| ah,poetry. be still my little heart |
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| 05:33pm 15/11/2003 |
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mood:  blah music: thrice: send me an angel
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this poem is kind of mature. bummer. but its still aa good one i think.
**politics and poetry** there is a community of the spirit join it, and feel the delight of walking in the noisy street and being the noise
drink all your passion and be a disgrace
close both eyes to see with the other eye
open your hands if you want to be held sit down in this circle
at night your beloved wanders don't accept consolations
close your mouth against food and taste the lover's mouth in yours
you moan, "they left me" twenty more will come
be empty of worrying think of those who created thought
why do you stay in prison when the door is so wide open
move outside the tangle of fear-thinking live in silence
flow down and down in always widening rings of being
i really kind of dont like it but it will do
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| not so sure anymore |
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| 09:41pm 15/11/2003 |
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mood:  accomplished music: bright eyes :waste of paint
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Zodiac Sign // scorpio
What school do you go to // pchs
What is your mascot // panther, nhs came over last day of school last year and spray painted the panther on the signe in front of the school pink so i guess now we're the pink panthers
What are your school colors // blue black and silver
Nicknames // sweets, ernie, amster, and my real dad use to call me amybug
Where were you born // elizabeth city nc
What are your hobbies //friends poetry music bert monster
Hair color // dirty blonde
Hair length // alittle past my shoulders
Eye color // blue
Height // 5'7 n 1/2
Have any pets // dog::sam cat:: sayla 2 lizards:: lizard guy and lizard girl (thats their real names)
What do you fear most in the world // snakes and any kind of bugs oh and scream mask
What do you regret the most // christopher
have braces //unfourtunately
Do you have glasses // yes, dont wear them Are you good at school // im an honors student so what do u think *Favorites*
Color // pink, and dark red
Teacher // mrs marshall
Class // creative writing
Day of the week // tuesday
Holiday // valentines and halloween
Season // fall
Month // august
Sport // volleyball, cross country, and softball
Movie // the gooines and fear
T.V. show // real world and when ever buffy is on
Drink // liquid brownie frappe, chai and water
Male singer // lead singer of the used
Female singer // emilana torrini Word[s] // are you a loser with a coupon?....duh...... come on come on come on come on
Brand of shoes // chucks, addidas, and of course my faithful reef flip flops
Radio station // 96.1 and 104.5
Room in your house // my room
Pizza Topping // black olives or mushrooms
State // hawii and missouri
Song[s] // ever so sweet, ever long, is patience still waiting, anytime, iris, some song by dashboard Letter[s] // the letter "a"
Number[s] // 2
Cereal // fruit loops and grapenut os
*This or That*
Red or Blue // red
Pretzels or Potato Chips //pretzels
Jeans or Khakis // jeans
Comedy or Drama // drama
Computer or TV // computer
Gold or Silver // silver
Outgoing or Shy // outgoing
Tall or Short // tall
Breakfast or Dinner // breakfast
Day or Night // night
Radio or Cd's // cds
Internet or Phone // neither
98 degrees or O town // neither
Happy or Sad // emo
Guy or Girl // guys
Sexy or Cute // adorable Tough or Wimpy // tough
Strong or Weak // strong
Funny or Hilarious // hilarious
Summer or Winter // both
Love or Lust // love
Friends or Family // friends
Car or Truck // both
Dog or Cat // cat Inside or Outside // outside
Hurricane or Tornado //tornado ive been through aot of huricanes youre not missing anything exciting Thunder or Lightning // love both
Rain or Snow // rain
Hail or Sleet // hail
Sunny or Cloudy // cloudy
Loud or Quiet // peaceful
Mcdonalds or Burger king // mcdonalds for breakfeast burger king for the rest Coffee or Tea // coffee
Coke or Pepsi // coke
Mr. Pibb or Dr. Pepper // what the hell is mr.pibb?
White chocolate or Normal chocolate // neither
Britney or Christina // christina
Chocolate or Vanilla // vanilla
Writing or Typing // writing
Cold or Hot // lukewarm
Pen or Pencil // pen
Candle or Incense // candle
Plain paper or Lined paper // lined
Blonde or Brunette // dirty
Curly or Straight // dunno
Blanket or Sleeping bag // blanket
Shower or Bath // both
Body wash or Soap // body wash
Perfume or Body spray // perfume
American Eagle or Abercrombie // american eagle
Pochahontas or Mulan // noether
Pop Tarts or Toaster strudles // strawberry pop tarts with frosting any day
Chicken or Turkey //chicken
MTV or VH1 // fuse
Shorts or Pants // pants
Tank tops or T-shirts // t-shirts
Rich and dumb or Poor and smart // poor and smart
Markers or Colored pencils // markers
Boxers or Briefs // boxers
Nike or Adidas // cant deny my shell tops
Mercedes or BMW // bmw
Army or Navy // costies
Orange or Grape // orange
Lime or Lemon // lemon
Striped or Plaid // both
Innie or Outie // innie
Hot tub or Sauna // sauna
Land or Water // water, sand irratates me
Sneeze or Cough // coughing with a stuffy nose
Skittles or M&M's // plain m&ms or sour skittles?
Truth or Dare // double hitter
Letterman or Leno // letterman
SNL or mad tv // mad tv
*Love Life*
love at first sight// i believe in taking a deeper look Do you have a crush // bert monster!!!!!!
