part II   
10:14am 05/05/2004
 
mood: drained
music: i'd rather be in love-michelle branch
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i took another test but as a guy and picked...almost all the same responses...but yeah...not that it changed much...and not that it matters...
 
   
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"take what you want. give nothing back."   
11:03pm 05/05/2004
 
mood: in pain
music: white flag-dido
i feel them.
i taste them.
i see them fall.
is there a point to their existence?
are they misplaced?
my only release.
my only comfort.
i was numb as we spoke.
as you spoke.
they reminded me that emotion still courses through me.
quickly they formed and quietly they fell.
my vision was obscured and yet
i saw you as clearly as ever.
your eyes and smile.
your graceful stride as you approached me.
i knew what i'd feel when i reached out, but did so anyways.
i reached out and grasped air.
more came at that.
did you know by my silence?
did you infer by the lack of words what was coming forth instead?
they mar my face now as i write this.
they know no limit.
weakness?
maybe.
confusion?
some.
fear?
a bit.
love?
yes.
how could these things be from love?
because the question that's causing them is: do i love you enough to let you go?
don't let this be our last sunset.
 
   
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