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[08 Mar 2004|08:12pm]
No ones online, i've got a few things on my mind... thought i should update.
Hmm, I'm no longer speaking with Lee, and could care less about it. Clint told me that "lee's said before that he doesnt care about your problems" Oooo, i'm soo hurt. It pisses me off. Well, Lee, I'm so sorry i burdened you with my problems, i thought i could talk to you, guess i was wrong. Yah know, when someone gives me a reason not to care, i take it and run with it. He doesnt care, thats fine, i dont either.

I sent him a really nasty e-mail when i found out. It said things like, 'throw out the flower, which i'm sure you have already, i dont care what you do with the "friendship" Ring i got you for christmas, thats something we'll obviosuly never have again. ' I went on about other things about him still wearing the ring, and how i know he doesnt care. Then told him i dont need him, never loved him, he's not the only guy in my life, i'm not waiting around for him. And how easy it is for me not to care, and love, blah blah blah. I just really dont care. It bothers me a little bit that I've lost someone who ment so much to me, and thought he cared... guess not. blah blah blah blah blah...

Anyway, what led me to this. Mom got me a healing crystal today, then later on in the day we were talking about how i've learned so much, and i'm way beyond my years. She said, "I just hope she remembers it all and not call me years later going, "MOM, HE DOESNT CARE HOW I FEEL" and go, "BETNE WE'VE BEEN THROUGH THIS ALREADY!" and i told her, "Yah know, its odd how we go through the same things at the same time in regards to men. I really know how you feel with this whole Rod thing." And she said... "I know, thats why i got you the crystal" And i almost cried. I could possibly cry tonight. Not about lee, but about how my mom really see's what i'm going through, and knows exactly what i'm feeling. It just ment a lot to me.

Pia was over today, i look at her all the time and ever single time she get more amazing. I only see that amazement in a few people. Pia is just, ugh, i cant even put it into words... if you ever meet her.. you'll see it. She brought green chili... oohhhh good woman i say. (and even left me a massive bowl of it) Good, good woman.

Mom wants online, ima go to my room and... draw, knit, music, write, i could write. i dunno. It doesnt matter.

Peace, and green chili, THATS WHAT THE WORLD IS MISSING!
Betne*
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[08 Mar 2004|08:12pm]
No ones online, i've got a few things on my mind... thought i should update.
Hmm, I'm no longer speaking with Lee, and could care less about it. Clint told me that "lee's said before that he doesnt care about your problems" Oooo, i'm soo hurt. It pisses me off. Well, Lee, I'm so sorry i burdened you with my problems, i thought i could talk to you, guess i was wrong. Yah know, when someone gives me a reason not to care, i take it and run with it. He doesnt care, thats fine, i dont either.

I sent him a really nasty e-mail when i found out. It said things like, 'throw out the flower, which i'm sure you have already, i dont care what you do with the "friendship" Ring i got you for christmas, thats something we'll obviosuly never have again. ' I went on about other things about him still wearing the ring, and how i know he doesnt care. Then told him i dont need him, never loved him, he's not the only guy in my life, i'm not waiting around for him. And how easy it is for me not to care, and love, blah blah blah. I just really dont care. It bothers me a little bit that I've lost someone who ment so much to me, and thought he cared... guess not. blah blah blah blah blah...

Anyway, what led me to this. Mom got me a healing crystal today, then later on in the day we were talking about how i've learned so much, and i'm way beyond my years. She said, "I just hope she remembers it all and not call me years later going, "MOM, HE DOESNT CARE HOW I FEEL" and go, "BETNE WE'VE BEEN THROUGH THIS ALREADY!" and i told her, "Yah know, its odd how we go through the same things at the same time in regards to men. I really know how you feel with this whole Rod thing." And she said... "I know, thats why i got you the crystal" And i almost cried. I could possibly cry tonight. Not about lee, but about how my mom really see's what i'm going through, and knows exactly what i'm feeling. It just ment a lot to me.

