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[28 Aug 2004|11:08am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | . JM ~ This Will All Make Perfect Sense Someday . ]

Just a quick update for ya:

Thursday ~ Woke up somewhat early and my Aunt Vreni picked me up at 11. I went over her house and hung out with my lil cousins for a bit (Marcelle is 11 and Claire is 7), since they were there for a couple days. Then we ate lunch and went to the movies in Trumbull to see The Princess Diaries 2. And I liked it haha :). I had dinner over there too and came home around 7:30.

Friday ~ I woke up around 7 because I was going back over to my Aunt's to watch Marcelle and Claire while she went to her hairdressing appointment. I got there around 8:45 and watched some television and actually fell asleep because the girls were still sleeping. They woke up at almost 10 oh clock, a shocker, and then we ate breakfast. Aunt Vreni came back a little while later and I went home around 11.

I have been cleaning out my room the last few days so I can get it painted, eventually. So when I got home yesterday I cleaned for a couple hours... and my room is still very messy. There are boxes and random stuff covering the floor. Hopefully I'll be done with that little job soon though.

Anywho, last night I went ice skating with the girlies: Sara, Mal, Sara S, and Kate F. Sara and Mal brought me a Frosty ^^. Then about an hour after we got there we convinced Vikki to come too. The only problem was that she didn't have any money, so we put together a Vikki Fund and raised 12 whole dollars. So all of us were ice skating like pros, cough. Sara and I kind of stayed to the wall most of the time... But anywho. There were a lot of lil 8th graders there. And 7th graders. What is this world coming to!

So it was pretty fun, I didn't fall once! And I'm not lying either. And the guy with the hat and cool hair is from Canada!. Eh! I also saw (this is a funny one) one of the EMTs who brought my aunt to the hospital last week after she got stung by bees. Isn't that a funny one?

Afterwards we brought Mal, Sara, and Vikki home and then I went home myself. My sister was out at the bar and my parents then went out too, so I had home alone time for a few hours. I talked to the orginals and usuals online and listened to music. I also played some guitar a lot. Three fingers on my left hand hurt like hell because I was playing a lot, just random crap too. And I also played some Super Nintendo last night and Bowser is almost mine mwhahaha.

So today is chock full o' ... fun? Sara will be here soon and we are going to go see The Princess Diaries 2 (my second time in a week el oh el.) And we might stop by Mal's carwash too. And then it's over to Sara's house for party time with: Mal, Vikki, Kristi, Corey, Lisa, and Emily. Hopefully I didn't forget anybody there. So it is going to be a very fun night. I'll update later, gator, after the party. Toodeloo foo' (hahaha) xox

Whole song for ya, don’t you feel special?

John Mayer ~ 3x5:

I'm writing you to
catch you up on places I've been
You held this letter
probably got excited, but there's nothing else inside it
didn't have a camera by my side this time
hopping I would see the world with both my eyes
maybe I will tell you all about it when I'm
in the mood to lose my way with words

Today skies are painted colors of a cowboy's cliché
And strange how clouds that look like mountains in the sky
are next to mountains anyway
Didn't have a camera by my side this time
Hoping I would see the world with both my eyes
Maybe I will tell you all about it when I'm
in the mood to lose my way
but let me say
You should have seen that sunrise with your own eyes
it brought me back to life
You'll be with me next time I go outside
just no more 3x5's

Guess you had to be there
Guess you had to be with me

Today I finally overcame
tryin' to fit the world inside a picture frame
Maybe I will tell you all about it when I'm in the mood to
lose my way but let me say
You should have seen that sunrise with your own eyes
it brought me back to life
You'll be with me next time I go outside
no more 3x5's
just no more 3x5's
love

But isn't it a shame, times have changed. But isn't it strange, lifelines stay the same... [26 Aug 2004|12:34am]
[ mood | bahh new school year... ]
[ music | . John Mayer ~ a lot, currently Lifelines . ]

I'm slacking again on this. I know, I know.....

Well, there is less than a week of summer vaca left. It makes me sad. I really don't want to go back to school. No more late night aimless chats and doing random as hell things. I'm going to miss this summer a lot. There weren't any major awesome parts of this summer, just little things. And it's the little things that count.
Maybe I'll list them, maybe I won't. But they will always be in my heart, and I will always remember them. Well this is starting to sound sappy, so let me just get on with what I've been up to lately...

Friday ~ I made some chocolate chip pancakes ^^ and then Amanda (F) came over. We went to the movies with Sara and Vikki and saw Up a Creek, as Sara called it (Without a Paddle.) I just love Seth Green, all 5 feet 3 of him. Then we walked over to McDonald's and I got a mini fruit and yogurt parfait. Sleepy's came next, and we tested out all of the mattresses. Then my mommy came and brought us all to the St. Lawrence Carnival.

We saw Alex there and he hung out with us. We went down the slide 3 whole times again. Then Amanda and Vikki went on this ride together, and then on the Salt and Pepper Shakers too. Meanwhile Alex left and then the 4 of us went on the Scrambler. Later on Sara's mom brought Amanda and I to my house and Vikki and Sara home.

So when Amanda and I got to my house everybody was out so we were "home alone." Well not really since it was the two of us but, you get it. We had some dinner, pizza, and played Super Nintendo allll night. Super Mario World. And we got pretty far too. Beat Castles 5 +6. We almost beat the whole game xD, pretty soon...

Saturday ~ Brought Amanda home early in the morning. Then I went to the Milford Oyster Festival with Sara and Vikki. Well when we got there, the weather was nice. We went onto the Milford green and looked at all the arts and crafts stuff. We got temporary tattoos of the Geiko gecko, and I still have mine XD. So we walked around a bit and found this tent with cool charms you could put on a necklaces, and each of us bought a couple. Then it started to pour. Like out of no where. So my parents, Sara's mom, Sara's sister, Matty G's mom (she came with Sara's mom 'cause they are friends), Vikki, Sara, and I went underneith the porch roof of this building to keep dry. There were even tornado warnings and it was thundering and lightning out. But we didn't stay dru for long because Vikki and Sara and I decided to go puddle stomping, and it was the most fun puddle stomping I had in ages.

We stomped in all the puddles in the driveway and parking lot of the William Raveis building we were sheltered under and danced too. We were literally soaked. Our shirts, our jeans, our shoes. Totally wet. And it was fun.

Well about a half an hour later, Sara's uncle came and picked up my mom, Sara's mom, Matty G's mom, Nicole, and us 3 Triangle Sisters (since we had parked in his driveway and walked to the Festival.) My parents had parked at the mall so they drove my mom and I over there. Then I said goodbye to everyone and my mom and I headed back to the Festival, since my dad had gone over to the Stonebridge with the Long Islanders who were here for two days.

I was still soaked, but was drying. So yea, we ventured over to the Stonebridge. Blue Oyster Cult was suppose to play at the Fest, but we didn't know if they still were since the storm. So my dad and I took a walk. I got a Dunkachino at Dunkin Donuts and then we went down to the field where BOC was gonna perform, and the show was still on. So we went back to the Stonebridge and got my mom and the LIers and we all headed back down. WPLR had a booth set up, so my parents talked for a bit over there.

Then my dad and I went into the muddy muddy field (reminded people of Woodstock) and BOC played for about a half an hour. They performed Burnin' For you, Godzilla, Don't Fear the Reaper, and two other songs I didn't know. But it was awesome, anywho, despite all the mud and the weather. Hearing those 3 songs live in person was amazing. "Oh no, there goes Tokyo, oh no Godzilla.... oo ooo ooo ooooo." Hehe.

We stayed and "chilled" for a little while later and then went home. Oh yea, the porto pottys (Handy Houses) at the Fest had butt protectors, to make Sara proud.

That night my mom took the Long Islanders out to dinner and she brought me back some food.... so it was yummy.

Sunday ~ Went with my parents, sister, and the LIers to Bridgeport Harley's Show What You Ride event, which I also went to last year. It was really cool, seeing all of those Harleys. And seeing all of the designs on the Harleys too. I had fun. Then my dad took the Long Islander's to the ferry and my mom, sis, and I went home.

That night was pretty cool. Sam T (the promotions director at WPLR) had given the Long Islanders tickets to see Yes Sunday night. They couldn't go to the show and were going to see Yes the next week anyways, so my mom and I ended up going. I thought I only knew 2 Yes songs (I've Seen All Good People and Roundabout) but it turns out I knew two more (Long Distance, Runaround and this other one about lonely hearts or something...) Well the concert was alright, and they performed for 2 1/2 hours, not counting the opening band. Which was Dream Theater. I didn't know anything by that band and still don't. Well the stage for Yes was awesome. There were all these blow up figures and it looked really cool. The band was also really cool, and slightly older, which was expected. They did a cover of S + G's America (which I knew!) and I thought that was really cool. The Meadows was the emptyiest I had ever seen before, which was nice actually. Well I got home at around 12:15 in the morning, if I remember correctly.

Monday ~ I don't remember much of what I did, probably because I didn't do much. I woke up late and attempted to clean out my room. And that's about it. That night though I had some fun chats in chat rooms. I ended up winning a bet with Sara over a chocolate chip muffin. Then Matt won a bet against her too for a chocolate chip muffin. He won another bet against her (don't ask about the bets lol) and then I won one against him. So I ended up with basically two choco chip muffins and Matt one. Sara zip. So she owed us three muffins in all. These muffins will come in play later....

That night around 12:15 though my internet connection was down and I couldn't get back on for the rest of the night. So I couldn't download the new installment of As/Is liveness of John Mayer. I did Tuesday morning though as soon as I woke up.

Tuesday ~ Didn't do much all morning. Downloaded the new Itunes JM see dee. (CD). And it is really good too. I had a physical at 3. So I went to the doctors and luckily, I didn't need any shots except a TB and finger prick. They were a piece of cake. And I got Helly Kitty bandaids :). Tuesday night was loads of fun in chats. Talked to Sara and Shhhhean. and jumped on the bed too. hehe.

Wednesday ~ Went over Sara's around 3:30 and Vikki was there. We had a pillow fight with one pillow then baked sugar cookies, 15 to be exact, and they were yummy. I also got a bag of mini chocolate chip muffins XD! Not as good as the real thing but they still worked for me.

I took a bunch of pictures of random stuff in Sara's realllly nifty room too.

Then it was a couple hours later and we decided to walk to the high school. I mapquested it and it is 2.6 miles away from Sara's house. Didn't seem that long though. I took my camera with me too, and took useless pictures like I always do. It was fun!

So at the high school I found out where my home room is (basically right down the hall from the auditorium.) Vikki's is on the same floor as me but on the other side, and Sara's is above ours. So we walked around the school for a bit 'til one of the janitors told us school was closed and we weren't suppose to be there. So we went to the football field.

"Band camp" was taking place so we sat on the bleachers and watched the band play and the color guard twirl their flags. Sara's sis is in that. We brought a cookie for Dave too, but we didn't get to give it to him since the band was practicing and we weren't going to interrupt. So we stayed there for a bit and left at 8.

Vikki went out to dinner with her dad and I went back to Sara's. We played some air hockey and when the score was 7-7 Sara's mom brought me down to Huntington Street Cafe, where I met my sis and she brought me home.

Then I went online. As usual. I talked with the originals, the Triangle Sisters, and Shhhhean. Sara and Shhhean were the last people I talked to, and it's pretty funny stuff. Haha.

