Clostraphobic Heart   
08:23am 21/07/2003
 
mood: worried
music: Dashboard confessional "heart broken"
'Tis hard to fall
In this Clostraphobic Heart of mine

Dank and cold
I hide inside myself
Where my darkest secrets lie

Afraid of getting wrapped up
In the life of another person

I'll get too close
And be broken in an instant
Always happens like that

So here i'll stay
In my musty Corner
All alone		  
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"bring it on im going to show you gangsta"   
11:39pm 21/07/2003
 
mood: accomplished
music: thursday: "autobiography of a nation"
i just thouhgt of some lines actually alot of lines for different poems:

EyEs
Blood shot red
From the tears
That I cry for you

We're back to where we began
To shy to say something to hurt
Your feelings

What i wouldnt do
To have one more day
Away from you
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IS it going to matter
I if i left today?
Will you notcie that im gone?
the notes on the table
and my clothes are packed
the biggest mistake ive made
is now history
another one for the book
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I touch you with my rusted fingers
And you pull away
I'm leaving again
Another heart breaker
All i wanted to say was
I LOVE YOU
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For i know im treading on thin ice
But its worth drowning
To see you tonight
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Forever feels like you
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All freedom is
Is an illusion
A bird you think youre setting free
When all the time
its trained to fly right back to it's cage
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1,000 FlOwErS oF wOrDlEsS tHoUgHts

Passion unfolding
Into a lovely flower
A bud of love (haha i rhymed)
To say things that words cannot explain

A single rose to brighten the apple of my cheeks
millions of flowers for all the times he's thought about me

Such a dream
Thats never coming true
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the last one actually turned out to be poem going unoticed.

for those of who were hurt by the deleted part of this post. please accept my apologies.		  
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  bertandernie
 
 
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