Pia was over today, i look at her all the time and ever single time she get more amazing. I only see that amazement in a few people. Pia is just, ugh, i cant even put it into words... if you ever meet her.. you'll see it. She brought green chili... oohhhh good woman i say. (and even left me a massive bowl of it) Good, good woman.

Mom wants online, ima go to my room and... draw, knit, music, write, i could write. i dunno. It doesnt matter.

Peace, and green chili, THATS WHAT THE WORLD IS MISSING!
Betne*
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[08 Mar 2004|08:12pm]
No ones online, i've got a few things on my mind... thought i should update.
Hmm, I'm no longer speaking with Lee, and could care less about it. Clint told me that "lee's said before that he doesnt care about your problems" Oooo, i'm soo hurt. It pisses me off. Well, Lee, I'm so sorry i burdened you with my problems, i thought i could talk to you, guess i was wrong. Yah know, when someone gives me a reason not to care, i take it and run with it. He doesnt care, thats fine, i dont either.

I sent him a really nasty e-mail when i found out. It said things like, 'throw out the flower, which i'm sure you have already, i dont care what you do with the "friendship" Ring i got you for christmas, thats something we'll obviosuly never have again. ' I went on about other things about him still wearing the ring, and how i know he doesnt care. Then told him i dont need him, never loved him, he's not the only guy in my life, i'm not waiting around for him. And how easy it is for me not to care, and love, blah blah blah. I just really dont care. It bothers me a little bit that I've lost someone who ment so much to me, and thought he cared... guess not. blah blah blah blah blah...

Anyway, what led me to this. Mom got me a healing crystal today, then later on in the day we were talking about how i've learned so much, and i'm way beyond my years. She said, "I just hope she remembers it all and not call me years later going, "MOM, HE DOESNT CARE HOW I FEEL" and go, "BETNE WE'VE BEEN THROUGH THIS ALREADY!" and i told her, "Yah know, its odd how we go through the same things at the same time in regards to men. I really know how you feel with this whole Rod thing." And she said... "I know, thats why i got you the crystal" And i almost cried. I could possibly cry tonight. Not about lee, but about how my mom really see's what i'm going through, and knows exactly what i'm feeling. It just ment a lot to me.

Pia was over today, i look at her all the time and ever single time she get more amazing. I only see that amazement in a few people. Pia is just, ugh, i cant even put it into words... if you ever meet her.. you'll see it. She brought green chili... oohhhh good woman i say. (and even left me a massive bowl of it) Good, good woman.

Mom wants online, ima go to my room and... draw, knit, music, write, i could write. i dunno. It doesnt matter.

Peace, and green chili, THATS WHAT THE WORLD IS MISSING!
Betne*
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[08 Mar 2004|08:12pm]
No ones online, i've got a few things on my mind... thought i should update.
Hmm, I'm no longer speaking with Lee, and could care less about it. Clint told me that "lee's said before that he doesnt care about your problems" Oooo, i'm soo hurt. It pisses me off. Well, Lee, I'm so sorry i burdened you with my problems, i thought i could talk to you, guess i was wrong. Yah know, when someone gives me a reason not to care, i take it and run with it. He doesnt care, thats fine, i dont either.

I sent him a really nasty e-mail when i found out. It said things like, 'throw out the flower, which i'm sure you have already, i dont care what you do with the "friendship" Ring i got you for christmas, thats something we'll obviosuly never have again. ' I went on about other things about him still wearing the ring, and how i know he doesnt care. Then told him i dont need him, never loved him, he's not the only guy in my life, i'm not waiting around for him. And how easy it is for me not to care, and love, blah blah blah. I just really dont care. It bothers me a little bit that I've lost someone who ment so much to me, and thought he cared... guess not. blah blah blah blah blah...

Anyway, what led me to this. Mom got me a healing crystal today, then later on in the day we were talking about how i've learned so much, and i'm way beyond my years. She said, "I just hope she remembers it all and not call me years later going, "MOM, HE DOESNT CARE HOW I FEEL" and go, "BETNE WE'VE BEEN THROUGH THIS ALREADY!" and i told her, "Yah know, its odd how we go through the same things at the same time in regards to men. I really know how you feel with this whole Rod thing." And she said... "I know, thats why i got you the crystal" And i almost cried. I could possibly cry tonight. Not about lee, but about how my mom really see's what i'm going through, and knows exactly what i'm feeling. It just ment a lot to me.

