i lu' robert   
02:38pm 02/06/2003
 
mood: sad
music: "i miss you" incubus
well robert finally graduated friday! yay! i cried. i almost beat some chicks ass tho. every graduate had a white rose and the director of the graduation said that they could give ti to someone special. so when graduation was over i expected to get the flower and when i went up to hug him and say how proud i was of him his "best friend" sharon had the rose in her hand. i was about to get mad but then he went and got it from her and gave it to me and its on my shelf at home.

robert left for florida on sunday and hell be back on saturday morning. i miss him. he called me last night and i after we were done talking i was missing him like mad crazy. so i wrote him a poem. and its called *YOUR DOOR*

I'VE FOUND A LONG WAY BAC KTO SANITY AGAIN
THOUGH I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO
WHEN I GET THERE
TAKE A BREATH & HOLD ON TIGHT
AND SPIN AROUND ONE MORE TIME
AND FALL BACK INTO YOUR ARMS OF GRACE

I'M HANGING ON EVERY WORD YOU SAY
AND EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SPEAK TONIGHT
THAT'S ALRIGHT WITH ME
BECAUSE I WANT NOTHING MORE
THAN TO SIT OUTSIDE YOUR DOOR
AND HEAR YOU BREATHING

I'M LOOKING PAST THE SHADOWS IN MY MIND
INTO THE TRUTH
AND I'M TRYING TO IDENTIFY THE VOICES IN MY HEAD
GOD, I WISH IT WERE YOU
LET ME FEEL ONE MORE TIME WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO FEEL
AND BREAK THE CALLOUSES OFF OF ME ONE MORE TIME

I DON'T WANT A THING FROM YOU
I BET YOU'RE TIRED OF ME
WAITING FOR THE SCRATCH TO FALL OFF
THE TABLE TO THE GROUND
BECAUSE I JUST WANNA BE THERE NOW

I'M HANGING ON EVERY WORD YOU SAY
AND EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANNA SPEAK TONIGHT
THAT'S ALRIGHT WITH ME
BECAUSE I WANT NOTHING MORE
THAN TO SIT OUTSIDE YOUR DOOR

********END OF POEM*********

sweet isnt it? i think its my bst one yet. i just took my first exam. fourth period. it was easy as pie. i signed up for volleyball camp which is june 23-25 at camden highschool only 5 minutes from the house.
i also got my schedule for next year.

1st semester
creative writing
honor eng III
yearbook I
algebra II

2nd semester

honor elp
physical science
latin III
honor psych

my day has been great altho i think frances is trying to be like me. shes signning up for volleyball just because of me and kristy are and she even admitted that she has never played before its just going to be a waste of her time and i hope she doesnt expect for me to hang out with her all season and listen to her winnning because im there to play not to hear complaints if i wanna hear complaints ill work at k-mart. and also she has almost every class i do next year and my senior year she expects to get in to ap us history her senior year and she cant even get out or freshman social studies and shes a sophmore and she acts childish all the time. shes 16 going on 2. i may act alittle crazy at times, i mean come one ive ran down the street buck ass naked, but i know when its time to pay attention and when i can play around. and when i play around i usually dont it in a baby voice. i dofunny thingd to make people laugh not stupid things to make people irratated.
anyways its almost time to go home so ummm..yeah.... bye...		  
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