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To the biggest pig in the entire world. [29 Jun 2005|10:08pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

you're NOT getting an entire 1000 words entry dedicated to you. but u can have this.

you're special and i love you, eisen.


hahahhaha...happy?

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i'm done! [28 Jun 2005|10:57pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

exams are finally over.. happened to glance at my calendar just now n i saw the number of 'crosses - Xs' i have on it.. (u see, as each day goes by, i cross it out every night before i go to bed) yeah... n as a matter of fact, i have studied for 34days in a row!! ladies n gentlemen, i sure deserve an applause eh?! nonetheless, i am indeed immensely proud of myself, one thing for sure, i have tried my very best n have definitely put in my utmost effort. n guess wat. the weird thing is, i'm not too fussed abt the grades that i get, because i know for sure that i did not disappoint myself in terms of effort-wise.

managed to do some last minute catching up with my dental classmates before they return home (n here i am, stuck in adelaide) had dinner and watched a korean movie.. enjoyed myself thoroughly n had an extremely good time talking to them. hmmm. adelaide isnt such a bad place when u have such good friends around. thanks for dropping by guys. it made my day. sigh. sometimes, i have sooo much negative feelings towards adelaide... could it be the weather? or is it just me? or is it because i encountered too many disappointments? whatever the case is, i have set my mind on looking on the positive side. struggling to return back to the cheery berenice (currently have too much negativity and doubts in me). but i will. just need some time. :)

on a brighter note, my clinic assessment went well today. n i'm soooo x 100 excited about my sister's arrival.. we're going have heaps of fun. oh yeah, i have finally recharged my optus phone so now i can start replying those smes-es all the way from my beloved singapore. thanks for all the encouragement, it meant alot to me, especially when stress levels almost reached way above my optimum level. hehe. *a million hugs*

n last but not least, to a very special someone, thanks for always being there for me. wouldn't have made it through this exam period without you n your thai-style chicken take-aways. hahah..nah. seriously, YOU were extremely understanding and caring n i appreciate everything that you have done for me. :D

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dental health science [25 Jun 2005|03:18pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | no distractions please. ]

Warning: This is boring, but who cares.. so for those of u who MIGHT wanna know my progress for DHS (as mentioned above).. i am way way waaaaaaaay behind. there's so much to study yet so little time. so why in the world is berenice here?! i have no idea myself.

the dcp paper was fantastic with a capital F! nailed the entire thing man (hopefully!). somehow knew that Minimal Intervention was gonna be tested and yes! i was soooo right. woohoo. Just wanna say a BIG thank you for the prayers from Home. Family and friends back in singapore have been so encouraging.. am absolutely touched! i can never thank you guys enough.

back to studying! i dont wanna disappoint my family n MYSELF.. DISTINCTIONS!! i want my distinctions. i want the scholarrrrrship. Great. now i'm going crazy from all this studying. pyscho berenice.

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Oh my goSh...is Berenice really back?! [22 Jun 2005|09:28am]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]

yes she is. but she's jez testing if this thing is still working. yeh. The structure and function paper is finally over.. my high distinction has flown away... but distinction, please stay! Slept for 8 hours last night, compared to my usual 6.5 hrs, this is more than sufficient! so i'm well rested and ready to attack dcp now.

A short summary of my life in adelaide - so far. the best has yet to come. *yeah riiiight, it's adelaide you're talking abt* -_-"
eating
sleeping
studying
studying
studying
tripSSs to melbourne
pictionary
house warmings
monopoly
guinea pigs
studying
and currently, the big fat major irritating important mind boggling taxing exams.

oooh. n guess wat i'm gonna do now. study? oh yes, u're right. How exciting.

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sick. [10 Jan 2005|10:01pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

oh no.. i think i'm coming down wih something..

1) dry sore throat
2) swollen puffy red eyes
3) itchy runny nose

anyways... i'm really enjoying my time in singapore..i dont wanna go back to adelaide.. :( about to settle my enrolment online. i'm not too fussed abt the school part.. in fact, i'm looking forward to my second year in dental school. i jez dont like being a gazillion miles away from my family and friends.

