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thank god its thursday!! yess four day weekend im sewped up! lol anyway the past week has been gay and more gay lol i got my report card i did uh ok lol i only failed one subject ! scadagore .. lol i got in the 70s in two other subjects and the rest was in the 80s yeah lol .. so ok i have nothing to rite my life is boring im sleepin over ashleys this weekend and were smokin cant wait cause i havent in like 4 months but i def. am so im excited im goin to the game later if i get sumone to go wit ;( i hope i do cause i really want to go if i dont im gunna be mad pissed but o well nutins been goin my way lately anyway so .. yeah i love this song i havent hurd it in mad long and then brandon brought it up to me so i downloaded it lol yeah i got open crib this weekend def. havin a party cause my parents are stayin over nite anyway im gunna go caue i have nutin else to say . yeah bye
-allie*
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[07 Feb 2004|11:57am] |
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hello! i just woke up and this is the first day i woke up like in a good mood. lol cause i had a really good nite last nite and i didnt even drink! scooore i went to the networking cafe and chylled wit miss jess ashley sue sam brandon mike and mikey and a few other people it was fun and on three was really good .. after wards we started walkin back downtown and we stopped at the eighth st diner we got fries and milkshakes yum .. then we lefet cause joey mikes little brother "supposidly" knocked over a glass lmao hes so cuuuuute and then it looked liek mike pissed his pants lol then we ended up wit mike mcguckin lol adn duke dj and brandon smoked and iwas really late so i left and walked wit mikey mike sam and miss .. then miss and sam slept over we talked in the dark lol it was fun but sam never stops talking lol so we fell asleep at like 2 and then wen i woke up they were gone .. that saddened me lol i hope my mom just lets meout tonite and gets me off punishmetn for the weekend cause i really wanna go out tonite but if i cant im gunna hve peole over it hink but im supposed to ggt of punishment the 14 witch will be the day before abyss yay .. but i dont eanna go really that much lol ... well im gunna go cause i need to eat sumthing . buh bye
-allie*
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[04 Feb 2004|02:04pm] |
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heeeeyyy everyone .. im inskol uhhm aloia lol its gay im talking to jessica and amanda d lol its fun uhm i took an advil from amanda and noe everytime i burp i taste it cause ididnt use any water wit itt lol soooooooooo.. uhm yeah skool is gay and wer were talkin about --------'s THICK 12!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LMAO ppppaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnniiiiiis suck my panis!! .. hi again everone im out of skool now and im crazy bored im tryin to find pics to put on my file so im gnna get sum from bobby he just gave me sum there funny lol i cant wait til i get off punishment i think my mom will let me off this weekend .. i hope so uhm anyway i gotta do my homework soon so im gunna go update tomorrow
-allie*
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[02 Feb 2004|07:16am] |
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wut up everyone im home today from skool .. i was up all nite i dont know why so i got up at 5 and figured i just stay up and at like 7 30 the usual time i go to skool .. i just like passed out so my mom let me stay home i got like 4 days left for the next 2 marking periods lol and they were the waived ones well i dont give a fuck cause i have more important things to worry about like why people in bayonne are such ignorant bitches i hate wen people dont like me for no reason thats mad stupid i aint nuthin but nice to people but people just take advantage of that so w/e fuck all u stupid hoez i'm sick of tryin to be nice to people .. anyway.. yesterday was mad fun i was bored the hole day and then brandon came over and sue and ashley were here cause they were bringin my stuff over and they stayed to chyll for a little while then they had to go home but brandon stayed here and we just hung out for a little while then at 8 30 ish mikey and melissa came and we werer watchin videos and havin sum fun wit ice cubes lol then mikey got gum all over my bed lmao it was hilarious well he really didnt do it i took my gum out and put it onmy camera case and then he sat on it and i guess like wiggled his ass or sumthin and it got everywhere it was really funny lolo and by the way i wanna give a shout to my love melissa!! i love u so much girl .. ur the only one who gets me!! bffae :-() < ur gay face lmao well im tired i goin back to sleep bye
-allie*
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wow i can not stay in the house any longer i want to kill myself and sumbody else who wont be name (lmao mikey wats muthafuckin good bitch) lol uuuuughhhhh im so bored i wanna make a smoothie lol but i have no good fruit i woke up at like 1 30 today ... blah i wanna noe who skankyhoe201 is lol i think i do noe who it is but im not sure so im not gunna name anyone all u fagets readding this need to comment so i can do sumthing with my life i am dieing for sumthing im so sick of being sober and it hasnt been a long time and i still have 22 days or sumthin like that left til iim off punishment. im watchin step mom its sad i just watched crossroads lol thats how bored i am im going maybe ill updaate later
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- Where did we meet?:
- Take a stab at my middle name:
- How long have you known me?:
- How well do you know me (1O being the best)?:
- Do I smoke?:
- When you first saw me what was your first impression?