Pia was over today, i look at her all the time and ever single time she get more amazing. I only see that amazement in a few people. Pia is just, ugh, i cant even put it into words... if you ever meet her.. you'll see it. She brought green chili... oohhhh good woman i say. (and even left me a massive bowl of it) Good, good woman.

Mom wants online, ima go to my room and... draw, knit, music, write, i could write. i dunno. It doesnt matter.

Peace, and green chili, THATS WHAT THE WORLD IS MISSING!
Betne*
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[04 Jan 2004|12:49pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | Linkin Park- Lying From You ]

ALRIGHT! I'M A PISSED OFF MO FO!!! And i have to vent, and no one is online, but Bri, and he is venting on me. Which is okay, I was put on this earth to please. Before i go off... My computer is a fucktard, and if i type to fast it goes, "AHH TO MUCH INFO" and skips words or letters. Right now, i dont feel like fixing them all... get over it.

OKAY! This sucks many monkeys, all the monkeys asuck each other... mokey suckers!!! SO mom is makingme go to the mall today tospend my williams-sonama gift card, and then target. I hate the mall with everything i have in me! I hate to spend money on myself! About the mall, i hate going to preppy central. Chicks wearing mini-skirts... IN WINTER! HELLO!! Pearl Street... pearl street rocks, i can take my guitar out to pearl street, and play, and be stupid... and no one would care. FLATIRONS is a huge mall, its saturday, packed ith people... GO AWAY! DONT TOUCH ME....IMA BEAT YOUR ASS, BACK OFF BITCH! I'm a very bitter person today. I fucking hate the mall. Mom is wearing her nice banana republic sweater, and Rod is with her, and they want to go play happy couple in public. I dont want to be any part of that. Soooo, i call mom, tell her how i hate the mall, and hate spending money on myself, and she says, "well, your just gonna have to get over that!". I'M SORRY! I DIDNT REALIZE HOW IMPORTANT IT WAS TO O BLOW MONEY AWAY ALL ON MYSELF! Anyways, i tell hr i'm not going,
"well why not?"
"well mom, I dont feel like going to the mall with the happy couple to have "family time" today.",
"ARE YOU PMSING!!!"
"Excuse me?"
"are you pmsing?"
"It couldnt possibly be that i cant stand to be around you when your with rod, it couldnt be that i actually hate the mall, and it COULDNT BE that someone said they would wash my fucking jeans last night, when they didnt fucking bother! So i have nothing to wear today. noooooooo, none of those thngs are valid. I MUST be pmsing... No LISA I'm not PMSING."

*screams* MONKEY SUCKERS! I hope they will be very happy together... sucking monkeys! *stomps off*

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[19 Dec 2003|09:31pm]
Yo. THats all for now.
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[19 Dec 2003|05:31pm]
I SHIPPED OUT PRESENTS TO EVERYONE BUT LEE TODAY! BECAUSE BETNE DOESNT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO DO FOR LEEE!!!!! Bitch. BUT EVERYONE ELSE SHOULD ENJOY WHAT I GOT THEM!! Dad was like, "REALLY? YAY!"
I would sy what i did, but some people who read this dont know what i did... soo. SHH!

GREG PUT MY NAME IN BLURTY! I FEEL REALLY SPECIAL. And it was something nice too, it wasnt like, "oh betnes a bitch." No, it was nice :)

Mom has a party to go to tonight, and i think i will either, chill here, chill at haps, or talk on the phone. or both. dunno. But i gotta go make more shrooms. Later!
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I sneezed [18 Dec 2003|11:58pm]
[ mood | sick ]

I just made so many damn cookies, you have nooo idea. I need a shower, my shirt is covered in shit. I'm soo sleepy, but I need to call hap in an hour. *yawns* I need the printer and I'm giving him a lot of extra cookies.

