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Monday, December 26th, 2005
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7:39p - xmas
It’s been a good week, lots of Guinness, having a pint right now. I think I did a big mistake this xmas, cuz I don’t really like shopping, what its very unusual for a girl, so this year I told John to do all the xmas shopping, he did it on the last minute on the Friday afternoon, got everybody quality streets. The thing is every year me, Sarah and Liz get each other lots of presents, and they did got lots of good presents, so we could see that Sarah was a bit upset. John already said himself that we should get her another good present.
My mom phone on xmas eve and she was really crying cuz I am in England, my sister is in Africa, my brother is in Canada, and my dad has a drink problem, so basic she was all by herself.
I wish I had the money to go to Brasil every xmas, is also summer over there right now.
John gave the best xmas present ever, a really cute mp3 player. And I love it.
Today I been doing some stretch of some dreams I had. It’s been such a long time since I draw or painted anything. I have been felling this need to be creative.
When I look at the person that I was and what I have become I not really happy. Well I am happy but not complete. I don’t really know who is Isabella.??? I don’t have a personality, I do but not as strong as when I was a teenager.
I was full of life and so free and a rebel, so times too much for my own good, but now I just exist. Not really doing nothing about my life, not expressing every last bit of Isabella.
current mood:  artistic
current music: hole (comment on this)
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