- My birthday?:
- Have you ever had a crush on me?
- Have you ever been jealous of me?
- Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met?
- Whats my fav type of music?:
- Am I shy or outgoing?
- Would you say Im funny HAHA or funny (sarcastic)?:
- Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?:
- Would you consider me a friend?:
- Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else?:
- Have you ever seen me cry?:
- If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?:
- Do you love me?
- Am I quiet or loud?:
- Weird or original?:
- Smart or stupid?
- Boring or Fun?
- Attractive or Unattractive?
DO YOU THINK I'M...
- A psycho?
- Athlethic?
- A nerd?
- A slut?
- Ghetto? .
- A *itch?
- Two-faced?
- Obnoxious?
- Immature?
- Mature?
- What do you think Ill be when I grow up?
- Do you think Ill get married + who?
- If you could rename me, what would my name be?
- Have you ever had a dream about me?
- A feature that you like about me:
- If you could give me anything, what would it be?
- Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good-looking, beautiful, hot?
- Would you ever kiss me?
- Would you ever consider being my boyfriend?
- Do you ever think about me off-line?
- If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?
- Do you or have you ever had a crush on me?
- What word do I say all the time?
- Is there anything youd like to say to me?
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[30 Jan 2004|01:49pm] |
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sup everyone .. .. ok well here it goes
thursay (yesterday) - ehh thursday was OK it was kinda gay though i went to skool .. obviously lol then came home and i was reeeeallllllly bored so i went downstairs to chyll wit sam and we ended up workin out lol ROCK HARD TUMMYS lol that was the funniest 80s work out tape ever. yeah so then i was really tired so i went to sleep at 9 30 and lefet aol on ..
friday - when i woke up i checked my ims and brandon imed mea dn told me he had to tel em sumthing but he wasnt on .. so i was gunna ask him in skool .. im so not looking foward to the weekend that i will be in the hosue the hole damn time. unless mikey lets us go there hopefully he will ... i freaked out today cause i had a really bad craving for liqour and i wanted to smoke a cig but i cudnt cause i quit both! wtf damn it i think i can start smokin again cause i mean that cant really do nuttin to me .. well yeah but not really ok well im makin no sence so no im ont gunna but im havin bad cravings that was the point .. anywayzz.. wen i asked brandon waht he had to tell me he sed he forgot lol i dont think he did though but i dunno he wsa probably gunna be like why are u such a homo we had an assembly today it was mad corny but i was intereseted lol i looked like i was in deep thought but i was just staring at mike mcguckin cause hes hot .. lol after skool i went to the ice rink and chylled wit a feew people while waitin for jesses mom then wen we got home i went downstairs to talk to sam then i came upstairs and i got really hungry lol so i asked jessica for a cupcake and i got all sewped up and i went over to get it and her brother ate it i was mad lol so i had a cookie then she got into a fite wit her mom and i felt really awkard standin there lilstenin but wateva .. so i feel bad cause she cant go to the game its ok jess neither can i lol!! uhhm yeah so i went home cause my mom made me cause shes a fag and went downstairs again and sam was sleeping uhhm ?? lol thats retarted who sleeps in the day time .. speaking of that my mom thought ashley was drunk because she did that in my room the other day i am fuckin sick of this shit everything me or my friends do im accused for being drunk i wish saturday never happened so i can actually have a life again well im done complaining and im ordering subway so ill update later or tomorrow
-allie*
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hey everyone I AM SOO TIRED it aint even funny .. anyway today we hada snowday so taht was cool me and brandon were suppoed to go to jessicas but we cudnt cause he had to see his grandparents and i wasnt a loud to go lol so that got all screwed up .. i woke up at 9 am lol cause my dog was barking and at 3 am glenne was shoveling in the alley way and it was mad loud .. at like 10 i had sum french toast then at 12 i went downstairs wit sam and she got in to a fite wit melissa it was really gay lol and then we were watchin like 8 shows on christina aguilera (idol) lol melissa then me and sam chylled then i fought wit my mom bout last saturday and why i hate her for like an hour lol we made up then me and roach went in the snow and jumped off the balcony thingy into the big pile it was fun ven though we got in troubel then i came in and striaghteend and blow dryed my hair so i cud wake up later.. then i was lookin foward to seein thirteen caus chris was gunna pick it up for me but the movie store didnt have it so that sucked but then i talked to melissa and she sed it was kinda gay anyway yeah so id ont noe why u read this entry lol u must be as bored as i was today tomorrow will be good im gunan try to stay at brandons game for a little while well im gunna go cause im fuckin tired as hell and i have a feeling im gunna be up all nite so i`ll update tomorrow .. 1
