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Wednesday, November 1st, 2006
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7:35p - Samhain 2006
Samhain 2006
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When I sit on the window
I am a prisoner of the Self
Longing for the freedom of the cold air outside
Dreaming that I could fly into the Darkness
And embrace Life.
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by ISABELLA HELENA
current mood:  lonely (comment on this)
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7:44p - lonely
as soon as I got back from work, I saw johns things on the bed. I knew then he would be leaving for london very soon.
I hate that he have to work freelance. he doesnt really have a choice being a illustrator. he just have to go when he have an opportunity.
I really miss his presence. my life feels so empty without john here. I feel very cold too.
Its samhain, I just had 2 days off work, I have 3 good books to read. and also have to get started learning 3D.
the room is a total mess, be trying to get things in place.
I have a big list of things to do, have to push myself up and get it done. keeping the energy moving, cant let myself lay down and do nothing any more.
the sky looks amazing these days. this afternoon around 4.30, the sun going down and the clouds here a beautiful shade of reddish pink. when I was walking home the moon was in front of me, shining bright in the cold autumn air. monday and yesterday, the dark clouds were moving slowly in the sky and the cold air was full of magick.
I didnt wrote nothing on my BOS. didnt feel like it.
I miss friends that I actually never had.
I AM ALONE, LIKE THE MOON.
current mood: lonely
current music: HIM (comment on this)
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