broken down in my dead bedroom, stuttering to pictures of you   
10:16am 15/10/2003
 
mood: cheerful
music: beyonceft. sean paul: baby boy
skipping is such sweet fun. we had a 2 hour delay for school this morning and mom left for work before the bus came so i decided to skip. im not going to be lazy all day long. i have work that i need to do for honors and i have a writing aptitude test thats due next week for longridge writing school. i get college credits for the course im taking at longridge. yay for me!!

im not going to do any house work because it has to look like i havent been here all day. im just going to tidie up my room because berts coming over today and we're going to have alittle "alone" time. no pillow kissing session tho (damn), he and i are sworn to a lifetime of chastity and virtue. or at least until we're married. :)

after we have our "alone" time i have to run by c.o.a. to get my white fingernail polish from niki and i have to give her back her book that ive had since forever. im really kind of bored theres no one to talk to . i cant blast my music and dance around the house because the neighbors will tell my mom and ill be in deep shit. now i know how anne frank felt. mom being the nazi and me being anne frank.

im on restriction by my dad. i was an hour late for curfew sunday and dad put me on restriction from robert until this sunday, but mom said if dads not here then robert can come over. dont you just love my mommy? sunday we went to the beach. the waves were mad crazy nice. and the water wasnt cold like it was the last time we were there together. it was romantic until we started getting ate alive by the sand flies. (not the fleas, but the flies)

welp im off to see what my boundaries are for the day. lates and loves.

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