but to be frank, and give it thee again. and yet i wish but for boundless as the sea, my love as dee   
02:51pm 26/06/2003
 
mood: aggravated
music: "let me clear my throat" dj kool
People need to get over they're fucking selves and how they're in my and my boyfriends relationship or not its none of they're damn business especially when they start assumming shit. not you niki.

To Jordon: i love you to death and youre as sweet as can be but damn, roberts a grown man and he can handle his own affairs. i never had sex with eric and i dont plan on it. i dont have any feelings for him that exceed above friend ship and barely that now. i dont plan on seeing him again unless hes around bert. please do me a big favor and let robert decide who he loves and doesnt love. im glad youre concerned but BACK THE FUCK OFF. oh! by the way how the fuck you plan to burn when youre preach to me that berts your best friend but youre going to hurt him even more if fuck with me.

To Eric: youre a sweet guy and youre nice to talk to but i dont think we can have a friendship anymore because of what has happend ill talk to you on the phone or whatever but i dont wanna have a relationship the exceeds past that.

To Bert Monster: I love you more than anything and im sorry that ive put you threw so much stuff. i want to share my sunsets and sunrises with you. nothing i can say can rectify the harm ive caused you and if its alright ill spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you.

To my niki-dawg: i love you to death and youre as swet as can be( like i said to jordon) youve been sweet to me from the first day we met. youve been there through chris and everything other stupid shit. youre the best friend that everyone can ask for. you listen to me and especially they crap i go through with my dad. thank you for listening and being my bestbud.

wow that made me feel alittle "girlie"

amyways i got my braces on today not all of them just my bottom ones. they didnt hurt when i got them on at first but now they're getting irritating. i dont feel like staying here tonight so i might ask niki if i can crash at her house. my dad and i arent getting along very well and i need a break from him even thought i just got back yesterday morning. its so nice to be home by myself i dread life when 9 rolls around because my step dad comes home.		  
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you calm the storm and give me breath you still my heart and take my breath away   
03:43pm 26/06/2003
 
mood: calm
to Jordon: i appreciate what you have to say. but youre wrong. you are so wrong. i havent ran around anything. and tru one day i may fail but not at loving bert. i dont have power to whether or not bert thinks i did those things with eric, hes old enough to make his own decisions i dont have to hold his hand. he and i are perfectly content with the situation. we love each other. there will never come a day that i will give into you and eric's lies. you may hurt me and you may break the relationship between bert and i or you and bert, but you can never stop me from loving him. i never admitted to having "fallin' in love with him"(being eric) for one if youre talking about the advice i asked you for about the 17 year old girl have been dating this guy for almost a year and she thinks that she is falling for someone else. thats not me for one im not 17 yet and i havent been with robert for a year only 8 months and some change. i was asking youre advice for my friend kim and her boyfriend david. i couldnt think of what to tell her so i asked you. if ever i think that im fallig in love with someone else than i will nto be afraid to admitt to avoid as much heartache and despair as possible. and tell me the truth if im going to come in between the friendship that you and bert than i will back off and you two can have youre friendship back. ill move on i might not love anyone as i do him because he is my first love. but youll spend the rest of your life feeling guilty because you and eric broke the best thing bert and i ever had.		  
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