Well I have to go now, and sleep. It's almost 3 am. (Good song btw) I'm going swimming with my lil cousins and aunt tomorrow at 11, so I need to wake up early. And I actually am tired for once. Later gator (later kater, if you want to be cool.) xox

You can't build a house of leaves
And live like it's an evergreen
It's just a season thing
It's just this thing that seasons do

And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
that's the way this wheel keeps working now
And you won't be the first
No you won't be the first
To love me

You can find me
If you ever want again
I'll be around the bend
I'll be around the bend
I'll be around

And if you never stop when you wave goodbye
You just might find if you give it time you will wave hello again
You just might wave hello again

And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
that's the way this wheel keeps working now

You can't love too much, one part of it
You can't love too much, one part of it

I believe that my life's gonna see
The love I give returned to me...
love

The simple things you see are all complicated, I look pretty young but I'm just back-dated...yeah [20 Aug 2004|02:24am]
[ mood | better ]
[ music | . The Who ~ Sparks (Almost Famous ST) . ]

I feel better about things. Yea. And today was pretty busy...

Well first I went over my Aunt Vreni's house around noon to finish weeding her garden. First I had lunch with her and then I got to work outside. She began weeding a bit and must have reached into a wasp's nest in the ground and got stung 3 or 4 times. She proceeded to call 911 since she wasn't sure if she was allergic to bees and it ended up the ambulance came and she was taken to the hospital to have the stings checked out just in case.

She only got a little swelling and was put on medication and then was released. That was the first time I ever got to ride in an ambulance and hopefully the last. Good think Aunt Vreni wasn't allergic though.

So my uncle picked us up at the hospital around 4 and I got home around 5ish. I checked my i.m.s from people and Sara and Vikki where going to the carnival, so I ended up going too.

First of all we got there and it was stupid, as I thought it was going to be, so we walked to Huntington Street Cafe which is down the road. We all got medium white hot chocolates. They had no chocolate chip muffins >/ (that's an evil face btw) and since the inside of the cafe was packed we went to sit outside. There was this guy playing the guitar and I was wearing my new John Mayer shirt and he asked if I went to the concert at the Meadows. After a short conversation with him (which was pretty interesting first of all because my shirt didn't even say John Mayer on it) Sara, Vikki, and I decided to leave because the bugs where eating us ALIVE.

We walked a little down the street and found refuge on the steps of a real estate agency. Then Sara was a smartie and spilt her steaming hot cup of white hot chocolate all over herself. To try and make it dry I made up the "If you're pants are wet this should dry 'em" dance but it didn't work. But became a new inside joke. So we just sat on those steps for a bit and talked and made funnys until Sara decided to call her mother so she could go home and change her jeans.

So we walked back to the carnival (because Vikki and Sara weren't aloud to actually leave the carnival). I had my cup still in my hand from the cafe when Sara's parents pulled in so I immediatly dropped it on the ground and felt reallllly bad. (I threw it out though when we got back to the carnival.) Sara appearently spilt a vanilla milkshake on herself, she said. Haha. So we took a short drive to Sara's house and while Sara was changing Vikki taught me the Swing [dance] in the driveway. Step step ball change. Mwhahaha.

We went back to the carnival and proceeded to go on rides, with no tickets. Saved us about 10 dollars. We went down the slide 3 times and I GOT STUCK as I always do on slides. I swear they have something against me.

Then we went on the swings and the guy let us on for free, just this once. Vikki, Sara, and I had a nice convo on those swings. Then we went in the Haunted House and the kid let us in yet again for free and it was really nifty. I love fun houses and the likes. And I like going to church carnivals around 10 pm because you don't have to pay for rides much.

Vikki and I each got caramel apples and Sara realllly wanted a hot dog, but they were out, so then she wanted a chicken pattie, but they were out, so she got a water. My apple was very good and sticky. After that my mom picked us all up and dropped Sara and Vikki off at home.

I talked to them online and then Vikki signed off. So I talked to Sara and Matt and there were a lot of funnies. I told 'em my muffin story and Sara had a nice encounter with the microwave trying to make herself the hot dog she never got. First she put one in the microwave and it blew up so she tried cooking one on the stove and it got burnt. She has bad luck with those hotdogs but I think it's hilarious.

Tomorrow Amanda might come over and Nikki might sleep over. I also might go to the carnival again. Saturday is the Milford Oyster Fest and I'm gonna have lots of fun. (Ha that's pathetic) Hopefully Vikki and Sara'll be able to go. Now I'm gonna go and finish reading Rolling Stone then go to sleep because everybody signed off. xox

Xxalilslow860xX: i decided i was gunna make my own hot dog buh i didnt wanna wait for the stove so i put one in the microwave for 2
minutes cuz i saw someone do it before buh i couldnt remember the time and it blew up!


Hahahaha.
1 _<3 love

eh, pissed? [18 Aug 2004|10:49pm]
[ mood | eh. :-\. ]
[ music | . Simon and Garfunkel ~ America . ]

So, I'm just a little mad. People go and have fun without me while I'm bored at home. Coulda been having fun too if only they'd told me. They might have assumed I'm busy but hey, aren't I always busy? That was some heavy sarcasm. What ever.

Yesterday I went over my aunt's house after lunch and weeded her garden. I'm going back tomorrow. Got 15 dollars. I guess it's better than nothing. I had dinner there too.

Today woke up at 6 and went to work with my sis. She's the "head" secretary at Masuk High in Monroe. I put postage and stamped the return addresses on the freshman envelopes and "stuffed" them. Then I helped put the sophmore, junior, and senior newsletters together to send out. Did many but they still have a whole lot to do. Copy machine was jamming and being stupid all day. Got a half of a muffin with sugar on top. Was home by 2.

See, how eventful.

All right. I am a little angry. I don't show it though. I bet if somebody would call me right now or IM me, they wouldn't even guess I was a little pissed. I am crying though. It happens.

I hate showing my emotions. It makes me uncomfortable, I don't know why. I don't like telling people, "I AM F***CKING ANGRY AS HELL," because then I'd feel bad because they would have to try and comfort me and that makes people more uncomfortable. I myself don't really like comforting people but I do anyways because I think I am good at it. And it helps people. At least I think. I don't know. I don't know people, really. What ever.

So yea. People really don't know me. At all. Some might think they do but I dunno 'bout that. They may think they know who I "pretend" to be or whatever the hell but they don't. I may have people who know a lot about certain parts of me, but not me as a whole. I have my friend(s) that know what music I like and all, but none of them listen to it. That makes me feel like I don't know them that well. Nikki is my closest friend when it comes to classic rock and we can talk about music. But she's the only one. Like the only one that appreciates Zeppelin and Pink Floyd. I have other friends who know I like that music and they joke about it and all and probably have a negative opinion on it, because they never actually listened to it and keep the dial on pop music or what ever the hell they play these days and don't even give rock a chance. But I have learned to live with that even though it bugs me.

And most of my friends don't know what makes me angry. Well lets see: I don't like when friends of mine get together and exclude me, and even if I sound selfish and I probably am, it just pissed me off. I'm the one that usually plans stuff. Whenever my friends and I decide to go somewhere I am the one to find out when, what day is good, if we all have rides, and all the other little details. Nobody else ever plans, and if somebody else invites me to go somewhere with them I still usually plan everything. It justs pisses me off. If my friends want to get together why is it me always looking in the paper for movie times or seeing when everybody can be available for a sleepover or w/e. And I'll probably still keep on planning shit still since nobody else ever will and if I didn't, nobody would hang out anymore. And I would rather plan than lose touch with people. Atleast I think. I'm not sure anymore.

Come to think of it, in this whole year I haven't had a fight with anybody. At all. It's because when I'm mad at people I don't let them know and I act like everything is cool. And when people are mad at each other I keep it nutural and try and get them to be friends again. What ever.

Another thing that pisses me off. People say I'm quiet. And I usually agree with them but truthfully, I'm not. When I'm with my friends I can talk and talk and talk, and they are usually telling me to shut up lol. But when I'm around people I don't personally know well but have known them from like around school, I don't talk at all. Then people think negative things or whatever, and it pisses me off too.

So this is just my pissed off entry of the next couple months. And I could write even meaner things, or mean things because none of this is mean, but I don't want people to read it and be like, "And you think you have problems." And I know it's nothing, what I was writing about, but I need some place to express what I feel some time or another. So yea, what ever. I feel a little better but not much.

My parents just got home from Toad's Place. They went to see the Blues Traveler. I like the one song by them, or him, that I know, but that's it. I just found out Edwin McCain opened for him, and I really like him. He has cool hair. I wouldn't have minded going to that but they left early, saying the sound wasn't good, like it sounded muted or something. I guess that makes me feel a little better........

Well I'm going to go finish watching this episode of Family Guy and then go on random websites. Probably mystupidmouth.com or johnmayer.com, hoping Scotty will update more about Hartford but knowing he won't. I'll keep my hopes up. I think I'm going to go read all of the John Mayer road journal entries from July last year. Should be fun. And I'll listen to music too. That'll cheer me up. So I'm going to "feel sorry for myself" even though I know I have an awesomely good life, and I feel bad even typing all of this. Oh well. xox

So I'll check the weather wherever you are
Cause I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight...

Cause I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with me
So I can say that this is the way that I used to be
There's no substitute for time
Or for the sadness
Two wrongs make it all alright tonight
The split screen sadness...
love

John Mayer - 8/15/04 Hartford, CT. The Meadows. [17 Aug 2004|02:06am]
[ mood | reminiscent ]
[ music | . John Mayer as/is Volume 2, fresh off ITunes . ]

Yesterday (to be technical two days ago, since it's past midnight) was the John Mayer concert I had been anticipating since April, when I left school early to be home at my computer for 3 oh clock to purchase the tickets. Well, to start things off, I was in section 700, row MM, seat 713.

I wanted to be at the Meadows by 5 oh clock so I could get in at 5:30, when the doors open, and listen to David Ryan Harris. Ended up leaving at 5 so didn't get there 'til around 6:30ish. Missed DRH, but he came on stage with John and they jammed out towards the end of the concert.

Anywho, we got there (my sister, her friend Eric, and Amanda S) and Amanda and I proceeded to buy merchandise. I bought a brown shirt with white sleeves (the "layered" look) that said Home Life, and has ASDF JKL; in little keyboard keys on the front. On the back it says Normal with a right angle. On the way back to my seat I finally realized what the ASDF JKL; meant. The home row. Home Life. Yea. I also got a pack of JM Tour '04 picks for 5 dollars and a pink and white John Mayer wristband. Probably won't ever wear it but I just wanted it to have I guess. I went back a little later and also bought the JM '04 Tour shirt. Amanda got a Maroon 5 shirt since she has a John Mayer shirt already and said she didn't need another one. I myself can't have enough. I've got 5 and the collection is growing still.

So we went to our seats which were alright, and DJ Logic came on. Amanda and I decided not to watch him so we wandered around and came back when Maroon 5 came on. They were pretty good, a good opener that got the crowd going. I thought it was weird though how they played a couple songs and then proceeded to play their 3 singles in a row. I think they should have spaced them out but hey, what can I do about it. So it went This Love, She Will Be Loved, then Harder to Breath. I recognized a couple other songs from the few times I played their CD, but I'm not sure of their names or when they were played. But Maroon 5 did pretty good I guess.

