| "cry child cold blood here for me"-poison the well |
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| 10:04pm 20/07/2003 |
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music: poison the well "horns and tails"
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went to church tonite. it took martha 3 or 4 times to figure out wethere or not she wanted to go and i got dressed and undressed twice, but it was worth it. i got to see my niki dawg. i showed her the pics that we took from prom and ccyc. (shoe sex!!! haha) lovely.
im bored tonight. no one to talk to except nathan and im not about to start with him. he could die for all i cared and i wouldnt hed a tear.
i gave the dog a bath and when it was over i had more hair on me than the dog did. and i even smelled like him so i took a long hot shower and then switched it to cold before i got out. it was nice.
i get to see my bert tomorrow. yay!!! he has to go get his teeth filled again so im tagging along. im taking my "handy dandy notebook" along so i can write some poetry. and maybe draw alittle. its not going to take as long as last time but its going to be long enough.
i wore my glasses today. made me feel smarter. but i took them off before i went to church. too many kids around to break something i have to pay for. im going to get contacts when i go back to the doctor so i dont have to fuss with mom about me not wearing them in hn. english class. she gets so made over that. " youve got such a talent when it comesto literature, but you can improve so much more when you wear those glasses." i got into honors english without wearing them in 8th grade isnt that enough? again i say "oblivious."
dad had something else to fuss at me about today, his cd collection int he living room. "why arent any of my cds in the cd cases. where the hell is all my cds? what did you do with them?" ok what am i going to do with a bunch of old country cds and bluegrass cds? not my type of music. he's the irresponsible one not me. i have more cds than he does and i know exactly where all of mine are. ive never lost a cd (knock on wood)except for my backstreet boys cd when i was 13. and i really didnt care about them because they're a bunch of faggets. i cant say that because my bestfriend is gay. opps. sorry marty. (loves)
i watched movies until 3 in the morning yesterday and today. i watched" buffy the vampire slayer" all the austin powers movies, cruel intensions, crazy/beautiful, fear, sleepy hollow, the haunting, and broke down palace. and then this morning dad has enough nerve to wake me up a 7 and say " im going to make some pancakes do you want any?" i was like "no" and feel back asleep. why does anyone eat so early in the morning? i cant do it. ill be sick for the rst of the day.
well im off to do my nightly rounds to find someone to keep me company. byes.
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