Hard Days Night   
11:32am 18/04/2003
 
mood: nerdy
YES. Good RPG Session had by all, wonderful time.

Can't say much else except I hope that I can convince Derek to go to The Movie Marathon

or..... Sheena? Oh Sheena?! :P
 
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Tired   
02:43pm 15/04/2003
 
mood: hot
I have got the worse headaches ever!!! ><

I hate this weather, I wish that it would turn cold all ready.

Meanwhile, Classes sucked. My friends totally ignored me, and for that matter, I don't think they want to be my friend ( well, A likes R more than me because I dunno, she's married and isn't egotistical???))

whatever, personally I think that she is full of herself. " Oh, Daniel this, Daniel that" Just, STFU about your husband, cause I am over it.

As for everything else, gahz. all right, just gahz. I am so fed up.
 
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Ben the Rules   
09:23pm 12/04/2003
 
mood: awake
music: Landslide - Dixie Chicks
Yeah, the new background. aint it spiffy, damn some people are talented.

Anyway, new look I guess I'll keep this journal open.

for a while, at least!
 
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Closing Down   
12:02pm 12/04/2003
  Yeah, I'm not really interested in this diary anymore.

So this is probably going to be the last post out and then next week I'm gonna close it down.
 
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DADADADADADADA!   
02:30pm 08/04/2003
 
mood: amused
I'm surprised that our little bird hasn't found this nest yet.

wait upon tomorrow, and we shall see what arises.
 
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Haha   
10:38am 03/04/2003
 
mood: calm
music: B2K - BUMP BUMP BUMP
She found out about the other ones.

It's kinda terrible, cause i did talk about her a-lot but

only because she generally gave me stuff to be pissed off about.

Then she even showed my journal entries to her friends, to her mother!?

and expects me to go, " Oh, I'm sorry. It's okay for you to show everyone?!"

I mean, I don't tape every conversation I have with her about her friends and tell it to them.

Fuck, it's just a journal.

As Colin Firth said in Bridget Jones " Perhaps it's time to start over"

Yeah, perhaps it is.
 
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Good Evening!   
09:49pm 30/03/2003
 
mood: energetic
music: Five for Fighting - Superman
Now for something completely different :

Yeah, I have too many journals and it's getting to be a task writing in all of them.

That's why most of these entries are short. But, at least I write in this, I guess!

I could leave it all behind....

but I love Benny Boy!
 
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Damn Monkey   
01:21pm 29/03/2003
 
mood: amused
music: Placebo - Change your taste in men
bentherules
is a
Coconut-Eating Attack Monkey


...with a Battle Rating of 8.3



To see if your Food-Eating Battle Monkey can
defeat bentherules, enter your name:




How cut am I? that's not a cool monkey. that's a pantless pant monkey!

( dies laughing)
 
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Collin Farrel   
11:05am 28/03/2003
 
mood: geeky
music: Grinspoon - Lost Control
You know, if that guy didn't play a bald man in DD he would give old Benny Boy a run for his cuteness!

ahaha.

Men that are attractive he is definately on the list.

I'm pretty sure that I should be doing something by now, but I couldn't be fucked going to see Katrina and the animal expo.

whoopie animals!

(((sigh)))
 
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I'll call for you when I fall for you....   
08:42pm 25/03/2003
 
mood: depressed
music: Ben Lee - Something Borrowed Something Blue
I'm tired.

I am also exceedingly bored and probably should study for the test that I have tomorrow night.

But I don't know, I just couldn't give a fuck at the moment about anything.

and that's about as exciting as today goes, because I have all ready mentioned it twice.

ps. I think I like this guy from my class, only cause he's hot.

really hot.

and I'm fat so I have not chance :/
 
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So Much to say   
10:18pm 24/03/2003
 
mood: amused
music: Lost Control - Grinspoon
Not really. I have TAFE tomorrow with Andrea and Rose.

Ho_oray.

I dunno, it just doesn't mean anything anymore. I guess cause I find it easy for me.

I have a test on Wednesday night. Did I tell you that? Well, I do.

but it's all about manage meetings....

who cares? I'll pass it. Same as a I passed that other test.

I guess I'm not really paying attention to night class, anyway....

not with all this Gr 12 stuff being in my head still.

Wo_ow maybe I did actually learn something!

ahaha, anyway Grinspoon's - New Detention is fucking awesome so go and buy it.
 
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DAREDEVIL   
11:24am 23/03/2003
 
mood: hyper
music: Greatest View - Silverchair
I loved this film!!!! Yeah, okay.... mainly because Ben was walking around in tight red leather but also because it's greater and cooler than Spiderman!!

ahaha, Tobey MaGuire got beaten by Ben!!!

^_____^

Totally cool super hero and a hunky one.

Yeah, I'm all right now.
 
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Oh Bugger!   
04:42pm 20/03/2003
 
mood: amused
music: LOTR2= Riders of Rohan
Yeah, I went to TAFE today. I got 16 out of 18 which means that I passed my first exam.

Ya_ay!

I also passed 2 other internet exams.

Ya_ay!

which means now that I have an assignment due on April 2nd.

Ya___ay

Oh well! I hope to get a job soon. I hope BB calls or I'll just go talk to Bary? Gary? Wally?

Oh hell!
 
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Hello!   
10:41am 19/03/2003
  Yeah. Today I am writing in my journals. How exciting. I am waiting until Kay's car is fixed so we can go shopping or something. I'm not sure what she has planned. maybe nothing.

I got the yearbook yesterday. It has some interesting things in it, not alot of me but I wasn't expecting that. I'm not popular enough. Lol.

Yeah, some old friends in there that I am going to miss.

Like Hayley, Adam, Andrew, Prue.

I think it's coming down t o the line, that I might not see alot of Sheena anymore. and that's sad, in a way.

cause she is my best friend...

speaking of best friends...

I stayed at DMs house on Friday night for the RPG ( it's every second week) and Yeah, I was mucking around with him and having fun and all kinds of things.

Then he said that he was going to stay up and create new sheets ( we were sitting on the couch together) and then.....

then he fell asleep. curled up beside me on the couch. since I had nowhere else I fell asleep on his lap.....

Then at about 4:00am, he woke up and said did we want to go upstairs to get some sleep....

I said, " yeah, sure"

but I fell asleep before he got up.. so we stayed downstairs, cuddling.

Stupid Tara. Stupid. Not only do you love your best friend your making it obvious.

((Sigh))
 
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Agh!   
08:54pm 17/03/2003
 
mood: frustrated
music: Breathing - Lifehouse
There was a young woman or lived on the net....

In a shell. feck. This is the most amount of writing about my boring day..... I have so many of these things. It's incredible.

Well, I am hoping that I see Sheena this weekend. if not than maybe we're not best friends, just friends. cause best friends make an effort to see each other, and well she hasn't.

That just cuts me.

Another thing, Kay bought a signed Elijah Wood picture even though she knew I liked him.

that was cut worthy.

I think I'm in love again with my best friend ( who's a guy)

which is sad.

And I just need a job and things.

bahz, I'm going to stop getting personal now.
 
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Ben Affleck   
11:23am 17/03/2003
 
mood: awake
music: All I have - Jennifer Lopez
This journal is dedicated to Mr. Ben Affleck.

So if you like him or if you like his work msg me!

other than that this is just a rambling journal of a Ben Fan!
 
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