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Thursday, April 29th, 2004
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7:58 pm - he's more than beautiful
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well well well, i guess waiting around for that special someone in your life is the best thing a girl can do. get over the past and move on to the best. if it wasn't for that night of meeting my prom date, i would have never met him. awesome huh? yes yes, i'll still have those little feelings for my special someone before, but things just can't be right now. but i'm happy, very happy the way things have turned out. he says he's lucky, nah, i am! :o) just being around him makes me smile. such a good kisser, too. wink wink
ahem, yes he beat me at pool, but that's only because he made me nervous, hehe. next time, i got you!
:o) see ya, wouldn't wanna be ya!
current mood:  giggly
current music: shorty doo wop-baby bash
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| Monday, April 19th, 2004
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3:05 pm - ...learning
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I'm just slowly beginning to learn life the hard way.
First day of spring break (friday), thought i'd go out, have some fun....I get pulled over. Doing 60 in a 45. I was *very* lucky and just got a verbal warning. Then I enjoy a week, til the next friday we have off and I go out with the guy I'm going to prom with...BOY WAS THAT ABOUT AWKWARD! anyways, the boy is totally shy, i figured i would get to know him, move on from crying and sobbing over one boy i want in my life. so yea this boy, he's shy, he doesn't talk to me, he doesn't sit close to me, and we are going to prom? WAKE UP! GET YOUR ASS CLOSER! anyways, i'm with my friend erica and her other cousin mark. yea the guy john, i'm going to prom with is her cousin too. but yea we were waiting for mark to show up, so we decide to sit down at a table and wait, think john sits by me? NOPE, across the table. so i decide to watch every guy that walks in the doors, to look for her other cousin, which i have no idea what he looks like...so i'm hoping he's hot! after about a half hour, this totally hot guy comes walking up behind erica and taps her on her shoulders and the whole time i'm thinking damn why couldn't she have hooked me up with him??? so anyways we begin our night with bowling and of course mark is talking away with me, and john, yea he's lost on the seat (at the other end no less) mark plays lil jokes on me all night, which i might add i enjoyed but um, the girls won against the guys and so we are going to go out, watch a movie or something and mark started talking about his car being a mustang, and i was like what? you have a mustang? he's like yea, i was like what color? black? and he's like no i wanted black but i settled for silver, i was like SAA-WEET! we go outside to leave and i'm admiring his car the whole time, not to mention his looks as well. hehe but i was like i want to ride in it! and he's like well john gets to first since his brother got to drive it, i was like okay, hes like but don't worry you can before the nights over. sweet, so off to the movies and we decide to rent a movie instead, so we go to that and johns STILL lost, walking by himself, he has said about two words to me now...but um yea, i'm like now drooling over mark, but anyways i was picked to choose the movie of the night and i knew mark wanted me to pick Rundown with that wrestler guy the Rock, so i told him i wanted to see that and we were joking about muscles earlier, because he weight lifts and i was like mine are bigger see, and i was like mine are bigger than the Rocks, too. he laughed. so now we check out the movie and we are walking out the doors and the guys have been opening the doors for erica and i all night so i thought u would be the man for once and i held the door and i was like hehe i like being a man, he laughed and was like really? so now ITS M Y TURN FOR THE RIDE IN THE MUSTANG!!!! hehe i was so excited i was like, i get to ride? he's like yea get in! so i hopped in and he's like what you wanna listen to and i was like it doesn't matter to me, so he starts messing but then gives up on what to listen to, so we are talking, it's going great (mean while my prom date is with erica in her car, oops :o) ) so we are getting on the highway and his cell rings and i was like noooooo, but he answered and it was his friend mike and i guess his friend mike asked him what he was doing and he's like well i've got a very beautiful girl in my car right now and looked over at me and smiled (EXCITMENT!) we went back to ericas and tried to watch the movie but the dvd thing was all messed up so of course mark and i are talking in the kitchen while johns in the other room, but um yea hehe, i had to end that night soon, i had to be home by 12:00am. so anyways i got a lot of comments that night from him, it was nice...john and i well lets just say we didn't have sparks flying...
so the next night sam and i are out shopping and we took a ice cream break at perkins, it was going to be a coffee break, but we changed our mind and i was thinking about mark and text messaging him because i was too nervous to call him, so i was texting him and while i was he called me and asked me to go bowling with him again, with erica and a bunch of other girls, and i was like well is john going to be there and he's like oh no, i'm like good, i have to tell you something and hes like what? and i was like well i don't really feel the connection with john, i can't see myself going to prom with him and he gave me advice of what to do and i told him i would call him back after i got home to see about going bowling...so we did and i met him at best buy because i didnt know where the lanes were and so we walking in together and my friend sam was with us too, but erica looked at me funny, like are you ditching john for mark? but i explained to her that mark asked me to come along, and so that night, he made cute lil comments to me all night and we went out to eat at perkins AGAIN, but i just got water. so i went to the bathroom before we even sat down and all the girls were in the bathroom and they went to our table and so when i walked out there was only one seat left right beside mark, i was happy, he kept whispering to me and touching my leg with his leg and trying not to make anything obvious in front of erica..but it was cute, he even got my senior picture, i was nervouse, he said he really liked it, but after erica and all her cousins left, he looked at me and was like i guess this is the time we can act different now, hehe but yea my mom had to call and yell at me and tell me to get home in fifteen minutes, so i ignored that a lil. i sat there and talked to mark forever. he smelled so good, he's sooo cute too. but yea we paid for our stuff and went out to his car and he gave me a hug, god did i not want that to end, my friend was joking with her date and was like i want your shirt im cold, cause she just had on a tank top, so i looked at mark and i was like are you going to give me your shirt? he smiled and was like how about you give me your shirt, i was like aww you'd look cute in it, so my friend was taking forever with her guy so he told me to get in his car, and we talked for a few and i told him to lock the doors, well i whispered it to him and he smiled, but yea, i had to leave him bacause now it was like 1:15 and i was suppose to be home at like 12:45 when my mom called, so i still had to drive about 15-20 minutes, but yea when i got home, i was in deep shit! she even told my dad and he yelled at me, so now im stuck at home, i'm only allowed to drive to work and school, and i haven't even got my prom shoes or purse or scheduled any appts. for my hair or nails yet and prom is in like a week and a half. so i'm pretty much screwed :o/
but i have to admit, it was ALL WORTH IT! hopefully i get un-in trouble and can go out soon again...
thats all i have for now, it was all FUN!!!! hot guy, ooo weee!!! :o)
current mood:  excited
current music: do it to me-usher
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