So one of the highlights of the night took place right after Maroon 5 finished up, and Amanda and I went to walk around to get my sis a pretzel. And for the other reason we went to walk around we weren't suppose to mention outloud, so we didn't jinx ourselves. Since it already happened, I suppose I can talk about it. We also went to walk around in hopes of bumping into Scotty Crowe, John Mayer's tour manager/ merch. manager who updates the Road Journal on www.johnmayer.com and is insanely witty and cute and smart and young, considering he has a verrry important job. Well as Amanda and I were walking down the stairs into the building with the bathrooms and concessions and merch and the likes are located, who happens to walk past us? None other than the man behind everything, Scotty Crowe. I hadn't seen his face or anything when he walked by, but I knew it was him right away. I had only introduced Amanda to the Scotty Crowe hours before when I made her read a couple journal entries, but I told her it would be cool to meet him at the concert, and that was our goal. So Amanda and I followed him down the hallway to get outside and when we got outside, Amanda yelled out, "Hey Scotty!." So, he stopped and turned around and we had a good 5 minute chat. And I was literally star-struck. I was shaking. Gosh I know, none of you have ever heard of him, but it was the Scotty Crowe, extraordinaire of basically everything, from clever puns to just EVERYTHING gosh darnit.

So the conversation included me giving him a teeny piece of paper with a baby blue whale printed on it, which I had never intended to give him but wanted to bring it with me just in case. Okay, so you are asking why the heck did I give him that? Well on the road journal he mentioned how everybody brings John cookies and dela gum, but why hadn't they broughten him a Ben Wallace jersey. Then he said well nobody knew he actually wanted one, so he made up a list with the rest of the dates of the tour and what he wanted from each.

(Taken from the JM RJ) Toronto: a collage of maple leafs (use construction paper and Elmer's glue), Pittsburgh: a real-life pirate (must have at least two of the following: pet parrot, eye patch, treasure map, peg leg, stripey shirt, a wooden ship, and an indescribable passion for "booty") and from Hartford: a baby blue whale

Well he got what he asked for. Not literally. But I dug into my pocket and pulled out the little whale I had printed off the computer earlier that day. He said thank you, and he was going to put it in his scrapbook. I'm sure. But I just had to give it to him, the dork I am.

Well then after that he asked our names, and shook our hands :). So I SHOOK SCOTTY CROWE'S HAND BIZATCH. I was jumping up and down randomly for the next 3 hours.

I did the, "Can we get a picture with you," bit but I knew he was gonna say, "No, I'm technically working. Sorry, I'm not trying to be rude or anything but I can't." And that's what happened. Oh well. I got a picture of his back atleast lol.

So, that was my first encounter with Scotty Crowe out of the 4 John Mayer concerts I've been to. Hoping next for a handshake from dela, and eventually the Mayer boy himself. I have the next 20+ years to work on it.

After that I had to get my sister a pretzel or some sort of food, and when I got to the front of the looooong line John Mayer came on stage. So after the people took forever in getting the pretzel, then saying there were no warm ones and me waiting for nachos instead for Ali, I finally got back to my seat. and missed all of Bigger Than My Body and some of Why Georgia. The song that started my Mayer obsession (even though I'd like to believe it isn't an obsession). (Though I know it is sadly.)

The concert continued and here is the setlist: (Taken from MSM so I'm sure how correct it is since Scotty hasn't updated yet and I can't remember everything.)

Bigger than my Body
Why Georgia
Something's Missing w/ Walking on the Moon
Only Heart
Trust Myself
Daughters
Back To You
Blues Clues / Blues intro ?
Come Back to Bed
Inner City Blues
New Deep
Wonderland
Clarity
No Such Thing

encore (all accoustic)
Hummingbird w/ Kevin Lovejoy
Comfortable (!!!)
Neon, with DRH


Well the setlist didn't impress me that much. It would have been nice to hear more from RFS. Back to You was good though. New Deep made me happy, it's one of my favorites from HT. Woulda been nice to hear Split Screen Sadness though. I guess Only Heart was alright, has grown on me a teeny bit but not much. Something's Missing was good. The highlight of the night came during the encore. One word. Comfortable. John said he owed it to us. Well I've never heard it live before and AGT and the AS/ISes don't count. It was just as good as I expected it to be, even better. Had sort of a sing along feel. Neon with DRH was also nice. I would have liked the whole band to come back and do a super duper 83, but I guess I was dreaming. I guess I'm going to have to try and like Hummingbird, but hearing it once was enough for me. Twice was pushing it. Hehe I sound mean. Anyways, the blues stuff was totally awesome, John just tour down the audience, erasing the doubt in anybody's mind that he was overrated.

Some of the tidbits of the night for ya - John announced a mini list of towns to see who was in the house, and then was like, this sounds like a snow day, Ansonia - 90 minute delay. Bethal - 90 minute delay, no morning kindergarten. I couldn't help laugh. I guess Ansonia was the closest he got to Shelton, and he also mentioned Fairfield as you might guess.

Some guy also had a laser pointer in the audience and was shining it all over the stage, and John made a comment about it that was pretty funny. Comments like these make seeing John Mayer in person 100 times better than just listening to his cds over and over.

I also liked how dela had his little Light Bright behind him. How cute ^^ and dela is freakin adorable anyways.

Oh yea, during YBIAW DRH came on stage and led us in one of his signature sing-a-longs. Our line was, "How sweet it is to be loved by you." And as the audience repeated that, he did his thing and I thought it was one of the best moments of the night. Too bad I missed his performance earlier.

So as you can tell, the show was REALLY GOOD even though I may have sounded it out to not have been. It was. Trust me. Even though some of the songs weren't my favorites, it didn't matter what the guy(s) played. They could play the most boring stuff in the world and I and hopefully everybody else would love every second of it, because John Mayer can take anything and make it amazing, and he always does. Inner City Blues was really nice, and surprisingly, was the first time I had ever heard it and I loved it. So the concert was awesome. Can't wait for my next JM concert, might be for a while though. I'll wait.

So it is 3:37 in the morning right now. I downloaded the new As/Is cd, volume 2, about an hour ago and listened to it. Tis nice. I heard a rumor that Hartford is going to replace one of the performances for an As/Is cd, crossing my fingers. I must go to sleep now, with John Mayer lyrics floating around in my head. One final thought - I hope Lifelines goes on John Mayer's new cd, whenever that may be. I have grown a very large liking to it. xox

Oh yea, in Comfortable, John Mayer inserted this witty line: But you could distinguish me from Matthews. Classic. :).

Triple play for ya:

Sometimes I wish that I was the weather
You'd bring me up in conversation forever
And when it rained I'd be the talk of the day


~~~~~

This will all make perfect sense someday
I'll be A-Okay
This will all make perfect sense someday
There's got to be a reason for the rain

I don't understand the numbers
But my faith is in the math
That the odds are all this pain will leave and I will live and
And we'll look back and laugh

And to all the hearts I've broken
And the ones that once broke mine
I've got suspicions, all will be forgiven in time
All you gotta do is call them up and say that now

This will all make perfect sense someday
I'll be A-Okay
This will all make perfect sense someday
There's got to be a reason for the rain

And if it ever gets bad
I mean really bad
I'll move to Nova Scotia
Forget the life I had
I'll be up at 9 each morning
Down by the shore
Collecting things that fell off boats in storms
Well ok so I might never
But it's nice to know the option's there

This will all make perfect sense someday
I'll be A-Okay
This will all make perfect sense someday
There's got to be a reason for the rain
a reason for the rain (x3)

And it doesn't help
That I keep biting my lip in the same place


~~~~~


I'm not alone
I wish I was
Cause then I'd know I was down because
I couldn't find a friend around
To love me like they do right now
They do right now

I'm dizzy from the shopping mall
I searched for joy but I bought it all
It doesn't help the hunger pains
And a thirst I'd have to drown first to
ever satiate

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

When autumn comes
It doesn't ask
It just walks in where it left you last
You never know when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around
your summer heart

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

I can't be sure that this state of mine
Is not of my own design
I wish there was an over-the-counter test
For loneliness
For loneliness like this



love

DC :) !! :D [15 Aug 2004|01:25am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | .John Mayer~ As/Is Vol.1 CD downloaded from Itunes. ]

I'm going to update and spare the details. It just takes too long.

Friday the 6th - I went to a Crosby, Stills, and Nash concert and I had a good time and it was a good experience. Steven Stills and Graham Nash performed most of the night with no shoes and no socks on. They are so cool and laid back ; it is awesome. Well my mom and I went and I loved it, and got to hear my favorite song by them, Southern Cross. A lot of their new songs where played which was cool, but no Suite: Judy Blue Eyes. I was expecting that though.

Saturday the 7th - Didn't do much except back for DC. or put off packing for DC. That night my dad, sister, and I went to Sidetracks with the aunts, uncles, and couple cousins in Fairfield then to Aunt Nancy's house for dessert. Twas a nice night, as always when the family gets together.

Sunday the 8th - My cousin Michelle's baby shower. We had wraps and salads and it was yummy. I got to help with the gift unwrapping and stacking deal, comes with the title Cousin. After that we left a little early and went home to leave for DC. We brought my cousin Krissy back with us to DC because she lives in Alexandria, VA, right outside of DC. So Gail, Erik, Matt, my mom, Amanda, and I were in the car for the 6/7 hour drive. We had a DVD player to pass the time but the boys picked the movies. We got to pick em on the way home though ^^. So we got to the city around 10:30 at night or so and Mike picked up Krissy at our hotel, the Courtyard Marriott on Connecticut Ave. So we had a little bit of home with us, or under us if that makes sense.

So we headed out down the street in search of a place to have dinner and we ended up at this bar and most of us had cheeseburgers. I had a bacon cheeseburger and it wasn't half bad. On the way back to the hotel we decided to walk down some streets near by and we saw these beautiful houses with pretty gardens and ivy, and they were important places. Like embassies. But it was scurrry though because it was around midnight and there were no street lights. So we walked back to the hotel and went to sleep.

Monday the 9th - We woke up early around 7ish and got ready for a busy day of walking the streets of DC. We ate breakfast at this buffet place down the street which became our breakfast place every morning, and it was yummy. Like most food and the chocolate milk from Heaven. Well we actually took a trolley tour, but still did lots of walking, where there were 17 stops and you can get off and on at them when you want to. So we got on at Dupont Circle, which was the neighborhood our hotel was located in and the first stop we got off at was the National Cathedral (the 6th biggest church in the US.) And yes it was huge. We spent around an hour to two there and it was beautiful. Took 83 years to complete if I remember correctly.

Well after that we got back on the trolley and got off at the Mall area and took a shuttle to Arlington Cemetery. It was scorching by the way. And the cemetery is beautiful, even though it is a cemetery. All the gravestones line up in perfect lines, diagonally front ways and back ways and sideways and everyway.

So we took another trolley to the Kennedy's graves and then saw the changing of the guards at The Tomb of the Unknown Soldier(s). Wow, I have mucho respect for those guards. They have to do everything perfectly, from the number of steps they take to having the correct timing for everything. They can't turn their heads or swat away flys or mess up. I was amazed at the perfection.

So after that we saw the memorials for the Challenger and Columbia flights, and the mast of the USS Maine. We got back on the trolley and passed the Arlington House, deciding not to go in it. I wanted to though.