Mom and I were talking about my future just now. We are thinking about getting a GED program, and i can do that in no time. Then I'll start junior college in january, while still working to get my high school diploma. DO that until i finish, and am able to go to CU for business, and culinary, and go from there. She said she'd have to get me my own car, i can live here for as long as i need to. SHe will pay for my school, and help me get loans. SO thats nifty. SHe said i'll be very busy where i'll just want to cry all the time, but she will help me through it. And she wants me to get a job so that i can have the whole, stressed out, crazy college student with a job thing. Whatever makes you happy mom, all i can do is try. Yeah, so thats my 5 year plan.

sooo sleepy. I talked to Admir for hours on the phone the other night. He counted my yawns, and kept saying, "thats cute, thats cute" which is cute. He said my laugh was cute... yeah whatever. Its just a laugh.

I have everyones christmas ready except for lee's and i dont know what to do. So i added Clint on msn, to see if he could maybehelpmeifhewantedtoo. Yeah. *crosses fingers*

My knuckles are cracking, ahhh, i need lotion.

I'm going to go take a shower now.
*Peace Soup and to all a good wet dream filled night! I'm OUT!*
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Do you like.... bread? [12 Dec 2003|05:56pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Christmas music. ]

Yo cheeto.

Soooo, last night mom woke up at 1 am asking me to give her some cigarettes and i gave her 3. Arent I nice :) And then hap this morning took the whole pack and shmoked it... and then got another pack for me to hide.

Admir has to shut off his internet,so i got his number, called him today, annndd... nothing, no answer, I'll try again when i'm done.

Hap started moving out today, i helped :). It looks just like this one now... but on the other side. sooo nifty. And the kitchen is cooler. I should take pics tomorrow.

HAHA! hahahahhahahahaha! Lee is in troouuubbllllee!!! Parents took the keyboard away... hahaha, i would have too. Bad Bad Lee. But, it's helped me pick what to get him for christmas.
http://www.lightworkersupplies.com/talismans.htm
Is thinking The Talisman of Invisibility (so he could still be bad bad lee, but no one would see.) lol
or one of these others. The Talisman To Win Good Favor of Spirits, The Talisman for Wisdom *giggles*, Talisman for Luck, Secret Seal of Solomon. Yeah... thats still a lot, but there used to be more. Which one should i get for him???

Okay, I'm out. *walks off*

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[10 Dec 2003|12:33pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | nothing, nothing at all. not even the tv. ]

Yo,
I was just thinking... yah know, like yah dooo. That, that same sertain someone... sucks a monkey. And it's kind of pissin me off, but on the other hand, i dont care. Straight men blow.

SO i ate candy last night and i woke up the middle of the night wanting to blow chunks, i didnt but it seemed like a REALLY good idea.

omg i had a dream last night that i had a two year old girl, and we were driving and her dad made me wreck the car, took my money, and stabbed me in the back with a knife. hmmm? And he ran off, so i slam on gas, in tons of pain, drive like 90mph to a hostpital... thats 90 miles away. Blood is everywhere. I get to the hostpital where they tell me i'm going to die cause my spinal fluid is leaking, and i wake up crying thinking, "i'm never gonna see my baby grow up' and then i think, 'i dont have a kid... shut the hell up.'
oo got my book out, look what it says.
Accidet- A confusing situation requiring thought and discretion
Blood-Hard but rewarding work
Knife- illness, loss of money, or quarrels with relations *cough cough*
baby- new beginnings

lifes a bitch, i made cookies, and thanks you ju ju, i want a grilled cheese!
later.

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[08 Dec 2003|07:11pm]
[ mood | content ]

ITS SNOWING!!!! And its been snowing all day!!! KICK ASS! YAY! YAY! YAY!

Casey and i spent all day in barnes and nobel, drinking coffee and reading books, just got home actually.

Mom got a bike trianer. Its one of those things that holds the back wheel of a bike up so you can ride it inside. I will make soo much use of it. And i wont have to wake up at 6 am to go run in the snow now. YAY!