2004 has indeed been a fulfilling yet eventful year for me.. When i first heard the news that i was gonna be 'planted' in adelaide alone for 5 whole years.. my heart literally sank. hahah.. but things turned out not as bad as i expected. i began to know Christ better and by His wonderful grace, He brought me through my simplest and most difficult times. More importantly, my family has grown to love and believe in the miraculous and amazing power He has. Dental school wasnt all that bad too.. New friends made in adelaide were always so generous in extending their helping hands. Without them, 2004 would not have been the same. Friends in singapore may not be physically there were with me but i could always feel their presence, that's because they never fail to encourage me. i will never forget those late night long-distance calls from the girls... thanks so much for listening to me ranting and providing me with much needed laughter, especially during my stressful exam days. Thank you for constantly telling me how much u love me. you girls (you know who u are) are simply the best. As we all walk down our different paths in lives, i know for sure, we will remain the best of friends. No worries..you girls will ace your A levels!

and to numerous other special people in my life: thank you for just being you!

off to get my precious rest.

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back home.. [27 Dec 2004|06:49pm]
[ mood | full ]

jez had a mushroom swiss burger... it was so so yummy. the past few weeks have been filled to brim with activities..from my korea and hongkong trip to meeting up with numerous tk pals.. my frens are still the same...love them to bits!

finally get to meet melbourne n the rc girls tmr!

urgh. i'm really too lazy to update.. think i've grown out of blogging. haha.. or rather, i'm just plain lazy.

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tired..... [28 Nov 2004|07:19pm]
[ mood | hot ]

ahh..i'm seriously zonked. i need my precious precious sleep.. thinking of setting up another blog. stupid blurty is so confusing n not user-friendly. heh.. let's see when i'll get it done. being berenice, the lazy bum.. let's jez say it's gonna take some time.

cairns was fantastic.. river-rafting was crazy man.. i was literally thrown above and swished swooshed all over the dingy. but it was really really really fun... i'm definitely up for more rides, but this time, i'll make sure i sign up a longer one! the cruise to the great barrier reef was absolutely beautiful... except when my stomach started to feel sick :( nonetheless, the great barrier reef sure deserves being known as one of the 7 wonders! pictures will be up soon. a pity i didnt get to go horseback riding this time round. :(

cynthia!!!! are u back in adelaide already? if u're not, when are u coming to singapore? eh.. i'll email u my contacts soon..or when i see u online k? :)

yays.. i'll be back in adelaide tmr.. was actually considering returning to singapore earlier. but after changing my departure date for a record total of 5 times, i decided i shall not bug the people at SIA anymore... otherwise, i'm gonna get black-listed. haha.. anyways, i'm looking forward to my trip back to singapore... n stephy: have u checked out wat musicals are showing at the esplanade??

down for a appointment to get my hair cut tomorrow! :D (this is really outta point. but hrrmm.....)

in less than 3 weeks, i have 8 dreadful plane rides. urgh.. n being on a plane is not exactly one of my favourite hobbies.. think i should start advertising for motion-sickness pills. heheh.. alrightey... for now, bye melbourne. i'll be back! people in adelaide.. u'll see me in less than 24 hrs.... n people in singapore.. 10 more days!!!!

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[24 Nov 2004|02:47pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

jez a short entry to reply some of the comments left by people...

qing: i miss ya too!! i'll be back in less than 2 weeks!!!!!

clara: hehe..yep..arriving singapore 9th dec! we'll catch up then yeah? :)

anonymous: eh..how to ta pau......?? adelaide has yummy stuff too... ehehehe...

the cottages were sooo beautiful. the view is breath-taking.. will post up pictures as soon as i figure this thing out. hehe..off to cairns tonight!! gonna try river-rafting n hot air balloon-ing!!! :D till then--

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weeeeeeee [21 Nov 2004|10:42pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | jay chou. (?) ]

currently in siyun's room..enjoying the wonderful night view of melbourne city.....ahhh...so beautiful... i love melbourne so so much... leaving for the cottages tmr..followed by my cairns trip! yay!!! :)

the past few days were packed man.
here's the summary...

st kilda's beach (the seafood there is superb!! 2 thumbs up!)
SHOPPING!!
crown (watched bridget jones 2)
Greko cakes (yum)
waterfront restaurant (yum-mer)
chinatown
sharks fin house yum cha (disappointing!)
Strawberry/raspberries/peaches FARM! we picked everything ourselves! the strawberries were so pretty...

will update more once i'm back in good old adelaide.

