36. What political issue stirred you the most? prolly the documentry i saw about Prince Harry and what hewas doing for aids... it was the cutest thing i have ever seen

37. Who or what did you miss? Glen

38. Who was the best new person you met? id have to say kate and conor

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: i love my friends

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "I'm A MAAANIAC, MAAANIAC"

current mood: sad

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Monday, January 10th, 2005
7:14 pm - THATS TWICE IN A ROW.....
ok so i was saposed to go to palm beach on the march break.... cause my parents felt bad about me not goign to mexico... and they thought this would be a cheep solution to it.... -_-... fucking the people that said that i could stay with them last night just informed us after my mom got the ticket that they have no room.... -_-... so now i'm soooooooooooo fucking pissed.... i should just never try and go n e where!!!!!!!... but so ya apparently there giving us a travel voucher for like the price of the trip... so my mom and me are apparently going to new york in the summer.... but i really shouldn;t get my hopes up... cause it might happen again -_-

current mood: pissed off

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Sunday, January 9th, 2005
9:17 pm - SICK AS A DOG.....
i feel so sick right now i don't know why... i think it may be all the stress from everything... like all the tests and isu's i have to complete.. i dunno i think tomrorow... i;m just going to sit down and do all the work i haven;t done and get everything out of the way... i mean i think i can do it if i just give myself a to-do list and just sit down with some grape fruit and some juice... it will all be good!!!!!!

so my parents are fucking weird.... actually there not but whatever .... today i was surprised with a trip to palm beach... thats in florida... for the march break... they said since they can;t afford to pay for all of mexico.. i could go here... pluse the person i;m going with kinda needs a baby sitter ... so its all good... like shes paying for some of it and shit and i think it should be fun... i dunno cause i'll kinda be alone and shit but who knows maybe i'll meet some hot boys at the beach or something. i dunno i'll be there for 9 days... i leave on the thursday and then come bak on the saturday of the following week... its no mexico... :( and no britt.... but its getting away from this place... and pluse the people are awesome!!!!

so other than like getting a free trip to palm beach... nothing too much is new... so ya...

~Lesley

current mood: sick

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Saturday, January 8th, 2005
2:02 pm - PROCRASTINATION QUEEN OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!
ok so i totaly can't stop procrastinating... i haven't read this book that i need to read cause my test on it is on monday and i haven't read the book for ither of my isus... lukly its the same book... but i haven't read it and its due on monday.... i'm thinking of just sitting down and reading the spark notes ... cause thats more than i can say i did when i wrote the damn essay... but i have this huge thing thats due on monday for mr. Rehie... but i don;t think that will be too hard once i know what the book is about...

and i just have to put together a 20 mintue presentation for mrs. wolf.... really don't know when thoes are... can't be monday cause our test is on monday but i really have no idea... haven't been in the class for 2 days... she always thinks i'm skipping but i don;t think i've ever skipped that class...

ya and i have a thing i need to do for history... don;t think it should be too hard... i;m doing it on queen elizabith the 2nd... i wonder if i could change it to princess dianna... i dunno... the teacher said the person had to be in the book... so i'm thinking she may have been... i kinda wanted to do hitler but i dunno we have to dress up like our person and do the whole thing like our person and i dunno its going to be kinda tricky!!!! .... but i think i can do it... i just have to put my thinking cap on!!!! i'll just go after ben... cause then i wont look like a huge ass... cause hes wearing a bag on his head -_-

so i think things are going a bit better.... it still sucks massive large ass that i can;t go to mexico... i'm still so mad at my parents and still give them massive attitude about it and they don;t get mad cause my dad was like i would be pissed off too!!!!! oh and FYI i'm not spoiled ... cause if i was spoiled then i would be going to mexico... -_-... its just sux so much because i get this label ... and realy i;m not!!!! it just bothers me because everyone makes it seem like its a bad thing and they look down on me for it.... i would just like to put it out there ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT MY PARENTS HAVE MONEY!!!!!! and its not like we have a lot of it any ways...

i think next year isn't going to be as bad as i thought it was mind u i am being shipped off to a foregin country for 4 months... it shouldn;t be too bad... i'm thinking i might get them to cut it down to like 3 or something like that because i want to be here for my birthday.... it'll be sad if i'm not... cause i want to spend that time with my friends and i don;t think thats unreasonable... cause i think i'll be leaving in febuary... and they wanted me to come bak in may and i mean that would be all fine and good because thats when uni gets out so i would be bak just in time to be with all my friends... and its not like i would see muhc of them n e ways cause they'll all be in school and buisy studying and stuff... and most of them will be away... and i'm sure the ones that are away are comming bak for the summer... so i dunno.. i'm hopeing it wont be too bad..... i'll prolly end up calling them all so theres no problem.. we except for jess cause she said she would be too buisy to talk to me anyways.. -_- ... that kinda hurt... maybe i'll send her a letter but she might be too buisy to read it... but whatever... i have more important things to worry about.....