I need food. Later bye.
Bet

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[07 Dec 2003|05:37pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I need to update more often. See, Updating now and i have nothing to say but stupid rambles.

I have to get Christmas gifts sent out, better yet, I need to go buy them first. But a sertain some one hasnt showed his face around to talk to me about what he would like, sooo. His may be late. boohoo for him. I know what i'm doing for everyone else though. It just hit me today on what i should do too. yay! I cant wait!

ooo neck hurts.

I made more cookies last night. So I have Snickerdoodles, Peanut butter and chocolate chip, and Divinity shit balls. whee!! I'm still going to make Chocolate chunk cookies, and something else. I dont eat the cookies, Hap likes cookies so thats good. I figured out that i'm just making cookies to keep my hands busy and my mind off other things. Last night, i sat in the floor of the kitchen, right in front of the the oven watching the cookies bake. yeeaaaah, what wild time that was.

Mom brought me home Rods old Ski pants, thats are HUGE! And i tried them on over my jeans (like yah do) and, yeah, huge. but thats cool, big baggy black ski pants that have a zipper on each side that goes both ways. I will be doing some serious snowboarding man. Ooooo i need to train more though. Eh, i'll just wake up at 6 am and go for a run or something. Nifty.

I did most of my math final today. OH! And Admir pissed me off last night! He was asking about my schooling and saying that i would only be able to get into a comunity college, cause i wouldnt have real diploma. Okay first of all, yes i will havea real diploma, and he goes, "WHATS IT GONNA SAY? HOME HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMA!? HAHAHA!" Bitch... noooo it wont say that. I am homeschooling through a real high school. Grrrrr. yesterday sucked.

Haps doing a night cut again tonight. And moms not gonna be here. greeeaaaat. Its gonna be another night like last night, trying to keep busy so i dont do bad things. But at least last night, i had cookies to make. *sigh* I should call Roxy and talk to her about it.

Mom just left haps gonna go soon. So, yeah. I dunno what i'm gonna go do, but i'm sick of sitting here.

Betne

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Go me! [05 Dec 2003|01:51pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

EVIL, EVIL, EVIL, EVIL SATAN BALLS FROM HELL! I AM NEVER EVER EVER MAKING DIVINITY AGAIN! Damn, I was making it to ship to my grandmother for christmas... yeah. Why? Cause i'm a nice person and i try to make people their favorite holiday treats. YES! And i didnt know what divinity even was until yesterday... and made it today. ITS AN EVIL LIL BITCH! Its got 4 cups of sugar, 1 cup of corn syrup and very little water... so yea, thats sweet. I wont go near it. So the recipe sas bet 3 egg whites while the sugar is commin up to temp. So to make things easier i beat the eggs wites before, so i wouldnt be as stressed about it. BUT NOOO! EGG WHITE FELL FLAT!so i had to re beat some, and i got egg yolk in it, and had to throw it out. So i did it again, my arm hurts like a bitch, the whole time beating iti'm yelling at mom to get off the phone, and check the temp on the candy shit. ahhhhhh! bleh. So when that was all done, she poured the liquid sugar into the egg whites while i beat them. yea... white sticky stuff shooting on your arm, thats 250 degrees, doesnt feel good. Whn i got sone beating them i run over, open pecans, throw them in the bowl, grab a spoon AND THE SHIT IS HARD! DAMN IT! I had to use my hands, and scrape as muh out as i could, and make lil balls. pff.

I'm gonna make snickerdoodles, and peanut butter, and chocolate chunck cookies too. But thats not hard at all. So later.
Peace soup, and to all a good, wet dream filled night! whhheeeee!
and, typos.... this keyboard sucks.

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[02 Dec 2003|05:20pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I'm Sad. :(
I just talked to Randie, my niece. I havent seen her in such a long time, She has no idea who i am now. But she still wanted to talk to me. It makes me think about Joey, and how he has no idea who i am, and how much i love and care about him. I dont know when i'll ever see him again, if i do get to see him again. Dad's sick, got food poisoning. Becca called, and we talked and she woke dad up to talk to me so she could play with Randie. But i let dad go back to sleep. yeah. big fun over here. Me sitting at the computer in tears cause i miss my family. whopty doo for me.

