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Saturday, April 29th, 2006
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7:07p - wake up!
Had another fight with John about me being so lazy all the time. Worst of all, he is so right.
I know I have to get myself together and do something with my life, but I just don’t have the energy to do it. Like I think, what can I do?? I don’t even know here to start.
Sometimes I just feel like a really old lady inside a young body.
Like this morning I was supposed to be working overtime, but when I woke up I couldn’t be bother to get out of bed. Them once I couldn’t go back to sleep I stated thinking that maybe I could get up and do some yoga, and it actually took me 3 hours to get out of bed. I just laid there thinking, “get up, get up”
Them I did about one sun salutation and I was too tired to do any more.
But this afternoon I been trying to learn more flash, but I don’t feel very creative.
I know that once I start going I will be fine and ideas will come to me, but it is just having that first step that is the hardest.
current mood:  blank (comment on this)
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