Once we left the Cemetery and got back to the Mall we saw the FDR Monument (my first time and it was very pretty with waterfalls and everything,) the Korean Memorial (beautiful), the Lincoln Memorial (beautiful), the Washington Monument across the Reflecting Pool (beautiful), and the Vietnam Memorial. It is a beautiful monument but it was "under construction" and was covered up so we couldn't see all of it. It was a dissapointment for Gail and the boys because Mike was in Vietnam. I was dissapointed too, but there was nothing we could do.

After the monuments and the refreshing ice cream, we got back on the trolley and just enjoyed our ride back to the hotel. We passed a bunch of interesting places like the Old Post Office, Union Station, The Capitol, White House, and lots of other places too. It was around dinner time by then so we went and had food at Anna Maria's, a restraunt down the street from the hotel. After that we went back to the hotel and relaxed.

Tuesday the 10th - We museumed it up. So we woke up early yet again and caught the Metro, which became our friend quickly andeventually. It was both. So we went to the National Museum of Natural History and it was pretty boring except the Jewels and Gems section, where the Hope Diamond was lodged. I'm glad I can say I saw it but it wasn't that special. Oh yea, there was nifty Monopoly board made out of gold and jewels and Amanda and I just had to take pictures. And we did.

Afterwards Gail, Erik, and Matt went to the Space Museum while my mom, Amanda, and I went to the National Archives. The main and one of the only exhibits there was the Bill of Rights, Constitution, and Declaration of Independance. So we waited in line for a bit and then got to see these important part of American history artifacts. Took pictures but doubt they came out because the flash wasn't aloud to be used.

So after this we all met back up again and then we hit up a on-the-side-of-the-road merchandise stand. Amanda and I each got a Washington DC hoodie for 20 bucks. It's warm too. I also bought a bundle of postcards and a "I heart DC shirt" which I feel bad about because I didn't get Mallory one. Then we walked through a little sculpture garden and saw this cool fountain which I learned is turned into an ice skating rink in the winter. How spiffy.

Then we walked around a bit to the Bureau of Engraving and learned that if we wanted to see how money was made, we would have had to reserve a spot 30 days in advance and have had a background check done on us. So we were out of luck there.

The Zubers really wanted to see the White House, so we got on the Metro and off at McPherson's Square. Construction was being done infront of the WH, so we had to walk around to the back. Amanda and I were talking about how we probably weren't going to see anything because bushes (haha bushes) would be in our way, but then out of no where we were walking down the street and the White House appeared. The back of the White House. We had photo ops and took em, and then left. We actually got to see the back of the WH pretty good though, even though there was a fence in the way.

Well after that escapade we were walking back to the Metro when the adults decided to take a peek inside the Hotel Washington which was down the street. We ended up going to the rooftop terrace restraunt and had little appetizers. Amanda and I sat together and the rest sat at a different table. It was pretty expensive so Amanda and I got 6 buck chicken tender things, one of the cheapest foods on the menu. We had a beautiful view of Washington and the top of the White House. Two "snipers" or whatever they are called where on the WH roof to keep it safe, and we could see 'em. And we could also see plenty of American Flags. Around 40. We counted.

Afterwards when we were leaving we learned that staying at the Hotel Washington would have been like 3 dollars more than our hotel. And it was much much prettier and closer to everything. Next time.

So after that we got on the Metro to Kings Street I believe, and my Aunt Laureen and cousin Mike (Krissy's husband) picked us up because we were having dinner at Krissy's. So we drove to her house in Alexandria. Amanda and I ended up going with Krissy to get the crabs we were having for dinner, and we got to drive back into DC and actually onto the streets we had just been walking that day. We also passed the Pentagon.

So we had steak and crabs for dinner, and it was realllly good and realllly messy. I hadn't had crabs since the last time I was on DC, and I had forgotten how messy it actually was. But yummy. For dessert we had ice cream sundaes xD, with M & Ms. ^^.

Erik had my Aunt Laureen as a teacher like 3 years ago, so it musta been sort of awkward for him to have dinner with her. I think he enjoyed it though. They talked and everybody was merry. Then we left later that night and got back on the Metro to China Town then switched to the Red Line and got back to Dupont Circle. Which has the loooongest escalator ride, but that's awesome. We accidently got out of the wrong exit so we had to walk down a couple extra blocks, but it was interesting seeing what stores were around. We passed like 3 Starbucks just walking back to our hotel. I didn't mind that at all though. So then we went to sleep after another busy day.

Wednesday the 11th - Woke up early to meet my Aunt Valerie and Aunt Laureen at the WW II monument. It just opened this year and it was very beautiful and I'm glad they finally made a WW II monument. It was overdue. So we walked around and took pictures, the usual. A lot of veterans where there, I could tell. Like I can tell the tourists from residents.

After that we found out where the Spy Museum was and walked to it. It was a cool museum and we spent nearly 3 hours in it for the little price of 13 dollars. I was Angelina Falcone, age 21 from Italy. Don't ask. So we saw a lot of neat stuff about spies and I learned a lot. I thought it was a pretty cool museum and it just opened about 2 years ago too. So it was nice and new. In the gift shop Amanda and I bought stickers and postcards to put in our scrapbooks when we make 'em for DC, and my mom bought a book about how to be a spy (which I'm reading) and the Worst Case Scenerio handbook.

After that we went to Ford's Theatre down the street and it is still a working theatre. Nobody can sit in Lincoln's box though. Well this lady narrated what happened that night of April 15th, and I had goosebumps. Afterwards we got to go downstairs and see artifacts, like the gun used and the clothing Lincoln was wearing. Sort of grusum, eh? We also saw the House Where Lincoln Died which was across the street. Then we went to the Hard Rock Cafe which was unlifting, considering the depressing places we had just been.

I had never been to a HRC before, but it is awesome. Signed stuff was on the walls by people like Jimi Hendrix, John Lennon, the members of Zeppelin and the Doors and many many more people and things. I had a good time and the atmosphere was nice and the food was good and it was lovely. The lovely part was when it started hailing and thundering and lightninging and pouring minutes after we made it inside. So we had found refuge.

After dinner we hit up that gift shop, and I got a 20 dollar shirt but it's really pretty. Amanda got a shirt too and the Zubers got a few things.

So then we took the Metro again to the monuments and saw them at night. They are beautiful during the day and like astounding at night. We walked to the WWII one first and saw that and then walked along the Reflecting Pool to the Lincoln Memorial hoping not to step in geese poo. Everybody was tired and lazy though. I was the only one who actually walked to the top of the Lincoln Monument once we got there and I took pictures. We then walked over to the Korean Monument which is eery and also comforting, if you can believe it. There is a wall carved with faces, and the statues of the men walking through the "swamp land" or where ever they are reflect on the wall and it looks really beautiful. You can't just see the monuments during the day, because when you see them at night you get a totally different affect.

After viewing the monuments we would have had to walk about a half a mile back to the Metro Station but this nice coach bus driver drove us there on the air conditioned coach bus with comfy cushioned seats. That was a wonderful thing. So we took the Metro back to the hotel and just relaxed and watched TV and I talked to Mallory on the phone as I forgot to mention I did every night because she always called.

Thursday the 12th - Day of resting, relaxation, and shopping. First of all I had to mail my 8 postcards I wrote out the night before, so Amanda and I walked to the post office down the street. Then I was on a muffin hunt. And I found a cranberry orange one at the Starbucks. I also had a strawberries and cream drink thing, and it was a lovely breakfast with just me and Amanda. She had a danish. Lalala. Then one word - Georgetown. So we splurged and took a taxi there and went shopping. There was this cool store with like hand-made items in it and the guy was like wrapping these scarves around me and Amanda lol and trying to pursuade us to buy 'em. We didn't. And they were selling bongs in there too which I found interesting. So we walked around and looked at all the cool shops and then had homemade ice cream and it was delicious. We walked around some more and then Amanda and I went in the 3 story American Eagle and both emerged with a 5 dollar skirt and 5 dollar shirt each.

We also walked down some side streets of Georgetown where the houses are located. They are AMAZINGLY pretty and small. And expensive. One 1/4 the size of my house would go for about half a million dollars. Mostly politicians and business men/woman live there. Well the houses are very skinny and pretty. To paint your house there you have to get permission.

Well soon it began to rain so we went down these escalators into this mall. Which was somewhat underground and the prettiest mall I had ever been in. There were fountains and hanging plants and murals and everything. I took many a pictures.

So let's see what I bought there. Two bamboo type rice lanterns for my room when I redo it for 5 dollars each. Amanda got two too. And then I got a shirt at H & M (awesome store) for about 7 dollars and a necklace for Ali for toe bucks. There was a leak in the ceiling and it was so cool because it was literally raining inside. Like misting type rain. But it looked really awesome.

So after all the shopping we got a taxi back to the hotel and ordered in pizza for the night and just relaxed like usual.

Friday the 13th (which I didn't realize 'til it was nearly over) - Our last day in Washington. We spent the morning packing and checked out by noon. Then we went and found J & R's to get my dad cigars but they didn't have any of the ones he wanted, so we hit the road. During the car ride Amanda had to sit in the back with Matt because I won the flipping of the coin. Haha for her. Well we watched Donnie Darko and Office Space and some family guy and I was happy. Except for how nobody wanted to stay in Philly for the night (because John Mayer was doing an in-store performance and signing today there.) Oh well. I can't have everything ya know. So we continued the journey and got caught up in traffic and finally got into CT. Where we had a couple hours of traffic alone. We finally got home around 6:30 or so. Amanda and the Zubers went home and I just caught up on things and unpacked.

Today I did laundry because everything of mine had gotten soaked on the roof of the car. I also went to the Guitar Center, Dick's, Costco, and Walmart. PLR was at the Guitar Center. I got to try out some guitars; it was cool. Dicks had those folding lawn chair put-in-the-bag thingys for 4 dollars. Costco had food and MUFFINS. Walmart had the photo developing center for my seven disposable cameras. Now those pictures are gonna be expensive.

Now I must go, I've been writing for over an hour and John Mayer is on my mind. Tonight is the night, the concert. I already have that excited feeling you get when you are waiting for Christmas morning and are lying in bed, or when you are about to go some place exciting, as I am. So good night, I need rest. But I'm not tired. But I must sleep. I'm gonna have fun tonight. Even though it's gonna rain, I have seats. Sucks for lawn. They will truly be Covered In Rain. xox
So maybe I didn't spare all the details, only some ^^.

I like to eat an orange
With my friend George Malakornge
I like to eat an orange
With my friend George Malakornge
So juicy sweet, so good to eat,
An orange with George Malakornge


I love John Mayer :)
love

[05 Aug 2004|11:17pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | . The Who ~ Love Reign O’er Me . ]

Yea I know I haven't updated in a long time. Haven't really been up to it. It takes a while and I'm the only one who really reads it, so yea know I just haven't been updating.

Saturday - Went to a New Haven County Cutter's baseball game with Sara, Mal, my parents, Judy and Kevin from Long Island, and Matt Zuber. We had fun and got Maria Conlin's autograph and Dr. Mel was there as well. We didn't get #26's autograph though. Boo hoo. Afterwards we stopped at Huntington Street Cafe and I had a Peanut Butter Cup Latte, Mal had a raspberry hot chocolate, and Sara had a regular H.C. Mal also got some cheesecake thing too. And we all had fun and sat at a table. Then we brought Mal home and took pictures in her driveway, to keep the tradition, and then Sara home. I went home after that.