Hap said we would try and get my permit in the next few weeks before we drive down to Texas. I cant wait to see Cody. He cant get off to come up here for christmas, so Hap and I are going down there. If i have my permt, or something, I can drive too and get some of the hours i need in. I need 50 driving hours, 10 of which have to be at night. So yeah, i Printed the Colorado Drivers Handbook out, and have been reading through it. Yes. I want to go find an icy parking lot and skid around. that'd be soooo cooool. nd parallel park, i did it once and it ws so dark out no lights, and a car behind me. Was horrible. I had just started driving then. I'm having issues with my "AAAAAA' Blah i feel soo depressed. OH! I bet its because i started taking Ephedra again today. that stuff always brings me down. Stops me from feeling hungry, and gives me energy to workout... but... brings me down.
Whoa, just found out some kick ass info. Check this out. "People 15.5 to 18 years old begin the process of getting a driver's license by first aquiring an instruction permit. While having the permit teens must log 50 hours of driving, 10 of which must be at night, all accompanied by a parent or driving instructor. Once one has held the permit for 6 months and has logged the 50 hours, a driver's license can be applied for, and take the written test, vision check and driving test. You then have a minor's driving license license until age 18. At age 18 the license becomes a provisional license. At age 21 it becomes an adult license. People at least age 18 do not need to apply for an instruction permit. Colorado does not require driver's education, although businesses are in place offering it. It'll reduce your insurance if you do take it."
Mwahahahahaha! So that means, if your 15 and 6 months old, you can go to the DMV say, "hey, i'm 15 and 6 months, can i have a permit?" and they give you one! NO CLASSES! Which i think is a must...c ause people are stupid. So yea this week, i can get my permit, log hours driving to and from texas, and then int 6 months, i get a license. wheee!!! that mademe feel better, ima go dig aound for my BC.
Peace soup, and to all a good, wet dream filled night!! Rock on!

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Hello moto [24 Nov 2003|04:58pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | The Simpsons are on! ]

I hate weak people. I hate it when people cant even strap the balls on and deal with their bullshit. "ohh my Bf and I are having problems... Lets not go home fr 3 days and take meth! :D" and then on your birthday push the drugs on all your friends, "you wanna loose weight? Take Ex, with a lil Meth, you wont eat for days." yeah, Fuck you Jess, I'm stronger then that. And another thing... If you're having issues with hubby, tell him, dont go fuck around.

Anyway, I'm cooking for Thanksgiving. 2 turkeys... Mom works 16 hours Thursday and is taking everyone some turkey, and i'm gonna make homemade apple pie. I've never done it before. I'm gonna put a lil bit of Garlic and peppercorns under the skin of the turkey, i wanted to do rosemarry too but... mom doesnt like it. Annndddd... Acorn Squash cut in half, remove the seed, then ima brush olve oil over it, then garlic and salt and pepper... bake... and fill with Garlic soup and serve. YAY! i have great ideas. then the classics that we have with every Thanksgiving, and pie, i like pie :)

what else... I got a new guitar, and mom broke the Laptop.

I wake up in the morning, the first thing i do is play the piano, or guitar. I like them both. I've been listening to the Trans-Siberian Orchestra. Its soo cool... they use guitar, and its not all snooty like most orchestras. This rocks! I'm playig Beethovens Last Night.. and its an Opera really, but i dont listen to any of the lyricals songs. theres like 3 that i just keep playing over and over again. Awesome guitar solos. yes... i am jealous... shh! but heres the wesite. http://www.trans-siberian.com/bln.shtml OOOHH theres audio samples.. i dont know whats on the sample cause i have no speakers... but if you wanna know, these are the good ones. Overture, Requiem, Fur Elise, and A Last Illusion. I think those are it. Shit.. they only have Requiem on the sample... okay... downloading can be fun to. Yes whatever...

I have my Final Exam, and then i am done with math! YES! that rocks, i hate math. I'm soo behind in school, this sucks. But even though i'm behind in school... I have kick ass grades. honor roll! yay!

