LoVe... what is LoVe?   
09:23am 10/05/2003
 
mood: optimistic
What is LoVe?

I myself am in love. I cannot describe it, but I know Im in it. You can never really describe LoVe, I think, because you're knumb to it. Yes, you're numb. Weither you know it or not, or believe it, someone has always loved you. In some way shape or form you have been loved or you have loved someone. And b/c you have been loved, you cannot describe it.
You can write poem or books on it, or, hell, you can write 500 page novels on it, but you never really know what LoVe is. You know when you're in LoVe, and you know that you LoVe someone or that someone loves you, but you cannot describe it.
Sometimes you know you're in LoVe, but you don't really know why you love the person. Take me and fur monster for instance, he always asks me,"Why do you LoVe me?" And, as usual, you're expected to respond w/ something like,"b/c you're the nicest, most sweetest person in the world,and none has ever treated me the way you have treated me, now shut up and kiss me you big lug!" Sure that's true in fur's and my case, but what I feel for him goes much deeper than that.
I guess this all goes back to one of my favorite quotes by Petrarch, "To be able to say how much you LoVe is to LoVe but little."
I know I'm rambling on and on about LoVe, but sometimes I don't think that Fur monster understands that he is my shooting star. He is the air I breath. He fills the emptiness in my heart. He is my everything.


Passion is the key to our finest moments; the decloration of LoVe, the clarity of HaTe, the feeling of pure ecstasy.		  
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alone and bored   
12:45pm 10/05/2003
 
mood: crappy
i'm bored out of my mind and I feel like typing, besides there's nothing else to do in nowheresville. ( i miss my fur monster.)
*war... unh what is it goof for? absolutly nothing... sing it again man...*

I'm talking to my friend Justin. My friends know him as the "I sell biscuits" guy. He's cool. Big Redneck!

I'm supposed to go to Niki's today, but ya know.... shit happens.		  
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