gosh. casey won aussie idol. -__-

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**Drumroll** [16 Nov 2004|07:10pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

for those of u who think that i have vanished from the surface of the earth... you're wrong!!! i'm back! hahah.. exams are finally over... heading to melbourne in less than 2 days.. gonna see my parents, bro n sister real soon... ahhh..so excited. :D

n cynthia.. i have not forgotten about ya! i miss ya loads... gonna call ya up some time soon...... :)))

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it's raining..it's pouring.... [26 Oct 2004|03:20pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

jez ended an ultra boring dlp session... n yeah..it's raining heavily.. it's sucha gloomy day..currently waiting for eisen to come pick me.. hehe.. urgh. should have just carried an umbrella along.

have this sudden thought about qing... it's was so good hearing from her yesterday after for what seemed like ages.. i miss the tkgs girls so much.. u girls just have the special ability to crack me up.. i had so much fun in tkgs... it was just pure, genuine friendships and those days were filled with so much laughter n joy.. i cant wait to see everyone back home...

my mum just rang me.. i gotta call my aunt out for dinner soon.. heard she's thinking of relocating to perth! hmmmm. i wouldnt b able to choose between adelaide n perth.. since they are both equally dead quiet. heh..

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happiness is in the air. [20 Oct 2004|02:31pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | oprah is on now!! ]

i'm so so so happy. firstly, reading cynthia's email at 7.30am this morning just made my day. after that, i immediately worked on my assignment n now i'm only left with the conclusion.. woohoooo. then i had a clinic session that went extremly well.. (my clinic group actually complete everything in 1hr15mins! n according to dush.. we kick-ass man!).. am indeed so proud of myself this semester. :) if i dont do well this year, i'm gonna be so upset n disappointed. ah.. it isn't too good being sucha perfectionist.. i expect too much outta myself.

anyways, cynthia's call yesterday came as a complete shock! i was like.. "WHO'S THIS PHYSCO ASKING ME TO GUESS WHO SHE IS?!" hahah... but it's so wonderful to hear that she's enjoying herself to the maximum right now.

booked my tickets to melbourne already... melb peeps, if possible, only return to s'pore/msia/brunei a couple of days after your exams yeah? ok..no time-wasting. back to work! :)

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change of plans. [19 Oct 2004|09:19am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | guy sebastian - 3 words ]

my parents are no longer coming to adelaide.. instead, they will only be heading down to melbourne (http://www.arcadiacottages.com.au/cliffside.htm) .. n i'll have to join them on the 20th to 29th nov.. then i'll fly back to singapore on the 9th dec.. n after 2 days in singapore, my whole family (including my aunts, uncles n cousins...so all 20++ of us) will be heading to the states n canada!! Finally.. new york, here i come! (sounds like a line from sex n the city eh?) i'm so excited... can't wait to take on the exams.

woke up at 7am today.. accomplished quite a lot since then :).. will be dropping by the library later to search for a couple of books before attending a 11.30 tute. gotta be a patient for cindy later today as well. Hmmmm..BUSY BUSY day.

woke up at 6am yesterday and i had sucha tiring but fun filled day. last night, eisen, delia, alicia n i made 320 konnyaku jellies for the international food fest today n i cooked chicken curry for dinner! ahaha.. we even went to collect cardboard boxes along rundle mall after that.. we really looked like homeless people roaming around for a place to sleep. hehe

looking forward to a great day ahead! ok..back to work!

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The truth about men and dogs
SEXLESS IN THE CITY

THERE is a man in my apartment building who goes out of his way to avoid me whenever he sees me walking my dog Olly. He has even knowingly stepped into a puddle of mud just so he wouldn't have to share a five-foot walkway with us.Once, he happened to be in the lift when it stopped at my floor. Just as we were getting in, he did the gentlemanly thing of hitting the Close button repeatedly, causing the doors to crush us on both sides.

It would be easy to attribute the man's behaviour to fear. After all, to those unaccustomed to large dogs, Olly can seem like a monster. But he is an extremely friendly Dalmatian and two-feet-tall children have been known to run up to him and scream, 'Hello Pongo!' no doubt believing that their favourite Disney film's lead actor was making an appearance right here in Katong. The man in question is about 2m tall and built like a house. If he wanted to, he could crush Olly and me like two pesky cockroaches. To be sure, my best friend's 4-year-old son once saw the man and screamed: 'It's the giant from Jack and the Beanstalk!' Since Olly needs lots of walks, we tend to bump into Mr Giant quite often. At yet another such meeting recently, I heard him say to his friend: 'God, I hate animals!'