I'm out, buh bye moto.

OH! And Cody should get a different job, one that will let him off for chirstmas so he can come to Boulder!

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[13 Nov 2003|11:18am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | VH1 Britney spears thingy ]

oooohhhh myyy Goooddd, i am sooo bored! :| I even e-mailed lee this huge e-mail talking about every stupid thing in thing in the world. he's gonna be like, 'uhhh, wtf?'

OHHH! I'll tell you some of it cause, it was just stupid storied from the past few days. I told him about taking a safety pin to my ear... i have a new pic of it, if someone wants to see. annnndd! OHHH MY GOD! I MADE EGGS THIS MORNING!!! yeah, i'll just paste what i told lee in...

whaaaccchhhhhaaaa dooooiiiinnn? I... am... really cold. OOO i was making eggs this morning and there was oil under the burner and it caught fire... and flames were blazing, i throw the pan to the other side of the stove... back off, and watch it. Cause its oil, and when oil is on fire your supposed to let it just burn off... but it was getting bigger and bigger. I started to freak, so i got a huge glass of water and threw it on the fire... *BOOM!* it got really big and then OUT! and i still have my eyebrows ;) (kick ass) I called mom and she was like... maybe Betne should just use the microwave this morning. haha, good times.

yes, yes. hmmmmmmm. God i'm bored. I need to workout today. I took two days off, yay! But i'm ready to get back to the gym. I should go easy this time, i shouldnt workout 7 days in a row, 3 or 4 a week is nice, i need to eat more, and i should stop taking caffiene pills. yeah... I told taunya about all of that and she ripped me a new ass hole.

I talked to Roxy for 2 hours the other night... she'd be like... "have you seen such in such?" *talkin about movies* I said no, and she goes, 'HELLLLLOOOO!!!!! OMG!!! I'M GOING TO LOCK YOU IN A CAGE AND MAKE YOU WATCH THESE!!!' yeah....


i'm bored, someone get online and talk to mmmeeeeeeeee.

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[07 Nov 2003|01:24am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Bother -Stone sour. ]

DO...
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = eh, i wanna live in CO.
:x: you think about suicide = I used to
:x: you believe in online dating = if thats your thing, its cool with me... but i wouldnt do it.
:x: others find you attractive = yes
:x: you want more piercings = yes
:x: you do drugs = No.
:x: you smoke = No.
:x: you like cleaning = yes
:x: you like roller coasters = no
:x: you write in cursive or print = Print
:x: you carry a donor card = No




NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love? = 0
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = 0
:x: of hearts I have broken? = oh jesus... i'm gonna say 6
:x: of girls I have kissed? = a few
:x: of boys I have kissed? = i dont remember
:x: of drugs taken illegally? = more then a few times.
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 2 or 3
:x: of people I consider my enemies? = 3
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = Once that i know of.
:x: of scars on my body? = A lot.
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = Number? dude, i cant even begin to count that out.

FAVORITE...
:x: disney movie = FINDING NEMO!! for now...
:x: scent = Love Spell
:x: word = CHeetos
:x: nickname = Betne
:x: guy name = i dont know
:x: eye color = Brown.

:x: flower = weird looking Roses with wild colors in them
:x: actor = dont have one
:x: actress= "

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = I guess
:x: funny = yes, i am funny
:x: hot =no
:x: friendly = yes
:x: amusing = haha
:x: loveable = no
:x: pessimistic = no
:x: optimistic = yes
:x: caring = yes
:x: sweet = umm, okay
:x: dorky = Yes. .

:x: Spell your first name back wards = ynahteb
:x: The story behind your user name = Dad never called me Bethany, always Betne... it fits.
:x: Are you straight? = no, i;m alllll curvy
:x: 4 words that sum you up = Che eee ttttoo oosss

DESCRIBE YOUR -
:x: Wallet = its brown italian leather and i never use it...
:x: Hairbrush = blue with hair all over it
:x: Toothbrush = i dunno.. it might be purple... ohh and i think some yellow * i do use it, all the time actully, i just dont care what color it is*

:x: Blanket = green
:x: CD in stereo right now = mixed... pink floyd is on now

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
:x: In my mouth = teeth, tounge... the works
:x: In my head = i've never really seen inside my head.. but i have a pretty good idea.
:x: Wishing = that i could sleep
:x: After this =sleep

heres another..

