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Friday, May 19th, 2006
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10:58p - this week
this week went so fast. all week im been telling myself to update this journal and write something deep. but just been putting it off, dont really have nothing to write about.
and a promise myself that this year I would not waste my time watching BB but its already going wrong.
is looks soo much like a waste of time watching people that like to show off and that dont have much to say that really matters all stuck in the same house while we are stuck in ours houses when we could be out there enjoying life. but it also interesting to see human behavior, how people are and relate to each other. I dont think I could ever do something like that just because I cant imaging at least having some privacy in the bathroom.
current mood:  exanimate (comment on this)
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11:11p - SERGINHO
today is serginhos birthday. my cousin back in Brasil.
I been thinking about him today. hes always been a really good friend to me. when I went back home I saw him just one day, but there was so many people there I didnt had the change to talk to him.
I dont think he have a email, at least I dont have it.
a week before I came to england I spent a lot of time with him, just talking about life. and I miss him so much right now.
I cant wish him happy birthday thats why Im writting this special entry for him.
FELIZ ANIVERSARIO, SERGIO!
current mood:  guilty
current music: KORN (comment on this)
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11:17p - passion and ambition
Im really felling tired now.
john just told me that where he works they ask if I would be intrested in working there too, and john said 'she doesnt do illustration anymore'
well cant blame him. because I dont.
I kind of want to, thats what I admire about john, his passion for what he does, how hard he tries to be good and improve himself.
im so lazy i dont really push myself to do nothing. i dont have no passions or ambitions in life.
and I know I have to change that. I been feeling fed up at work this week. i do like the people but I know I can do better if I tried.
and I definely getting old. this week I found a WHITE HAIR. it really noticeable cuz i have really dark hair. but I actually like it. but if i start getting more I will have to do something about. maybe dye them pink.
current mood:  tired
current music: soad (comment on this)
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