Now, I can appreciate a person who fears animals - past trauma does lead to adult phobia. But a man who just plain dislikes them is different. For one, it spells a lack of humanity. Why wouldn't a man like a domesticated dog or cat? Because it drools? Because it scratches? Because it sheds fur on his black pants? Or perhaps because it demands some form of affection and attention? Men who hate animals also belie their insecurity. Because as most people know, a domesticated animal is only as dangerous as you or its owner allows it to be.
I mean, what's the worst that could happen when you cross the path of someone walking a dog? That your crotch could get sniffed (by the dog, I mean)? Most responsible pet owners will lead their dogs away if there is a slight chance that it might chomp on your leg. And as Bernard Harrison will tell you, most animals only attack when provoked. Ignore it and it will ignore you. Dislike of domesticated animals is just not an attractive trait in a man. It's like the guy who runs screaming out of the room every time a cockroach or wasp comes to visit.
On the flip side, think about the bachelor who lives with his beloved chocolate lab. Now there's a man who's not afraid of commitment, a man who's willing to take care of others.

He's the man we want to shack up with, even though after living a year together, we invariably end up silently resenting the dog that owns such a large part of his heart. Yes, women are hard to please, but like dogs, all you need to do is show love and compassion, and it won't be long before we're utterly (and often blindly) devoted.

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missing cynthia. [17 Oct 2004|09:36pm]
[ mood | amused ]

cynthia... if u're reading this..i miss ya so much! i seriously do.. i hope you're doing fine and enjoying the food and hot sunshiney weather back in malaysia but please come back soon?

my day was good. did a 15min long presentation, not exactly knowing what i was going on about.. but got through it nonetheless. my voice is turning hoarse.. singing for 4.5hrs at choir yesterday certainly did not help. Driving was alright.. could have done much better though.. sigh..40bucks just like that. anyways, i gotta get back to my work... will be helping delia with making jellies for the food fest thingy tmr night so i should try to complete as much as i can tonight. :)

Your Aeris
Your Aeris! You are a very caring and mysterious
girl. You always worry about your loved ones.
At first glance people might think that your a
happy girl with no worries but deep down inside
you are a confused individual. Believe in
yourself more, then you will conquer all.

huh? me mysterious? no way. hahaha..

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yum. [15 Oct 2004|01:13pm]
[ mood | blah ]

hahaha... favourite haunts of Singaporeans:

1. Maxwell Road market for the raw fish porridge.

2. The cafeteria at the Botanic Gardens for laksa with a view.

3. Samy's Curry at Dempsey Road for fish-head curry.

4. Zion Road for the char kuay teow.

5. Alexandra Village hawker centre for the chicken rice.

paulz n mag!!!! remember our mission to go all around singapore n discover some of the best local cuisine!? i'll be back in no time! all the best for the upcoming A levels girls. you girls can do it! get 4As and distinctions for your S papers. Fangting n the rest of the rc peeps... i wanna see straight As from u girls too! :) make me proud!

ahh..i wanna go home! i miss home.. i really do. cant wait for the exams to be over!
jez finished bio tute.. had a quiz which i didnt study for coz i was too caught up doing other stuff.. n guess wat. 18/20! not bad huh? heheh..

jez had this sudden thought. there was a period of time when i started to lose faith in friendships and relationships to the extent where cynism clouded my mind. And how on earth and why did all these thoughts surface? hmmm.. i guess it was just a matter of miscommunication which of course, led to misunderstandings. i can't wait for all these to be cleared. As with the question i attempted for my Macbeth text last year "miscommunication is the result of all malady". how true.

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ooooh. interesting. [14 Oct 2004|04:18pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

HASH(0x8951050)
You're the color yellow. Happy and all-around
cheerful, you make it your mission to brighten
everybody's day. You're painfully optimistic,
always looking on the brighter side of things!