i'm saposed to be hanging out with conor today... i think its been like 3 months... i'm excited cause the last time i hung out with him we watched the oc and that was fun and we were saposed to get together every thrusday and watch it but that never happened because i had work and he had work... but now i don't work so hopefully we can do it cause its just starting to get very interesting again... so i hope we can cause we always have fun druing the comercials... well actually we've only done it once... but we had fun cause he would perdickt stuff and i would be like nooo thats not going to happen... and then i think it sometimes did... and it was just a good time!!!!

tonight should be fun... i'm getting together with shauna.. we haven't hung out in the longest time!!!! it should be fun cause britts gonna be there too!!!! and i love getting together with britt casuse we always have the funnest time!!!!! and it should be even more interesting cause i have the funniest story to tell her... matt told me last night and it was like the funniest thing i have ever heard!!!!!

last night i had so much fun!!!! i went to williams with britt and keara and jess... it was a blast i had a waffel and i was so full i couldn't move.. but it was sooooooo good... i love the waffels from there... there like the best int he world!!!!! like the ones i think there called carmel berry splash or something like that... omg there so f-ing good!!!!! and then after we went there we went to sugar mountian... that was fun!!!!! but then me and jess decided to go to brodies cause we wanted to see him... but britt and keara didn;t really want to go.. so me and jess went and it was fun... i don't think i;ve ever laughed to hard in my life... well maybe when i;m with britt i do but it was really funny!!!!!! i think we were there untill like 1 almost 1:30 cause when i went to bed it was like almost 1:30... its crazy!!!!!!

i think this is like the longest post of just wrigting i've ever done!!!! other than the one of all the fucks ... sorry about that ... lol

but i g2g

~Lesley

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~Lesley

current mood: crushed

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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
7:26 pm - WORST HOLIDAYS EVER....
ok so this has been like the worst vacation ever!!!!!!

lets count the many things that went wrong!!!!!

1. i go fired from my job -_-
2. My car got hit so now i can;t drive it n e more
3. I mad an ass out of myself at new years
4. Realized that i suck at school

ok so first off... my job.... i fucking got fired from giant tiger... who the hell gets fired from giant tiger... the only part that sux is that i didn't get to say good bye to the cool people and now i'm bak to having now money... which i also had non of while i was working there. they had really dumb shifts... they had ones that were like 3.5 hours and shit i was like what the hell is the point???? i made more money at the dollar store and i got paied less... i just don;t get it.... like apparently i was christmas help but they didn't tell me that... and apparently they just had too many people and that was the reason and i apparently did nothing wrong .... like they didn;t even give me a fucking reason... i just don;t get it... like i had a wednesday shift and then when i went to go check it it was gone and my name wasn;t even on the schedual... lso i asked and no one knew why.... so then i called and my boss is like oh i was gonna call u today... like what the fuck i was saposed to be in in an hour... like thanx asshole... fuck i was so pissed off but i watched the movies britt got me for christmas and then huged the bear jess and brodie got me... that thing absorbes tears like a mother!!!!!!!

no need to talk about new years... that i just don't want to relive

and so one to school... so i really can't focus this year... like i don't care and it sux cause this is the year that i really should!!!!!! like its the year that decides if i have a futre... and right now it doesn;t look so good!!!!! like i dunno all my marks are going down cause i just don't like doing the work!!! like i just keep putting things off and putting things off cause non of my teachers are strick and shit... like the only one that is is mrs. wolf and thats my best mark... it just sux cause this is what university is gonna be like and if i cn't do it now i don;t want to spend all that money and fail... it just really sux!!!! nad now we have to go bak to school and i have to be faced with all my teachers telling me that my marks aren't good and them asking for things i haven't done and shit... like iwas sick fora week and i missed like so much school it sux so f ing bad

and to make matters worse i have swim practise at 5:45 on wednesday....

on the upside.... me and britt are gonna go to the weight room everyday after school... well were gonna try n e ways :) paris and nicole all the way!!!!!!! lol were gonna drag brodie along!!!!!! were gonna out bench press him like its nobodys business!!!!!!!

n e who i think i may get bak to cleaning my room... i've only been working on it for like 2 hours gosh!!!!!

~Napoleon

p.s. i'm also know as Napoleon now... hes cool.... GOSH :D

current mood: calm
current music: CKY

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