Continental Drift   
12:27am 11/08/2003
 
mood: lethargic
music: "Feeling left out: would you like something to drink?
Silver spirals around the sun
Constellations spinning
And dissolving one by one
Frequencies are out of reach
The phosphorescent halo
Of the universe at peace
I know that time will pass us by

A twisted rearrangement
That makes us wonder why
The two of us will become one
Until it's over
And the moon becomes the sun
It moves the earth

The ground will start to shake
It's what happens every time
The two exist
This continental drift
So take my hand and drift away

This atmospheres's not perfect
But it is what we create
An endless dance of start so bright
A super nova
Radioactive liquid light
And as we float through space

Not knowing what's ahead
Or what will fall into place
I dream of the black hole
That pulls us in
The argument of life
That I can't win
This continental drift

The artist from the art
And right back at the start
It's the mind against the heart
This continental drift

recessionof these thoughless forms		  
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is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry   
10:10pm 11/08/2003
 
mood: blah
music: KoRn: children of the KoRn
Another wonderful evening with my love. i get to see him again tomorow yay! i dis ike his grandparents so much, right now anway. they have the best intensions for robert but they, i dunno, they make him feel guilty about everything. sad people. why arent they every other old person around. the old people who only go to church and believe in god so that they can get into heaven. thank god this only lasts for another week and then i have him all to myself. can't wait.

im listening to korn. i havent listened to them since i was like in 8th grade. man i was all about korn in 8th grade. Cody knows what i mean. Thank god i never dressed like i was a korn freak. man, i wouldve been really ugly. :P

ive done decided that if i ever become 200 lbs. i was going to kill myself. i couldnt deal with myslef being that fat. thats what you call food-getting-caught-in-your-rolls-and-dont-smell-it-for-weeks kind of fat. nasty. after i have my first kid im going to be at te gym every day until i lose the weight i gained when i was pregnant. if my boobs get really saggy ill get a boob job to perk them up. (question: if you have breast implants can you breast feed?) ill use alot of coa-co butter lotion to get rid of the stretch marks. okay, how did i get on this subject?

i saw franny at muddy's tonight. she was with dorthy(eww). dorthy and i are cool now, but i still watch what i say around her. big mouth!! people dont know about us at p-tank. everyone talks shit about everyone. most of us are too-faced. but me if i dont like you im gonna tell you. i cant be around people i dont like. puts me in a bad mood.

i get to see my bert again tomorrow. yay. he goes to get his stiches out from when they pulled his wisdom teeth. tomorrow will be our 10 month anv. longest relationship ever (never last over 2 months; shortest relationship ever: david james, 3 days). i get to see him again thursday when i go to get my full braces put on. not looking forward to getting a lecture from dr. kaplan for taking out my wire and not making another appt sooner. oh well. the old geezer will leave.

How come dr.kaplan's assistants are all girls and arent but a few years older than i? i think hes got something going on with them. they are all very pretty girls too. so you know what they be doing in the utility closet after hours. ewwww.

well im off to find something to do. lates.

i see your pretty face and smash iot against the wall. -korn		  
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