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BlondeChick12708 (9:10:02 PM): yes i agree.. ..and then we kidnap beth too [15 May 2003|09:15pm]
[ mood | Am I dead yet? ]

Yeah so I have this new journal now...... buseless.... it's all set up so I think I'll be using that now...... Add me on it!

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Stick a knife into your back.... inventiveness is what I lack.... [13 May 2003|07:35pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | ...... homework has no music..... ]

Hey guys....

I'm turing my old blurty into my new one cause this free user crap sucks and it won't let me add any more friends..... It might be friends only I'm not sure yet though....the username is buseless2384

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I'm stealing Molly's idea..... [12 May 2003|07:44pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Sold out...... Wakefield ]

Describe me in four words

Remeber one of them is pitiful so if you don't comment I'm going to have to go cry in a closet......

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[12 May 2003|07:28pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | doppleganger.... Inspection 12 ]

Thanks Shelley cami317 I looove my layout!

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Don't you.... forget about me [11 May 2003|03:52pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | The Breakfast Club ]

My layout sucks! Someone help!

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BlondeChick12708 (10:04:29 PM): haha.. cause you suck [09 May 2003|10:05pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | myself sneezing......The Nothing Frequency...Autopilot off ]

Yeah so I went to the mall with Ellen today..... She's allowed to put full weight on her leg now which is great! even though she still needs to use crutches : (..... poor Ileen!

We "walked" around for a while and I got The Brakfast Club (great movie) the Finch cd, and another cd, and a b-day present for Nikki..... Happy b-day!

After that we went to see Holes, which I've aready seen..... great movie (ZIGZAG!!!!!, SOOO HOTT!!)

And now I'm home I guess!

Did this day suck for anyone else?

I think I'm dying from allergies

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The beat still didn't go on [08 May 2003|11:44am]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | Horse noises.... thank you Dan Hall ]

No really.. computers REALLY sucks!

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The beat didn't go on... [08 May 2003|11:40am]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | Rasner singing stayin alive ]

Ugh computers sucks.....

Yesss I only had like 4 classes today!

: D

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[05 May 2003|04:26pm]
[ mood | irate ]
[ music | my "mobile" ((hehe ellen)) ringing ]

Andrew Simone is one mean bastard.....

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Up on the rooftop listening to punk rock... [03 May 2003|02:30pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | The All American Rejects.....Paper Heart ]

Yesturday I went to Wendy's with Colleen and Andrew (unfortunately Colleen's "friend" was stupid and didn't go too gah.)

So after that I got picked up from school and took a shower to ge ready to go to Shila's hose to watch people take pictures for prom!!! Krissy, Nathan, Shila, Matt Legander, Laura Sigler, Eddy O. nd some other randm people were there, as well as BEAN who wasn't going to prom ....... They looked soooooo pretty! (the girls that is...... and the guys looked funny all dressed up)


After that Ellen BEAN and I went overto where they were having the prom to talk to people and see everyone all dressed up.... At first we just commented on the dress choices but Ellen wanted to go and say hi to Mr. Mitchell and so she went up to the door to talk to him....

He let us all inside and it looked sooooo pretty but BEAN and I felt sorta stupid being there in jeans so we went back to the car...

Ellen came out a few minutes later and we were standing around for a little longer until it started raining.....

We decided to go to Ellen's house to watch some movies but when we got out of the car it was POURING! and we got soooo wet! Ellen loaned me some pants because mine were dripping wet and we called Leslie and told her to come over....

She came and we watched Stigmata which is one weird movie and then part of Bye Bye Birde (another weird movie)...

Everyone left a little before 12 and I was so tired I just decided to sleep there...

Then this morning I had to wake up early for tennis lessons I played fo FOUR hours today!!!!

So I'm gonna go collapse somewhere.....buh bye

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Was every word you said a lie? [30 Apr 2003|03:21pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | Some annoying kid chewing gum next to me ]

So last night I was talking to my Mom about whether of not I am going back to Palymra and she's being totally unreasonable...

It's like she doesn't give a shit about what I want and It's all about what she wants.... i feel like this whole thing is for her

On top of it all I have ZERO people to talk to about this.... Eustace people will get pissed that I want to leave, my mom's against me and my Dad was on my side but because my Mom told him that I said he only cared about the money he's now trying to keep me @ Eustace to prove that it's not true.... meanwhile Ellen has her own problems so I feel stupid talking to her about it.....

But what hurts the most is that my parents flat out lied to me.... they both told me if I wasn't happy at Eustace then I could leave and now they're not keeping their word AT ALL! My dad also told me that if I really felt that I needed to go back to Palmyra then he'd tell my Mom that I was going back no matter what.... He obviously hasn't done that, which really hurts...

I don't understand why I need to come up with 1,000,000 reasons to leave Eustace.... I already gave them plenty of great reasons, but they don't care....

Shouldn't they care about my happiness?

They obviously don't because guess what I'M NOT HAPPY!

Leave some kind of comment please!.....

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Frustrated with whats going on.... [28 Apr 2003|12:48pm]
[ mood | enraged ]
[ music | A broken clock..... ]

So I'm STILL at school and it's about 4:40.... So I ask you WHERE THE HELL IS MY RIDE!?!?!?!?!

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Thats what made us who we are today [27 Apr 2003|05:20pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Goldfinger.... 99 red ballons ]

So I had to wake up early today and go over to aide CCD.... it was the last class ::tear::

Yeah, so I went home and Molly called an told me to come over... we ended up watching Ellen's get well soon video and then playing candyland which we now think is Hitlers perfect world (don't ask)

I finally got a good picture of Molly!!! and then I left

I called Ali while I was walking home and she told me that she's sick so she won't be in school tomorrow : (...

Oh yeah and some people on highland ave need to try to NOT run people over...... Thank you

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I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare... [26 Apr 2003|11:02pm]
[ mood | listless ]
[ music | New Found Glory.... Eyesore (Acoustic) ]

Horay for me! I finally wrote my reflection paper... I've put it off long enough after all...

Yeah... I watched Red Dragon tonight which is one crazy movie! It was pretty good though I recommend it

Today sucked I wasn't allowed to go anywhere after i went and watched the soccer game over at Legion... I had to stay home an finish my BORING paper

NO FUN!

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I can see that I've lost my sight [25 Apr 2003|05:53pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | The clock ticking ]

Yeah so last night I went to Ellens and we called up BEAN.... So she came and we watched Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure.....

Then today I woke up pretty early when Ellen called me at about 9:30!!!!!! (evilness) So I went over there and sunbathed until Krissy and Nathan came over and we sat around and watched Swimfan and then Insomnia (sorta)....

Nathan wanted to play Monopoly so we played that for awhile until he lost most of his money and decided to stop playing.....

Yeah so I'm still here and I'm gonna go eat steak.... lucky me!!

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And the Moon Hits your Eye like a big Pizza pie! [24 Apr 2003|03:51pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Wakefield.... loser (with a coupon) ]

Yeah so some of my entries are gonna be friends only so leave a comment and I'll add you

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Cheer up my friends all say.... you're better alone anyway [24 Apr 2003|10:48am]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | Finch... Without You Here ]

So I'm pretty sure "in a sense" Goepel likes me..... Man is Steph gonna be pissed....I guess Iam bette alone anway...

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