Sunday - My Aunt Vreni's Swiss/American Club of CT had their annual Swiss Picnic at Boothe Memorial Park. I brought Manda F. with me. So we walked around the park and looked at the historic buildings and took a tour of the Boothe House. I also hung out with my little cousins too lol, and won some Swiss Toblerone Chocolate ^^. Afterwards Amanda and I just hung out at my house and played some super Super Nintendo, and we brought Amanda home later that night.

Monday - I don't remember much of what I did, but I think it was just hanging around the house. Nothing too exciting.

Tuesday - Amanda Sicinski picked me up around noon and we went swimming at her aunt's house (which is right behind Danny O's.) We also walked to Cumby's and got a 7.4 oz bag of Reese's Pieces and ate the WHOLE thing!!! Then we went back to her house and had dinner then ate ice cream cones with Reese's ice cream. So it was a nutty day. HAHA I made a funny. Then I went home.

Wednesday - I went shopping at Kohls and got some school clothing. 2 shirts, a pair of jeans, a pair of shorts, a corduroy jacket, a pair of brown dressyish shoes, and a 2 dollar necklace with a K on it. I was happy.

Thursay, tonight! - Around 7:30 Sara picked me up and her, Mal, Sara's mom and sister went to the Orange Volunteer Firemen's Carnival. And I had fun. Let's see, I went on the Ferris Wheel, the swings, and down the slide! And we all shared some fried oreas and I had "fresh squeezed" lemonade. Mallory was a dippo and spent 21 dollars on playing games. All she won was a little blue seal thing, on a game that you win everytime playing it anyways. Then Sara played this game where you have to get the basketball in the hoop which was like 2 feet away, and she did, and then she payed for Mal and Mal did, and they both got sparkley teddy bears. Afterwards we sat down on the bleachers to listen to the band and we decided to go to the Diner for some chocolate chip pancakes. We saw this Fast and the Furious like car and took pictures of it, then the fireworks started but we didn't stay for them. So we got to Riverdale's and Sara and I ordered choco chip pancakes and Mal got waffles with strawberries with whooped cream. Damn they were huge. We also got milk shakes. When we ate about half of what we had Sara had to go to the bathroom so we all went. They didn't have butt protectors lol so she didn't go, but we took pictures in the bathroom anyways of the lil black baby sign on the changing table. Then we left, after taking a lot of pictures at our table and me "chugging" my milkshake. At my house Sara used the bathroom and we took one last picture then they left. Now I'm home typing this up and talking to Mallory. So I'm gonna go now. xox
PS. I laughed A LOT tonight. xD.

When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive

And I don’t want the world to see me
’cause I don’t think that they’d
Understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
love

[31 Jul 2004|04:45pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | . the air conditioning :) . ]

Yesterday was one of the funnest/longest/laziest/niftyiest/exhaustingest days I've had in a while.

So all week 99.1 WPLR has been broadcasting live from the West Haven beach, like they do every year for "Buried at the Beach." Sara and I, as well as my parents and Kevin and Judy from Long Island, got there bright and early around 9:30ish. Sara and I just walked on the beach for a bit and guess what we saw in the water? Give up? An old brown shoe, full of sand. It was great. You always see on television fishermen catching boots, and there was actually an almost bootish shoe in the ocean. Ha.

So after we walked around we went back to our little section of boardwalk we claimed. Chaz and AJ had just finished up their show, and Pam was going on.

Anywho, there was this area of fenced in sand where WPLR buried these cork discs, and if you had to dig in the sand to find 'em. They either had an S(shirt), BB(beach ball), FF(these foam fake flip flop things), or WB (water bottle) on them. If you found a disc you could turn it in at the WPLR booth and get your prize. Well Sara and I dug at different times of the day and didn't have much luck. One time in the afternoon the Neil kid ('cause he had an evil O'Neil Yankee jersey on) gave us like 3 discs because he said he had gotten lots of stuff before. Sara and I only took two and she got a beach ball and I got a shirt, but it was nice of the Neil kid to give us the discs. I did find a Shirt disc once, but gave it to this lady who was looking like allll day.

At the WPLR booth/stand/live broadcasting area there were different flyers for events that you could take, and people, possibly interns, working. One of the things you could take was a skull-shaped cardboardish flyer for the Dead that looked really nifty. There was this Cool Guy in the booth who showed us a mask he made outta one of the Dead flyers. He said if we really wanted to be cool we could connect three and have one on each of the sides of your head. I asked, "What about 4?" and he said that was going waaay overboard. Sara told him about her friend Pam in Vermont and how she switches peoples' liscense plates, but only the back ones, and the Cool Guy said that was doing a half-assed job. Hahaha he was pretty cool.

Around 10:30 or so a Dunkin Donuts truck came and parked on the boardwalk. They gave out -free- mini iced mocha and caramel swirl lattes for like 5 hours and I was in heaven lol. You could just go up to the truck, which was like 40 yards away from our chairs, and wait in line for maybe 10 minutes tops and get as many free lattes as you wanted. I had about 4, if I remember correctly.

At noon Sara and I began to wait in the line that had formed for yet again -free- Hummel hotdogs. Given out by one of the Hummel Bros. himself, Eric Hummel. When we finally got to the front of the line we each grabbed two. Even though my dad had already eaten a hot dog I gave him one of mine, but ate the other. It was yummy. Nothin' like a Hummel hot dog, yea know?

So let's see, Sara and I were semi-stalkers. First of all, whenever Sara saw a little black boy, she'd try and take his picture since she adooores black babies. There was also Orange Cap Kid working at the beach, and his name was Kyle we think. We somewhat not really stalked him. But all day we were trying to find Mr. G Dawg, but darn, we didn't find him. Sara also made friends with the balloon animal guy, and his name was "Uncle Kenny", so he said. So those are some of the interesting people at the beach.

Sara and I also walked down the street to a plaza of stores, and we hit up the dollar store. Sara bought a candle for her room and we each gotted Junior Mint lip gloss that came in a two pack. Then we walked back to the beach.

Around 5 there was the Wigout, and Gail, Matt, Erik, and Matt P came down to the beach. The Savern Rock Festival was taking place so Sara and I walked around there and had smoothies! I had fried dough balls and she had a hamburger, by the way.

Anywho, we eventually left around 7:30 and the Zuber's and Matt P came back to our house. Sara, the Matts, and I played some poker, and I didn't cheat one bit ^^. I also learned how to play Texas Hold 'em, which is a nifty lil card game. Then around 10ish Sara's mom picked her up and everybody left. And I just went on the computer for a bit and decided to take a nap from 10:30- midnight. I was suppose to go on the computer at midnight and talk to Mal and Sara but I was dead, so guess what? They called 4 times to try and wake me up. I woke up on the last call from Mal and told her I was too tired to talk. So I tried to go back to sleep but couldn't for a lllloooonnggg time. So I just listened to WPLR like I usually do on Friday nights anyways. WPLR plays better music at night, I've come to conclude. Nothin' like Bohemian Rhapsody and Only the Good Die Young to lull you to sleep. Well I gotta go. xox
love

I’m just not cut out to say the word Jaerb... [29 Jul 2004|01:14pm]
[ mood | eh, I don't like cleaning. ]
[ music | . CS+N ~ Suite: Judy Blue Eyes . ]

Sooo... yea. Yesterday what did I do?

I woke up at 11. And in no specific order I: cleaned the bathroom, "tidied" my room a little, did a couple loads of laundry, and talked to people! And ate a piece of Swiss cheese.

Not that interesting, eh? I also watched John Mayer on a Conan rerun (which I taped today) and I stayed in my pajamas alllll day. Mal also called me at 7 from her grandma's and we played Jeopardy together! I heart Jeopardy.

At the late night hours I talked to the regulars online. Sara, Mal, and Matt. But Matt had to go to sleep early because he was going to New York. Lucky. I beat Mal!

Sara got kicked offline so I was just talking with Mallory, and also Emily. Emily and I had a "deep" conversation you could say, about life, and how we view it. I never really talked to anyone about what I think life is about, and I'm surprised I talked to Emily about it of all people. That was my solemn moment of the night.

Afterwards Mal got offline and I talked to her on the phone for a while. And then I made her go to sleep hehe because she needed to wake up in about 6 hours and go to Amanda's. She was afraid though that Kristi was going to come and kill her in the middle of the night with her guitar. Mal has a very active imagination.

So now I'm just procrastinating. Here's the list of what I have to get done today before 7 oh clock. Clean the downstairs, finish cleaning my room and the bathroom, tidy up the kitchen and tidy up the computer room. And I also have to straighten my hair. Atleast I have something to look forward to. ANNIE baby! Tonight is gonna be funny fun fun. Except for that Sara girl sleeping over. Hahaha I'm so mean to her and she doesn't even read this. No one does. Because they don't know this exists ;). There were a few I gave this blurty name to a looong time ago, but I wonder if anyone actually still checks it... hmmmm.

So I must go. And procrastinate more. And silly me was flabergasted when I found out Steven Stills and Neil Young were in Buffalo Springfield. I am a smartie ya know. I shoulda figured that one out but ya know.

So Vikki, not me, had a rendezvous with those silly gnomes, not elves... and.... I'm going to leave you in suspense.

Mal and I heart I heart NY t-shirts, even though we both don't have one. Yerp. xox

I was looking at the CS+N website and came across this song, Wooden Ships, and I'm not sure if I've ever heard it before but these lyrics are nice:

If you smile at me you know I will understand
Cause that is something everybody everywhere does
In the same language
love

I believe my life's gonna see, the love I give returned to me... [28 Jul 2004|12:43pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | . John Mellencamp ~ Pink Houses . ]

Well these past four days have been somewhat busyish.

Saturday, LAKE COMPOUNCE!!! I had so0o0o much fun, yea. I went on my first roller coaster ever. And my second roller coaster ever. The Wildcat and then Boulerdash. and then Boulderdash again. I don't think I'm scured of roller coasters anymore.

So, it wasn't that crowded at all because it was overcast out and I bet people thought it was going to rain and didn't go but it held off, thank goshers. So when we got there Amanda and I headed over to Ghost Hunt. First time we tied, and the second time I beat her. Who's good?! Haha... then we just walked around at the little shops and headed over to the other side of the park for lunch. But we realized that there was absoluley no line for Thunder Rapids (where you sit in the round tuby thingy and float around and get wet) so all of us went on that. We got to go around a few times too because nobody was in line. And I got soaked. It was fun though!

A lot of companies were having their picnics there that day. Well the food was good and we had free ice cream and everything. And Amanda and I made iced coffee too.

After lunch we went on Thunder Rapids a few more times with Uncle Frank and Aunt Sue!!! The rest of the afternoon was spent walking around, going on random rides, eating fried oreos ^^, and Amanda making a 3 foot long pixie stick. It was 4 dollars too. And big.

A lot of Amanda's relatives were there, like an aunt, her daughter and son, an uncle, his girlfriend, the girlfriend's cousin, and of course Amanda's parents and brother and sister. Well I went on the flume (for my first time ever) with Amanda, her aunt and two cousins. And then I went on again! It was fun. We had a tiny conversation with the people at the top of the hill too. One guy was mean!!! Anywho, I screamed about half way down and then realized I didn't want to scream so I just stopped.