001. name : Bethany
+ 002. nicknames : Betne
+ 003. sex : Female
+ 004. birthday : June 12
+ 005. age : 16
+ 006. star sign : Gemini
+ 007. place of birth : somewhere in Kansas
+ 008. current residence :Boulder, Co
+ 009. hair color : blonde, brown, copper
+ 010. eye color : dark green
+ 011. height : 5'7"
+ 012. writing hand : right

BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
+ 013. do you bite your nails : no
+ 014. can you roll your tongue : yes.
+ 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : no
+ 017. can you blow smoke rings : yes
+ 018. can you blow spit bubbles : yes
+ 019. can you cross your eyes : yes
+ 020. colored hair : yes
+ 021. tattoos and where : none
+ 022. piercings and where : 1 each ear
+ 023. do you make your bed daily : yes
+ 024. what goes on first bra or underwear : bra
+ 025. which shoe goes on first : right
+ 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : yes
+ 037. how much money is usually in your wallet : I dont carry a wallet.
+ 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7 : rings, necklaces... yah know
+ 039. whats sexiest on a guy : Lips ;)
+ 040. whats sexiest on a girl : i dont know
+ 041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : on time and look ok.
+ 042. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it : twirl
+ 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : 2
+ 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : my.. hands :)
+ 045. do you cook : YES

WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
+ 073. were kissed or kissed someone : today
+ 074. watched bambi : forever ago
+ 075. cried : i dunno... i had a lil bit today cause... i was hurting real bad
+ 076. talked on the phone : yesterday
+ 077. read a book : days ago
+ 078. punched someone : last time... a few days, or weeks ago.
+ 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now : i'm just wingin it
+ 080. who are you gonna be married to and where : NOO, WE DONT GO THERE!
+ 081. how many kids do you want to have : none
+ 082. your profession : yeah...
+ 083. future college : LEAVE ME ALONE NOW!!

_____FRIENDS
+ 084. who is your best friend : Lisa, Roxy, jess
+ 085. what friend do you hang out with the most : Jess
+ 086. what friend makes you smile the most : hmmm, i dunno
+ 087. friend that you fight with the most : i dont fight
+ 088. one you talk to the most online : ju ju, chris, Bri, COdy
+ 089. friend that you miss the most : Roxy

___DO YOU LIKE
+ 096. pop music : no
+ 097. rock music : yes
+ 098. punk music : eh..
+ 099. rap music : ehhh....
+ 100. hip-hop/RB : nuhuh
+ 101. country : no
+ 102. jazz : not really
+ 103. classical : yes
+ 104. new age:yes
+ 105. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard it doesnt matter who heard about him/her: Queen...

-_-_-_- LoVe -_-_-_-
+ 106. you have a boy/girlfriend : no
+ 107. do they have a name : who?
+ 108. would you call it love : love?
+ 109. ever felt like that before : dude...
+ 110. how long has it been : i'm over this. I'm going to bed.
+ 111. ever had a longer realationship :
+ 112. how long :
+ 113. do you think this realtionship will last that long ?:

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[29 Oct 2003|02:19pm]
its now 400-500 acres, with 100 foot flames... which i can see from my house. 65 firefighters... and... 1 helicopter. not the best for a 500 acre fire.
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[29 Oct 2003|12:25pm]
OH ITS 10 MILES AWAY FROM ME!! and they're saying its in Boulder County. :(
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[29 Oct 2003|12:16pm]
Theres a fire in Jamestown, they have evacutated 350 people so far. The winds up there are up to 75mph, and we have no equiptment to fight it, because we sent it all out to California. They news said thay have 30 fire fighters on it... but... its huge, i took pictures of all the smoke you can see from my house. Hap was in boulder and said you could see flames...
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