"Man, i rode dave's bike the other day and my balls fell asleep" - steven   
11:20am 23/08/2003
 
mood: amused
music: "closr your eyes" christopher beck
wow its been awhile.

first day of school wasnt as bad as i thought it woudve been. i saw most of the friends i missed, except marty, he graduated. i need to call him
NOTE TO SELF: CALL MARTY, after you find his number.
ummm... lots of hugs. we had a pep-rally first thing in the morning. boring.:( we have some ugly freshmen this year and they are so stupid. i was never that stupid when i was that young. one of them tried to hit on me in the cafeteria when i was trying to get a drink. i told him that i had a boyrfriend (even tho i havent talked to him in 3 days and he only lives 15 minutes from me now!!! hint hint bert) and that i dont people that i have to ook down to.
i got to see bert on monday after school. yay!!
i love my classes they are so easy. ihad home work the first night but it wasnt that hard.

i went to a tailgating party last night with travis heather and stevo. we played northeastern. home game but i dont know if we won because i neverwent into the stadium travis and i stayed in the parking lot with brad and rhonda. much fun. i drank alittle.

travis finally got his truck (big nasty competition) fixed. i got the john deere hat i wanted but i left in the parking lot last night. oh well.

welp im off to go hit the volleyball around outside. lates.


im an upper-classmen woop! woop!
 
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"Man, i rode dave's bike the other day and my balls fell asleep" - steven   
11:20am 23/08/2003
 
mood: amused
music: "closr your eyes" christopher beck
wow its been awhile.

first day of school wasnt as bad as i thought it woudve been. i saw most of the friends i missed, except marty, he graduated. i need to call him
NOTE TO SELF: CALL MARTY, after you find his number.
ummm... lots of hugs. we had a pep-rally first thing in the morning. boring.:( we have some ugly freshmen this year and they are so stupid. i was never that stupid when i was that young. one of them tried to hit on me in the cafeteria when i was trying to get a drink. i told him that i had a boyrfriend (even tho i havent talked to him in 3 days and he only lives 15 minutes from me now!!! hint hint bert) and that i dont people that i have to ook down to.
i got to see bert on monday after school. yay!!
i love my classes they are so easy. ihad home work the first night but it wasnt that hard.

i went to a tailgating party last night with travis heather and stevo. we played northeastern. home game but i dont know if we won because i neverwent into the stadium travis and i stayed in the parking lot with brad and rhonda. much fun. i drank alittle.

travis finally got his truck (big nasty competition) fixed. i got the john deere hat i wanted but i left in the parking lot last night. oh well.

welp im off to go hit the volleyball around outside. lates.


im an upper-classmen woop! woop!
 
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well i guess it would be nice if i could touch your body i know not everybody has got a body like me   
08:03pm 23/08/2003
 
mood: depressed
music: "faith" limp bizkit
i think bert wants to break up with me...
maybe im just being paranoid. (damn i hate it when this happens.) he called me today (finally). and when he was talking to me he sounded like he really didnt want to talk to me. maybe its just because hes under stress of starting at RBC? i packed up all the things that he gave me today into shoe boxes and some of the stuff is sitting on the side, i couldnt fit it into the boxes. just incase he does break up with me tomorrow when he comes to see me i can him back all his stuff if not then i can redecorate my selves again. much fun! :(
i talked to franny about it this afternoon (yes i talked to frances) she sadi she highly doubts it because why would he? she says that he's head over heels in love with me. doesnt fell like it lately to me. im use to attention and i love it from him.
i love it when he touches me. it makes me feel special. like little feathers rubbing against my arm. and lately his touching me feels stale.
stress maybe? i know im going to be scared when i start college. what am i to do?
i think im going to take the advice that i gave to franny about steve "talk to him about it" im scared. pray for me.


sometimes i feel ive got to run away ive got to get away from the pain drive in the heart of me the love we share seems to go no where ive lost my life... once i ran to you now i run from you.... tainted love...
 
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