my very very very uneventful weekend   
09:26pm 11/05/2003
 
mood: giddy
well, this weekend was boring. i did go see niki last night she came and picked me up and we went to dollar general and wally world with martha's grandkids. niki and i hung out and talked about her and josh's non-existent relationship. I want her to have a relationship like fur and me so she can finally be happy but it's just not working.
i was on a roll last night with writing my poetry. i wrote like 4 within an 1/2 hour. i wrote one for niki explaining how she feels and stuff. and i wrote 3 for fur. my favorite one out of all them is *PaIn* which is the one i wrote for niki. it goes:

Dark and dreary
The clouds in her mind
Block the thoughts of happiness

She lays inside herself
Wondering what to do
And who she is

She wants this all to end
But nothing is worth the pain of losing everything
So she bottle's it up
And puts a lock on it
Never to be let out


I though it was pretty good, the end needs alittle work. niki liked it.

went to church this morning. samething as usual except for the dedication to the mothers part. Could'nt really pay attention because of nathan and his chick friend talking behind us. How rude! and he's the preacher's son too.
anyways im tired and i need some sleep i have to go back to school in the morning. Oh yay.
 
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