Then we headed over to the water park, and it was roughly 6:20ish. We had about 30 minutes in the water park once we got there and were changed because it closed at 7. Amanda and her aunt and I went on these 3 water slides that all like intertwined called the Twister Sisters 3 times in a row, since there was basically a 2 minute wait in line. Then we headed over to Mammoth Fall's, and it was dark!!! I screamed for the fun of it, and to scare the people waiting at the top of the ride. So then we went on the Twister Sisters a couple more times, and then it was 7. So we all changed and got into our comfy, dry clothes.

Afterwards we hit the roller coasters, and I screamed my head off!!! And I like roller coasters now too, and I'm going to try to work my way up to upside down ones someday. Someday. After the roller coasters Amanda and I went on the Bumper Cars, and then I went on this little drop zone ride in kiddie land with Amanda's cousin. Afterwards I got my caramel apple xD (with nuts) and it was almost 10 oh clock. So a couple last rides for everybody and we started packing up. Amanda and I went to one of the shops and she bought a TY stuffed animal bear that's sooo cute, named Slumbers, and a Sailor's bracelet. I bought a bracelet too. Then we headed out a little after 10.

Since we hadn't really had dinner, we headed over to America's favorite place Micky D's. And I had a choice! I got a Happy Meal mwhahaha. Like old times. And in it I got a teeny Beanie Baby, more mwhahahas. And chocolate milk! and Apple Dippers, with caramel. While we were in there, John Mayer came on the radio and I was happy. I think I slapped Amanda a little too hard lol from excitement. I also sat next to Ronald McDonald and asked him if his red hair was natural, but he didn't answer. So afterwards, we were on our way home.

John Mayer came on again in the car ride, and just as we were turning onto Amanda's street, Pink Floyd came on too. Yay-ness. Amanda and I chit-chatted a bit then hit the sack. It was maybe oneish.

Well I woke up around 9:30 to the smell of bacon!!! Her dad had cooked bacon and chocolate chip pancakes. Yummm. So I ate breakfast and a lil while later my mom came. So I said goodbye and thank you and wented home.

I had to get ready for my cousins Kara and John's daughter Anna Katy's baptism. Once everyone was ready we left the house and got to the church, and the baptism had already started. So since my family doens't really go to church anyways, we just stayed in the car a bit and then headed downstairs to wait for the after-the-baptism meal. Once the baptism was finished everyone went downstairs and we ate and I talked with relatives. And it was chilly down there too. Well we mingled a bit and left. And Anna is soooo cute!!!

So Sunday night, my parents went to Fairfield and saw my cousins' cousin play with his band. And I just went on the computer, as usual. I talked with the regulars. Sara, Mal, and Matt. Also with Kristi a little bit but she was busy. Well Sara left and Mal and Matt and I were in a chatroom. We came up with a secret plan to stop that Molly Ringwald once and for all. It's not done yet though. And it's secret so I can't explain it much. All I can say is that it involves a Petco van, a puppy, and New York City. And post-it notes. :o Oh no, I think I said too much.

Monday, let's see, what did I do? Oh yea, Amanda came over. We played some Super Nintendo and it was super, and we also baked sugar cookies!!! We added orange food coloring to half the dough and blue to the other half. And then sprinkly things to the dough. Once they were baked they were really flat and hitting into each other, so when I cut them apart they looked squareish. They were still good though. I also made Amanda watch Jeopardy and American Chopper, and we both agreed on Summerland and Family Guy. My parent's saw a sneak peak to "Harold and Kumar go to White Castle" and quoting my dad, "It was dumb." Well they got this little disc to put in the computer about the movie and Amanda and I played this weird game thing, were we got to squish the burgers. Well then around midnight her mom came and picked us up after work, and I slept over Amanda's.

We went on the computer and then went to sleep around 3. We both awoke at 12:30. So I had a niiiiice sleep.

Well Amanda and I just lounged around the rest of the afternoon. We also headed down to the beach at one point, because it was really windy out and it looked like a hurricane was gonna come lol, so we wanted to see how high the waves were. They were only a few feet high. So Amanda and I just walked around her lil private beach for a bit and I tried skipping stones. I was just throwing rocks into the ocean and trying to get blown over.

Well we went back to Amanda's and around 6:30 left to go pick Nicole up in Stratford and go to the movies. We saw a Cinderella Story. Chad Michael Murray ^^. Afterwards my mom picked us up and brought Amanda and Nicole back to Amanda's and I went home. And went on the computer. What a surprise. I had an interesting conversation with Alex, who I hadn't talked to in like a month, about Mr. Gilson. His mom got invited to Mr. G's wedding. I also talked to Sara, Mal, and Matt in a chatroom like we usually do. Afterwards Mal had to get off the computer because she had to babysit at 8 in the morning, and Sara's dad kicked her off. So I called Sara and just talked to her on her cell and talked to Matt. We are all in the We Love Chocolate Chip Muffins and You Don't Club. And We Like Stalking Mr. Gilson Club. Sara and I are going to do just that on Friday. And Matt too. But not really. But really Sara and me. But not really because I don't want her coming with me to the beach, or sleeping over on Thursday because she's a stalker. Shhhh no one knows.

Anywho, the Pillsbury Dough Boy is back to making delicious treats for the world and Mr. Roger's is his cheerful old self. I really have to clean something now, like my room or the house. But I think I'm going to stay in my pajamas because they are comfy. IKEA opened today!!! Yay! New bedroom furniture for me! Well I don't have much more to say cept Annie on Thursday. Me and Sara and Mal and Amanda are going! It'll be bunches of fun. Except for that Sara girl. LOVL OMJC. WWPBDD?!?!?! xox

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...

Maybe I'm just blind...


So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone


PS. It's 1:35. Wow. Took almost an hour to write this.
PPS. Forgot to mention my sister is in Myrtle Beach for a week, and I invited Amanda to come to the John Mayer concert with me. She didn't seem that excited though...
PPPS. The loser girl Sara is sleeping over tomorrow night, and hopefully Mal can too, somehow. And maybe Amanda. Also Kevin and Judy from Long Island (friends of my parents) are staying over too. Wow, a full house.
PPPPS. Okay, goodbye. Are black babies cuter?
PPPPPS. It's 1:38 now.
love

I said I know, it's only rock and roll but I like it, like it, yes I do... [24 Jul 2004|01:47am]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | Nuffing! It's it amazing? ]

Setting: Air conditioned house with sister sleeping and parents out.

Well I need to make this update quick. I'm going to Lake Compounce (XD) within 10 hours and I need to be at Amanda's in like7 hours. And I still haven't slept for the night. So here goes:

Today I ran some errands with my sister. Like going to my aunt's house so Ali could get her shirts altered, going to Walmart and going to TJ Maxx.

Tonight I went ice skating with Sara, and I met Mal there. She was going ice skating with Ricky D., who was with Jim A. It was the first time I ever met those two boys, but I guess they were nice. A little too ghetto for me though. I think Ricky has 2 1/4 stars though. But Sara and I were acting so weird tonight, and Ricky and Jim told Mal that her friends were weird lol.

I called Amanda from the ladie's room, and told her that Stall 3 was mine. Sara had Stall 2 but mine was better. We threw paper towels at eachother mwhahaha. And Mal, Sara, and I had a soda break, and it was nifty. I "borrowed" a doller from Sara for my soda, and so did Mal. Anywho,

Sara and I learned we couldn't ice skate for our lives. And that was a good thing, rather than embarass ourselves. Ha but once Sara was falling and I had my balance and she pulled me down with her. So I fell. And I screamed when I was falling tehe.

A lot of people from 8-3 were there, like Gill, Shayna, Don, and Matt G. And Mary from my home room. Ashley Sarris said hi to me, and then Brian Paules was like, "I know you! You were in my class last year!" And I was like, "Hi! So was Mal!" and I pointed to her lol. This took place like screamingly across a whole row of bleachers. It was funny. And indeed he was in my class last year.

Then Sara and I went outside and waited for her mom. And we found golf balls and played with em. They were fun. And her mom came and picked us up and her mom liked me! Then they brought me home. And I talked to Mal and Sara again. And I talked to Mal on the phone, and then when she got kicked off I called Sara and talked to her til like 1:30, and then she went sleepy. And now I have to go sleepy because I have to get up in like 6 hours. 'night! xox

No lyrics tonight!
love

Rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain... [22 Jul 2004|01:14am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | . John Mayer ~ Inside Wants Out album . ]

Wow, I actually have stuff to write about! Wow!

So... Monday I was awoken by the sound of the phone ringing at about 1:30 in the afternoon. Being the only person home I went and answered it, and it was Manda! First things first, I beat my waking up late record by one full hour! Second things second, I made plans to go to Amanda's around 5ish to help babysit.

So I got to her house 'round 5:30 and I babysat Amanda's 9 year old cousin Jody til 9ish. We watched some TV, played cards, and walked down to the private beach by Manda's house. Amanda came home at 9 and later on her cousin brought over her daughter Layla, who we watched 'til 4 in the morning. She was the cutest lil 9 month old!!! Part of the night we played Life and then made Jody go to bed. Then Amanda and I just went on the computer. Her cousin didn't come and pick Layla up til 4, so we were still awake waiting for her.

When 4 rolled around Amanda and I weren't the least bit tired and I decided we were going to stay up til the sunrise. So we talked and laughed at the stupidest things that weren't even funny (from the overtiredness) and "snuck" outside at 5:30 in the morning to see the sunrise. Well I saw some of it, I guess, but the sun had risen a bit while we were inside. Anyhoo, we ended up falling asleep at 6:30 in the morning, and being awoken at 11:30. I was broughten home around noonish.

So when I got home, I curled up with my tape of Jay Leno from the night before and watched it. John Mayer kicked butt with Come Back to Bed, his new single. !!!

Then I gotted a call from Ms. Super Grandma Beach with an Accent (Shannon) and ended up going to her house for a few hours. We talked about old times and looked through end of the year pictures, and sent random emails to people. And played random computer games. I had fun catching up on things.

When I got home I was pooped but ended up -not- taking a nap as I planned to do. I watched Jeopardy, Ken won again, and just chillied around. I then went to a 9:20 movie with my mom and saw Fahrenheit 9/11. It was an okay movie. I don't know how much of it was true or not but I disagree with the war in Iraq anyway. and Bush, but that was before seeing the movie. About the movie, it is one sided. And I bet someone could make a movie about the other side that would be just as convincing. But I guess it's a movie that I "had to see", or wanted to atleast. Well when I got home I talked to Sara and it was lateish. It has become a ritual though.

This morning I had to wake up at, shudder, 9 o'clock. Melissa and her mom picked me up at 10 in the morning and we went to this pool in Trumbull. It was nice. We also went on the swings. Oh yea, I saw my 7th grade HR/Math teacher at the pool too, Mrs. Smith. And she recognized me before I recognized her lol. She was with her daughter and friends.

Well after the swimming we went to Wendy's and I got chicken nuggets off the dollar menu and Melissa got a burger or something. We stopped at the little farm on Bridgeport Ave. and Melissa's mom bought a dozen ears. I almost said heads, I did that before hehe. Well the corn there is superb, and it was the second time I had some in a week. Niiiice. So I had corn on the cob and chicken nuggets for lunch. A little while later I went home.

