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Sunday, April 16th, 2006
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12:25a - the long weekend
im feeling good. had a productive day learning flash and doing illustrations. and listening to mp3.
im very excited cuz tuesday im going to see HIM, cant wait.
so all together im having 6 days off. yesterday was a bit of a waste exceep for talking to my mom and dad, also also patricia on skype. and also had some wine with Liz cuz she needed to talk. them had a good talk to john and he tryed to make me do more work for my portfolio and to try to sort my professional life, and it work cuz today i actually tried to do that.
tomorow i really need to clean a bit, do some washing, and if it is a nice day may go for a walk and take some photographys. i want to go for a walk in the woods, is been a long time since I connected with the Goddess, actually its been a long time since I did any spells or magick. been having quit long dreams that i cannt recall.
but im very positive to put my life on track.
current mood:  cheerful
current music: our diabolikal rapture - HIM (comment on this)
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1:33a - lonely
a minute ago i was fine but now suddelly im feeling very alone. just wish i had friends that lived close to me since all my friends life in other countries. really i just have john, liz and sarah over here, and your husband, motherinlaw, and sisterinlaw not always count as friends.
i feel more alone when i goint to gigs or just want to talk about music, i actually enjoy going to gigs on my own, so i dont depend on anyone, i can go as i want, can leave anytime and specially i dont have to go to the toilet with someone else.
but the difference is years ago i had the chose to go with friends but would go by myself, but when i was in the concerts i would see my friends around.
but these days i dont have this choose. if i want to go, i must go on my own.
but you never know. i may make new friends in events like this. i hope...
current mood:  lonely
current music: rigth here on my arms - HIM (comment on this)
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6:50p - feliz pascoa
im feeling better today. went for a nice walk.
need a cuppa and a cigg.
current mood: good
current music: nightwish (comment on this)
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