-allie*
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sup gangstas its my second entry lol how exciting .. lemme cut to the chase
today was really bad lol ... mostly embarissing me and ashlye have been tryin to avoid john and rob all today and yesterday but yesterday wasnt half as bad cause today the hockey team came back from florida and tehy all new about it so that was bad well at least we can stare at there sexy selves again lol other wise skool was ok .. iv decided to bring book home today lol!! thats a first i gotta start doin good i brought them home and i did like half but i dont wanna do it all cause we might have off tomorrow cause of the snow i hope so but its like 8 now and it aint snowin .. we were supposed to have heavy snow by now wut the fuck lol i was happy that the hockye team came back also cause brandon was here lol he looked really hot today lol i missed him but i felt really wierd around him today cause of saturday so i avoided him defintly not a good choise lol tahat was just stupid of me but i thought he was mad at me .. so i talked to bobby and he talked to him and he thought i was mad at him so it was weird but were cool now lol bobby has been avoiding me too lately cause of saturday lol everything leads down to god damn friggen saturday lol but i told him i wasnt mad about what he did anywayz .. after skool me jess meliss and ash went to the ice rink to wait for jesses mom to pick us up cause it was crazzy cold out so we waited there for a while and laughed abuot gay shit as usual lol then we went home and ashley came to my house we were chyllen and listenin to music while i did my hw and then she fell asleep lmao it was hilarious cause my mom thought she was drunk wtf is that now she thinks me and all my friends are alcoholics .. that was sooooo last weekend lol so yeah ashlyes just like jess she falls asleep in the same spot as her lol it was funny so then she took a cab home lol and now im here talkin wit sum people online lol i cant wait til tomorrow cause if we dont got skool me and brandon are gunna go to jessicas cause shell have oc sumtime before 1 30 lol hee hee anyway im bout to check the wether channel lol soo ill update tomorrow
-allie*
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hey everyone this is my new journal that i have broughten to life once again wit the help of my nicca flash. well this weekend was fuckin crazy... read on .. lol
Friday : this day was fun .. ashley came downtown so we slept over susans, me caitlin ash and sue went out to bk and we smoked like 50 cigarets in our secret ice skating spot lol it was fun. wen we were in bk sue spilt hot co co everywhere it was hilarious shes such a sped lol he got waay to cold out so we went to susans and played bop it lmao me and caitlin sucked but we won like 1 game. before we went there we went to tonys cause we didnt eat in bk lol then me and ashley slept over sues it was fun lol that was about it lol
Saturday : OMFG saturday saturday saturday .. i will never forget it me ash and lynn and sue decided to drink that nite .. well lemme tell u we drank a gallon of bacardi razz anda pint of henny before i know it i was in the hospital i got alcohol poisining it turns out so i almost died yeah it wasnt fun i have bruises all over cause i fell donw a flight of stairs lol and im havin trouble breathin so im kinda scared .. my mom was really mad but she was happy i was ok .. i am never drinking again and im grounded for a month god damn it i dunno whut im gunna do .. even if iw anted to drink any mmore i cudnt cause now wen i am aloud to go out i have to sto home and show my mom im sober.. im quiting everything smokin anything drinking anything i dont care that totally freaked me out .. im too scared to do it again anyway and the worst part of it is taht EVERYONE knows i mean everyone i swear itss crazy well next weekend sumthin else will happen and itll be old news so thats good .. so i left the hospital at 5 am .. and had a killer hang over on sunday until like 9 pm i looked skinny as hell it was groos ..
Today : so this mornin i woke up still kinda sick .. but i got better throught the day skool sucked except for lunch bubba was being hilarious he was acting like simon burch omg it was so friggne funny i failed all the test i took i need sum determination victor helped me wit that im gunna try to do god third markin period or else uhm im gunna be a looser lol .. so im gunna go now cause im tired an i have to pic an outfit out ..
-allie*
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