The rest of today I have just relaxed for once. And watched Jeopardy :). Ken won again. I talked to Mallory too, and she's back from Vegas!!! She is sending me a Coca-Cola postcard! I also talked to Audge, and played Inklink with her and Manda. I think I might go over her house tomorrow, which'll be fun. Haven't been there in a while.

Then around 11:30ish, I talked to Sara! How unusual. Right when she left Vikki came on, and I got to here about her brother's roommates and swing dancing lessons. ;) :). Lucky duck Vikki.

So, that's what I've been up to these past couple days. Busy for once, eh? And I really need to clean my room too, just to let ya know. xox

I was looking at the AOL radio channels and Eve 6's Here's To the Night came on and I remember this song, and I liked it too. So here's a little Eve 6:

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is frozen motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
love

Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain... [19 Jul 2004|03:01am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | . Pink Floyd ~ Brain Damage / Eclipse . ]

Just spent a good 20 minutes writing this entry and then Blurty decides not to be in service or some crap. So here it is again, retyped:

Alrighty. Today was a lazy Sunday. I woke up at 12:30, breaking my noon record. And I didn’t do much today, ‘cept relax and read. I finished the book Feeling Sorry for Celia and it was pretty good too.

When my sister was working and my parents grocery shopping I walked outside barefoot and shot some hoops. It then started raining and I felt really extremely calm, and I was actually making swooshes and such. I also saw a little deer in the yard next to me too, which was nice.

Pepsi Smash was on at 5, and John Mayer was on it. He performed Clarity and No Such Thing at Red Rocks, a beeyoutiful venue. So I taped the show, and I now have a complete 4 hour tape of JM that I can watch whenever I want. Which means I can watch dela whenever I want too ^^.

Around 10:30 I played Inklink with Amanda, then Sara joined and Lisa too. We had fun and messed with people’s minds. Lisa left early then Amanda got bored, and then Sara and I left too. I just talked with Sara for a bit and then called her cell. We talked for about an hour, and then I got off the phone because her cell was dying.

So if Sara ever runs away she is going to stay in my computer room closet, not my closet because the Boogie Man takes up too much space. And she loves me more than you. Oh yea I married Emily today, who Sara has married 10 times before, and I think I’m married to Mallory too but shhh… she doesn’t have to know about me and Emily.

Well after I talked to Sara I played some Nintendo and listened to Dark Side of the Moon twice, which just ended. That is my cue to leave. Anyways, I actually have plans tomorrow, which is a surprise. I’m babysitting Amanda’s cousin Jody when Amanda goes to the mall with her friend that is moving to Kentucky. Then I’m just gonna chill with Amanda and maybe sleep over. Not sure yet. Well I have to sleep, I wanna try and get up by 10. xox

All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All you feel.
All that you love
All that you hate
All you distrust
All you save.
All that you give
All that you deal
All that you buy,
Beg, borrow or steal.
All you create
All you destroy
All that you do
All that you say.
All that you eat
And everyone you meet
All that you slight
And everyone you fight.
All that is now
All that is gone
All that’s to come
And everything under the sun is in tune
But the sun is eclipsed by the moon.
love

And the price of a memory is the memory of the sorrow it brings... [17 Jul 2004|11:27pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]
[ music | . Maroon 5 ~ She will be loved . ]

So today I actually did something fun!

I went with Jackie to the Lakewood/ Trumbull Y's outside pool club place. And it was pretty fun. I met Jackie's Fairfield friend Nina, and we all went swimming and played mini golf. And we dug up the asphalt but shhh, don't tell anyone. Jackie and I had cookiewiches too!

Then I went to Jackie's house in Huntington and by gosh it's huge. She gave me a tour and pointed out the lamps and pillows. Mwhaha Mr. Chair was all alone but he had a book of poetry to comfort him.

After that we went for a little scooter ride around the neighborhood of niiice houses. Jackie pointed out where people lived, like the family with all blonde children that all go to private school. We also picked up something in someone's driveway and it turned out to be from Avon, and the people across the street, like 7 of them, were watching us examin the water degraded packet of papers. Mwhaha some entertainment for them.

So then it was dinner time and we ate on the deck. Jackie was deprived of her corn but not of the beans. We also each had half a hamburger. And saw Mini Man the inch worm inch along. Until Jackie tried to kill him and The Ant with my soda. With lemon. We thought it was Friday and Jeopardy was going to be on, go Kenny J!, but we realized it was Saturday. So then we then had some ice cream in waffle bowls, and watched this cute guy walk by... And then we watered the trees and bushes in the front yard, and rocks! They needed love too.

After this escapade I was soaking wet and so was Jackie, and she had broken her glasses again. Bad! We waved at cars too and some where Sweet, others Sour. Then I wented home. Even though I hadn't hung out with Jackie in almost a month it felt like old times. I had fun.

So now, I'm home alone. There is only two occasions on which I update this. 1) When I'm home alone. 2) When everyone's asleep. Selection #1 tonight. Ali's out in New Haven somewhere and my parents are at Captain's Cove. Two nights of being home alone in a row. I like it. I just sit back, play Nintendo, play my music at a good sound, and talk to people. Nikki tonight. She made me realize how much of an idiot I probably am when I sing out loud to my music, making up most of the lyrics as I go along.

So I just snacked on my baby carrots with blue cheese dressing, and I'm pretty content and wide awake right now. Nikki left so I don't have anyone to talk to but hopefully someone will sign on...

Anyhoo this is all I have to say for now. Oh yea, almost forgot, my dad played golf today, (for the 3rd time this week, I wish I played golf and could do that) and he won a pair of tickets to Crosby, Stills, and Nash in a tourament. And he might be on his Sikorsky "road trip" then so if he can't go, my mommy said I could. Yay!!!! That's the other concert I wanted to go to this summer, besides the Hartford Symphony Zeppelin one, and now I may be able to. I tried winning tix to CS+N too, but didn't work. So now I still have hope of going to the $65 concert for free...

John Mayer concert is in August too, and I can invite one friend but I don't know who. Leaning towards Amanda S. because she's my ONLY friend that listens to him and doesn't make fun of him when I mention him. So yea... byebye for now. xox

And I actually miss talking to Mallory and having her call me 11 times a day. Wow. Hahaha I think I just miss talking to people ...

Some unreleased JM fo ya - Lifelines

but tonight im down
but im inside out
staring at the pictures in the album you forgot about
but isn't it a shame
the times have changed
but isnt it strange
lifelines stay the same
the same

...

round and round
cant believe my heart has waited this long
all along
we've been children in a cold world where
wonder was lost every day
and if love was a compass
oh i have lost my way
love

She don't want nobody home, 'cause it's a little too crowded then... [16 Jul 2004|10:53pm]
[ mood | eh, (Steve?) ]
[ music | . Dark Side of the Moon album ~ Floyd . ]

So it's another Friday night and I'm home alone as usual. And I don't mind it in the least.

Well I'm watching I love the 90s, my usual routine. The past few days (Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday) have just been a blur of, well, nothingness. That's the way summer goes.

Tuesday I don't think I did much 'cept go to the orthodontist and the library. How fun.

Wednesday wasn't much better either. At night from like 1-2 I played Inklink with Audge and Manda, and Mal left for Vegas :(. I also couldn't fall asleep for like 2 hours and finally did at like 4ish.

Thursday. Manda came over and we played some Super Nintendo and talked to Viksan on the phone and went over my aunt and uncle's for a bit. Then Audge came over and we just chilled like old times. We talked and sat on the porch and ate chips and salsa at 1 in the morning.

This morning they both left by 1, and I was stuck playing Super Nintendo all day. I don't mind much because I'm alone, but dern Castle #4 you're going down...

Well my parents went to a Wigout today in Bridgeport and I wanted to go, but I couldn't find anybody to come with me. I asked 4 people but they were all busy... so0o0o I just played, you guessed it, Nintendo, and I ordered in dinner. I think my parents felt bad for me so they gave me money lol. Well they went out to see a band play that a friend of theirs is in, and my sis is out over her friend's friends house in White Hills. And I'm here watching VH1 and listening to Dark Side of the Moon and thinking about stuff... and I have plenty of time to think about stuff. Yea, well, bye. I'll be up for several more hours probably having aimless conversations with people, but I guess it keeps me entertained. xox

Oh yea Amanda's coming to DC with us for sure. I can't wait, 7 Starbucks within 1 mile of our hotel. Haha. And I get to take the Metro all by myself like a big girl.

Time.... yea.

Ticking away the moments that make up the dull day
You fritter and waste the hours in an off hand way
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way

Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today
And then one day you find that ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun

And you run and run to catch up with the sun, but it's sinking
And racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in a relative way, but you're older
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death

Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to naught or a half page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in a quiet desperation is the English way
The time is gone the song is over, thought i'd something more to say
love

[13 Jul 2004|01:38am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | . I love the 90s on tv . ]

I originally started writing this an hour ago, but dern blurty was having system errors... what else is new?

I just love these vacation days were I have absolutely no plans and I can just sit around, relaxing, basically doing nothing, and still be content.

So that's basically what I did today, and I'm gonna do 75% of the rest of vacation too...

Hmm let's see... stuff I did today. I walked down the street to get the mail, and I brought my dog along, but the mail wasn't there yet. So I walked back up the street. Fun. Then I listened to records while reading a book written by George Carlin. Napalm and Silly Putty. He is witty and freakin funny as hell, and truthful too. I listened to the complete Zeppelin 2 and4 albums, and the Who's Who's Next. I also listened to two Billy Joel songs baby. Movin' Out and Only the Good Die Young. So true. Gotta love Billy Joel.

Oh yea, then I went to the mall with Manda (F). Weathervane's going out of business, and everything's on sale. I bought a belt. Go me. 6 bucks. Amanda bought a halter at AE for 7 dollars. We just chilled and then my dad came and brought Amanda home.

When I got home, a friend of the family, Gail, and her son Erik were here. We (my mom and I) are going to DC(!!!!!!!) with them and Gail's other son Matt. I could bring a friend if I want but they'd have to pay a pretty penny. I'm thinking of asking Amanda, since she just brought me to Vermont, but hopefully she'll have money to go... I'm not sure if any of my friends will. I know Mallory's going to Vegas on Wednesday that lucky duck, so even if I invited her to go and doubt her parents would let her...

I can't wait to go back to DC. Two summers ago I went there for my cousin's wedding, and I had the time of my life. We stayed at this nice hotel, which used to be a hospital, and I was afraid to stay in the rooms alone by myself, but that's a different story. Anyhoo, my family rented out like a whole freakin floor of hotel rooms. And we were partying (in the hotel restraunt's bar) every night til the wee hours. I remember the tabs being 450 and up. My poor uncle.

So going back to DC will be enjoyable, seeing the Mall and everything. And we are going to see the monuments at night, something I have always wanted to do. Gosh I'm excited!!!! xD. We are going the second week of August... I'm gonna start my countdown.

My dad isn't coming with us because A) He is going to be working in CT -or- B) He's going to be down in Pax River or Quantico (sp?) right outside of DC working. He's trying to go on a "roadtrip" with Sikorsky, which'll be fun for him. It's just working down at a different place for a week or so, a change of scenery. And they provide you with everything. Food, hotel. He might even be down there when we go to DC, so we can all hang out and stuff. Or he might not go at all... we don't know yet. Ironically my sis is going down to Myrtle Beach the end of July, and she's staying at my cousin's in DC for a night or two. So all of us will be down there some point in time, over the span of three weeks.

