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Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
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12:17p - I’m getting old.
Yesterday, in Manchester, having my own HIM experience, and today, waiting to come back home, I realize that I have to grow up more.
I got really close to Ville, but it wasn’t my intention at first, some how I was lucky enough to be push in his direction. And despise all the 16s years old crushing me and screaming all the time, it was all worth because of this one moment, that I swear, Ville smiled at me.
But by the end of the show, just before the band took a break, I had enough, I went to the back, and got myself a drink and I had plenty of space to smoke my cigarette without worrying not to burn someone. Then HIM came back and played 3 more songs and that was the best part of the show for me, and I really enjoyed.
Them today I realized that I am actually getting to old for shows, but just when I’m getting crushed just to be in front of the stage. When I went to the back I saw lots of people that looked my age.
This was from far the best show I ever went to.
current mood:  tired (comment on this)
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12:19p
and a got a beautiful track top with the heartagram on it.
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12:30p - smoke?!
i didnt had a cigg today, I was considering stoping since my struggles to have a cigg last night.
it was so bad that when Ville was singing vampire heart, and I was so crushed I couldnt move my arms, I was actually staring Ville's cigarette out. everytime I saw him smoking I want to smoke too.
I always say Im not a smoker, just someone that have a cigarette now and them.
but right now Im fighting my cravings.
current mood:  calm (comment on this)
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