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N.E.R.D [14 Oct 2004|01:38pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

yeah..the above subject explains it all.. i'm gonna be a nerd/geek for the now onwards.. exams are in less than 4 weeks so no more playing/slacking/mucking around.. Been really impressed with myself.. managed to complete all journals/assignments/lab reports that are due next week n now, i'm planning to finish up the rest of the assignments tat are due in 2 weeks by THIS week. try my method. sleep by 12am n get up at around 6.30am and go take a nice long warm shower.. ur brain works best in the mornings. hehe..

have been pretty busy the past week... last night's pg session was really good. despite the tremendous pile of work i have, i must say i thoroughly enjoyed the past week.. i don't seem to look so much into problems anymore.. afterall, at the end of every storm, there's always a rainbow.. :) yesterday afternoon was spent with cynthia and teck heng.. hahaha..so many things happened in just one afternoon.. imagine 8 oranges rolling down the escalator at woolies... u guys might not get it, but i'm too lazy to explain.

currently booked my flight back to singapore on the 9th of december.. my family will be coming down after visiting my sister in melbourne.. then i'll b back in adelaide... say mid feb? coz hannah n i are moving out together!!! yay! really looking forward to that... not intending to look for an apartment till next year though.. save money! alrightey.. gotta go for tute now!

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back. [07 Oct 2004|02:17pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]

yeahyeah.. i'm finally updating this thing.. sense my reluctance? heheh... so stop bugging me.. i'm just being a lazy bum. was having major cramps just now... but after a good nap and a long, hot shower, i feel so so so much better. :)

finally took up driving.. after months of procrastination. it's real stressful... but i'm starting to enjoy it though.. come to think of it, it's not tat bad. all i need is a little confidence. hahah.. anyways, hols are over.. it's time to get back into the whole studying mood. i'm pretty much in the swing of things.. this semester shouldnt be much of a problem once i figure out human bio. (n yeah, that's gonna take some time. heh)

so much has happened lately. it's impossible to summarise everything... plus i don't really wanna bring things up again. Don't indulge yourself in things that will only make u feel terrible or miserable about yourself. Life is short, don't spend half the time moping around and brooding over problems. Remember, our problems are so small in God's eyes. So i'm gonna be even more positive from now onwards n stop living for myself.

learn to love and live in joy.

getting outta here.. back to my assignment!

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the sweeter song. [26 Sep 2004|01:52pm]
[ mood | content ]

In our love-hungry generation, we struggle to believe that the 'beautiful side of love' really exists. But the truth is, Hollywood cant't even touch the version of love that is alive and real in the heart and mind of God. It is the 'sweeter song'. And when u hear this sweeter song, you, too will realise that it is ten thousand times more magnifient than you most grandiose imagination.

God created us with a desire for companionship. He designed us to intensely long for intimacy - spiritual, emotional and yes, even physical. He did not make us this way and provide us with these longings as a form of cruel torture, but as the most perfect gift He could possibly give us. Just as a lover desires to show his adoration to his bride by tenderly presenting her with a delicate and fragrant rose, so has our Great Lover gifted us with this delicate and wondrous capacity to give and receive love and passion. And once we awaken to this truth, then we will also discover that, as the Inventor of romance, He also wants to teach us how to discover it in all its fullness.

So for all of you in this generation who dream of something eternally sweet and are tired of rope burn, God is eagerly waiting for you to jump abroad His ship so that he can play the 'sweeter song' just for you.

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holidays! [19 Sep 2004|06:07pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | key to my life ]

i had such an amazing time during the impressions ball... pics will be available soon (my stupid cam gave up on me halfway.. so gotta collect the pics from all my friends.) i jez luuurrrve my friends so much.. partied till 5am n woke up 3 hrs later on sunday for church (was rostered for choir as well). Woke up at 2pm today.. hmm.. this is what u call 'the ultimate slacker'.. but this slacker did manage to complete some work jez now. heh.. :P gonna meet cynthia for dinner later.. (aiyoh, i seriously love cynthia so much lah.. she's another mummy of mine... oooh.. i have so many mummys here! *beams*)

Don't you jez feel so useless and helpless when u see a friend fall deeper and deeper into something that she isnt meant to, and you jez can't do anything? It's so painful when you have to pretend and act as if all's good. The pain is equivalent to a double edge sword ripping through. All i can do is really pray that Lord will grant her peace that can surpass everything.

Melbourne peeps: you guys have no idea how much i miss u. all 12 of you. as i prepared for the impressions ball, my mind drifted back to the time spent with u guys before the trinity ball. Why is it that our friendship is reduced to a mere hello and goodbye now? i know ALL of you are reading this and i'm no longer afraid to voice out what i really think. Friendships require time and effort. we have been through so much, it hurts to see us walk out of each others' lives. i will not never stop praying for each and everyone of you because all 12 of you mean so much to me.

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