So tonight, I just watched some good ol' television. Fear Factor, Summerland, American Chopper, Family Guy, and I Love the 90s. Which is on right now. I don't love the 90s, but I am a 90s child. I wish I was a 70s child, or an 80s. I'd even settle for the 50s. They all have their highlights. So, I'm just going to stay up a little longer. Like I do every night. Im falling into a routine of staying up, mostly on the computer, til 1:30, then reading til 2. Then falling asleep and waking up at 10. I actually like this routine. I love the night time. Being up, wide awake, while everybody in the house is asleep, and feeling alone and unbothered. It gives me a sense of calm, ya know? I don't know if I can explain it anymore than that...

So xox

Here is a song that I only hear once in a long while, but like none the less...

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
but I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
love

It's been a long time since I've rock 'n' rolled... [12 Jul 2004|12:47am]
[ mood | Happy and sad... ]
[ music | . uh Zeppelin man! Remasters CD #1 . ]

TONIGHT WAS AWESOME! I love Led Zeppelin and I just got to see the Hartford Symphony Orchestra perform their music. It was mind-blowingly spectacular.

So Nikki Lee, my mom, and I went to the Oakdale. We bought tickets there and our seats were relatively good even if they were in row V. I still saw and heard everything perfectly.

So there was a full orchestra and a "rock" band too, with a guitarist, bass, and everything. And the singer (Randy Jackson from a band named Zebra) was really good too, and funny. They opened with Whole Lotta Love, then the Immigrant Song, and Ramble On. Which is my all time favorite Zeppelin song in the world. Followed by Over the Hills and Far Away in 2nd, then Good Times Bad Times. They didn't play the latter two of my favs though:\.

So it was superbulis. It felt great. The atmosphere, the music, the lights, everything.

I had Ben and Jerry's before the show too!!! My fav kind of ice creamer, except it was 4 bucks. It was worth it though. Nikki got this awesome guitar cup and Junior Mints too! I got Swedish Fish ^^ which were ironically made in Canada.

Anyhoo... the concert was awesome and I'm glad Nikki came. She enjoys Zeppelin just as much as I do. We are planning on going to a U2 concert together if they ever come around!!! And the Aussie Pink Floyd if they come back around too. That was another great show that will get me talking for a while, so I'm not gonna start...

Well after the concert we brought Nikki home. They played a lot of Zeppelin tunes but not these few I'm gonna list for the hell of it: Communication Breakdown, What is and What Should Never Be, Rock and Roll, Livin Lovin Maid, and Over the Hills and Far Away and Good Times, Bad Times as I said before.

For the past couple hours that I've been home I've just talked to people on AIM and Mal on the phone. We had another convo with Matt, and he had another secret o.0 ... I also talked to a friend of mine and she always seems depressed. I don't know what to do to make her happier, and when I try to cheer her up it doesn't work. We were talking about the bus for some reason, and she was saying how she sat with nobody this year on it. I really didn't know what to say, since a few of my friends were on that bus, but it just made me wonder... I kind of feel sad for her but she really does have friends, from like 8~3 and stuff. Just maybe not on the bus. She kind of implied that I have no clue how she feels... but I do, I just don't really like talking about that stuff. It made me feel a little uncomfortable. I may not feel the sadness she does, but I understand she feels it, just not why....

Anyways... that's enough typing/thinking/beginning to feel gloomyness for me. Off to read George Carlin. 'Night. xox

Ramble On baby!
A little LOTR for ya..

Leaves are falling all around,
It's time I was on my way.
Thanks to you, I'm much obliged
For such a pleasant stay.
But now it's time for me to go,
The autumn moon lights my way.
For now I smell the rain,
And with it pain,
And it's headed my way.
Ah, sometimes I grow so tired,
But I know I've got one thing I got to do,

*Ramble On,
And now's the time, the time is now
To sing my song.
I'm goin' 'round the world,
I got to find my girl, on my way.
I've been this way ten years to the day, Ramble On,
Gotta find the queen of all my dreams.

Got no time to for spreadin' roots,
The time has come to be gone.
And tho' our health we drank a thousand times,
It's time to Ramble On.

* Chorus

I ain't tellin' no lie.
Mine's a tale that can't be told,
My freedom I hold dear;
How years ago in days of old
When magic filled the air,
T'was in the darkest depths of Mordor
I met a girl so fair,
But Gollum, and the evil one crept up
And slipped away with her.
Her, her....yea.
Ain't nothing I can do, no.

* Chorus

Gonna ramble on, sing my song
Gotta keep-a-searchin' for my baby...
Gonna work my way, round the world
I can't stop this feelin' in my heart
Gotta keep searchin' for my baby
I can't find my bluebird!
I'd listen to my bluebird sing but I can't find my blue bird
A-keep-a ramblin' baby...


Edit: I forgot to say Saturday night I went over Mal's from like 9-11 PM. We had nice white hot chocolate from Huntington Street and went swimming in her pool. I got bitten on my face from buggies, but it went away by the next day. After we went swimming we just chilled in her room on the computer and talked to people. It was the first time I had ever been inside Mal's house and it was cool.
love

Sandgate, Vermont. Population Not Much. [11 Jul 2004|12:34am]
[ mood | peaceful ]
[ music | .Zeppelin in my head (concert tomorrow!). ]

Soooo.... I went to Vermontymont. Monday-Friday. It was mostly relaxing, a nice way to get away from "civilization" you could say. I had fun.

We went tubing one day. Outlet shopping in Manchester another. I got 4 shirts :) And relaxed mostly the other days. We also watched like 10 movies too. Brutis is the bestest dog ever! (He was the neighbor's dog up there.)

So, in Vermont atop a mountain our 4 room cabin laid. It took 30 minutes to get down to the "main road", if you could call it that. The couch was my bed for 3 days, and a rock hard matress bed for one. On a lighter note, we had pizza up there twice btw. And two apple/carmel/walnut pies xD. And some wineeee ^^. They bought Manda a whole Strawberry wine cooler bottle tehe. Yum.

While in Vermont I played some cards and backgammon, and looked at the oh-so-cute free kittens! There were horses in the "backyard" too of the cabin and I pet the one month old baby.

Let's see, the people who also occompanied me. Amanda, of course, her mom and stepdad, her aunt, cousin (annoyingness), her cous's friend, and her friend Nicole. Also Rocky and Max (two doggies.)

Oh yea, I also roasted smores and did sparklers and played with our blue bouncy ball bought at Price Chopper! One night in VT there was a wicked thunder/lightning storm and it was pouring cats and dogs! Max was hiding under the end table and was sooo cute.

Sugar Shack was coolness, and maple cookies are the bomb. And so are half postcards.

These are just some tidbits from Vermont that I can remember. It was just a mix of relaxation and fun, but I'm glad I'm home where I can take showers every day and flush the toilet whenever I want.

So, this is my vacation entry. Mwhahaha. xox

PS. I just had Rocky Road ice cream!!! xD.
love

[10 Jul 2004|04:39pm]
This was originally written on the wee hours of the 5th, Monday. Blurty was being stupid and wouldn't let me post anything. So here it is:

So right now I'm in a chatroom with Mal, Emily, and Kristi (I'm Kateylynn Abigalia! Frankenstein by the way as of 2006)... and I should really be sleeping because I have to wake up early to finish packing and go to Vermont. Anyways I'm going to tell you a little bit about Saturday and Sunday:

Saturday - Amanda Zuber's 21st birthday party, and it was Hawaiin themed. Amanda (F) came with me, and we got all festived out. We got leided and fake tattoed and everything. The party was pretty nifty. Amanda and I watched everybody get drunk and make fools of themselves basically. We watched people play beer pong, we played catch with wiffle balls, George!, we hula hooped, ate yummy food, watched some of Office Space, I poured beer for people from the keg ^^, and we shot fireworks off from Wooster and two damn policeman came and took all the rest of our not used fireworks and stepped on them. And then they sped away like they were so cool. Which they weren't. Well Amanda got picked up around midnight from her mom, and my parents and I stayed til one. I got to watch this guy do some comedy too, which was pretty hilarious. He immitated Dr. Evil, the crocodile hunter, Mexicans, and told us a pretty funny story of when he went to Chicago and sang like an opera singer on the El (and got $15 in tips.)

So the party was really fun and I had a good time, and I even made $5 too hehe.

And Sunday (which was an hour ago), the 4th of July. I basically just packed for Vermont most of the day and lounged around. At night my mom and I went to the Naugatuck fireworks. We saw Irene+John and Maggie+Jerry there too. Let me say these fireworks were WAY better than Shelton's and we were much closer and it was much nicer. I walked to Stop and Shop a few times and got Dunkin' Donuts there once. The rest of the time while we waited for the fireworks I just listened to my music as the adults talked with eachother like old times.

So I'm home now, and should be sleeping. Tomorrow's gonna be a busy morning. And I'm White and Green Skirt in the skirt club, yay! And Mal and Emily and Kristi are going to come to VT with me and fit in my pocket. Kristi and Mal are each going to get 2 1/2 postcards from me too. Anyhoo, I must sleep. 'night! xox
love

'scuse me while I kiss the sky... [03 Jul 2004|12:53am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | . Jimi Hendrix ~ Purple Haze . ]

So. Another Friday night. Or Saturday morning. These past two days have been eventful, some-what fun and mildly not.

Wednesday Amanda (Mandolin) and I went to the movies and saw Spiderman 2. It was pretty good. I bet there's gonna be another one out sometime. Well we had fun and our feet stuck to the floor.

Afterwards Amanda came and chilled at my house for a little while before we went to the Shelton fireworks. Gail, Matt, Erik, and Michael also came over and went with us. Ironicley we parked right next to Amanda's aunt, and I now know where someone's parents reside in a town close to mine....!!. I do not wanna reveal who though, but you might be able to guess. It's in the town of rich people though ::cough COUGH:: Fairfield.

So at the fireworks Amanda and I walked up to St. Joes. I accidently took us down a dead end, and we walked passed Mr. Gura's house. I walked fast past his house lol, don't like to socialize with ex-teachers outside of school. Well we finally got to St. Joes and met up with Mal, Lindsay, and Jen. We walked around a little and then watched the fireworks in the parking lot. And the moon was full and red!!! It was pretty. Afterwards Manda and I walked back in the dark to the car. We dropped Amanda home and I just chilled at my house.

Today, or yesterday techinically, I did a few things. I hung out some laundry, mowed the lawn (for the second time ever), had some yummy tomato and basil pizza for dinner, and went to the mall with my sister. I bought a white lacy cami, two shirts, and a Starbuck's frappachino, all for a total of $20. Yay! Then when I got home I watched the end of the Red Sox game. Damn the Braves. Oh, and Johnny Damon has awesome hair ^^. Then I talked to Mallory for over an hour at like 11 to past midnight. Meanwhile I had a conversation on AIM with Matt, and I just typed what Mal had to say. The three of us and Kristi are now members of the Skirt Club. Hooray for us!

Anyways, I should go to sleep. Tomorrow I have a party to go to, and it's Hawaiin themed. Heheeee. Should be fun. So g*night. xox

Runaway train, never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
love

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