Whats his name //bert monster!!!!!!!!!!!!!! chicken boy cluck cluck
How old are they // 18
How long have you liked him or her // a year 1 month 3 days and couple hours
If you could kiss anyone in the world, who would it be // my reald dad and my bert monster
If you could date anyone in the world, who would it be // Ashton Kutcher of josh hartnet but i am ecstatic justdating my bert monster Do you prefer being the dumper or the dumpee // dumpee
Do you think there is a person for everyone // everyone except for dorthy
If yes, do you know who yours is // yeppers
Have you ever been in love // yes and im still falling
What do you think love is // not applicable
Do you have a b/f or g/f // yeah
What do you like about your crush or bf, gf // i like their hotness
When was your first kiss // kindergarden but if that dont count then when i was in 6th grade the first day of school
Did u ever hookup with just a friend // yes...
*Past*
Last words you said // dontmake me seperate you two you sang // feeling left out : most accidents
Last meal you ate // ham sandwhich and some rice
What did you hate most about school // getting suspended
*Present*
What's in your CD player // coldplay, deftones, some mixed cd, give up the ghost, and nada surf
What color sox are you wearing // white
What's under your bed // lots of magazines
What's the weather like // crisp and cloudy
What time did you wake up today // 9
*Future*
Who do you want to marry // we all die alone anyway
Are you going to college // unc chapel hill baby
to study what // journalism
What is your career going to be // journalist
Where are you going to live // whereever robert drags me to
How many kids do you want // one boy one girl i want the boy to come first so he can defend his little sister
Kids names girls // ahulani, kaleena, amanda loretta (after my sister)
Kids names boys // matthew, mark , luke, john, or travis
Where do you want your honeymoon // bed
*Have you ever
Been Drunk //lots
Skinny dipped //yea
Stole // no
Stayed up all night on the internet // yea
Been in a fist fight // yea
Been in a cat fight // yes
Wanted to kill someone // not really
Fell off a chair // many times
*Other*
Do you like your handwriting // depends on my mood and the type of pen
Which superhero would you be // roberts is: ron jeremy and mine is the naked guy off kablaam
Do you have any piercings // 1 cartlidge piercing 2 earlob piercing im getting my belly button done and the thick cartlidge and the entrance of your ear
Any tattoos // im getting one
Are you picky // very
What makes you cry // everything
What makes you mad // stupid people
Do you like cartoons // not really
Do you believe in heaven // yea
Do you believe in God // yea
Do you think there is a hell // hell yea
Do you believe in the devil // yes but i dont worship him
When you get mad, do you swear a lot // depending on the level of madness
Do you have a magic 8 ball // use to
Ever worn black nail polish //yea but i did it like french tip when i had nails
Do you have your own tv and vcr // yea
Do you believe in fate // yea
Do you see dead people // no but i see alot of black folks just kidding
Are you a good speller // yes cant you tgell?
Do you ever steal anything from hotels // soap, it smells so good
What is your last name backwards // sekots
Do you want to be the first person on the sun when you grow up // not really, im not one for sun burn ( ha ha aint i so funny? kidding)
*What Do These Words Make You Think Of*
Rainbow // lucky charms
Frog // ribbet Carol // my preachers wife
Star //emo
Ticket // the deftones concert i went to last year
*This or That*
Florida or California // florida
Sprite or 7-UP // 7-up yours
Mountains or the Beach // beach
AIM or MSN Messenger // AIM
Geography or Math // geography
Private schools or Public schools // i did both
Email or Phone //email im not one for just sitting on the phone and saying nothing
Baseball or Basketball // baseball
quiet people or outgoing people // depends
Sun or Moon // moon
Christmas or Your Birthday // christmas but my birthday aint too far way from x-mas
Blue or Purple // violet
Gelly Roll pens or Milky Pens // gelly things
Gap or Aeropostale// aeropostale
Bath & Body Works or The Body Shop // bath and body works
Flirting or a good conversation // both
scariest: tornado, hurricane, or earthquake // ive never been through an earthquake before
Middle School or High School // college
Wavy/curly hair or Straight hair // straight
Blue, green, or Brown eyes // blue
Nintendo 64 or Playstation2 // neither
Guinea Pigs or Hamsters // i had 3 hamsters and now they are all barried in the front yard right by the fence
Hawaii or the Bahamas // a cruise to bahamas so i can dance to reggae or hawii so i can surf the pipe |
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| i leave you with something to read and ponder while i sleep |
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| 10:50pm 15/11/2003 |
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mood:  exanimate music: jill scott :honey moalsses
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**LoVe YoU**
and maybe when the damage is all done we can turn this back into love because, you know, it`s like they say you don`t know what you`ve got til its gone
this beauty only runs skin deep i`m not as great as you may think i don`t deserve how good you are to me
you`ve gone and headed right off the deep end and nobody will be there to catch you when you fall
just as you`re about to hit the bottom i`ll reach down and save you just like i always do save you from all those troubles you keep locked inside your mind
what was i thinking i must be crazy thinking i could live without someone like you well, i`m no one without someone like you
im no one without someone like you ---------------------------- Telephone wires
I've heard in time it gets better I've been waiting forever I'll say goodbye for the last time Only this time I'll mean it
My fingers ache from clenching this fist My eyes still burn I'm pouring my heart through these telephone wires I'm getting the notion that you've become tired
You run your legs take you so far You would always come running back I won't be here this time
Sleep forces itself on me Escaping reality
I know where you'll be when you come back No reason to visit No need to remember |
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